[Tomb Raiders Notes Sand Sea] Into the Red Dust
Chapter 148
The one in the room really fell asleep, Xie Yuchen couldn't wake him up, and had to struggle to move himself onto the bed.
He retained some vigilance against the outside world, so he opened his eyes as soon as he heard Xie Yuchen's footsteps.
Gu Ran saw that Yuchen was frowning with displeasure, and he was hesitant to speak, thinking that he wanted to ask about Qin Ling's tomb, and he had planned to explain it to Xie Yuchen, but unexpectedly, Xie Yuchen didn't ask, and just asked Xie Yuchen to ask. He goes to sleep.
Gu Ran followed suit and went to sleep, just because he was not clear-headed now, and he was afraid that he had missed the truth when he told Xie Yuchen about the Qinling Mountains and told about the Bronze Tree and Chengxian.
Gu Ran stayed at Xie's house for a few days, waking up, eating, eating and sleeping almost every day.
For Gu Ran, if there is a place in the world where he can completely let go of all guards and sleep peacefully, it must be Xiejia.
After Gu Ran fully woke up from sleep, he suddenly discovered this cognition in his subconscious mind, and found it incredible.
Does this trust come from Xie Yuchen, or from Xie's entire security system?
Gu Ran thought for a moment, but found that he couldn't say categorically that his trust was in Xie's security system.
It's an amazing thing.
Xie Yuchen's skills are not very good. From the past to now, Gu Ran has known many people whose skills are far superior to Xie Yuchen's. In the past, Zhang Qishan, Er Yuehong, Banjie Li, Dao Liu, and even Chen Pi'a who was from the same school as Xie Yuchen's teacher Four, now, not to mention far away, Zhang Qiling and Heixiazi are nearby, but Gu Ran can't guarantee that he can sleep peacefully to the point of unconsciousness in any of their homes.
Maybe there were war factors in the past.
But Gu Ran had to admit that his trust in Xie Yuchen had unknowingly reached a very high level.So much so that he dared to rest assured that he would not be threatened with any life in Xie's house.
This is scary, especially if this person is Xie Yuchen, or rather, the leader of Xie.
Selfishness
seven, like
Gu Ran has always known what kind of person Xie Yuchen is.
For the incident in Yantai, Gu Ran didn't blame Xie Yuchen at all, because from the very beginning, Gu Ran knew that under the Xie family's education system, Xie Yuchen would be a person who tended to be cold.Xie Xiaojiu is too shrewd, he will definitely tell Xie Yuchen that at all times, he puts himself first.
Especially for Xie Yuchen, who was still so young at the time, he didn't have enough ability to balance what he should do with his friends.Therefore, Gu Ran didn't think it was Xie Yuchen's fault that happened in Yantai.
This will not affect Gu Ran's attitude towards Xie Yuchen, but it will affect his judgment of trust in his heart.
Logically speaking, Xie Yuchen put Xie's family before Gu Ran, and Gu Ran would not give Xie Yuchen full trust accordingly.
But that's clearly not the case now.
This is a very miraculous discovery. For a person like Gu Ran who has been alone for too long, it is difficult to completely trust someone in a short period of time. Up to now, there are only a handful of people he can truly trust. .
Xie Yuchen, why?
It's not because he regards Xie Yuchen as his daughter.
Before Gu Ran figured it out, he set off to Yunding Tiangong again. Things about longevity and immortality came one after another, and Gu Ran forgot about it for a while.
As soon as this matter was delayed, it was dragged to Banai.
When trapped in the Miluotuo Cave, Gu Ran wondered for a moment whether he would really die here.Miluotuo is an ancient Yao god, so he has restrained Gu Ran's ability. Even if he has some means of saving his life, he can't stop so many Miluotuo.
When killing Mi Luotuo tirelessly and endlessly, Gu Ran suddenly thought of getting to know Yuchen.
It was hard to imagine how he would devote all his energy to thinking about Xie Yuchen when his brain hardly had time to function.
Gu Ran had two thoughts. First, if he really died, would Xie Yuchen be sad?Second, if he is really going to die, he will regret not seeing Xie Yuchen for the last time.
Fortunately, he didn't die.
When they crawled out of the Miluotuo Cave, Gu Ran finally figured it out.
He believes that his thoughts when he is on the line of life and death are the most instinctive and true, and there is no self-deception.
Why did he think of Xie Yuchen, why he gave Xie Yuchen extraordinary trust, the answer is already clear.
Gu Ran thought, he seemed to have fallen in love with his daughter without paying attention, no, he fell in love with Xie Yuchen.
If it wasn't for the black blind man to tease about his daughter, Gu Ran wouldn't be able to think about it at this time.
Fortunately, it was just a joke, not a real girl, otherwise this matter would be serious.
The one who came to Banai to deal with matters and save people was still a black blind man, Xie Yuchen sat in the back as always, Gu Ran thought for the rest of his life after the catastrophe, yes, his daughter, no, his Xie Yuhua is pretty good, she has fully grown up, Knowing that it was inconvenient for him to come forward at this time, he could only send a black blind man.
Gu Ran didn't feel uncomfortable because of this, on the contrary, he was very satisfied.While lying on the bed recuperating, Gu Ran kept thinking, how could such a beautiful father-daughter relationship turn sour all of a sudden?
Probably because of Xie Yuchen's growth. In a very short period of time, Xie Yuchen has grown to the point where Gu Ran appreciates him, and then attracts Gu Ran.
There are many ways to like this kind of emotion, and Gu Ran's appreciation for Xie Yuchen comes from it.
Leaving aside the random factors, Gu Ran thought, what he admired most about Xie Yuchen was his calmness and self-control beyond his age.
This is something that Gu Ran can't do. Firstly, his IQ is not so good and he is born with a disadvantage. Secondly, he is used to doing whatever he wants, unlike Xie Yuchen who has many things to weigh.
Xie Yuchen's bewildering face, combined with his extreme rationality, formed a fatal attraction for Gu Ran.
This kind of liking can probably be attributed to the collision of souls, even irrelevant to sex and love, so Gu Ran doesn't even care whether Xie Yuchen has the same liking for him, and doesn't care about where Xie Yuchen puts him, but simply likes him .
Gu Ran originally wanted to go to Beijing to see Yuchen as soon as he recovered from his injury, to try and test Xie Yuchen's attitude, but he didn't expect to be tied down by the Wang family.
The matter of the Wang family involved all his time and energy, and it also made him calm down from the joy of the rest of his life after the catastrophe.
He couldn't point it out to Xie Yuchen.
Now the distance between them as teachers and friends is already the limit that can be approached, and they can't go further.
After all, Xie Yuchen is the leader of the Xie family. Now that the Xie family is powerful, the entire Nine Sects are involved behind him. In his position, I am afraid that even weddings and funerals are for the benefit of consideration. Do you know that old monsters who have lived for hundreds of years are together?
Moreover, Xie Yuchen was Xie Xiaojiu's grandson after all, it was too much for Xie Xiaojiu to ask him to come and help, but he abducted his grandson in the end.
Furthermore, Gu Ran did not have an accurate grasp of his own life state.
How long does it take for him to turn into a monster like Miluotuo?Does he need to kill himself?Everything is unknown, before these things are confirmed, how dare he easily entrust the rest of his life to others?
What's more, from Bao Ran's point of view, Xie Yuchen didn't have any extra feelings for him, and he didn't want to drag people into the water for his own selfish desires.
Gu Ran suddenly remembered that when he was in Yantai, the blind man asked him, was it worth it?
I'm afraid that from then on, the black blind man has already seen some clues - the emotions that Gu Ran had already shown at that time but he hadn't noticed.
However, Gu Ran's own way of expressing his emotions is also considered weird. It really makes others think that raising a child is not a big deal.At least Gu Ran was sure, it was impossible for a person like Wu Xie to see his thoughts on Xie Yuchen.
That being the case, the matter is even simpler. Xie Yuchen has not noticed anything wrong for so long, which means that the authorities are delusional. Gu Ran only needs to treat Xie Yuchen as before, and he will not be discovered by Xie Yuchen.Anyway, his daily life is just some unscrupulous gags.
Gu Ran hid his feelings very well, Xie's family, Xinyue Hotel, Huo's family, until the soldiers were divided into two groups, Xie Yuchen went to Mount Siguniang, and he went to Banai, nothing was revealed.
It's just that before he left, he nagged and brought many medicines to Xie Yuchen.
Xie Yuchen was half happy and half helpless, so the black blind man slipped his tongue, saying that Gu Ran raised him as a daughter.At that time, the black blind man also joked: "It is said that the daughter is the lover of the father in the past life, which means that in the past and present lives of you two, you are constantly cutting things and making things messy."
Xie Yuchen could feel that Gu Ran was unconditionally tolerant of him like raising a child, but at the same time felt extremely powerless.
He and Gu Ran are not hindered by the secular age difference, but the difference in experience that I was born to be old.When he was a child who needed to learn, Gu Ran had already done his best.
It was hard for Xie Yuchen to imagine how someone like Gu Ran could fall in love with someone with the childishness of an emotional idiot.
Gu Ran is different from Hei Xiazi.The sense of vicissitudes of Heixiazi largely comes from the fate he bears, but Gu Ran's sense of vicissitudes is the years themselves.
Xie Yuchen could vaguely feel that Gu Ran and Hei Xiazi were said to be of the same age, but there was a big gap in their souls.
Maybe being fond of grandchildren is a complex that every old man must have, and Xie Yuchen can't think of any way to change this so-called father-daughter relationship.
Especially when Gu Ran gave him a bunch of medicines, he looked like a parent sending his child on a long trip for the first time.
Gu Ran used actions to stop understanding Yuchen's inner suffering and struggles during this period of time.
As Gu Ran's contact with the Nine Gates got deeper and deeper, as Gu Ran began to investigate the Wang family, Xie Yuchen was shaken, and through their joint efforts
He retained some vigilance against the outside world, so he opened his eyes as soon as he heard Xie Yuchen's footsteps.
Gu Ran saw that Yuchen was frowning with displeasure, and he was hesitant to speak, thinking that he wanted to ask about Qin Ling's tomb, and he had planned to explain it to Xie Yuchen, but unexpectedly, Xie Yuchen didn't ask, and just asked Xie Yuchen to ask. He goes to sleep.
Gu Ran followed suit and went to sleep, just because he was not clear-headed now, and he was afraid that he had missed the truth when he told Xie Yuchen about the Qinling Mountains and told about the Bronze Tree and Chengxian.
Gu Ran stayed at Xie's house for a few days, waking up, eating, eating and sleeping almost every day.
For Gu Ran, if there is a place in the world where he can completely let go of all guards and sleep peacefully, it must be Xiejia.
After Gu Ran fully woke up from sleep, he suddenly discovered this cognition in his subconscious mind, and found it incredible.
Does this trust come from Xie Yuchen, or from Xie's entire security system?
Gu Ran thought for a moment, but found that he couldn't say categorically that his trust was in Xie's security system.
It's an amazing thing.
Xie Yuchen's skills are not very good. From the past to now, Gu Ran has known many people whose skills are far superior to Xie Yuchen's. In the past, Zhang Qishan, Er Yuehong, Banjie Li, Dao Liu, and even Chen Pi'a who was from the same school as Xie Yuchen's teacher Four, now, not to mention far away, Zhang Qiling and Heixiazi are nearby, but Gu Ran can't guarantee that he can sleep peacefully to the point of unconsciousness in any of their homes.
Maybe there were war factors in the past.
But Gu Ran had to admit that his trust in Xie Yuchen had unknowingly reached a very high level.So much so that he dared to rest assured that he would not be threatened with any life in Xie's house.
This is scary, especially if this person is Xie Yuchen, or rather, the leader of Xie.
Selfishness
seven, like
Gu Ran has always known what kind of person Xie Yuchen is.
For the incident in Yantai, Gu Ran didn't blame Xie Yuchen at all, because from the very beginning, Gu Ran knew that under the Xie family's education system, Xie Yuchen would be a person who tended to be cold.Xie Xiaojiu is too shrewd, he will definitely tell Xie Yuchen that at all times, he puts himself first.
Especially for Xie Yuchen, who was still so young at the time, he didn't have enough ability to balance what he should do with his friends.Therefore, Gu Ran didn't think it was Xie Yuchen's fault that happened in Yantai.
This will not affect Gu Ran's attitude towards Xie Yuchen, but it will affect his judgment of trust in his heart.
Logically speaking, Xie Yuchen put Xie's family before Gu Ran, and Gu Ran would not give Xie Yuchen full trust accordingly.
But that's clearly not the case now.
This is a very miraculous discovery. For a person like Gu Ran who has been alone for too long, it is difficult to completely trust someone in a short period of time. Up to now, there are only a handful of people he can truly trust. .
Xie Yuchen, why?
It's not because he regards Xie Yuchen as his daughter.
Before Gu Ran figured it out, he set off to Yunding Tiangong again. Things about longevity and immortality came one after another, and Gu Ran forgot about it for a while.
As soon as this matter was delayed, it was dragged to Banai.
When trapped in the Miluotuo Cave, Gu Ran wondered for a moment whether he would really die here.Miluotuo is an ancient Yao god, so he has restrained Gu Ran's ability. Even if he has some means of saving his life, he can't stop so many Miluotuo.
When killing Mi Luotuo tirelessly and endlessly, Gu Ran suddenly thought of getting to know Yuchen.
It was hard to imagine how he would devote all his energy to thinking about Xie Yuchen when his brain hardly had time to function.
Gu Ran had two thoughts. First, if he really died, would Xie Yuchen be sad?Second, if he is really going to die, he will regret not seeing Xie Yuchen for the last time.
Fortunately, he didn't die.
When they crawled out of the Miluotuo Cave, Gu Ran finally figured it out.
He believes that his thoughts when he is on the line of life and death are the most instinctive and true, and there is no self-deception.
Why did he think of Xie Yuchen, why he gave Xie Yuchen extraordinary trust, the answer is already clear.
Gu Ran thought, he seemed to have fallen in love with his daughter without paying attention, no, he fell in love with Xie Yuchen.
If it wasn't for the black blind man to tease about his daughter, Gu Ran wouldn't be able to think about it at this time.
Fortunately, it was just a joke, not a real girl, otherwise this matter would be serious.
The one who came to Banai to deal with matters and save people was still a black blind man, Xie Yuchen sat in the back as always, Gu Ran thought for the rest of his life after the catastrophe, yes, his daughter, no, his Xie Yuhua is pretty good, she has fully grown up, Knowing that it was inconvenient for him to come forward at this time, he could only send a black blind man.
Gu Ran didn't feel uncomfortable because of this, on the contrary, he was very satisfied.While lying on the bed recuperating, Gu Ran kept thinking, how could such a beautiful father-daughter relationship turn sour all of a sudden?
Probably because of Xie Yuchen's growth. In a very short period of time, Xie Yuchen has grown to the point where Gu Ran appreciates him, and then attracts Gu Ran.
There are many ways to like this kind of emotion, and Gu Ran's appreciation for Xie Yuchen comes from it.
Leaving aside the random factors, Gu Ran thought, what he admired most about Xie Yuchen was his calmness and self-control beyond his age.
This is something that Gu Ran can't do. Firstly, his IQ is not so good and he is born with a disadvantage. Secondly, he is used to doing whatever he wants, unlike Xie Yuchen who has many things to weigh.
Xie Yuchen's bewildering face, combined with his extreme rationality, formed a fatal attraction for Gu Ran.
This kind of liking can probably be attributed to the collision of souls, even irrelevant to sex and love, so Gu Ran doesn't even care whether Xie Yuchen has the same liking for him, and doesn't care about where Xie Yuchen puts him, but simply likes him .
Gu Ran originally wanted to go to Beijing to see Yuchen as soon as he recovered from his injury, to try and test Xie Yuchen's attitude, but he didn't expect to be tied down by the Wang family.
The matter of the Wang family involved all his time and energy, and it also made him calm down from the joy of the rest of his life after the catastrophe.
He couldn't point it out to Xie Yuchen.
Now the distance between them as teachers and friends is already the limit that can be approached, and they can't go further.
After all, Xie Yuchen is the leader of the Xie family. Now that the Xie family is powerful, the entire Nine Sects are involved behind him. In his position, I am afraid that even weddings and funerals are for the benefit of consideration. Do you know that old monsters who have lived for hundreds of years are together?
Moreover, Xie Yuchen was Xie Xiaojiu's grandson after all, it was too much for Xie Xiaojiu to ask him to come and help, but he abducted his grandson in the end.
Furthermore, Gu Ran did not have an accurate grasp of his own life state.
How long does it take for him to turn into a monster like Miluotuo?Does he need to kill himself?Everything is unknown, before these things are confirmed, how dare he easily entrust the rest of his life to others?
What's more, from Bao Ran's point of view, Xie Yuchen didn't have any extra feelings for him, and he didn't want to drag people into the water for his own selfish desires.
Gu Ran suddenly remembered that when he was in Yantai, the blind man asked him, was it worth it?
I'm afraid that from then on, the black blind man has already seen some clues - the emotions that Gu Ran had already shown at that time but he hadn't noticed.
However, Gu Ran's own way of expressing his emotions is also considered weird. It really makes others think that raising a child is not a big deal.At least Gu Ran was sure, it was impossible for a person like Wu Xie to see his thoughts on Xie Yuchen.
That being the case, the matter is even simpler. Xie Yuchen has not noticed anything wrong for so long, which means that the authorities are delusional. Gu Ran only needs to treat Xie Yuchen as before, and he will not be discovered by Xie Yuchen.Anyway, his daily life is just some unscrupulous gags.
Gu Ran hid his feelings very well, Xie's family, Xinyue Hotel, Huo's family, until the soldiers were divided into two groups, Xie Yuchen went to Mount Siguniang, and he went to Banai, nothing was revealed.
It's just that before he left, he nagged and brought many medicines to Xie Yuchen.
Xie Yuchen was half happy and half helpless, so the black blind man slipped his tongue, saying that Gu Ran raised him as a daughter.At that time, the black blind man also joked: "It is said that the daughter is the lover of the father in the past life, which means that in the past and present lives of you two, you are constantly cutting things and making things messy."
Xie Yuchen could feel that Gu Ran was unconditionally tolerant of him like raising a child, but at the same time felt extremely powerless.
He and Gu Ran are not hindered by the secular age difference, but the difference in experience that I was born to be old.When he was a child who needed to learn, Gu Ran had already done his best.
It was hard for Xie Yuchen to imagine how someone like Gu Ran could fall in love with someone with the childishness of an emotional idiot.
Gu Ran is different from Hei Xiazi.The sense of vicissitudes of Heixiazi largely comes from the fate he bears, but Gu Ran's sense of vicissitudes is the years themselves.
Xie Yuchen could vaguely feel that Gu Ran and Hei Xiazi were said to be of the same age, but there was a big gap in their souls.
Maybe being fond of grandchildren is a complex that every old man must have, and Xie Yuchen can't think of any way to change this so-called father-daughter relationship.
Especially when Gu Ran gave him a bunch of medicines, he looked like a parent sending his child on a long trip for the first time.
Gu Ran used actions to stop understanding Yuchen's inner suffering and struggles during this period of time.
As Gu Ran's contact with the Nine Gates got deeper and deeper, as Gu Ran began to investigate the Wang family, Xie Yuchen was shaken, and through their joint efforts
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