broken

And more lively, full of enthusiasm and longing for life!

There is a huge contrast between the girl's passion and madness during intimacy and the usual coldness and plainness, but no matter what kind of Su Jin, no matter in terms of body or psychology, Shen Qiuhe is deeply fascinated by every feeling she brings, and is willing to fall into it.

For the first time in his life, Shen Qiuhe realized how wonderful love is!

It turns out that falling in love with someone can really not care about her gender, her life experience, love is the belief of equality, and all strong emotions will surge from a soft heart.

Whether it's the heart-wrenching miss when you can't see her, or the lingering kiss and embrace when you face her, love makes her have endless power.

21. Chapter 21

When Su Jin walked into the general ward area of ​​Binhai Fourth Hospital, there were many people lazily shaking in the corridor.

Different from ordinary hospitals, the conditions of this kind of hospital are not good. Except for a few advanced wards with air conditioning, other wards can only rely on natural ventilation.

The nurses and doctors working here also suffered. In the summer, they encountered a few disobedient patients and their families.

It was just after two o'clock in the afternoon, the hottest time of the day. Some accompanying family members were wandering in the corridor, while others were leaning against the wall, yawning listlessly.

A few nurses at the nurse's station touched the scars on their arms and spoke angrily about a patient who had gone crazy.Working here, it is normal to be scratched and bitten by patients from time to time.

After Su Jin finished the registration, it happened that the nurse Xiao Zhou had just returned to the nurse's station. She put down the things in her hands and happily led Su Jin to the ward.

"You haven't come for a long time." Xiao Zhou said.

Su Jin thought for a while, then smiled sheepishly: "Indeed, I've been busy with work recently. How is my mother? Should I wake up from a nap at this time?"

Xiao Zhou stopped in front of the ward door and looked at Su Jin: "Auntie didn't take a nap for a long time in the past, only about an hour, but recently, for some reason, she seems to be very lethargic. I just took a look and she was still sleeping. Woolen cloth."

Su Jin stood at the door, listened to Xiao Zhou's words, thought for a while, and asked, "Is it only like taking a nap?"

"Hmm..." Xiao Zhou thought for a while and shook his head, "No, I feel that my aunt has been sleeping more than before in general recently. One afternoon, she actually slept until four o'clock in the afternoon. After waking up, she still seemed to have not woken up. , I thought Auntie was a little dazed from sleeping too much, and it took her a while to recover."

Su Jin thanked Xiao Zhou first, and gently opened the door, but there was no sound in the ward, and Bai Ping was still asleep as expected.

The girl put the bag aside, dragged the chair silently and sat down in front of the hospital bed.

On the hospital bed, the sleeping woman's chest rose and fell slowly, making a slight breathing sound.

The sluggish appearance that was unrecognizable when he woke up disappeared because of his deep sleep, but he looked like a normal person after he fell asleep.

The girl looked at the woman's hand exposed outside the quilt, and wanted to hold it lightly for a while, but hesitated for a long time, and finally just pulled the quilt and covered her hand.

The girl's eyes were full of complex expressions of pity. She wanted to take advantage of the woman's calmness to get in touch with her more, but she was even more afraid of waking her up.

The woman didn't know what kind of dream she had, the corners of her mouth moved slightly, bent upwards, and her nose sucked in air hard, her haggard and dull face looked good because of the sudden smile.

Su Jin leaned down, propped his chin on the bed with his hands, and quietly looked at his sleeping mother who was more like a "mother".

"Mom, one day, you will forgive me for everything I have done."

—

Shen Qiuhe's subject has been reported, and the next step is to wait for the review.

Different from one subject after another and only burying herself in work, Shen Qiuhe began to give herself more time to experience life, and even the people around her could notice her changes.

The styles of dressing have changed, and the colors have changed from plain to bright.Hairstyles are no longer always curled up, but straight and curly ones will be tried.There were more smiles on the whole person, and Dr. Shen would even participate in some of the hot topics that young people were talking about.

When Shen Qiuhe sat in the restaurant on the top floor of Xingyue Hotel and told Su Jin about these changes one by one, the two of them laughed together.

The towering Xingyue Hotel overlooked the Marina Bay. Shen Qiuhe booked a side seat. When he turned his head and looked up, he could see the neon-covered cross-sea bridge lying on the sea, and the traffic flowed back and forth on the bridge.

The flashing car lights and the bright and flowing neon make the bridge dance in the dark night like a fairy wand.

Sweetly sharing anecdotes around them, until the waiter served the dishes, the two reluctantly parted from holding hands.

During the meal, Su Jin thought about Shen Qiuhe's divorce. The girl is not someone who keeps everything in her heart, so she asked directly.

"Shen Qiuhe, what should you do about the cancellation of your marriage?"

Shen Qiuhe and the girl looked at each other, then looked away and replied: "I haven't told my parents about this yet. If both parents know about it, there will be an uproar. He is not in the country, and he can't explain it. He... is afraid that I will be alone. I can’t handle so many old people, so I’ll make it clear in person when he returns to China.”

After hearing Shen Qiuhe's answer, Su Jin didn't speak, she lowered her head and picked up the spoon, drinking the soup without making a sound.

The girl's movements were very slow, so slow that Shen Qiuhe understood that she had something on her mind, so she immediately explained: "But he has already told his parents, so I don't have to pretend to deal with his family."

"Then his parents won't tell your parents?"

"No." Shen Qiuhe replied with certainty, "That person... he still takes good care of me in matters between me and him, and will take responsibility. If his parents feel wronged, they won't talk to my parents. Said."

Su Jin lowered his eyes, put down the spoon, and said in a calm tone, "Then he is really kind to you."

Having been in contact with Su Jin for a long time, although she knew that she was not someone who cared a lot, Shen Qiuhe knew better that this girl didn't care about nothing.

About her and Gu Shaofeng, Su Jin didn't talk about it, but every time he brought it up at night, he would directly settle the score with Shen Qiuhe with practical actions.

Thinking of Shen Qiuhe ordering food for Su Jin, he quickly said: "He has been kind to me for so many years, but no matter what, I don't feel fascinated by him. You know it best, don't you?"

Su Jin naturally knew that it was meaningless to be serious about this kind of matter, after all, she was by Shen Qiuhe's side last night, and she is also in front of Shen Qiuhe now.

So Su Jin bit the dish that Shen Qiuhe gave her, raised his face proudly, and hummed lightly.

—

After eating, the two of them walked along the Marina Square to the beach.

It was the beginning of September at this time, and the autumn tiger was only raging during the day. At night, the heat went off work with the sun, and the cool evening wind brought the smell of the sea.

Su Jin took Shen Qiuhe's elbow and moved closer to the woman.

"cold?"

While asking, Shen Qiuhe found a silk scarf from her bag and wrapped it around the girl. The silk scarf to prevent the air conditioner from blowing directly came in handy at this time.

After enduring the scorching summer heat for a month, many more people went to the beach to enjoy the cool air than before.

On a huge open space, young people set up the semi-U-shaped tubes and balanced steel tubes of street skateboards, skating one by one, and practiced repeatedly to complete handsome moves.

"Xiao Jin, why don't you move to my place." Shen Qiuhe said. "On your side, the girl who shared the rent often takes people back, and you don't have a good rest. I see that you have taken on a few illustration jobs recently, and you can always be quieter at my place."

Su Jin understood Shen Qiuhe's thoughts, she thought about it, but still rejected the woman's words.

"No, I'll come over if you need me, but I think we should have some personal space."

This answer obviously made Shen Qiuhe a little bit disappointed, the woman continued to walk against the sea breeze, she didn't speak for a long time, and couldn't hide her frustration.

Some force was exerted on the arm, Shen Qiuhe leaned to the side, and Su Jin took the opportunity to pull the woman's face.

"What's wrong?"

Looking at the usually bright and soft mature woman who is capable of handling things, she lowered her eyes, her eyes were resentful, like an angry little daughter-in-law, the girl couldn't help laughing out loud.

She pulled Shen Qiuhe's body hard, and seeing no one around from the corner of her eye, she kissed the woman hard on the mouth.

"You are so naive~~ Are you angry now?"

Shen Qiuhe pouted, expressing that she wanted more.

Seeing that there was no one around, Su Jin smiled inwardly, and kissed again, this time for a longer time.

The childish "mature woman" became a little happier, but put away her resentful expression.

Su Jin: "Okay, good boy, I'll give you more when I go back."

These well-timed words instantly ignited something in Shen Qiuhe's heart. She blushed, but the corners of her lips and peach-like eyes showed more expectations.

The girl smiled, and her tensed hands indicated that she would definitely fulfill her promise.

Several young people pedaled their skateboards twice and slid past them, and the two of them gradually walked to the square by the sea.

Su Jin took Shen Qiuhe's hand, straightened his arm, and then pulled the woman to his side vigorously.

Fingers intertwined, Shen Qiuhe looked at the girl's smiling face with raised lips, so she followed the rhythm of the girl holding hands, swinging her arms.

After playing for a while, Su Jin stopped and stood beside Shen Qiuhe.

"Shen Qiuhe, because I care more about you, I think it's better for us to take our time. I like to be with you, but I also want to have my own space to do my own things. I don't think you are the one who is in love. You kind of person, you have your career, and you can always arrange everything."

Considering Su Jin's character, Shen Qiuhe also understood,