broken

I don't understand the sorrow of the people under the moon at all.

Bai Ping carried her bag and walked into the alley step by step.Suddenly, the cry of a baby was heard upstairs.

Is it Xiaojin?

Bai Ping no longer cared about thinking too much, she stepped up and ran into the corridor, she stepped on a broken brick, and her ankle was twisted and hurt instantly, but she had no time to think about it at all, thinking of the child, all she could do was to do something Mother's strength.

For the sake of her children and her family, she had no choice but to endure it for the time being.

During the period of being threatened by Shen Guojun, Bai Ping also posted her resume through various websites, trying to get rid of Shen Guojun by changing jobs.

But her current position and current salary are the best she can get based on her qualifications, so after looking for a long time, there is no suitable position to jump.

However, what Bai Ping didn't expect was that at the end of September of this year, Shen Guojun left Chengyuan first.

No matter how well Chengyuan Construction is doing, it is only a private enterprise that Shen Guojun and his friends worked hard together.

In 2001, when Binhai’s state-owned enterprises were being reformed, people should be reformed first, and what attracted the most attention was the social recruitment of Linktech Group, a large urban investment company in Binhai. It was at this opportunity that Shen Guojun applied for Linktech Group and became The middle management of this large state-owned enterprise.

Shen Guojun finally left, and Bai Ping was finally able to let go of her fearful heart every day.

During the nightmarish six months, no one knew what she had experienced.

She couldn't tell anyone about her pain, she was ashamed of her husband.During the period of being threatened by Shen Guojun, she refused every courtship from her husband because she felt that she was too dirty.

Every night, she could only hug her sleeping daughter and cry silently.But when she woke up the next day, she had to face the devil again, and endure the devil's manipulation and tricks.

Fortunately, all this is finally over.

On the day when Shen Guojun officially left Chengyuan, Bai Ping didn't work overtime. She bought pork ribs and roast chicken, bought her husband's favorite wine, and asked him to stop working that night.

Wang Changlu didn't know what happened to his wife, but it was rare for the couple to be so happy, so they stayed with Bai Ping all the time.

That night, Bai Ping drank baijiu for the first time, and when the spicy liquid flowed into her mouth, she couldn't help crying.

"Pingping... Pingping...give it to me, don't drink it." Wang Changlu helped Bai Ping, who was blushing and drunk, and grabbed the wine glass in her hand.

"Don't...don't grab...let me drink some more..." The woman was limp all over, but she held the wine glass tightly and didn't let go.

Wang Changlu hugged his beautiful wife in his arms and stroked her back. He knew that his wife's promotion had been too hard for half a year.

The promotion has indeed brought more income to the family and improved the family's life, but this should not be borne by a woman. I am a big man, but I am so tired of my breastfeeding wife. I am really sorry for her .

Thinking of this, Wang Changlu's nose felt sore, he snatched the cup from Baiping's hand, raised his head and drank all the wine in the cup.

The financial system of Chengyuan Construction has been completely replaced. Because of Bai Ping's hard work in the past six months, many people in the department have recognized her work very much. Even Lao Lin, who is the oldest and oldest with qualifications, has changed her opinion of her. Finally on the right track.

Although the daughter had to be weaned because she hadn't taken breastfeeding leave for the past six months and was often unable to go home, the child was still growing up healthily, which made Bai Ping's apology to the child a little less.

Thoughtful husband, lovely daughter, although there are so many painful memories before, but with family by her side and responsibility for the family, Bai Ping still wants to get rid of those burdens and work hard for the future of the whole family.

Everything is getting better and everything is going to be better.

Bai Ping puts photos of the family next to the computer in the office, and every time she sees them, she is full of motivation.

Until one day in early November, she received a package in a thick envelope.

There was no sender or address on the package, but when the envelope was opened, Bai Ping froze in place as if struck by lightning.

——The envelope was full of photos when she was raped by Shen Guojun.

46. Chapter 46

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, and Bai Ping even forgot to wipe them.

The phone on the desk rang, Bai Ping paused for a long time, and just picked up the receiver when she heard the voice of that demon.

"Haha, Manager Bai, are you surprised?" Shen Guojun let out a wicked smile, "It's been a long time since I haven't seen you, and I still miss you a little. You shouldn't be busy these days, so stay with me more. At 6:308 p.m., Room [-], Garden Hotel , don’t be late, I don’t like waiting for people.”

After finishing speaking, Shen Guojun hung up the phone with a smile, leaving only Bai Ping sitting blankly with her soul sucked away.

-

Shen Guojun snorted and pulled up his pants, and the sound of putting on clothes sounded outside.

The man tidied himself up and stood by the bed again.

"Don't think that you can get rid of me if I leave, remember to be on call in the future, otherwise I will let the whole world know what you are like."

After finishing speaking, the man spit out, laughed contemptuously, and left Bai Ping's side.

After a while, the door was shut with a bang.

The room was quiet, and it was raining outside the window at this moment, and the rain was pattering on the glass, and the rain on the roof was bumping back and forth along the drainpipe, dripping down, gradually, the water flowed It was getting bigger and bigger, and there was a tinkling sound in the water pipe.

Tears flowed down her cheeks slowly, Bai Ping stared blankly at the ceiling.

During the whole process, she didn't make a sound, and she didn't even have a trace of resistance. She was completely desperate, allowing her spirit and body to degenerate together.

After a long time, so long that Bai Ping didn't know how long it took, the whimpering sounded in the room, and the crying became louder and louder, and gradually turned into a howling.

The ground of Frugal Lane became even more muddy due to the rain, and muddy water continued to seep from the cracks in the crushed bricks and stones, splashing on Bai Ping's trouser legs.

Rain and tears mixed on her face, and her whole body was completely soaked.

Bai Ping stood on the mud between the two buildings, she looked up at the sky, and the ugly tube buildings on both sides stood beside her.

The random clotheslines in the corridors, the random piles of cardboard boxes, children's toy cars, dilapidated furniture, pots and pans, and salted fish and bacon in the sun all make this world extremely chaotic.

Bai Ping doesn't understand, she works so hard, she just wants to live well in this city, why can't there be a way in this world that belongs to her?

The members of the Bai family have always been honest and down-to-earth people. They are always struggling and struggling, but why can't they get out of this struggle lane after they are already like this?I can't get rid of those people's tricks!

She knows that the world has never been fair, but is it pointless even to struggle?

The child's cry pierced her heart like ten thousand needles, Bai Ping couldn't control it anymore, she squatted in the rain and burst into tears.

But no matter how loud the cry was, it was swallowed up by the merciless rain and the dark night without a trace.

-

Recently, Bai Ping has always made mistakes in her work. The newly appointed vice president in charge of finance has criticized the work of the finance department many times.

"I already knew she couldn't do it."

"If you can't, just give up the place quickly, really."

"Don't talk about it, it's not easy for her. The child is so young, and she has to take care of her home and work."

"She has to take care of everyone. Isn't she greedy? It's not enough to take good care of the children."

"You do what you want. You think it's easy to be a department manager. This year's performance is not good. The general manager has never had a good face."

"The greater the ability, the greater the responsibility. If you can do it, do it. Otherwise, can you still get so much money for nothing?"

……

In the past, Bai Ping would feel more motivated by these doubts, but now, even after hearing these, she is still indifferent.

What's the point of doing more of something?

The huge difference that is inherently irreparable, and the situation where she can be manipulated and belittled by others at will make her completely hopeless.

Maybe, life is like this.

-

Wang Changlu didn't need to leave the car during the day, and after coming back to sleep in the morning, he was ready to go out to sell duck eggs with his brother-in-law Su Yongzhen.

I can't earn too much from this job. Although it can't reduce the burden on my wife, after all, I earn a little.

The mother-in-law took her sister-in-law Bai Qian's child out for a walk, but Bai Ping didn't go to work when Wang Changlu left home.

He asked his wife a few questions, but today his wife didn't talk much, she just hugged and coaxed the child, and she didn't answer him after asking several questions.

Thinking of his wife's hard work during this time, Wang Changlu thought it would be good for his wife to have a good rest and spend the day with the children, so he cooked some simple dishes and went out with Su Yongzhen.

At the end of November, Binhai has entered late autumn. Although the heating has been provided, the house in Fendou Lane can hardly feel the heat. The north wind is howling outside the window, and the house is cold.

The child in the quilt showed his small face, and the wind blew in through the crack of the window. The child frowned and yawned.

Bai Ping put down her pen and tidied herself up briefly.She looked at her sleeping daughter, her eyes were slightly red, and tears soon flowed down the corners of her eyes.

The sleeping child was gently picked up by Bai Ping, as if she had made a difficult decision, she grabbed a coat to wrap the child up, looked back into the room, and then slowly walked out the door.

In late autumn, the Marina Bay Beach is sparsely populated, it’s cold, and it’s working time. Except for the winter swimming team and a few men who are fishing, other people rarely come to the beach.

Bai Ping hugged the padded coat that wrapped the child, and walked on the beach step by step with difficulty.

The sea breeze blows into the blanket