You are my sin uncrowned poem

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The demonization is irreversible, and Sam knows that he can never turn back into an ordinary person.Power flowed in his body, and the hunger for the soul made him pay more attention to the voices of Bobby and Chuck's souls.But he really doesn't want to hurt them, because amidst the chatter, he can hear their worry for Dean.

He became a demon lord, but Sam was still Sam.

His essence does not depend on demon blood.

"Don't let Dean touch that knife again." Sam shook his head, looking earnestly at Bobby.He thought, Dean must also respect Bobby as a half-father, so he will respect Bobby as well, and he is grateful for Bobby's concern for Dean.

Looking down at Dean whose eyes were still empty, Sam frowned slowly: "It will crush Dean's soul."

Both Bobby and Chuck knew Sam was telling the truth, and they'd both seen Dean's change firsthand.They have worried about this, anxious and frightened, but most of them are still helpless.Because Dean's the only one who can take the First Blade, he's the only one who can kill all the Hellknights.

Sam knew what they were thinking, rage burning in his chest again.He hated Dean more than he did now, and he hated the other fighters, too, and he knew it was just selfishness, his arrogance that Dean's life was worth more than anyone else's.

He didn't want to sacrifice Dean.

He hated anyone who thought of sacrificing Dean.

"He can kill all the Hellknights with that knife," Sam strode towards Bobby, the paladins had already gathered in the courtyard of the monastery, the bugs and flies were hovering around the monastery, but they dared not enter Sam's room , "But what if it dies before then?"

Not being able to feel pain doesn't mean you won't feel pain, and it doesn't mean you won't get hurt.

Dean's numbness to pain and death doesn't mean he won't die.

The word "death" made both Bobby's and Chuck's bodies tremble simultaneously.It's not like they haven't thought about this possibility, but no one dares to say it.But Sam's persecution made the word even more creepy. They all seemed to foresee Dean's death—he didn't know the pain, and even if his throat was cut, he would rush towards the devil with a knife.

"He, he's going to heaven." Chuck closed his eyes.It reminded Bobby of what he had said to Dean when John died. Dean didn't speak, he burned his father's body that night and cried like a child all night.

After death is the world of the soul. For the living, they are still separated from the dead forever.

Sam shakes his head.

"That's Cain's bloodstain, how could God let him into Eden?" He stared at Chuck, his anger was burning more and more in his heart, but his tone became calmer and calmer, "He will go to hell, be damned by hell." The fire burns, reincarnation, never ending. If I hadn’t awakened, I couldn’t save him either. He turned himself into a heretic for the sake of God and to destroy heretics, now you tell me that if he dies, he will enter heaven?”

Sam's words left Chuck speechless.He was used to tolerance and forgiveness, and the souls of those whose sins were washed away would be restored to cleanliness, but if Dean died on the battlefield, the Seal of Cain would be the clearest evidence of his guilt.

The room fell into a tomb-like silence.

That's when Dean suddenly got out of bed.In the world he saw, except for Sam and the First Blade, and those he would destroy and those who were hostile to him, he could not perceive anything else-they might exist there, but they had lost the relationship with him. Dean's connection, in Dean's eyes now, the world is nothing but an empty space.

He walked towards the first blade under the slightly astonished eyes of everyone, and bent down to pick it up.The three of them went to grab him together, Sam hugged him, he wanted to break away unwillingly, Sam reached out and grabbed the back of his neck hard, he trembled, and suddenly settled down.

An Alpha will submit to an Alpha stronger than him.

Both Bobby and Chuck had seen Dean naked, and the soldiers were not so polite and elegant, and they would help him with emergency wounds when he was injured.But Dean's body made them feel a little ashamed right now, like they could see the lust running through Dean's body, congealing into those hickey marks and teeth marks and the thin white patches on his legs.

Sam's smell made the desire in Dean's heart roar again.The black fissure was getting bigger and bigger, and the cold wind was howling. He reached out and held the back of Sam's head, forcing Sam to bow his head and give him a kiss.

Those whispers and struggling cries from the depths of Dean's soul echoed in Sam's ears again.He couldn't help but hug Dean even tighter, palms against Dean's cheeks, tongue in his mouth stirring his breath.

The kiss of the two made the other two people present feel extremely uncomfortable.Bobby scowled at the disgust of incest and yelled at Sam to let Dean go.He also knew it wasn't fair at all, because it was Dean who took the initiative, but Dean couldn't hear anyone talking now, and besides, Sam was a demon.

This seems to be a natural position.

The devil is most to blame.

Sam held Dean and slowly brought him back to the bed, pulling the sheet over him again.He figured Bobby and Chuck would be more comfortable that way - he also hated seeing Dean's body.Gently stroking Dean's shoulder, Sam leaned over to repeat in his ear his command that Dean stay still, and Dean just continued to climb Sam's shoulder to keep kissing him.

Dean's desire for Sam seemed never-ending, never-satisfying.

Right now, this is the only thing that can give him a little bit of euphoria temporarily, enjoying the pleasure of being filled with his soul and heart.

Sam can only grab the clothes and put them on Dean.

"We're getting out of here."

Bobby stared at Sam warily, he wouldn't let Sam take Dean away, and he wouldn't let the demon leave here.

Seeing through Bobby's mind, Sam sighed helplessly.

He still respects the elder.

It's just that he doesn't want anyone else to judge him and Dean. Dean needs him, and he gives Dean what he needs.They went from being saints to being sinners, and Dean was no longer a saint, he was a demon.

In the end, neither of them could be cruel enough to completely reject each other.

This may be destiny.

Sam could see his and Dean's entwined trajectories, tangled and intertwined, unable to tell each other apart.

And his destiny is to become someone who loves Dean and loves Dean deeply with everything arranged here.

Love is destiny.

"You can't stop me." Sam glanced around his room.He didn't come to the monastery to study voluntarily at the beginning. He closed himself for a long time and was isolated from the crowd by himself.He also really believed in their god. He became a deacon and baptized new believers.But he has now lost his position to stay here.

They will not tolerate a demon.

Besides, he is no ordinary demon.Someone will always come to the door with carefully prepared tributes. He can hear the voice of the soul, can see the thread of fate, and can change the fate of others.

Is the demon lord.

Bobby picked up his sword and stopped Sam.

Sam smiled.

Then Bobby saw Sam disappear before his eyes.

"Bobby!" Chuck at the door suddenly screamed. Bobby turned vigilantly and waved the sword in his hand at Sam who appeared there at some point, but was bounced away by an invisible force again.

"Dean values ​​you all very much, and I don't want to hurt you." Sam said walking to the bed again.

He'd bring Dean out of this state.

Sam led Dean away, and they walked out of the room and down the stairs under the helpless eyes of Bobby and Chuck, who were temporarily immobilized.A knight raised a huge sword and slashed at Sam. Sam was not worried, but Dean rushed over suddenly.The knight hesitated for a moment, and Dean immediately grabbed his sword and thrust it into his shoulder.

Sam immediately followed to grab Dean, called Dean's name, took the sword and threw it aside, and put his palm on Dean's back to comfort him.The shock of the knights lasted only for a moment, and someone raised their swords towards Sam one after another.As for Sam, he also controlled their bodies, making them unable to move.

Leading Dean out of the siege of knights, Sam glanced back at the Abbey.

Monks and students also stood in the corridor.

They all saw it.

There are teachers who comforted his father when he heard the news of his death, and students who often come to him to talk about their confusion.

He could hear their spirits whispering too.

Some are mournful, some are fearful, and some breed a little greed.

Everyone's voice is different, but they are all the same, completely different from before.

Sam left the monastery with Dean on his father's black steed.

Maybe they should go home.

Their castles, their rooms.

And before returning home, Sam went to another place.

Dean's servants carried Dean's box to Bobby's.

Sam pulled out the rusty helmet and the amulet from Dean's box.

He put it back on Dean's neck.

TBC