You are my sin uncrowned poem

Dean thought he and Sam should have grown closer.

But most of the time he felt that this was his own wishful thinking.

They don't spend much time together during the day, Sam always stays in church, or surrounded by students; and Dean, he still has a lot of things to deal with, although Bobby is busy with daily affairs, but the discipline knight They are still the responsibility of the head of the regiment.

What's more, moving into Nosy Diocese this time, Dean is also burdened with a secret mission that cannot be mentioned to anyone.

Confirm the safety of the "seal".

This is not the battlefield of the seal battle 8 years ago, but it was 50 years ago.

The Holy See has launched a total of 3 major sealing battles.The first two times were due to the provocation of the enemy, and the pope had to order to fight, one was 70 years ago, the other was 50 years ago, and the last time—that is, the one 8 years ago was ordered by the pope to take the initiative. The scale of the three sealing battles was comparable, with horrific casualties, and there were several smaller-scale wars during the period. Because they were almost silent blitzkriegs and did not cause any major casualties, few people knew about them.

Successive popes have ruled the country for more than 200 years.The country is divided into 16 large dioceses, and once launched a huge seal battle in the dioceses of Izea, Nosi and Rahan, and left a huge seal that must not be destroyed; there are several other dioceses that have similar seals , but the scale is small, and new churches or charity halls have been built on most of the seals, and the pattern of the city has also changed accordingly.

The seal of the Diocese of Nuoxi is just under the later expanded buildings of Hutton Monastery-in other words, the knights who moved in now live on the seal array.

The sealing array will not be affected by excavation of itself or the surrounding land. As long as the main magic weapon of the seal is not damaged, the effectiveness of the seal will not be weakened or even invalidated.

The reason why the Pope announced the move of the Knights to the Diocese of Nosy was because the Central Holy See could no longer accommodate such a large group, so he chose the Diocese of Nosy, which had a very large monastery, to accept the Knights.But he had summoned Dean alone and ordered Dean to confirm whether the magic weapon in the sealing circle was damaged immediately after arriving at Hutton Abbey.

Because weird crimes have been happening frequently in the parish of Nosy recently.

The hanging ground in front of the city hall is almost full of corpses.

The pope suspected a demon.

On the second day when Dean came to Hutton Abbey, he asked the dean to enter the secret passage underground of the abbey to check the magic weapon.The dean disagreed at first.He is an upright and self-controlled old man who is somewhat stubborn, and he abides by the will of "protecting the magic weapon" entrusted by the former dean.Never since he had received the key to the monastery's secret passage had anyone made such an unreasonable and dangerous request-even though he and the bishop were the only two people in the entire diocese who knew the key existed.

"I don't doubt the loyalty of Your Excellency Grand Master, but unless you have the Pope's decree, I will never hand over the key to you."

Dean was annoyed by the Dean's loyalty and stubbornness.If he had the Pope's decree, he wouldn't have to go to the dean secretly, but this time the Pope only gave the order verbally when he was summoned alone, and he couldn't even find a witness.

Dean can understand the behavior of the Pope and the dean, but it is very difficult for him to handle.

After begging and begging the dean for a few days, Dean, who still couldn't get the key, had to give up the idea for the time being, and sneaked a few times outside the door of the secret passage by himself when others were not paying attention. .

In the end, he decided to go quietly to the dean's office in the middle of the night to steal the key and the map of the secret passage.When he was talking about the secret passage with the dean, he noticed that the dean's eyes flicked to a cabinet against the wall from time to time.

Though it's against chivalry - God will forgive him.

Planning all day long, Dean made sure everything was in order.

That night, Dean pretended to be sleepy and went to bed early by himself.Every night Sam seemed embarrassed, didn't talk to Dean very much, and sat with a large tome by himself, reading by a candlestick.Well, Dean can understand his brother too, because he's embarrassed himself.

--He and Sam sleep in the same bed at night, and the bed is not very spacious.

Even if they did sleep together a lot when they were kids, they didn't do that anymore after Sam was 10 years old.What's more, now, they, two adult Alphas, are squeezed into such a small bed, and it is difficult to turn over.

Dean remembers the morning after he'd been here, his first night "in bed" with Sam, waking up to find himself lying on his side, face to face with Sam.He could hear Sam's breathing, feel his breath on his face.The bed was so small that their bodies were almost touching together, and the few strands of hair on Sam's forehead were almost touching Dean's forehead.Even though it's been days, Dean can't get over the shock of opening his eyes that morning.

It's so weird.

Sam must have felt the same way.

Dean also mentioned that he could actually sleep on the floor, he's used to it anyway.He had his own tent during the march, but most of the time they were too tired to set up the tent. In the wild, they would just lie down in the mud and fall asleep with their pillows on tree roots or even stones.

But Sam refuses, telling Dean not to worry too much about it.

Dean, who closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, still couldn't figure out what his brother was thinking, but now he just asked that no one would find out when he went out to steal the keys at night. He didn't want to mess up his mission, and he didn't want anyone When I saw Sam, I told him that he had a shameless brother who was a thief.

I don't know how long it took, but Dean, who was pretending to be asleep, almost fell asleep. Fortunately, at this moment, Sam, who was about to put the book back on the bookcase, accidentally dropped the book on the floor.The tome hit the wooden floor with a "boom", Sam took a breath, and reflexively looked back at Dean who was lying on the bed, for fear that the sound would wake him up.

Fortunately, Dean was still breathing steadily, showing no signs of waking up.

Sam spent most of the day in the church, occasionally seeing Dean on horseback leading a troop of cavalry around the streets.The Paladins are not obliged to patrol the streets, but Sam has heard a lot about Dean in the past few days. After he became Grand Master, the Paladins often patrol the streets of the capital like this.

From other people's mouths, Sam learned many things that he didn't know and subconsciously avoided listening to.But the Dean they spoke of was a far cry from the Dean he knew—not the same as the Dean who was often in front of him these days, a hero, not a brother.

That felt strange to Sam.Occasionally people would ask him if Dean was really that kind of person, and he wanted to say no, Dean wouldn't laugh out loud in front of him at all, nor was he as powerful and dazzling as others said. Dean, as far as Sam could see, was just a... not very likable brother, he didn't see his brother very often, and every time he saw him, his brother would babble about things he didn't really want to hear .His elder brother doesn't like to laugh that much, he often has a frowning and helpless look.

Another glance at Dean, still lying on his back on the bed, one hand resting on his chest, his chest heaving steadily.

I slept soundly.

Relieved, Sam bent down to pick up the book, dusted it carefully, and inserted it back on the bookcase.

He blew out the candles in the candelabra and walked slowly towards the bed in the dark.

He didn't like sleeping with Dean.

He used to love it, when he was very young.That's not something to be ashamed of, they were still very close at that time, my brother always held him in his arms like he wanted to wrap him in his body, and my brother would kiss him every night before going to bed His forehead, telling him that an angel will be there to protect him.

How sweet and warm the memories of the past are, how hateful the later Dean is.

No one will like a person who has cheated and betrayed him again.

It's just that now Sam is a little lost.

Maybe he didn't hate Dean as much as he thought. He still felt worried when he heard that Dean was injured, and he still felt panic when he realized that Dean was going to die, especially when he saw the necklace he once gave Dean, he even subconsciously He's trying to make excuses for Dean—maybe Dean didn't lie to him at the time, but in the end there was something else that forced him to change his original decision.

But none of that was why Sam didn't like sleeping with Dean.

--Dean is very dishonest in sleeping in the middle of the night, always reaching out to hook Sam.I don't know how this bad habit was developed, Sam remembered that he didn't have it when he was a child.

So every night, Sam was reluctant to go to bed too early.Even if he fell asleep in the middle of the night, he would probably wake up because of Dean's sticking to him. He had to struggle to push his brother's hands and feet away, and he had to be careful not to wake him up.So now, as long as there is any movement around him, Sam will wake up immediately.

Of course, he never told Dean why.

TBC