surface roommate
Chapter 17 Alienation
The next day Fu Wu woke up very early, but in fact he didn't sleep much at all.I slept too much yesterday afternoon, thinking about the person on the diagonal bed, and remembering my father's instructions. As expected, I suffered from insomnia. I didn't fall asleep until the morning light penetrated into the dormitory bit by bit.
When Zhou Ziheng got up, he woke up as soon as there was a sound.
After getting out of bed, he sat on the seat to let himself out of bed, feeling sleepy and awake at the same time, as if he was dreaming.After Zhou Ziheng brushed his teeth, he said softly, "Why did you get up so early today?"
Fu Wu rubbed his sleepy eyes: "I...I have to work hard too. You don't have to bring me breakfast in the future, I'll eat it myself."
"Oh." Zhou Ziheng hesitated for two seconds, and a series of question marks appeared in his heart.Fu Wu didn't say much when he came back last night. Usually when he went back to the dormitory, Fu Wu would enthusiastically say "Ziheng, you're back", and sometimes he would follow him to the bed and ask questions.Fu Wu was watching a movie last night, turned his head and glanced at him, but didn't say anything.
What's even more strange is that Fu Wu was very quiet throughout the night, unlike his usual self.I got up early again this morning and said I don't need to bring breakfast.
Zhou Ziheng wondered: Did I offend him?
After thinking for a while, Zhou Ziheng felt that he had done nothing wrong.Taking a copy of "The Book of Songs", he walked up to Fu Wu who was brushing his teeth: "Are you... unhappy?"
"Ah?" Fu Wu was stunned for a moment, but he didn't realize what Zhou Ziheng meant.
"I don't think you're very happy. What happened?" Zhou Ziheng said in a low voice, afraid of waking up the other two roommates.
"No, no, I'm normal." Fu Wu blinked and brushed his teeth quickly.
Not honest.Zhou Ziheng intuitively felt that the person in front of him had something on his mind, and his words and deeds were different from usual.
Humans always have something to hide, and Zhou Ziheng deeply agrees, so he won't get to the bottom of it.He shook the "Book of Songs" in his hand, his eyes full of eager desire: "Do you want to go out and recite the book together?"
"No, no, you go."
Fu Wu turned around and put the toothpaste and toothbrush in order.Hearing Zhou Ziheng's footsteps gradually receding, followed by the sound of closing the door, he couldn't help turning his head to look at Zhou Ziheng's figure as he passed the window.
Bitch!Why bother?
Fu Wu sighed lightly.After washing up, he carried his schoolbag and went to the cafeteria.
I usually sleep until half an hour before class, but today I woke up early, and Fu Wu found that the school in the morning has a different kind of beauty.The road is empty, the morning light is soft, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, the air is fresh, and the breeze is blowing, all of which make people feel very comfortable and depressed.
There is also a rich, delicious and diverse breakfast. He deliberately did not choose wife cakes, but ate fried dough sticks wrapped in meat and drank soy milk.A good day starts with a delicious breakfast.
After that, he didn't go to the sports field to watch other games, but came to the library to study. Now he doesn't really want to see acquaintances, he just wants to calm himself quietly and let his feelings sink.
Because he arrived too early, the door of the library hadn't opened yet, so he walked around the small garden next to him, waiting for the door to open before coming in.This was the first time he had seen such an empty library, and the seats were chosen randomly, which was completely different from finding a good seat at ordinary times. It was no wonder that top students always went to the library early in the morning.
He borrowed a copy of "Principles of Economics" and flipped through it casually. It was so boring; he might as well read the lengthy "Dream of Red Mansions", which he had read slowly.
The efficiency is good today, and I read more than one chapter in one go.Probably because he got up too early, Fu Wu gradually became sleepy and couldn't keep his eyes open. He just saw Lin Daiyu's sentence "If I had known he was coming, I would not have come", and then fell asleep lying on the table.
Fu Wu woke up with numb hands and feet from sleep, and was covered with a red shirt. The smell of the shirt was a little familiar.Looking up, sitting next to him was Jia Baoyu with eyebrows like ink paintings, face like peach petals, and eyes like autumn waves...
No, it was Zhou Ziheng.
"Wake up. Didn't you bring a cup? If you don't mind, use mine and drink some hot water." Zhou Ziheng handed over his cup.
"I'm not thirsty." Fu Wu took off his red shirt and returned it to him, "Why are you here?"
Zhou Ziheng took the clothes and put the warm water cup into Fu Wu's hands: "This position is facing the air conditioner, so it's good to drink some hot water."
Are straight men really so considerate of roommates?Fu Wu raised his eyebrows habitually and took a sip of hot water.
Zhou Ziheng pointed to a corner, "I was sitting there, but when I saw you sleeping on your stomach, I came here. Some places in the library are air-conditioned and windy, so I usually bring a thin coat."
"Oh. Thank you." Fu Wu put down the water glass, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed that he looked at me and looked at you like this. He couldn't remember how he and Zhou Ziheng got along in harmony before.
Zhou Ziheng frowned, thank you?Thanks again?So out of touch.Could it be that he noticed something and deliberately wanted to alienate me?
Zhou Ziheng suppressed the unhappiness in his heart, and said in a low voice, "It's rare to see you come to the library so early."
Fu Wu looked at the "Dream of Red Mansions" spread out, and searched for a long time but couldn't find the place where he read it before, "I can't be lazy all the time, I have to learn from you...and He Yongbei."
"In the future... we can come to the library together." Zhou Ziheng turned a page of the book, but he didn't see another page at all.
Ah... how can I study quietly with you by my side?Fu Wu felt like sitting on pins and needles, faltering: "I... I may not be able to last for a few days, maybe I won't be able to get up tomorrow."
Zhou Ziheng nodded, turned back the page he had just turned, and said in silence for a while: "I also often go out to work part-time, and I don't have much time to come to the library. He Yongbei goes to the library every day. If you feel lonely, you can Be with him."
"Hmm." Fu Wu finally remembered that he saw "If I had known he was coming, I would not have come", and continued to read.
Zhou Ziheng glanced at Fu Wu: "Did you borrow "Principles of Economics?"
"Yes, just take a look." Fu Wu didn't want to explain too much.
"When reading "Dream of Red Mansions" for the first time, you can draw a network of character relationships first, and read the relationship network again if you get confused. You can also read "Dream of Red Mansions" as a love story of Bao Daichai first, and read it the second time. You will slowly smack out other flavors.”
"Oh, ok, I'll try."
Zhou Ziheng was stabbed by two short sentences, and Fu Wu's indifferent eyes hurt his heart even more.In the past, Fu Wu always looked into his eyes and talked with a smile, and raised his eyebrows proudly, but now he doesn't even raise his head when he talks.
There must be something wrong.
Zhou Ziheng picked up the water glass and drank a couple of gloomily, keeping his eyes on Fu Wu who bowed his head and said nothing.
"I have college English class, I'm going to class." Fu Wu packed his schoolbag and stood up.
"Okay." Zhou Ziheng stared straight at Fu Wu walking out of the library, and finally waited until the other party looked back at him, so it turned out that he just wanted to take out the earphones from his schoolbag.
Zhou Ziheng completely lost his sense of propriety, he had no intention of reading, and couldn't help but close his eyes and think.From last night to now, Fu Wu seemed to be a different person. He didn't talk to him very much, didn't look at him, and refused his favors.
What the hell is going on?
Could it be that he ran 5000 meters with him yesterday, and he thought I was too nice to him?He sensed that I liked him and felt scared, so he deliberately alienated me?
Depend on!
Why are you not the same?Why am I the same?Why do we have to meet?
I don't do anything outrageous to you, I just treat you simply, isn't that okay?
Is it so difficult to like someone?
It's my fault, being too close to you makes you afraid.
……
After thinking about it for a while, Zhou Ziheng's surface was calm, but his heart was really turbulent, startling a pool of gulls and herons.He couldn't learn a single word. After drinking the water in the glass, he stood outside the study room for a while before gradually calming down.
Emotional matters cannot be forced, let alone hurt Fu Wu.Since he thinks it's better for the two of them to keep a distance, then follow his wish, don't disturb, don't force it.
At noon, Zhou Ziheng didn't go back to the dormitory for a lunch break, but slept on his stomach in the library.But the more depressed he was, the more he longed to see Fu Wu, even if he didn't speak, just took a look.
So, he went back to the dormitory on the grounds of putting away his schoolbag.Fu Wu was still on his lunch break, probably catching up on sleep.Seeing him lying on the bed with one leg exposed, Zhou Ziheng felt relieved and satisfied, as long as he could see him.
After putting down his schoolbag, Zhou Ziheng went out to work part-time.
But he didn't know that before he returned to the dormitory, Fu Wu had already woken up, and when he heard someone open the door, he knew it was Zhou Ziheng.Fu Wu immediately put down the phone as if guilty, closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
In fact, there is no need. Even though the other party is straight, there is no need to escape to this point. Will he stop talking in the future?
It is the most correct choice to say hello generously and then do their own things.
But at that point and that scene, Fu Wu panicked, as if looking at Zhou Ziheng would make his soul fly away, so he had to hide in hiding, along with his affection.
Fu Wu was a little upset, and rubbed his face vigorously twice, that's all, let's take a step and watch.
As a result of taking one step at a time, the careless Zhu Ren found out that something was wrong.That night, Zhu Ren yelled in the dormitory: "Tomorrow is the weekend, and I will play games all night tonight. Fu Wu, hurry up, turn on the computer, let's go together."
Fu Wu's mood faded: "You can play with others, I don't want to play today."
Zhu Ren frowned, pulled the chair under his ass to the No. 1 bed, stared at Fu Wu and said, "Master She, there is something wrong with you. You have to play games every Friday night. What's going on today? I see that you don't seem very happy these two days, what's the matter?"
"No." Fu Wu read "Dream of Red Mansions" very quickly and had already seen Lin Daiyu's father die.
"Oh! Failed to confess? You are so good-looking and you will fail to confess?" Zhu Ren felt that others were also trapped by love when he failed to confess. Forget it. If it doesn’t work, let’s go out to eat Malatang.”
Under Zhu Ren's stalking, Fu Wu played two games and lost both. He was really frustrated in love and also in games.
Zhou Ziheng observed these silently, wanted to say something, but dared not say it, for fear of pushing Fu Wu further.He was originally silent, and no one would find it strange if he didn't speak for a whole day.
He Yongbei is immersed in the influence of ancient Chinese all day long, or he is video chatting with his girlfriend.
Seeing that everyone was silent, Zhu Ren gradually stopped talking and played his own game.
Fu Wu was originally the pistachio of the dormitory, but now he was depressed, and the whole dormitory became quiet, like an ice cellar.
Fu Wu didn't like this kind of dormitory atmosphere. He missed the feeling of talking and laughing freely in the past, but he didn't know what to do.
He was afraid of getting close to Zhou Ziheng and hurt himself in the end.So I didn't even tell Zhou Ziheng about the long-distance running competition of the school sports meeting, let alone invite him to cheer for me, and no one accompanied me throughout the run that day.
In the end, he won the runner-up. If Zhou Ziheng ran with him, he would definitely win the championship.
When Zhou Ziheng got up, he woke up as soon as there was a sound.
After getting out of bed, he sat on the seat to let himself out of bed, feeling sleepy and awake at the same time, as if he was dreaming.After Zhou Ziheng brushed his teeth, he said softly, "Why did you get up so early today?"
Fu Wu rubbed his sleepy eyes: "I...I have to work hard too. You don't have to bring me breakfast in the future, I'll eat it myself."
"Oh." Zhou Ziheng hesitated for two seconds, and a series of question marks appeared in his heart.Fu Wu didn't say much when he came back last night. Usually when he went back to the dormitory, Fu Wu would enthusiastically say "Ziheng, you're back", and sometimes he would follow him to the bed and ask questions.Fu Wu was watching a movie last night, turned his head and glanced at him, but didn't say anything.
What's even more strange is that Fu Wu was very quiet throughout the night, unlike his usual self.I got up early again this morning and said I don't need to bring breakfast.
Zhou Ziheng wondered: Did I offend him?
After thinking for a while, Zhou Ziheng felt that he had done nothing wrong.Taking a copy of "The Book of Songs", he walked up to Fu Wu who was brushing his teeth: "Are you... unhappy?"
"Ah?" Fu Wu was stunned for a moment, but he didn't realize what Zhou Ziheng meant.
"I don't think you're very happy. What happened?" Zhou Ziheng said in a low voice, afraid of waking up the other two roommates.
"No, no, I'm normal." Fu Wu blinked and brushed his teeth quickly.
Not honest.Zhou Ziheng intuitively felt that the person in front of him had something on his mind, and his words and deeds were different from usual.
Humans always have something to hide, and Zhou Ziheng deeply agrees, so he won't get to the bottom of it.He shook the "Book of Songs" in his hand, his eyes full of eager desire: "Do you want to go out and recite the book together?"
"No, no, you go."
Fu Wu turned around and put the toothpaste and toothbrush in order.Hearing Zhou Ziheng's footsteps gradually receding, followed by the sound of closing the door, he couldn't help turning his head to look at Zhou Ziheng's figure as he passed the window.
Bitch!Why bother?
Fu Wu sighed lightly.After washing up, he carried his schoolbag and went to the cafeteria.
I usually sleep until half an hour before class, but today I woke up early, and Fu Wu found that the school in the morning has a different kind of beauty.The road is empty, the morning light is soft, the birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, the air is fresh, and the breeze is blowing, all of which make people feel very comfortable and depressed.
There is also a rich, delicious and diverse breakfast. He deliberately did not choose wife cakes, but ate fried dough sticks wrapped in meat and drank soy milk.A good day starts with a delicious breakfast.
After that, he didn't go to the sports field to watch other games, but came to the library to study. Now he doesn't really want to see acquaintances, he just wants to calm himself quietly and let his feelings sink.
Because he arrived too early, the door of the library hadn't opened yet, so he walked around the small garden next to him, waiting for the door to open before coming in.This was the first time he had seen such an empty library, and the seats were chosen randomly, which was completely different from finding a good seat at ordinary times. It was no wonder that top students always went to the library early in the morning.
He borrowed a copy of "Principles of Economics" and flipped through it casually. It was so boring; he might as well read the lengthy "Dream of Red Mansions", which he had read slowly.
The efficiency is good today, and I read more than one chapter in one go.Probably because he got up too early, Fu Wu gradually became sleepy and couldn't keep his eyes open. He just saw Lin Daiyu's sentence "If I had known he was coming, I would not have come", and then fell asleep lying on the table.
Fu Wu woke up with numb hands and feet from sleep, and was covered with a red shirt. The smell of the shirt was a little familiar.Looking up, sitting next to him was Jia Baoyu with eyebrows like ink paintings, face like peach petals, and eyes like autumn waves...
No, it was Zhou Ziheng.
"Wake up. Didn't you bring a cup? If you don't mind, use mine and drink some hot water." Zhou Ziheng handed over his cup.
"I'm not thirsty." Fu Wu took off his red shirt and returned it to him, "Why are you here?"
Zhou Ziheng took the clothes and put the warm water cup into Fu Wu's hands: "This position is facing the air conditioner, so it's good to drink some hot water."
Are straight men really so considerate of roommates?Fu Wu raised his eyebrows habitually and took a sip of hot water.
Zhou Ziheng pointed to a corner, "I was sitting there, but when I saw you sleeping on your stomach, I came here. Some places in the library are air-conditioned and windy, so I usually bring a thin coat."
"Oh. Thank you." Fu Wu put down the water glass, and suddenly felt a little embarrassed that he looked at me and looked at you like this. He couldn't remember how he and Zhou Ziheng got along in harmony before.
Zhou Ziheng frowned, thank you?Thanks again?So out of touch.Could it be that he noticed something and deliberately wanted to alienate me?
Zhou Ziheng suppressed the unhappiness in his heart, and said in a low voice, "It's rare to see you come to the library so early."
Fu Wu looked at the "Dream of Red Mansions" spread out, and searched for a long time but couldn't find the place where he read it before, "I can't be lazy all the time, I have to learn from you...and He Yongbei."
"In the future... we can come to the library together." Zhou Ziheng turned a page of the book, but he didn't see another page at all.
Ah... how can I study quietly with you by my side?Fu Wu felt like sitting on pins and needles, faltering: "I... I may not be able to last for a few days, maybe I won't be able to get up tomorrow."
Zhou Ziheng nodded, turned back the page he had just turned, and said in silence for a while: "I also often go out to work part-time, and I don't have much time to come to the library. He Yongbei goes to the library every day. If you feel lonely, you can Be with him."
"Hmm." Fu Wu finally remembered that he saw "If I had known he was coming, I would not have come", and continued to read.
Zhou Ziheng glanced at Fu Wu: "Did you borrow "Principles of Economics?"
"Yes, just take a look." Fu Wu didn't want to explain too much.
"When reading "Dream of Red Mansions" for the first time, you can draw a network of character relationships first, and read the relationship network again if you get confused. You can also read "Dream of Red Mansions" as a love story of Bao Daichai first, and read it the second time. You will slowly smack out other flavors.”
"Oh, ok, I'll try."
Zhou Ziheng was stabbed by two short sentences, and Fu Wu's indifferent eyes hurt his heart even more.In the past, Fu Wu always looked into his eyes and talked with a smile, and raised his eyebrows proudly, but now he doesn't even raise his head when he talks.
There must be something wrong.
Zhou Ziheng picked up the water glass and drank a couple of gloomily, keeping his eyes on Fu Wu who bowed his head and said nothing.
"I have college English class, I'm going to class." Fu Wu packed his schoolbag and stood up.
"Okay." Zhou Ziheng stared straight at Fu Wu walking out of the library, and finally waited until the other party looked back at him, so it turned out that he just wanted to take out the earphones from his schoolbag.
Zhou Ziheng completely lost his sense of propriety, he had no intention of reading, and couldn't help but close his eyes and think.From last night to now, Fu Wu seemed to be a different person. He didn't talk to him very much, didn't look at him, and refused his favors.
What the hell is going on?
Could it be that he ran 5000 meters with him yesterday, and he thought I was too nice to him?He sensed that I liked him and felt scared, so he deliberately alienated me?
Depend on!
Why are you not the same?Why am I the same?Why do we have to meet?
I don't do anything outrageous to you, I just treat you simply, isn't that okay?
Is it so difficult to like someone?
It's my fault, being too close to you makes you afraid.
……
After thinking about it for a while, Zhou Ziheng's surface was calm, but his heart was really turbulent, startling a pool of gulls and herons.He couldn't learn a single word. After drinking the water in the glass, he stood outside the study room for a while before gradually calming down.
Emotional matters cannot be forced, let alone hurt Fu Wu.Since he thinks it's better for the two of them to keep a distance, then follow his wish, don't disturb, don't force it.
At noon, Zhou Ziheng didn't go back to the dormitory for a lunch break, but slept on his stomach in the library.But the more depressed he was, the more he longed to see Fu Wu, even if he didn't speak, just took a look.
So, he went back to the dormitory on the grounds of putting away his schoolbag.Fu Wu was still on his lunch break, probably catching up on sleep.Seeing him lying on the bed with one leg exposed, Zhou Ziheng felt relieved and satisfied, as long as he could see him.
After putting down his schoolbag, Zhou Ziheng went out to work part-time.
But he didn't know that before he returned to the dormitory, Fu Wu had already woken up, and when he heard someone open the door, he knew it was Zhou Ziheng.Fu Wu immediately put down the phone as if guilty, closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.
In fact, there is no need. Even though the other party is straight, there is no need to escape to this point. Will he stop talking in the future?
It is the most correct choice to say hello generously and then do their own things.
But at that point and that scene, Fu Wu panicked, as if looking at Zhou Ziheng would make his soul fly away, so he had to hide in hiding, along with his affection.
Fu Wu was a little upset, and rubbed his face vigorously twice, that's all, let's take a step and watch.
As a result of taking one step at a time, the careless Zhu Ren found out that something was wrong.That night, Zhu Ren yelled in the dormitory: "Tomorrow is the weekend, and I will play games all night tonight. Fu Wu, hurry up, turn on the computer, let's go together."
Fu Wu's mood faded: "You can play with others, I don't want to play today."
Zhu Ren frowned, pulled the chair under his ass to the No. 1 bed, stared at Fu Wu and said, "Master She, there is something wrong with you. You have to play games every Friday night. What's going on today? I see that you don't seem very happy these two days, what's the matter?"
"No." Fu Wu read "Dream of Red Mansions" very quickly and had already seen Lin Daiyu's father die.
"Oh! Failed to confess? You are so good-looking and you will fail to confess?" Zhu Ren felt that others were also trapped by love when he failed to confess. Forget it. If it doesn’t work, let’s go out to eat Malatang.”
Under Zhu Ren's stalking, Fu Wu played two games and lost both. He was really frustrated in love and also in games.
Zhou Ziheng observed these silently, wanted to say something, but dared not say it, for fear of pushing Fu Wu further.He was originally silent, and no one would find it strange if he didn't speak for a whole day.
He Yongbei is immersed in the influence of ancient Chinese all day long, or he is video chatting with his girlfriend.
Seeing that everyone was silent, Zhu Ren gradually stopped talking and played his own game.
Fu Wu was originally the pistachio of the dormitory, but now he was depressed, and the whole dormitory became quiet, like an ice cellar.
Fu Wu didn't like this kind of dormitory atmosphere. He missed the feeling of talking and laughing freely in the past, but he didn't know what to do.
He was afraid of getting close to Zhou Ziheng and hurt himself in the end.So I didn't even tell Zhou Ziheng about the long-distance running competition of the school sports meeting, let alone invite him to cheer for me, and no one accompanied me throughout the run that day.
In the end, he won the runner-up. If Zhou Ziheng ran with him, he would definitely win the championship.
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