[Tomb Raiders Notes Sand Sea] Into the Red Dust

Of course, Xie Yuchen knew that all the choices were weighed and he had no alternative, but emotionally, he only felt that his life was spent in constant abandonment and being abandoned.

Grandpa's previous education is really correct. Xie family members are not worthy of having any friends, and the only one they can rely on is themselves.

Xie Yuchen even wondered, would his grandfather have foreseen what happened today, that his entire life would be exiled?

Xie Yuchen didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was afraid that his emotions would collapse at some point.

Although he knew it wasn't anyone's fault.

When Gu Ran told Xie Yuchen everything, he felt a little uneasy, but he knew that Xie Yuchen would know about it sooner or later.The big fire in Hangzhou had already started, and everything in the house and underground had been burned down. It was impossible for Xie Yuchen to hear this.Instead of letting him find out by himself, it's better to say it from Gu Ran's mouth.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.

Xie Yuchen's reaction was not as strong as he imagined, Gu Ran hesitated for a while, did Xie Yuchen really not care, or was he just pretending?

He had to admit that his ability to observe words and emotions was not good, at least not as good as Jie's family members' ability to restrain their emotions. He couldn't figure out what Xie Yuchen was thinking.

Xie Yuchen's extreme calmness and self-control was what Gu Ran liked the most, but now, it is also what worries Gu Ran the most.

Unable to pry it out of Xie Yuchen's mouth, Gu Ran could only retreat and ask the blind man.

In fact, the black blind man can almost guess what Xie Yuchen is thinking, especially when Xie Yuchen just told him about Banai a few days ago.

But the blind man couldn't tell Gu Ran. It was obvious that Xie Yuchen was trying to maintain the distance between him and Gu Ran. He was restraining his feelings, for fear that Gu Ran would see the clues, and the blind man could only keep it a secret.

Heixiazi can only let Gu Ran resolve the matter of reconciling Yuchen by himself.

However, after he thought about it, he still said a word: "If you are free recently, spend more time with your daughter in Beijing."

The stalking of the daughter is hard to pass, Gu Ran has a feeling of shooting himself in the foot with a stone, every time the blind man mentions this, it is a reminder to Gu Ran that he must not go any further.

However, Gu Ran listened to Hei Xiazi's words, and planned to live in Beijing for a long time. Anyway, he didn't have much time left. The so-called spending more time with Xie Yuchen would not last for a few days.

At the dinner table for the showdown the next day, Gu Ran was most worried about being caught by Xie Yuchen's lie.

Everyone else is fine, the black blind man and the fat man are both well-measured people, and they wouldn't yell at the dinner table even if they were suspicious, but Xie Yuchen was different. Gu Ran still wasn't sure if Xie Yuchen complained about Banai's affairs. He couldn't hold back Xie Yuchen's feelings about the Xie Lianhuan incident, so he didn't dare to provoke him at all.

Although Gu Ran knows that Xie Yuchen is very sensible, even if he knows the truth, he will understand that as long as Gu Ran is not dead, the problem cannot be solved and he will not stop him, but the future is long, Gu Ran is reluctant to let Xie Yuchen suffer for a year in the truth, and finally see him with his own eyes to die.

It would be a day later if he knew about it one day later. It would be better to wait until Xie Yuchen almost forgot about him. After a few decades, it wouldn't matter if he knew about it.

Selfishness

ten, selfishness

At first, Xie Yuchen really didn't suspect anything.

Gu Ran's whole set of rhetoric about becoming an immortal is too complete and well-founded. Xie Yuchen only said that the strangeness when Gu Ran said "ending immortality" the night before meant leaving them.

Xie Yuchen was even a little lucky, fortunately, he did not show his love to Gu Ran, fortunately, Gu Ran's affection for him was just raising a child, fortunately, he would not become a hindrance on Gu Ran's road to immortality.

Gu Ran is different, he deserves to have a better life than their mortals, he deserves to be a happy, free and carefree fairy.

Xie Yuchen was happy.

Later, Gu Ran went to Yunnan to treat the blind man's eyes, and refused to be accompanied by anyone, and Xie Yuchen never took it to heart. Anyway, even if Gu Ran wanted someone to accompany him, he couldn't get rid of it and go with Gu Ran.When Gu Ran came back, he was a lot lighter, and Xie Yuchen didn't care too much. He knew exactly what kind of person Gu Ran was. He would give a lot for his friends, whether it was a black blind man, Wu Xie, Zhang Qiling, or a fat man. Still him.

Xie Yuchen was even happy for the blind man, so one day he specially called the blind man home and had a drink with him to celebrate seeing the light again.

Everything is developing for the better, even Gu Ran has a perfect home.

The only bad thing is that after a year, Xie Yuchen will never see Gu Ran again, but compared to Gu Ran becoming immortal, his own sadness is nothing to mention.

Xie Yuchen was a mediocre drinker, just a mortal. He drank a little too much with the black blind man. He said with a bit of drunkenness: "Gu Ran is going to become a fairy, and I don't need to hide anymore. Damn, after he ascends, I want to Announce to the world, after the Queen Mother of the West, the first person to become a fairy is my crush! My first love is a fucking fairy, my vision is really awesome."

The blind man was silent for a long time, then poured another glass of wine for Xie Yuchen.

He was different from Xie Yuchen, he had entered the broken building of the Zhang family decades earlier, and he was an immortal, so when he heard Gu Ran talk about ascending to immortality, he had some doubts.But he didn't solve the fairy thing on his back, and he didn't have the confidence to enter the Zhang family's ancient building, so he delayed for a while.After his eyes recovered, he went there immediately. In Zhang Jiahao's smoky classics, he not only confirmed that Gu Ran was lying, but also knew that Changsheng had no other solution except Gu Ran's death.

Hei Xiazi even went to Gu Ran to verify it.

He struggled for a long time, should he tell Xie Yuchen.

He can hide it from others, Wu Xie and Fatty, although they will know sooner or later, there is not much difference.

Xie Yuchen is different, he loves Gu Ran so much, he has been able to go to the edge of the horns for so long because of the little things of Banai's trip, the blind man can't imagine, if after Gu Ran died, Xie Yuchen would find out slowly, or get it from someone else. Know the truth, will it collapse.

The truth is so cruel, it broke Xie Yuchen's belief that he was willing to let go in the end, and it shattered the rest of his life that Xie Yuchen could have spent with nostalgia and memories of Gu Ran.

What should be told to Xie Yuchen, at least should be told before Gu Ran leaves.

The blind man wanted to open his mouth several times, but felt that he couldn't open his mouth.

It's hard to imagine that a person like him would also find it difficult to say something.

Xie Yuchen got even more drunk: "Do you think I'm looking for the most beautiful fairy? I've already thought about it, and I will stay with him for a year in the end. I'll let him do whatever he wants. When he goes to Changbai Mountain , I won’t go, you can knock me out when the time comes, anyway, I want him to leave when I’m unconscious. Damn, why is he going to be a god?”

We can't let Xie Yuchen not take Gu Ran seriously in the end, otherwise this will become his biggest regret.

The blind man is sure.

"Xie Yuchen, stop drinking, stay sober, let me tell you something." The blind man finally spoke.

Xie Yuchen was already confused: "What are you talking about? What's the matter with the Wang family? We'll talk about the business tomorrow. If you have wine today, you will be drunk today!"

When he opened his mouth, the blind man could only bite the bullet and say: "Gu Ran is not going to become a god, he is going to die."

"What death? You said his body|body|mortal|womb is going to die? That's right, isn't he going to become a god!" After Xie Yuchen said this, he was stunned, and after a while he woke up. Putting down the wine glass and asked in a low voice, "What are you going to die for?"

The blind man sighed, and told Xie Yuchen the whole story.

The more Xie Yuchen listened, the more he became sober. At the end of the hearing, he felt cold all over his body, and boundless despair filled his heart.

This time Gu Ran really wanted to leave him and abandon him, but Xie Yuchen had no choice but to accept his fate without any room for maneuver.

In Yantai, if it was for Gu Ran, he could slow down the pace of gathering Xie's family, and he could not let Gu Ran go alone.

When it was Banai, if it was for Gu Ran, he didn't need to ask Gu Ran for help, and he could spend more time to make complete preparations.

But now, even for Gu Ran, he couldn't stop him from going to the Bronze Gate.

It's not just Jiumen and Xie's family anymore, but for Gu Ran himself, he also has to go to death.

But when it comes to selfishness, it may be just to let Gu Ran go away without any worries, Xie Yuchen has to pretend that he doesn't know anything, and happily send him to be a fairy.

"When did you know?"

"It didn't take long. After my eyes were cured, I didn't know how to tell you."

Xie Yuchen remained calm while grieving: "Who else knows?"

"The mute must know. My information is all obtained from Zhangjialou. It is impossible for him not to guess it. Maybe he helped Gu Ran hide it." The black blind man thought for a while, "Wu Xie and the fat man probably don't know , and the dumb will not tell them."

Xie Yuchen nodded, and after a long silence, he said, "Don't let Gu Ran know that you told me. I hope he will at least leave without any burden."

This is the first time that Xie Yuchen has completely considered for Gu Ran, without weighing his own feelings.

The blind man agreed.

Before leaving, Gu Ran specifically asked Zhang Qiling to take care of Xie Yuchen.

Zhang Qiling was a little puzzled, "Why not call him blind?"

"Whether I say it or not, the blind man will definitely take care of Xie Yuchen, but I think it will be safe, especially when it comes to the Wang family. I don't know when he will find out that I am lying to him. Try not to let him from the Wang family. I know, for the rest, just follow fate."

As the old enemy of the Zhang family, the Wang family, Gu Ran can almost confirm that there must be someone among them who, like Zhang Qiling, knows how to completely end longevity.