broken

It was already crying, but there was only the rustling of the wind on the other end of the phone.

Shen Qiuhe lowered his head, the sea water in autumn is really blue, deep and mysterious, wide and deep, as if it can accommodate all mistakes and sins.

She raised her head again and looked at the beautiful square. It was the city she loved, and there was someone she loved so much on the shore. There were so many people and things there, and she couldn't let go of it.

The sea water kept surging, foaming up at the edge of the bridge piers, and then falling into the sea and turning into clear waves.The tide ebbs and flows and never stops.

This is not a good way, it can't solve everything, but what can she do to break free from love and hate?What can she do about this grievance?How could her girl stop hating?

Shen Qiuhe lowered his eyes, looking at the undulating waves.

"Little Jin." She frowned slightly, calling the girl softly again.

"I don't know what to do, I really want to make it up to you, but I really don't know what to do. I can't stop loving you, and I can't make you stop hating me... If those mistakes are all caused by my dad , then I will pay for it.”

Shen Qiuhe looked affectionately at the figure beside the beach bathing place in the square, his eyes were slightly focused, and he wept with a smile.

"Don't hate any more, Xiao Jin, those things that my dad destroyed, those carefree lives that should belong to you, today, I will... give you back..."

A wave slapped violently on the exposed reef, causing a white mark.

That wisp of white jumped down and fell into the deep blue vortex.

57. Chapter 57

The drizzle was pattering down in the Qingming Festival, Lin Xi helped Su Jin wipe off the raindrops on his shoulders, and held up an umbrella for her.

The two stood in front of the brand new tombstone, looking at the photo with a smile on it, silent.

During the silence, the sound of high-heeled shoes sounded softly from a distance, and the sound got closer and closer, and finally stopped beside him.

Su Jin turned around, and Mu Yunge was standing beside him wearing sunglasses and holding flowers in his hand.

"Sister." Su Jin slightly bowed to her to show his thanks.

Mu Yunge nodded to the girl, and slightly licked the corner of his lower lip to Lin Qi who was on the side, and then placed the flowers in his hand in front of the tombstone.

The raindrops slapped on the umbrella, clearing the air, but hazy the whole world.

Seeing that Mu Yunge hadn't left for a long time, Su Jin whispered a few words to Lin Xi, Lin Xi first took an umbrella and walked to the parking lot under the cemetery alone.

Mu Yunge took off her sunglasses and put them away. She looked at Su Jin carefully. After going through so many things, the girl has changed a lot from the previous year.

If the former Su Jin had more hatred in his eyes, then the current Su Jin has let go of those things, but has new thoughts.

"I'm sorry I didn't go to the memorial service that day. I had other business in Haishi at that time." Mu Yunge explained.

Su Jin smiled slightly at Mu Yunge, and took the woman's arm.

"Sister, don't say that, thank you very much."

The two walked slowly down the mountain together.

"Was she okay when she left?" Mu Yunge asked.

"Well, it's okay, there's no pain. After all, there were signs of cerebral infarction and drowsiness before. That day, she slept all afternoon and kept sleeping without waking up."

Su Jin's tone was quite relaxed, but there was still a hint of sadness in his expression.

she continued.

"It's also quite strange. I happened to go to see her that day. My aunt said that she would yell when she heard that name before, but that day I told her about the sentence of that person. She was actually calm and without any emotions. Ups and downs, but slowly came over and held my hand, I think she understands." Su Jin lowered her head and smiled gratifiedly, "Sister, you know, she almost never takes the initiative to do anything, but that day She took my hand."

When Su Jin said this, he raised his face. In the cloudy rain, the girl's smile was like a ray of sunshine shining brightly under the umbrella.

Mu Yunge tightened the arm that was being held by the girl, and asked the girl to lean into the umbrella.

"Are you with Lin Qi?" Mu Yunge asked curiously.

"No." Su Jin shook his head, "She and I thought very clearly and said very clearly that we are very good friends. We lived with her for a short period of time, but we moved out long ago. .”

Mu Yunge nodded. "Then... is there any news about that person?"

Su Jin paused, and put away the smile she had just had. The girl just shook her head lightly, and didn't respond.

Mu Yunge didn't ask any more questions.

The raindrops fell on the flowers in front of the tombstone, and the water droplets fell on the black marble tomb cover along the petals. On the bright water waves, the smile of the woman in the black and white portrait was reflected.

The 20 years of resentment went through the bleak late autumn and the cold winter, and under the sunshine of this spring, it gradually faded away. Su Jin's life became simpler, but he didn't feel relaxed.

She signed up for the correspondence study at the TV University, but her foundation is not good. Su Jin still finds it a bit difficult to make up for the knowledge she has missed for so many years. Fortunately, she is very smart and studies very hard.

In addition to getting a diploma, Su Jin also enrolled in English classes. Although she is a little slow in learning science courses, she is still very talented in languages. There are many channels for learning languages. She often watches dramas and communicates with various friends. , Su Jin's English communication skills improved very quickly.

With her current education and previous work experience, she found a job in a small company, but she knew that she was making progress, and she was moving along the future that she and Shen Qiuhe planned together. Those futures are not far away, and they are now in at her feet.

Brother Su Yang left the original accounting firm. He didn't graduate from a prestigious school, and he spent a very, very difficult few years, but the work was always done for himself. I still learned a lot in this regular and well-known club.

After leaving, he joined a state-owned enterprise. The previous years of tempering gave him the ability to be independent. He served as a deputy in a department in the new company, and was quickly appreciated by the new leader.

Under Su Jin's suggestion, my aunt Bai Qian used the family's savings for a few years to contract a dining car at the gate of a nearby school. Both she and her little uncle Su Yongzhen began to get busy operating the dining car.

Bai Qian made some snacks such as pancakes, fried sausages, and grilled cold noodles, while Su Yongzhen moved his special duck products into the dining car, and also took take-out orders, and the delivery range expanded immediately.

The food made by the old couple was cheap and clean, and soon became the dining car with the most people around the school gate, and the income doubled.

On the one hand, Mu Yunge was an entertainment blogger, and on the other hand, he opened a small account and became a travel blogger.

The work on the entertainment side is more established, so she can let go of it appropriately, go to play around the world, post delicious food on the trumpet, and post scenery photos.

What she didn't expect was that within a few months, the small account had more traffic than the large account.

Although Lin Qi is a girl, she is quite talented in software development and has demonstrated management skills. She was reused by the company and soon became the project team leader, taking on some projects with Japan and leading the team.

She often goes to Japan for business trips, and when she comes back, she will bring back some snacks and cosmetics for Su Jin.

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In a small bar in Bulao Street, Su Jin would sing here a few days a week.

It was a weekend, and the bar didn't have much space, so it became lively very early.When Su Jin was about to take the stage, many people below cheered.

Having sung here for a while, Su Jin also has some regular fans.

Su Jin cleared her throat, sat on the high chair, picked up the guitar, and pulled Mike to her face.

She raised her head slightly, smiled at the light above her head.

==

The kindest time of life,

bright as water;

There is always someone sitting beside me in my memory,

caresses my withered shoulders.

Tell me red should not be forgotten,

The temperature is not confused, the direction is not stubborn;

Don't tell me that red should not be forgotten,

The temperature is not confused, and the direction is not stubborn.

say to me forever and ever...

around me again;

say to me forever and ever...

It's a different life (Note 1)

==

Music notes flow, thoughts flutter.

When the hatred brought about by resentment receded like a flood, the past day and night were revealed like treasures buried under water.

Hate often comes faster and more violently than love, but when the resentment fades away, love shows more vigorous vitality and revives the color that has been taken away in life.

The people listening to the song in the audience beat the beat while listening, and some hummed softly along with the melody of the guitar. They liked the power brought by this song, and they liked the firmness and clarity of the singing.

But only Su Jin knew that the person who once gave her such strength by her side was no longer there, and she had to walk on alone with everything she had brought her.

The 20 years of grievances have disappeared, and everyone seems to be where they should be.

These people will still feel confused, will feel indifferent, will still not know where the future is, will still worry about the unknown troubles in life, will still plan for tomorrow, will still have some poor and some rich, will still love deeply , will still hesitate about feelings.

In this grievance, those who are affected, accidentally injured, implicated, and destroyed have no choice but to do nothing.

What is broken is always broken. From the moment it is broken, everything cannot be glued together, cannot be restored, and can only pass away slowly and heal itself.

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Note 1: "The World of Tea Bottom" loses the train

58. Chapter 58

Su Jin walked out of the Denver International Airport where people were driving, and his phone received a call.