[Tomb Raiders Notes Sand Sea] Into the Red Dust

But I can imagine one or two, the relationship between them is really beyond what ordinary love can describe.Love is just a very low-level emotion, they are much higher.

Maybe my grandpa was like them too, which is why my dad was so secretive about their young careers.

This is something I can empathize with. I already have a girlfriend. When it comes time to talk about marriage, I can imagine that if I or my grandparents have engaged in some dangerous things, I will definitely not tell my children. It is an instinctive protection.

I took the photos back and put them in the album. Before my next visit to Medog, I got married and had a baby.

When my child was growing up, I went to Medog three times. When my child was 17 years old, my father told me to let him go when he became an adult, and I could not go again, just like I did back then.

I didn't understand and asked him why.

My dad said that it was my grandfather who explained it, and he didn't know the specific reason, but he guessed that the three people didn't want to have too much contact with us.

I thought of the gradually decreasing number of people in the photo album that Grandpa Su gave me.

I seem to understand why they didn't come to see Grandpa Su off for the last time, especially Grandpa Su's master, Black Glasses. I heard that Grandpa Su was his closed disciple.

In their long life, too many people have been sent away. I have paid attention to the expressions of people in the photos. They are very relaxed and lively-I probably inherited the simple-minded and well-developed limbs from my ancestors, so that I can’t think of a very A suitable adjective, to say that they are lively means that their eyes do not have such a strong sense of vicissitudes now.

For every person missing from the photo, they lost an important friend. They lost three in total. I don’t know how traumatic it would be for them, but I imagined that if I Sending away my dad, my lover, and my child in succession, I will definitely collapse.

I don't know how long they will live, but judging by the photos, they haven't shown any signs of aging in decades.This only shows that any ordinary person like us can accompany them for only a short journey in their life, they will say goodbye to everyone, and then continue to move forward without turning back.

I think, after three painful farewells, they will realize that it is a kind of protection for themselves not to establish too deep emotions with others, so the time when each generation of us can see them is only 18 years old In just 30 to [-] years until the children become adults, they can see them a few times in this short time. For them, the birth, old age, illness and death of passers-by like us will not be sad.

I kind of understand why the most important thing to do in Medog is to see if they are still alive and take a photo.

My father gave birth to me late, and I gave birth to my child too late. When my child can go to Medog, my father is already tasting the taste of aging, so I asked him: "You said that if you go to Medog one day, Are the three of them gone?"

My dad said that he also thought about this question when he was young. At that time, his grandfather had already left. He asked Grandpa Su, and Grandpa Su said that he didn’t need to go again if he was not around.

"Do you think it's better for them to live or die?" I asked my dad.

This is what I can't understand. I imagined that if I live for 200 years, I will definitely want to die, but what they have experienced must be different from mine, so that they can live such an ordinary life now. .

So I dare not say that it is better for them to live than to die.

My dad sighed, I really let him, he also asked this question.

He told me that Grandpa Su said that it makes no difference to them, life and death are as common to them as what they eat in the morning.

Grandpa Su is the person my dad has come into contact with who understands them best, so my dad can only tell me that people who live to their level are beyond our comprehension.

I thought about it, my dad's words are reasonable, they have transcended the realm of mortals, but this also shows a problem, my grandfather is still a mortal.

Otherwise, he would not let future generations keep watching, whether they are alive or not, and collect photos.

I told my dad about my thoughts, and my dad agreed, but he said that the last person who died among the six people in the photos was responsible for collecting the photos. I asked why, and my dad said, because of that People are also mortals, and he doesn't want the three of them to be completely forgotten after their generation is dead.

My dad said another very philosophical sentence: "There is always evidence for a person to live. The three of them have nothing but photos."

I agree with this statement. I checked the three of them specifically, not to get to the bottom of their ancestors, but just out of curiosity.I found that the things about the three of them seemed to have been deliberately erased. It is hard to imagine that no trace of a person's life can be found on the Internet today.

I have found some clues about the other three people in their photos.

After the children became adults, until they died, I never saw them again, only heard a few words mentioned by the children to me.

In my whole life, one of the things I feel the most about them is that fortunately, there are three of them.