broken

Jing made it very clear that he was a dispensable person to her.

Dispensable, this is perhaps the scariest thing.

Of course Gu Shaofeng knew that Shen Qiuhe didn't have that kind of strong love for him. After more than 20 years since childhood, Gu Shaofeng knew Shen Qiuhe too well.

But isn't habit a kind of love?

For so many years, he has appeared in Shen Qiuhe's life every day. Whether she is happy or sad, he always has his presence and company.

What Gu Shaofeng wants to do is to hope that he can become Shen Qiuhe's habit, an indispensable and inseparable habit.

But now, he has only been away from Shen Qiuhe's side for three months, and the habits of so many years have become dispensable, and he has become dispensable.

Gu Shaofeng slumped on the chair, looking at the dumplings on the dining table in despair.

The dumplings had chilled and hardened under the cold wind of the air conditioner, and they were stuck in his heart like a boulder.

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When he returned to his parents' house at night, Gu Shaofeng reeked of alcohol.

Wang Jiqin was preparing to fry the last dish. Seeing his son come back alone, his tanned face was flushed from drinking, and without saying a word, he dragged his uncoordinated legs and walked into the house as soon as he came back.

Wang Jiqin immediately asked: "Shaofeng, hey... where is Qiuhe? Why didn't Qiuhe come back with you? Hey... why did he enter the house as soon as he came back?"

The door was shut with a bang, leaving only the two old men looking at each other.

Wang Jiqin knocked lightly on the door twice, although no one answered, but because she was too worried about her son, she opened the door slowly.

I saw Gu Shaofeng lying on his bed tiredly, motionless.

"Why didn't you change your clothes when you came back?" Wang Jiqin asked softly.

The person lying on the bed didn't say a word.

Wang Jiqin immediately saw that he was in an abnormal mood, and hurriedly sat on the side of the bed, patted the man's shoulder lightly: "Son, what's wrong with you?"

After being patted twice, Gu Shaofeng turned over, turned his back to his mother, leaned on the head of the bed, and stared out the window blankly: "Qiuhe, she won't come here."

"Ah? What's the matter? You...argued? How did this happen? Why did you quarrel just after returning to China? Oh, don't you all say that Xiaobie is better than a newlywed? Why is this..."

"Mom, stop talking."

"What's going on, son, if you have anything to say, Mom will help you tell Qiu He that Qiu He is very talkative, she..."

"Mom, it's not her problem."

"It's not her problem? My son, what's the matter, you're so worried about me..."

"Mom, I... don't want to marry Qiuhe anymore."

"What? What did you say?" Wang Jiqin was completely stunned when he heard this, "Old Gu! Come here! Old Gu! Come here!"

When Gu Shaofeng heard that his mother called his old father, he became even more irritable.

"Why are you calling my dad? You are... oh..."

"What am I? Me! I'm already engaged. Why don't you just say that you don't want to get married? You can solve any problems you have. Young people are all small conflicts. Parents who you can't solve will help you solve them. But son, you have to tell us!"

The newspaper in Gu's father's hand was completely crumpled, and he stood by the door and followed in a hurry.

Gu Shaofeng's head was buzzing, he knocked on his heavy and tired head, and rubbed his hair vigorously.

"Mom, I told you it wasn't about Qiu He, it was me, I... I thought Qiu He and I were not suitable at all, we have no conflicts, it's just that this feeling is not love at all, we...maybe more like Brothers and sisters."

When Wang Jiqin heard his son's words, he stood up from the bed all of a sudden, feeling anxious.

"Shaofeng, what are you talking about! You two...you have lived together...you say you are like brother and sister! Lao Gu! Tell him! He is your son, tell him quickly! "

Wang Jiqin stomped her feet angrily, pinched her waist, looked at the old man and pointed at her son.

Gu Rong, who was standing at the door, quickly threw away the things in his hands, took Wang Jiqin and was about to walk outside the house, comforting his furious wife while walking.

Seeing his mother getting so angry, Gu Shaofeng still felt very uncomfortable. He finally said timidly: "Mom, don't tell Uncle Shen and them about this."

Gu Rong comforted Wang Jiqin on one side, and replied on the other side: "Okay, we won't talk about it. Shaofeng, you still have time to fight for it. You have just separated, and there may be conflicts. When you get used to it, the distance Beauty is born."

"But Dad..." Gu Shaofeng lowered his head, dejected.

"Okay, don't be angry with your mother, don't talk about it yet!"

The next day, Gu Shaofeng flew back to Africa.

17. Chapter 17

Engaged for three months and then divorced, he is still the son of his parents' old friend, and his childhood sweetheart, such a big matter, if he thinks of telling the two elders, it will inevitably cause another disturbance.

So Shen Qiuhe didn't intend to tell Shen Guojun and Xing Huijuan at all.

But thinking that he didn't go back to his parents' house for dinner with Gu Shaofeng as originally planned last night, and that Gu Shaofeng looked so downcast before leaving, the Gu family would definitely see that his mood was wrong, and they should have known about the two of them.

Wang Jiqin would not tell her parents, Shen Qiuhe thought, she knew this aunt who had been very kind to her since she was a child.

However, the matter of retiring the marriage has to be resolved together by the two families. Gu Shaofeng's time back this time is too short, and he still has to wait until he returns to the country completely before taking care of the four old people.

But at least this time, the two of them made things clear, and with Gu Shaofeng's personality, they shouldn't embarrass her.

On the day before leaving, Shen Qiuhe didn't even go to the airport to see Gu Shaofeng off, she was afraid of seeing him and his parents and crying and making everyone feel uncomfortable.

Now that you have decided to retire, you should do it thoroughly and don't bring false hopes to the other party.

But after all, this person is a person who treats her very well. Since childhood, Gu Shaofeng has always taken care of her.

Rejecting Gu Shaofeng was out of love, but emotionally, it was hurtful.

It was difficult for Shen Qiuhe to calm down quickly. She spent a day at school in a daze, and at night she suppressed her emotions and went to the Radio and Television Center to do a program.Shen Qiuhe, who had been tense for a day, did not relax until the program ended at 9 o'clock in the evening.

The woman was driving the car, walking aimlessly on the road, and when she came back to her senses, she realized that she had unknowingly driven near the building where Su Jin lived.

This street is full of old buildings and old roads, the maintenance can't keep up, most of the few street lights on the road are broken, and the whole street is dark.

Fortunately, people around like to come out at night to enjoy the cool in summer, and there are more people on the road, so that the street does not appear deserted.

Shen Qiuhe parked the car nearby, walked through several barbecue stalls, patted on the smell of barbecue, and walked downstairs where the girl was.

But standing here, Shen Qiuhe didn't know what to do.

What are you doing here by yourself?

Do you want to comfort Su Jin?

I feel uncomfortable because I feel that I have hurt Gu Shaofeng, but why should I let Su Jin comfort me?

Besides, retiring the engagement is his own business, and he is not even sure whether Su Jin really likes him, so how can he pin his hopes on such a person who is not sure about his relationship and feelings?

Shen Qiuhe was carrying a bag, standing next to a pile of construction waste, looking around in bewilderment.

She looked up at the lighted window upstairs, and her high heels tapped lightly on the masonry floor.

Suddenly, Shen Qiuhe heard a meow.

She looked for the sound, and after a while, she saw a small head half exposed from the side of the building.

The woman walked over on tiptoe, the kitten heard the sound first, stopped all movements, and stared closely at the woman who was about to land.The toe of the shoe fell slowly, slowly, little by little. The kitten didn't scare away, but still stared at the woman with wide eyes.

Seeing that the kitten was not afraid, Shen Qiuhe was a little bolder, moved closer inch by inch, and finally squatted down about a meter away from the kitten.

"It's you, Doupi." Shen Qiuhe looked into those shiny eyes and said softly.

"Aim~~~"

The cat's eyes staring at Shen Qiuhe slowed down, and it was no longer the round stare it was just now.

Seeing that it had relaxed, Shen Qiuhe tilted his head and smiled slightly.

This is the kitten named Doupi. Shen Qiuhe still remembers the way Su Jin talked about the experience of naming this kitten that day, but now, the girl is actually only a dozen meters away from him in a straight line, but he doesn't know her. There is no reason for her to let the girl know that she is here.

Shen Qiuhe looked at the kitten, and thought that there seemed to be a small biscuit given by a student in his bag, so he immediately dug it out.

She broke the biscuit into pieces, and before she could put it on the ground, the kitten came over.

Shen Qiuhe only put a small half on the ground, put the other half back into the bag and held it in his hand, and said to the cat, "I don't know if I can give you this, this biscuit...the sugar and salt are too high, I only give it to you Eat a little bit, your sister will tell me if you eat it badly."

The kitten couldn't understand what she said, but it smelled the fragrance, and immediately leaned over, bowed its head and bit the biscuit crumbs.

Seeing the kitten eating vigorously, Shen Qiuhe sighed helplessly.

"Doupi, you are still so young, you just want to eat and eat, so happy."

Shen Qiuhe propped his chin with one hand, facing the cat, and said to himself.

"It's good not to grow up, and it's good not to know how to feel, but...it's good to know how to love, and I found that liking someone is very beautiful, but if you don't know the other person's mind, it's very sad. People are really contradictory, Doupi, do cats also have such troubles?"

Foodie Doupi didn't know this, its trouble was that half of the biscuit was eaten up quickly, it licked the dregs on the ground, raised its head and meowed at Shen Qiuhe