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After the meal, Fu Wu and Yang Rusi walked slowly under the street lamps to the beach, Zhou Ziheng followed behind, watching from a distance.

The shadows of the mother and son are getting longer and longer under the dim street lamp, and the two have their own concerns.Fu Wu thought to himself, it has been a long time since he took a walk with his mother; but his mother was thinking about how to persuade her son to change his mind.

When the sea breeze blew, both Fu Wu and Yang Rusi calmed down a little.

Yang Rusi took out a piece of paper from her pocket, on which was a picture of a family of three going out for fun.With a smile on her face, she said, "This is the picture you drew when you were in the first grade. Dad is tall, and mom has long hair. They are holding you."

Fu Wu took a look at it, it was such a childish painting.But thinking that my mother has kept it until now, I can't help but feel a little panicked.

Yang Rusi added: "When I was a child, I asked you who you wanted to marry as your wife, and you said you wanted to marry a female classmate named Lulu in your kindergarten. Do you remember?"

She thought that her son was broken the day after tomorrow, so she could be broken back again, her son would be normal, and the family she had worked so hard for could be restored.

The purpose of Yang Rusi's trip is to explain this matter clearly. If it is good, the mother and child will reunite, but if it is not good, they will break up completely. Finally, I will talk about this fundamental issue.Fu Wu shook his head and said with a wry smile, "I don't remember. It was a big fart at that time, how can I take what I said seriously?"

As long as he can remember, Fu Wu has no feelings for girls, he likes to watch and play with boys.

"How is it possible?" Yang Rusi looked at Fu Wu incredulously, "Aren't those kind of people all sissies? Aren't you a sissy at all?"

"Mom, you got it wrong. Not all gays are sissies, that's just some of them."

Yang Rusi frowned, her heart was about to break, she suppressed her impatience, and said, "I've been looking up information on sexual orientation these days, and I've learned something about it. I know that some people are born, and some are acquired. You were always normal when you were a child..."

Fu Wu said frankly: "Mom, I was born. I have liked boys since I was a child, and it was like this in my mother's womb."

"How is it possible? Did I eat something wrong when I was pregnant? Or did I not take good care of you after you were born? How did it become like this?" As she spoke, tears welled up in her eyes, and Yang Rusi began to collapse uncontrollably.

Fu Wu stood with his head down, like a whipped cow.Some things cannot be explained. If it is a mistake, it does not mean that Fu Wu or his mother is wrong. It just happened to happen to Fu Wu.

After being silent for a long time, Fu Wucai said: "Mom, don't blame yourself. If you really want to blame, blame me. In fact, the fact that I am gay is not a mistake in itself. It happened naturally. No one is at fault. I am not wrong, you There's nothing wrong with that. It's just that society has established a custom that heterosexuality is the right way, which makes me appear to be deviant. Mom, no matter whether you and Dad accept me or not, I can't change my sexual orientation."

As a son, Fu Wu has been the pride of his mother Yang Rusi since he was a child. He is the good son she calls everyone, and is a good boy who is praised by others.But all of a sudden, the world fell apart, and Fu Wu turned out to be a homosexual whom everyone called out to beat.Yang Rusi really couldn't accept it, it was as if a gorgeous mansion she carefully designed and manufactured suddenly collapsed.

These days, Yang Rusi couldn't sleep at night, couldn't eat, and kept replaying her son's words "I'm in love with a boy" in her mind.She kept thinking about what Fu Wu was like when she was a child, which part of her raising Fu Wu went wrong, and how to save Fu Wu.

For this reason, Yang Rusi secretly checked a lot of information on the Internet, even went to the hospital to consult a doctor, and finally knew that homosexuality is basically irreversible and irreversible.

It's not that she didn't try to think about the problem from Fu Wu's perspective, she can imagine how painful it is to hide it for so many years with her son's personality.But from the beginning to the end, she still couldn't accept it, couldn't understand it.Obviously, with such good conditions as my son, it is not difficult to find a beautiful girlfriend, so why do I want to like boys?

Yang Rusi covered her head and cried: "Can't you like girls? Even if it's just a little bit, I read online that some people are bisexual."

Fu Wu shook his head in tears.

There are few people on this sidewalk, and the road lights are dim, so no one will pay attention to them.On the spacious road next to it, there were cars passing by, and there were occasional horns.

Seeing her son so determined, Yang Rusi's heart sank to the bottom bit by bit.She thought she could persuade her son to influence him, but she found that traveling thousands of miles was of no avail.

"If you keep doing this, your father will never forgive you. How will you see your grandparents in the future? If they know that you like boys, how uncomfortable will they be?" Yang Rusi began to play the bitterness card, trying to pull her son Kuhai back.

Fu Wu sneered: "I know what you said, I will definitely hurt the hearts of my relatives if I do this. But mom, I only live for a lifetime, don't you like me to keep acting and have a lifetime of being unhappy? If I pretend to like girls , looking for a girlfriend will not only harm other girls, but also make you unhappy forever and live in pain."

Fu Wu was serious, with a painful expression on his face, and he spoke his mind, with a bitter taste overflowing from the tip of his heart to his mouth.Yang Rusi listened, and was in a daze, the tears in her eyes never stopped.

Fu Wu went on to say: "Mom, please allow me to be selfish for a while. I just want to be with the person I like. If I don't really like him, I won't come out at this time. I think he is .”

Yang Rusi shuddered, her body trembled, and she almost fell down. Fu Wu quickly reached out to support her.Yang Rusi leaned on the wall, and couldn't help crying loudly: "Of course Mom wants you to be happy. Mom only has you as a son, so of course Mom wants you to live well. Mom knows you're in pain too, but why, why is this matter?" It just happened to our family? Why, why, is God punishing me?"

Fu Wu had never seen Yang Rusi lose her composure like this, crying bitterly on the side of the road, her hair falling down and stuck to her tears.

Fu Wu also burst into tears and said, "Mom, no matter what I am, I will be filial to you. Don't be sad."

"Mom is afraid that you will be looked down upon by others in the future, Wu Zi. In the future, your cousins, cousins ​​and classmates will all have children, and your family will be harmonious and beautiful. If you don't get married and have no children, their saliva will drown you. Mom doesn't want you to be People poke the spine!" Yang Rusi cried and said, "Mom understands what you said, you can't change it, you just stay like this, you want to be with the person you like. It's useless for Mom to object, but Mom is afraid of you. Not good, Wuzi, my Wuzi."

In the end, mothers will still take a step back and only hope that their children are happy and safe.

Fu Wu couldn't help but cried more and more sadly: "Mom, I don't care what others say. I will live well with Ziheng. But I am worried that you and Dad will be attacked by gossip. I have always been your pride , but this time I let you down so much..."

Yang Rusi raised her head, stretched out her hand to touch Fu Wu's face, and said distressedly: "No matter who you like, you are my cub. Mom is old, it's not that she hasn't been told, it doesn't matter. Mom is still worried about you. You said it would be great if you weren't that kind of person."

There are no ifs in life, since fate is like this, we can only go forward against the wind and rain.

"Mom..." Fu Wu muttered, "Mom, will you regret giving birth to me?"

Yang Rusi didn't expect her son to ask this question, she was stunned, she held her son's head in both hands, looked into his red eyes, and said, "How could it be? How could Mom regret having you. Mom will always love you. No matter what Whatever you have become, you are my mother's favorite son! Mom will never regret it."

Fu Wusheng hugged his mother tearfully, and couldn't say anything anymore.

The mother and son have reached a reconciliation.

After crying for so long, my heart is broken, and I cry out all the grievances and pains that have been accumulated for a long time, and I feel much better.Yang Rusi said: "Is the boy following you the one you like?"

"You...you saw it?"

Yang Rusi let out a long breath and said, "He has been following you since you walked out of the school, I guessed it. You let him come over, I will meet him."

Fu Wu was a little uneasy, he didn't make this preparation, and Zhou Ziheng didn't make this preparation, and seeing the parents all of a sudden, would it be unpleasant? "Mom, do you really want to see me?"

Yang Rusi wiped away her tears, pulled herself together, and said, "You said that you can't change it, so I can only try to accept it. I just want to see what he looks like."

Fu Wu called Zhou Ziheng and asked him to come over.

Soon, Zhou Ziheng ran over and said hello, "Hello, Auntie, I'm Zhou Ziheng."

Although Yang Rusi gave herself psychological training, the moment she saw Zhou Ziheng, she still had a dense sense of disgust in her heart, as if many small bugs crawled from the palm of the hand to the creaking nest along the arm.She struggled to suppress this emotion, her eyes were red again, she turned her head to look at Fu Wu, and the tears flowed out like broken threads.

It turns out that the person Wu Zai likes looks like this.Zhou Ziheng is very handsome and well-mannered, he looks like a good boy.But... But he is a boy like Wu Zai, how can two people be together?

For a while, Yang Rusi still couldn't accept it. She opened her mouth, but felt as if it was stuck, unable to speak, she nodded after a long time.She couldn't help thinking that if Fu Wu's father saw two people standing together, he would have to use a stick to break their legs together.

Fu Wu and Zhou Ziheng sent Yang Rusi to the hotel. Yang Rusi couldn't communicate with Zhou Ziheng during the whole process. Every time she wanted to say something, she would swallow it uncontrollably.

Even if the relatives are like this, there may be countless malicious curses from the outside world.

It wasn't until Zhou Ziheng and Fu Wu were about to go back to school from the hotel that Yang Rusi said something to Zhou Ziheng with difficulty: "You...Your name is Zhou Ziheng, right? Don't quarrel with Wuzai, just be good."