Social fear is forced to be the king of the sea in the breakup variety show

Yu Mian realized that Qin Zhouwan suddenly smiled after she finished asking the question.

He felt cramped and pulled the corner of his clothes with three fingers, wondering if he had asked a stupid question, so stupid that Qin Zhouwan couldn't wait to start laughing at him as soon as he finished listening.

"It's fine if you don't want to say it." Yu Mian said quickly, her voice was low and weak, she put down her cup and turned to leave.

Qin Zhouwan called him: "Mianmian."

Yu Mian stopped obediently and asked him softly what's wrong.

"Sheng Qin." Qin Zhouwan said.

Yu Mian stared at him blankly.

"What I mean is," Qin Zhouwan explained patiently, "I sent a text message to Sheng Qin today."

"Sheng Qin?" Yu Mian lowered her head and repeated slowly, as if thinking about why Qin Zhouwan fell in love with this person.

After a while, without thinking about the result, he raised his face and asked sincerely: "What did you send him?"

Qin Zhouwan was actually a little dumbfounded, and only Yu Mian would ask such a question so directly.

"Mianmian," Qin Zhouwan squatted down so that Yu Mian didn't have to raise his head so hard, "This is the second question."

Yu Mian paused, as if she didn't know how to answer, and finally said slowly, "I'm sorry."

Qin Zhouwan said slowly: "It's okay, but you can exchange it for another chance to ask questions."

Yu Mian felt that Qin Zhouwan at this moment was like the unscrupulous boss in a game he played a few days ago, who was good at taking out discounted gift bags with a smile and tricking people into filling them with money.

And he always took the bait: "How to exchange?"

"You can choose to drink another glass of spinach juice tomorrow, or," Qin Zhouwan lowered his voice, with a coaxing tone, "kiss me."

The kitchen is facing the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the purple sky outside the window is shrouded in all directions, and the thin clouds stay quietly in it, and a few broken diamond-like stars exude small but bright light, and there are night-flying planes passing by the sky The line brings the distant sound of the wind.

Yu Mian stared blankly at Qin Zhouwan, Qin Zhouwan could see the hesitation in his eyes.

However, after a while, Yu Mian broke off the eye contact with Qin Zhouwan without warning. He quickly ran back to his room and closed the door with a "bang".

Qin Zhouwan was stunned, and the smile that had a certain chance of winning at the corner of his mouth gradually disappeared.

He stood up and stayed there for a long time, then went to wash Yu Mian's cup with complicated emotions, and while wiping the mouth of the cup with a dish towel, he wondered if he was being treated as a hooligan by Yu Mian.

And Yu Mian leaned on the door panel, slowly slid down to sit on the ground, bent her legs and hugged her, and buried her face in her knees.

He was not frightened by Qin Zhouwan, but by himself.

Just now when Qin Zhouwan proposed to kiss him, he didn't think anything was wrong. It wasn't until he saw the reflection in Qin Zhouwan's eyes that he was seriously thinking about it that he realized the absurdity of this matter.

He had told himself not to like Qin Zhouwan any more. After all these years, he thought he could do it.

Kissing is only allowed with people you like, this was taught to him by Qin Zhouwan.

On Christmas Eve in his third year of high school, Zhao Zhenzhen made a video call to wish him a happy Christmas tomorrow. He and Zhao Zhenzhen used to play together every Christmas, and that year Zhao Zhenzhen was training outside, so he asked the other party if he could be together at night Watch movies and chat online.

Zhao Zhenzhen said apologetically, "Yu Mian, I have an appointment tomorrow night."

After a pause, there was a hint of joy in his voice: "I'm talking about a boyfriend. He's very handsome. Do you want to see the photo?"

Yu Mian said no, the boyfriend Zhao Zhenzhen had talked with could make several tables of mahjong, and he had lost interest in her love life.

There was a time when Zhao Zhenzhen fell in love, and Yu Mian was taken home by her to accompany her to drink away her sorrows. She turned on the record player and played a bitter love song on a loop, and then she drank the wine glass in a daze, with a slightly melancholy expression on her face.

Yu Mian was really intimidated by her at that time, and asked worriedly, "Did you think of your ex-boyfriend after listening to this song?"

Unexpectedly, Zhao Zhenzhen shook his head and said sincerely: "No, there are too many ex-boyfriends, I don't know who to think about."

So this time after Yu Mian received Zhao Zhenzhen's call, he didn't really want to know who the latest unlucky guy was who was murdered by her. He changed the subject and said, "Then what are you all going to do?"

"Shopping, watching movies," Zhao Zhenzhen suddenly smiled, "And kissing, Yu Mian, don't you know?"

"Yeah." Yu Mian said honestly.

"Then your first kiss is still there, right?" Zhao Zhenzhen teased him, "The first kiss is very precious, you can't just give it to someone."

Yu Mian felt that her words and deeds were not consistent: "Then why do you give people casually?"

Zhao Zhenzhen was at a loss for words, and after a while, he changed the subject and said, "Okay, I still have a documentary review homework to do, so I won't tell you for now, Yu Mian, you also go to find a friend to play with tomorrow, it's a big holiday."

Yu Mian hesitated for a moment: "...Will he not want to play with me?"

Although Zhao Zhenzhen didn't know who Yu Mian was talking about, he still enthusiastically suggested: "Then you should ask first, if you don't ask, how will you know?"

Yu Mian gave a slow "hmm".

When he called Qin Zhouwan, the other party seemed to be busy. There was the sound of typing on the keyboard, and Yu Mian heard someone communicating in English. Qin Zhouwan didn't speak until a while later: "Mianmian?"

Yu Mian was a little flustered, he stammered and explained his intentions, Qin Zhouwan didn't agree to him immediately, the sound of pressing the keyboard rang several times, Qin Zhouwan said: "Then you come to the laboratory tomorrow night Find me."

Then he mentioned a time that was not too early, and Yu Mian realized that Qin Zhouwan should not be free.

He was a little uneasy, and wanted to tell the other party that his affairs were not important, so let it be if he didn't have time, but he didn't know how to say these words beautifully and euphemistically, so he just said it in the end.

Yu Mian bought two movie tickets near Qin Zhouwan's school, fearing that there would be too many people queuing up to get the tickets, so she went to get them first.

On the night of Christmas, Yu Mian arrived at S University very early, but she was afraid that Qin Zhouwan would think he was in a hurry, so she waited outside until the time agreed by the two before entering.

It was snowing in Yuanchuan City that day, and there was a wide and straight road outside the laboratory building. The main road was full of traffic, and the neon lights of the buildings on both sides of the road were flickering alternately. Yu Mian lay on the fence and looked out. It was a cold but lively night in the city in winter.

When Yu Mian entered the door, Qin Zhouwan looked a little surprised, he had already forgotten that the kid asked him out yesterday.

After reacting, Qin Zhouwan looked at the boy's red nose and fingers calmly, then took off his scarf and handed it to Yu Mian, asking him to warm his hands.

Yu Mian took it and hugged it. When she sat next to Qin Zhouwan, she put the scarf on the table and buried her face in it. The body temperature and pleasant smell of an adult man instantly surrounded him. He only showed two Looking at Qin Zhouwan, his eyelashes trembled slightly.

There was no one else in the laboratory, so Qin Zhouwan couldn't help reaching out and touching Yu Mian's hair, and the edge of his palm unconsciously brushed against the boy's soft earlobe.

Time passed by, and Yu Mian saw that Qin Zhouwan had been fiddling with the experimental equipment and recording data on the laptop, and did not intend to stop.

He reached into his pocket, sneaked out two movie tickets, wanted to see how long the show was left, and put them back after watching.

Qin Zhouwan actually noticed it, but he pretended not to see it. These days he is rushing to a project, which can add a lot of weight to his resume. He doesn't want to offend Mr. Yu's little son, but he is not going to waste his time at a critical moment. time.

With 10 minutes left before the opening of the movie, Yu Mian glanced at Qin Zhouwan. Qin Zhouwan slowed down the speed of recording the experimental data, and had already figured out how to explain his excuses, but Yu Mian didn't say anything. He silently buried his entire face into his arms.

By the time Qin Zhouwan finished the experiment, the movie had already ended, Christmas Eve was coming to an end, and the snow had stopped.

"Mianmian." Qin Zhouwan bent down and whispered to wake up Yu Mian who was dozing off.

Yu Mian rubbed her eyes embarrassingly, and seeing that Qin Zhouwan had already taken off her white coat, she quickly asked, "Are you leaving?"

Qin Zhou Wan thought of the two movie tickets that Yu Mian put back, and felt a little guilty in his heart. He folded his white coat and put it aside, leaning on the laboratory table and asking, "Is there anything else you want to do?"

It was too late now, Yu Mian couldn't think of what else to do, so she shook her head.

"Want to watch a movie?" Qin Zhouwan guided him.

Yu Mian thought in surprise, he couldn't guess how Qin Zhouwan knew about it, since he had never mentioned the movie thing before.

Qin Zhouwan took a look at him, put the laptop in front of him, opened a video website, entered the movie classification channel, and asked Yu Mian to choose one.

Yu Mian chose a murder movie, which was recommended to him by Zhao Zhenzhen a few days ago.

Qin Zhouwan raised his eyebrows: "Aren't you afraid?"

"Probably." Yu Mian said uncertainly.

Qin Zhouwan smiled, stretched out his hand and clicked the play button, then brought over a chair with one hand, and casually sat down next to Yu Mian.

Yu Mian's shoulder rubbed against Qin Zhouwan's arm, and he realized that the two of them are very close now, closer than sitting in adjacent seats in a movie theater. He blushed, and suddenly felt that the two tickets were wasted beyond what he could afford. value.

Yu Mian wanted to say Merry Christmas to Qin Zhouwan, and also wanted to tell him that she was very happy today, and also wanted to thank him for being so kind and patient to her all the time.

He felt a little nervous, wondering if he would be incoherent when speaking, so he took out his mobile phone, lowered his head and wrote down every sentence he wanted to say in the memo.

When Yu Mian raised her head, she saw Qin Zhouwan staring at herself with a complicated expression.

After the two people made eye contact, Qin Zhouwan couldn't help but say, "Mianmian."

Yu Mian agreed ignorantly, glanced at the computer screen, and saw that the murder case had come to an end, and the Asian heroine was sitting by the river and lit the victim's clothes, and brilliant and bright fireworks were reflected on the water.

Yu Mian thought that she still hadn't finished writing a sentence, so she lowered her head again, pressed the pinyin full keyboard on the screen with one finger one by one, and then asked Qin Zhouwan why he called him.

"Why do you need to take notes when you watch this kind of movie?" Qin Zhouwan asked helplessly.