[Tomb Raiders Notes Sand Sea] Into the Red Dust

He even smiled at Wu Xie.

Wu Xie pinched the middle-aged man's mouth open, quickly removed the joints of his jaw, and found the poison that the Wang family used to hide to commit suicide from between the teeth.

Wu Xie took the dagger that Gu Ran gave him, and slowly, stabbed him one by one, letting the middle-aged man feel Gu Ran's way of death.

No one dissuaded them. They all knew that Wu Xie only looked calm on the surface at this time, but in fact he was no different from crazy, and no one could stop his desire for revenge.

The so-called blood debt.

Xie Yuchen watched every movement of Wu Xie, and waited for an hour. The middle-aged man's blood hadn't run out, so he sighed softly, turned and went out.

There is still the mess of the Wang family outside that needs to be cleaned up, and these Wu Xie and his family's folks can't be left alone.

Moreover, this scene was too cruel and bloody. Xie Yuchen didn't want to know how long it took the middle-aged man to die, let alone how long it took Gu Ran to drain his own blood.

The next one who couldn't stand it was the blind man, he also came out after a while, leaning against the wall, separated from the bloody hell in the room by a wall.

"You shouldn't let him talk." The blind man sighed, "You said that Gu Ran was so cruel to you?"

Xie Yuchen said: "Wu Xie is cruel enough to himself."

"The two of them, let's go together."

Wu Xie performed the knife with his own hands and watched all this with his own eyes. He was able to accurately capture the expression of the middle-aged man in extreme pain.In his mind, this face will be replaced by Gu Ran, because Gu Ran also experienced all this in the same way.

It is conceivable that after half a hundred years, such cruel memories will haunt Wu Xie like a nightmare.

This is a nightmare that Wu Xie created for himself. He wants to use this method to completely remember Gu Ran, to the deepest part of his brain.

After some time, Wu Xie and Zhang Qiling came out.

For a long time after that, everyone could clearly feel that something was wrong with Wu Xie. He still treated people with a humble and polite scholarly appearance, but anyone who knew him could feel his peaceful heart tearing.

Zhang Qiling originally thought that this symptom would get lighter and lighter, time is the best medicine to heal everything, Wu Xie will be able to come out slowly after all, not to mention accepting Gu Ran's death calmly, but at least it won't hurt when touched.

In order to keep Wu Xie from getting into a dead end, Xie Yuchen even forced Wu Xie to stay in Beijing. Anyway, the Wang family's affairs are over, and everything will slowly get back on track. Wu Xie doesn't need to spend too much energy on his own affairs. Can be an idler.

Wu Xie had indeed done enough to look like he was retired, and wanted to be a complete idler, but his symptoms of psychological deformity became more and more serious.

Wu Xie is trying his best to whitewash the peace, but he has become more and more out of control. Even Wang Meng, who has always been nervous, has been looking at the store in Wushanju, and usually doesn't even see Wu Xie, asked him: "Boss , are you in a bad mood?"

Only then did Zhang Qiling feel that Wu Xie couldn't get out by himself, so he had to talk to him.

Zhang Qiling also concealed one thing, unlike the fact that everyone knew the truth about Gu Ran's death, he hid this matter so hard that no one knew about it.

Gu Ran went to die, on the one hand, it was indeed for the end of longevity and the painful fate of all people, but on the other hand, or the real internal reason that made him decide to kill himself, was that he didn't want to live anymore.

After hundreds of years of pursuit of becoming a fairy, but once discovered that everything is just an illusion, no one can redeem the despair and desolation in Gu Ran's heart, not even Wu Xie's passionate love from Chicheng.

Zhang Qiling hesitated for a long time, telling Wu Xie about this would shatter the sweetest year between him and Gu Ran, but not telling Wu Xie would just let Wu Xie go crazy over Gu Ran's death.

It wasn't until Wu Xie couldn't control his state that Zhang Qiling decided to tell Wu Xie the truth, at least to let Wu Xie know that Gu Ran's death was what he wanted sincerely, and it was his relief, which should make Wu Xie feel better.

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Five, white head

In fact, Wu Xie has always known that there will always be people who can't stand his crazier state and try to enlighten him, which is useless because Gu Ran is already dead.He thought it was Xiaohua, but to his surprise, it was Xiaoge who came to talk to him.

"Brother, don't persuade me, it's useless."

Zhang Qiling shook his head, and cut straight to the point: "Gu Ran is begging for death, and death is his relief."

Wu Xie stopped breathing, and looked at Zhang Qiling: "What else are you hiding?"

Zhang Qiling said bluntly: "After you got together, I talked to Gu Ran once. He doesn't have to be so anxious to enter the Bronze Gate. It will be fine in a few decades. Although the Wang family is huge, it is a problem that can be solved by manpower. There is no rush at this moment. But Gu Ran said that on the one hand, he wants to end the current chaos as soon as possible, so that Jiumen will have less sacrifices, but on the other hand, he is determined to die."

Wu Xie blurted out: "Why?"

Zhang Qiling glanced at him indifferently, "Gu Ran didn't lie to you a lot. 'Into the world of mortals' is true. He used to think so, but it wasn't until Tamutuo discovered that the catastrophe was a cover. The Queen Mother of the West, for King Mu of Zhou, It destroyed the order of the upper realm, so as retribution, no one will be able to attain Taoism and become immortal again."

When Wu Xie's memory instantly returned to the West Queen Mother's Palace, Gu Ran crawled out of the meteorite with an obviously sad expression.Now he can even truly recall what Gu Ran said at that time.

"It's all over for me."

"My mission is completely over, and I will be a free man from now on."

Thinking about it now, Gu Ran left such a big loophole at that time, but he never doubted it that year.

Zhang Qiling didn't give Wu Xie time to repent, and continued to preach: "Gu Ran was born in the Yuan Dynasty. He has been pursuing immortality for hundreds of years. Among them, he has gone through many times and spaces for the so-called 'entering the world of mortals'. So many failures , until today, do you think he still has the desire to live when he knows that 'entering the world of mortals' is just a lie and he will never become a fairy?"

Wu Xie could imagine this kind of extreme sorrow, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that his heart was as dead as ashes.In the face of this kind of sorrow, his love is too weak and powerless. He can only bring Gu Ran short-lived happiness, but every day Gu Ran lives, his heart is dead.

It is undeniable that Gu Ran loves him, but this kind of love is not worth the pain of his previous life, and there is no way for Gu Ran to rekindle his belief in living.

That's why Gu Ran said to him at the end, "I love you".

Perhaps Gu Ran had long thought that he would always know the truth, so the last sentence "I love you" was the last tenderness and persuasion that Gu Ran could give him.

"Death is the best ending for him, Wu Xie, you should let it go."

The pain that had been lingering in Wu Xie's heart disappeared at this moment. Gu Ran's death was not entirely for them. It was a righteous sacrifice, and more importantly, he died calmly for self-liberation.

He loves Gu Ran and hopes that Gu Ran will be well, so he should look at Gu Ran's death with a smile, after all, this is what he wanted.

"I see, little brother."

Wu Xie was really letting go of it slowly, everyone could see his changes, and slowly, a smile from the bottom of his heart appeared on Wu Xie's face.

Everything is getting better, the only fly in the ointment is that Wu Xie can no longer learn to love others, and can only live a lifetime with love and memories of Gu Ran.

Wu Erbai also saw everything in his eyes.Wu Xie was the only one left in the Wu family. He had hoped that after the affairs of the Wang family were over, Wu Xie would return to a normal life, get married and have children.But soon, Xie Yuchen told him about Gu Ran.

Wu Erbai knew that it was not easy for Wu Xie to get out of such a fate and such pain, and naturally he couldn't ask for anything else.

"Forget it, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, let him go,"

Wu Xie handed over the Wu family's business to Wu Erbai, retired completely, and lived in seclusion in the mountains with Zhang Qiling and Fatty.

The fat man also carried clouds.

Wu Xie looked at Fatty and Yun Cai's daily laughter and cursing, and always remembered the happiest days he and Gu Ran had spent in the last year.

If you can have that year, you will have nothing to ask for in this life.

After growing gray hair, Wu Xie deeply realized that he was getting old. He had suffered too many injuries when he was young, and had suffered from some diseases. He might not live well for a few years.Wu Xie began to pick up the pen again. Every night, he organized his notes in his room with a light on. He carefully finished the stories he hadn't finished at the beginning. The acquaintance with Gu Ran is separated.

Xie Jia's extensive industry includes the publishing industry, and their stories will be seen by people in the form of novels and spread to the world as fictional stories.

These stories should be remembered.

There is no immortal person in this world who can remember everyone's stories, but they should remember that there was once a person in this world who created the present world with the most extreme dedication.

This is like an unresolvable contradiction. When longevity exists, everyone is suffering from fate by remembering and exploring history.But when the longevity disappears, those histories that cannot be widely praised will be completely obliterated with their death.

It shouldn't be like this, Wu Xie thought, Gu Ran shouldn't be so unknown.

When these few people died, no one would know what price a person paid for the current order of life.He didn't understand the order of the gods, but Wu Xie thought that it might be wiped out and never reborn.

It shouldn't be like this.

At least, Gu Ran should be kept alive in the form of memory.

Until the end of his life, Wu Xie could no longer walk, lingering