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For this sake, Zhou Ziheng couldn't do without confessing.

The two walked quickly back to school from the seaside, instead of going back to the dormitory, they walked to the track and field at the same time. There are few people there, so it is suitable for an open chat.

Fu Wu didn't ask any questions. He vaguely heard the word "bao|yang" just now, which was unbelievable. He was waiting for Zhou Ziheng to confess on his own initiative.If he is still secretive this time, Fu Wu thinks he should give him two punches to wake him up.

The two sat down on the steps beside the track and field, and Zhou Ziheng said, "That man is the owner of the bar where I worked before."

"Have you ever worked in a bar?" Fu Wu looked at Zhou Ziheng in disbelief, good guy, I send you messages every day, seemingly intimate, but you didn't even tell me your whereabouts.

Zhou Ziheng was ready to be honest with each other, so he nodded, looked blankly at the few runners on the track and field, and said slowly: "A while ago, I quit my job in a milk tea shop and sang in a bar. That person is a bar Boss, what he said...you heard everything, and I didn't expect such a thing."

It was unclear, but Fu Wu was too embarrassed to pierce it directly, so he said cautiously: "I only heard a little bit, and I don't know the ins and outs, so please be more complete. It's all like this, we are such a good friend , there is nothing to say, will I still tell others?"

Zhou Ziheng smiled but said: "Fu Wu, I have never told you about my family. If you are willing to listen, I will tell you."

Fu Wu had long wanted to hear Zhou Ziheng open his heart to him, but unfortunately Zhou Ziheng always kept his mouth shut and kept it very deep. This time Zhou Ziheng was finally willing to bring it up. Of course he nodded solemnly: "You tell me, I'll listen."

As long as you are willing to speak, I will always be by your side to listen.

Zhou Ziheng was born in a wealthy and well-to-do family. Like Fu Wu, he was raised like a golden branch and a jade leaf since he was a child, with a young master's temper.I have attended such interest classes as taekwondo and piano, and because of my good looks and outstanding academic performance, I was called "Young Master Zhou" by my group at a young age.

As you can imagine, his childhood was nourishing and beautiful.Which parent doesn't envy his parents for raising such a clever and cute baby?Which child doesn't envy him that he can eat whatever he wants, have any toy he wants, and please his adult companions?

With smooth sailing, he rarely encountered unhappy things until he was 12 years old.

The mother cheated|was caught by the father, and the happy family fell into darkness from then on.Beating and scolding is a common thing, and things are thrown and smashed at every turn.Zhou Ziheng didn't know what was going on at the beginning, but his parents, who were so close to each other, suddenly turned against each other. They either had cold wars or quarreled every day, and lived a peaceful life every day.

After seeing enough, he even occasionally said angrily: "Dad, Mom, you should get a divorce. Are you annoying by arguing all day?"

But my father loved my mother very much and refused to divorce.The mother also didn't want to divorce because she was reluctant to part with a pair of children, so the two were wasted like this.

Later, from the gossip of the neighbors, Zhou Ziheng knew that his mother was having an affair.Although he was young, he knew the seriousness of the incident, cried angrily, and scolded his neighbors.

He ran home and questioned his mother in front of his parents.At that time, my mother had already cut off contact with that man. She cried and admitted her mistake, saying that she only made a mistake in a moment of excitement, and she would definitely change her mind and never do anything wrong again.

When the young Zhou Ziheng heard his mother confess, he trembled with anger, pointed at his mother's nose and scolded her, saying that she was not worthy of being his own mother.

Later, every time Zhou Ziheng thinks about this incident, he feels like a knife is twisting his heart. If he hadn't been so persistent in questioning and berating his mother, wouldn't his mother commit suicide by jumping off the building in shame?

That night, my mother was overwhelmed and jumped from a tall building.In fact, the father has always loved the mother. At the moment when the mother jumped off, in order to hold her, he rushed up and was taken down together.

At that time, Zhou Ziheng, who was only 12 years old, stood on the roof of the building and watched his parents fall from the tall building, and brilliant red flowers of death bloomed on the ground.

The sound of the ambulance beeped, and he felt that his soul also fell, and he went with his parents.

From then on, Zhou Ziheng was most afraid of the roof and hated betrayal.

For four whole days, Zhou Ziheng did not sleep with his eyes closed.As soon as I closed my eyes, my mind was full of my mother crying and saying "Hengheng, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Yingying, I'm sorry for your father" before jumping off the building, followed by the blood all over the ground, and the frightened sounds of the crowd. sleep well.

After his parents left, Zhou Ziheng's life plummeted.The uncle doesn't love, the aunt doesn't hurt, if it weren't for the elderly grandma, he and his sister wouldn't be able to survive.

Zhou Ziheng began to become gloomy and reticent. He could not communicate with others all day long. He was immersed in grief and couldn't get out. Every night he would have nightmares. The dreams were full of blood. It was the picture of his parents crying and howling.

How many nights when he was woken up by fright, he could only curl up in a corner of the bed and weep silently, missing his father's earnest teachings, his mother's warm embrace, and the warm atmosphere of the family eating and laughing around the table.

How many times he woke up weakly in the morning, and he almost wished he could take his own life.A person suddenly has no parents, no strength to support himself to live, and becomes helpless, like a walking corpse, like being pressed by a boulder all day, out of breath, as if he will die at any time.

Fortunately, he also has a younger sister Zhou Caiying.Hearing the cries of his eight-year-old sister, he knew that he had to regain his courage and persist in living. After seeing his grandma cheer up and busy at home, he had the idea of ​​wanting to live.

He was only in the first grade that year.Because of major family changes, grades plummeted, and it coincided with puberty, eccentric personality, not talking to others, showing a bit of hostility towards everyone, what the teacher said was fart, could not listen to a word, completely immersed In the world of music and literature.

Listening to songs and reading novels saved him to some extent and gave him a little shelter.

After a year of chaos, in the second year of junior high school, he suddenly realized that he couldn't keep sinking.He has to struggle, he has to get rid of this sluggish life, not only him, but also his sister, also want to get out of this ghost place, get rid of the entanglement of shadows and demons.

With this idea in mind, he worked hard and was admitted to a key high school.Others said he was aloof, but he knew how bitter he was.

My parents passed away in a hurry, and I did leave some money, but the funeral cost a lot of money. My sister had another operation when she was ten years old, and the money was spent.After entering high school, Zhou Ziheng had to start a part-time work-study program. When he was free, he went to KFC, McDonald's and other convenience stores to do odd jobs. There was no day off during the winter and summer vacations. Even so, his grades were still among the best in school.

Compared with living without money, he is more afraid of loneliness.But he is lonely and addicted, and no one can walk into his heart.He always kept his family secrets in his heart.He is used to digesting all bad emotions by himself, and he is also used to being alone, until he met Fu Wu.

Fu Wu is like a ray of light, illuminating his life.

This beam of light is not so strong and dazzling, it can pierce the darkness all of a sudden; it is gentle, it slowly penetrates into his life little by little, caressing his barren heart, nourishing the barren land and regrowing it Delicate flowers and tender grass.

Zhou Ziheng didn't expect that many years later, he would finish telling his story to others, still in a flat tone.He thought that when he thought of this incident, he would still be agitated and filled with righteous indignation, but when he really talked about it, the situation was calm, and it turned out that six years had passed!

But I still remember the pain at the beginning and the struggle later.These six years have been hard work!

He probably really fell in love with Fu Wu in a hopeless mess and irretrievably, that's why on such a cold night, he didn't get drunk or took the wrong medicine, and he confessed without leaving any room.

Fu Wu was silent for a long time, unable to think of any words to comfort Zhou Ziheng?It was too late, he didn't show up at Zhou Ziheng's most difficult time, and now it doesn't matter whether he is comforted or not.

The only thing I can do is to move my ass, get closer to him, put my hand on his shoulder, pat it lightly, and say in a trembling voice, "Fortunately, I made it through. "

Only then did Zhou Ziheng realize that the corners of his eyes were slightly wet and his palms were trembling slightly.He raised his hand, wiped away his tears, and continued, "Because of being poor, Hu Song offered me a high price to work in a bar. I went, but I didn't expect him to have such unreasonable thoughts about me, so I won't go now." The bar. He just came to me, threatening and luring, isn’t it ridiculous?”

After talking about the family affairs, Zhou Ziheng turned the topic back to the Hu Song incident.If it wasn't for this matter, he didn't know when he would confide in Fu Wu, maybe not until graduation.

Fu Wu's mind went blank and he didn't know what to say.Compared with the Hu Song incident, Zhou Ziheng's family story moved him more. He also wanted to hear Zhou Ziheng's talk about his junior high school and high school, trying to get closer to him. Even if he couldn't accompany him through those difficult times, he still wanted to get closer his old days.

Seeing that Fu Wu was silent, Zhou Ziheng raised his eyebrows, stood up, and walked slowly along the edge of the steps, as if he wanted to make every step steady and not make mistakes.

"Poor and strong, An Neng bends his eyebrows and bends his waist to serve the rich and powerful, not to bend his waist for five buckets of rice. The test of life is really severe for me, but I have survived for so many years, and four years of college is nothing."

"Is it because of this that you want to retire?" Fu Wu followed behind Zhou Ziheng, step by step, the shadows of the two were stretched by the moonlight, "Are you afraid of that person coming to make trouble?"

Zhou Ziheng stopped and silently agreed.

"Let's take part, Ziheng, I hope you will join me. If he comes, we will beat him until he dare not speak. You are not wrong about this matter, why give up the opportunity to compete for him? ?”

Zhou Ziheng didn't move at all, and he was a little shaken when he heard Fu Wu greeted him with such enthusiasm.

Fu Wu walked up to him, stood on a step below, raised his head to look at his face: "Participate, let's participate together, okay?"

Zhou Ziheng's heart softened, he wanted to catch this beam of light, which brought bright colors to his gray life.