Social fear is forced to be the king of the sea in the breakup variety show

Yu Mian didn't realize that Qin Zhouwan was teasing him, so he stammered and replied, "No, no need."

After finishing speaking, he lowered his head and wiped off the paint on the brush with paper, and dipped it into turpentine to rinse it. Qin Zhouwan looked at him and asked again: "Have you never painted a human body?"

Yu Mian said "hmm", "I don't like it."

"Don't like it?" Qin Zhouwan's expression seemed to be recalling things from a long time ago. His eyes stopped on Yu Mian's collarbone protruding from the neckline, and then he went down inch by inch, with undisguised aggressiveness. Yu Mian felt uncomfortable all over.

"Close your eyes." Yu Mian commanded Qin Zhouwan indiscriminately, hoping that he would stop doing things that made her flustered.

The photographer immediately jumped out to stop him: "No, no, I want to shoot the feeling of a couple between you now, you have to make eye contact!"

Yu Mian said "OK" in a reluctant voice, then quickly lowered her head and traced the outline of Qin Zhouwan on the paper.

He was too proficient in writing, because he had practiced silently many times before, and he knew everything about the curvature of Qin Zhouwan's browbones, the straight bridge of the nose, and the sharp jawline.

Today's weather is not sunny, the clouds in the sky are flying very fast, the pale sky light flickers on and off, falling on Qin Zhouwan's face through the window, making him even more handsome with sharp edges and corners.

Yu Mian wrote down the pen seriously, while Qin Zhouwan stared at him, the photographer finally found the ideal angle, stood behind Yu Mian and picked up the equipment, shooting from the position of half of his face, combining the canvas in front of him with the Qin Zhouwan was included in the camera.

When changing to another scene, Yu Mian and Qin Zhouwan still went separately. There is a subway station directly to S University near Yu Mian’s home. He waited for Qin Zhouwan and the photographer to leave before taking the subway. The wind at the entrance of the subway station It was so big that he felt cold and zipped the jacket all the way to his chin.

Maybe it was the right time, and there were not many people in the carriage. Yu Mian successfully found a seat, but there was a young couple sitting next to her. He also stretched out his hand to poke here and there on the boy, and said in his mouth: "Lanhua brushing hand, you are not allowed to move."

Yu Mian was easily embarrassed for others, so she immediately lowered her head, pretending that she didn't see or hear.

The boy glanced at him and said to his girlfriend, "There are so many people watching."

Yu Mian breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that the boy had the same embarrassment as him, and just about to raise his head gratefully, he heard the boy add another sentence: "Quickly untie the acupuncture points for me."

Yu Mian: "..."

Today is a rest day, the roads are congested, Yu Mian actually drove faster than Qin Zhou, and they arrived at S University half an hour earlier.

S University is still the same as when Yu Mian came to look for Qin Zhou in the evening, the grass and trees are still the same, but the people in it have changed one after another. Yu Mian bought a cup of oat milk in the coffee shop in front of the library and sat down. Want to spend some time here.

The air conditioner in the coffee shop was fully turned on, Yu Mian was a little drowsy, and accidentally fell forward. He was vaguely aware that he might knock over the paper cup full of hot drinks.

However, in the next second a slender and warm hand supported his chin.

Yu Mian raised her head ignorantly, her eyes gradually focused, and she saw clearly that in front of her was a strange man wearing glasses. He was elegant and handsome, with soft brows.

"Yu Mian." The other party called out his name accurately.

Yu Mian froze for a moment: "Hello."

The man showed a gentle smile, and there were inconspicuous wrinkles at the corners of his eyes. It could be seen that he was not too young: "I am Gu Xun."

Seeing that Yu Mian didn't respond, he added, "I'm also participating in the recording of "Love Transfer"."

Yu Mian let out an "oh", and saw a book called "Chen Jilu" in Gu Xun's hand.

He didn't ask Gu Xun what he was doing here, because he felt that it was either related to the other party's ex or related to his career, and it was still a topic that was not allowed by the program group, and they were not familiar with each other.

Gu Xun sat down opposite Yu Mian: "Can I talk to you?"

Yu Mian judged by appearance, felt that she might not understand what Gu Xun wanted to talk about, but she politely agreed.

It turned out that his guess was right. Gu Xun's topic revolved around literature and philosophy, while Yu Mian knew nothing about these two aspects, and even sounded more sleepy than before.

But he felt that it was not good to say nothing, so he tried his best to find an opportunity to respond to Gu Xun.

Gu Xun said: "In fact, people's happiness lies in the process of pursuing something, and it doesn't matter whether they get it or not."

"So have you ever tried the joy of being unable to get a taxi when it rains heavily after get off work?" Yu Mian asked sincerely.

Gu Xun paused, and when he looked at Yu Mian again, there was a smile on the corner of his mouth. Yu Mian felt that it might be a mockery from a cultural person.

At this moment, the phone he had turned over on the table vibrated, Yu Mian turned over, and saw that it was Qin Zhouwan who sent him a message: "Come out."

He raised his head and saw Qin Zhouwan standing expressionlessly outside the floor-to-ceiling glass window.

Yu Mian's heart beat faster. He was afraid that Gu Xun would see Qin Zhouwan later, so he replied to him, "Can you wait somewhere far away?"

Qin Zhouwan stared at this text message for a long time, and he felt that there must be no one else in the world who could speak so confidently to ask him to stay away like Yu Mian.

Fortunately, Gu Xun noticed Yu Mian's absent-mindedness, and he thoughtfully asked, "Is there anything else to do next?"

Yu Mian nodded, and Gu Xun said, "Then go do your work first, I'll read a book here for a while."

After speaking, he smiled softly at Yu Mian again, Yu Mian said a little embarrassedly, "Then I'll go first."

Gu Xun gave a soft "um", and then opened the book in his hand. Yu Mian noticed that the man had a pair of beautiful hands, which seemed to be used to flipping through books.

Qin Zhouwan's performance in the next recording was not as cooperative as before, at least Yu Mian thought so.

When Yu Mian went to the laboratory donated by her father, she was somewhat resistant, standing at the door and reluctant to go in, thinking that if time went back, maybe it would be better not to know Qin Zhou Wan.

That way he won't be troubled by his ordinaryness, and he won't have to get used to the emptiness of losing Qin Zhouwan.

And Qin Zhouwan didn't seem to understand his hesitation, and directly put the palm of one hand against his side waist to pull the belt forward, and pushed the door with the other hand over his shoulder, as if he didn't know how to recall the past. What a cruel thing to sleep on.

Yu Mian still remembers that after falling in love with Qin Zhouwan, he often came to this laboratory. He always stayed in the corner and watched Qin Zhouwan do experiments, and watched him laughing and chatting with his classmates, and watched him reach out to unbutton the collar of his white coat. , and also watched him operate the experimental equipment with concentrated eyes.

Qin Zhouwan has been very popular since he was a student. Everyone likes to chat with him. Yu Mian can see that a few girls look at him with secret love in their eyes.

People often ask Qin Zhouwan why he doesn't fall in love yet, but he just smiles noncommittally, saying that he hasn't met anyone he likes yet.

"Then what do you like?" Someone will ask persistently.

Yu Mian pricked up her ears and heard Qin Zhouwan say, "It's on par with me."

He was immediately discouraged, the type that Qin Zhouwan liked was too far behind him, and it was impossible for him to be equal to the other party in his life.

That day Qin Zhouwan noticed that he was a little depressed, so after finishing the experiment, he took him to the coffee shop of S University to buy bayberry smoothie, and when he handed him the plastic cup, he asked him, "Did Mianmian wait in a hurry today?"

Yu Mian shook her head, poking sullenly with the stirring stick in the cup.

Qin Zhouwan bent down so that his eyes were parallel to Yu Mian, and asked patiently, "Why is that? Did you quarrel with your parents?"

Yu Mian could hear his tone as if coaxing a child, and felt even more uncomfortable. He hoped that Qin Zhouwan could also treat himself as a peer.

"I don't think they like me." Yu Mian held back for a long time, and finally found a reason.

"They" refers to Qin Zhouwan's classmates.

His reason was not entirely made up, those people seldom talked to him, and when he heard them mentioning him, they always said "Mr. Yu's son", and the expression on his face was a bit embarrassing.

But in fact, they were right. If it wasn't for his father, he would never have had the chance to come here, and the reason why Qin Zhouwan treated him so well was also because he was the so-called son of Mr. Yu.

He knows it all.

At that time, Qin Zhouwan was already applying to go abroad, because his family was not well off, and he had to plan carefully for many expenses, and Yu Mian's father could help him a lot.

Yu Mian has grown up so much, he has never suffered from money, he only knows the benefits of money, money is indeed good, and it can make Qin Zhouwan willing to hand him a glass of smoothie when he is sad.

"They don't dislike you." Qin Zhouwan said calmly.

Yu Mian thought that he was a classmate who defended her, so she said "hmm" and didn't go any further.

"They just don't understand you, and you are young, so they may have some wrong imaginations about you." Qin Zhouwan looked at him, even if he said some beautiful words to whitewash the peace, he was sincere, "But Mianmian, I have never been like that. thought about it."

Yu Mian held the cup in both hands and didn't speak for a long time, his palms were red from the ice. After a while, he asked in a low voice, "Qin Zhouwan, how good are you?"

Qin Zhouwan didn't understand: "What's so powerful?"

"That's right," Yu Mian thought for a while, and described with difficulty, "Didn't you say you want to find someone who is comparable to you for a relationship..."

The more he spoke, the weaker his voice became, and he was afraid that Qin Zhouwan would see through his thoughts.

Qin Zhouwan understood this time, he glanced at Yu Mian calmly, and brought the words over lightly: "You are so young, how come you learned to inquire about this from them?"

So Yu Mian stopped asking, he didn't do things that Qin Zhouwan didn't like, and this hasn't changed for many years.

Even now.

25-year-old Yu Mian walked into the laboratory and saw Qin Zhouwan closing the door behind her.

When the photographer was adjusting the equipment, he heard Qin Zhouwan ask himself: "Why did you go to Gu Xun today?"