The second male ran away with the cannon fodder

An Zixing replied subconsciously: "Of course it feels great to be loved. The person I like comes to pick me up and hold my hand. I'm afraid that I'll get lost. I feel so happy." ——Continued from the above

Happiness, he is really happy now...

Looking back on the past, he was lucky. The director of the orphanage was kind and responsible, teaching them to walk on the right path. However, this love was divided into countless shares.

He always feels lonely in the middle of the night, with the cold wind swishing around him, and he can't feel happiness. Even if he leaves another world, he doesn't have much desire to go back. In fact, he really wants to close up here. Eyes, but not as he wished, but he is very glad that he came.

When I saw you for the first time, I didn’t have any special feelings except that you were amazing, but what happened later changed my mind directly. Love may start from desire.

After this communication, I got to know you bit by bit, duplicity is probably your biggest characteristic, sometimes I can always feel your hesitation, I want to give you time to think, but there will always be you who will leave him The feeling of going away, he was afraid, he was entangled, he didn't know what to do, until his friend pushed him and followed you thousands of miles away, on that day, he actually thought, this is the last time , if there is no result, he gives up.

The good thing is that you accepted it, and he vaguely felt that you had decided what to do, and he just silently put it in his heart, waiting for you to open your heart and tell him.

He is so happy. As long as he is together, he feels happy all the time. For the first time, he feels filled. With you, he has a colorful world.

But the happier he is, the more he feels that this is a fantasy. He is afraid that one day his happiness will be broken. He always wants to treat you well. He wants to treat you well. He wants to destroy you. He wants you to depend on him forever. He, the devil in his heart is beating around his ears like a shadow, asking him to lock you up, so that it will be his forever, but he didn't do it, he saw it, you talk and laugh happily at work, and you are awkward and shy in life Little cutie, how could he be willing.

You noticed his lack of self-confidence, you hugged him to comfort him, filled part of it, but it was still not enough, even so, he still smiled, he believed that time would fill his whole life with the happiness you brought him A heart, his favorite words, work hard to get everything you want.

.......

"Star? Hello? Star? What are you thinking?"

An Zixing heard a worried voice, and his hazy eyes vaguely felt a hand dangling in front of his eyes. After his eyes gradually focused, the worried Tan Yeran caught in his eyes. He stared stupidly for a few seconds, A gust of wind blew in, which cleared his mind a little, and then he came back to his senses and said, "Ah, it's nothing, I was in a daze for a while," rubbing his temple with his right hand, "What's wrong?"

After finishing speaking, Tan Yeran carefully looked at An Zixing's demeanor suspiciously. He didn't feel anything wrong. He felt relieved at random, heaved a sigh of relief, raised his hand and gave An Zixing a brain pump, and said, "I found You're so caught up in your emotions that you don't realize we've reached the car."

An Zixing, who was a little dull, clutched his forehead being patted, and glanced at Tan Yeran aggrievedly, and found that he wasn't looking at him, so he looked around and realized that they had already arrived at the underground parking lot. After a while, he asked, "Of course, did you drive here by yourself?"

As soon as the words fell, I saw Xu Jie get off the driver's seat, walked quickly to the two of them, saw the two who were helping and being supported, and asked, "Mr. Tan, do you need my help to put An Mister help me in?"

I heard Tan Yeran flatly refuse, saying: "No need, he is a little sober now, he can follow me, let's get in the car."

The silly and cute An Zixing stood quietly beside Tan Yeran, listening to their conversation, his words didn't pass his mind at all, until he felt Tan Yeran pulling him forward, he followed, After being pushed down on the back seat, he sat in obediently. When Tan Yeran also got into the car, he immediately moved to the side, wrapped his arms around her, and hugged her honey tightly like a big bear. Talk about Yeran.

Tan Yeran felt the tightness in his waist, and he was a little panicked. He wanted to struggle to get away, but he didn't push, so he had no choice but to maintain this posture and return to the community.

About 20 minutes later, Xu Jie sent Tan Yeran and An Zixing downstairs to their house. When they entered the building, he whistled happily and went home from get off work.

When they got home, An Zixing just entered the door without slippers, but was grabbed by Tan Yeran. An Zixing looked at Tan Yeran suspiciously, and Tan Yeran looked at each other for a few times, and was immediately defeated. After getting out of battle, he shrugged his shoulders helplessly, pushed An Zixing to sit on the seat set up in the entrance, bent down and took off his shoes, and put on slippers for him, then let him get up, and supported him Go inside.

When they came to the living room, they pushed An Zixing onto the sofa and told him to sit obediently on the sofa and wait for him. An Zixing nodded obediently, spread out on the sofa, and waited quietly.

Tan Yeran took off his suit jacket, unbuttoned his cuffs, rolled up his sleeves, and came to the kitchen. For a moment, he was stunned, not knowing what to do. Then he took out his mobile phone and searched the browser for 'what's wrong with a drunk person? sober up? '

After looking at it for a few times, there was everything on the Internet, such as watermelon juice, apple juice, milk, etc. Finally, I glanced at the refrigerator, took out an apple, and planned to squeeze the apple juice with a juicer.

He first peeled the apples, but the final product was pitted. Seeing that he couldn't squeeze out much, he took out two more. After finishing, he squeezed out a glass of apple juice. He didn't clean up the leftovers on the table, and immediately went to An Zixing's Beside him, patted him gently and said: "Wake up, drink the juice before going to sleep."

An Zixing was woken up in a daze. Hearing the sound, he opened his eyes, looked at the cup in front of him, reached out and took it, drank it all in one gulp, then looked at Tan Yeran and waited for the next instruction.

Seeing this, Tan Yeran felt very surprised. He didn't expect An Zixing to be so obedient after being drunk. He did whatever he wanted. After taking the cup and putting it on the coffee table, he took An Zixing's hand and led him into the bedroom. Go and say as you go: "Follow me, I will lead you to the bedroom to sleep."

An Zixing followed obediently upstairs and came to the bedroom. He sat on the sofa in the bedroom and watched Tan Yeran walk up and down to get things. Finally, Tan Yeran took a wet towel and began to wipe An Zixing's face The cold towel made An Zixing's brain much clearer again, at least not dull anymore. He opened his eyes wide from the cold, took the towel immediately, and said, "I'm awake, I'm awake, I'll do the rest myself. Come on, this towel is too cold, I'm going to take a shower!"

Regarding this, Tan Yeran observed for a while, and confirmed that An Zixing was really sober, so he agreed to let him take a bath by himself, and said, "You go, I happen to be smelled of alcohol all over, I will return to my body." Go take a shower too."

After the two of them separated to take a shower, about 20 minutes later, An Zixing came out of the bathroom humming a ditty in high spirits, and knocked on Tan Yeran's room door slowly. He went downstairs to the living room, and vaguely heard movement in the kitchen, so he came to the kitchen, and saw Tan Yeran wearing home clothes and cleaning up the garbage in the kitchen.

Seeing this, An Zixing frowned slightly, and hastily walked into the kitchen, took away the trash bag from Tan Yeran's hand, and began to tidy it up, saying, "Of course, didn't I tell you not to enter the kitchen? What if I hurt your hand!"

Hearing this, Tan Yeran felt warm in his heart, knowing that the other party loved him, but he said, "I just squeezed an apple juice, it won't hurt my hands, and I love you, why can't I go into the kitchen Do something for you."

After finishing speaking, An Zixing burst out laughing. Tan Ye was puzzled and asked, "What are you laughing at? What did I say wrong?"

"How is it possible? You didn't say anything wrong. It's just that I saw you saying thoughtful words in a serious manner. It's a little interesting. Hehe, but I know you love me. Don't you have milk at home? Next time I will If you drink too much, just pour me a glass of milk, I don't need to squeeze any juice, I'm still afraid that you will hurt yourself," put down the garbage bag at hand, wiped his hands, took Tan Yeran's hands, and continued: "I know what you mean, but I hope that you will be well, and no injury will be close to you. Promise me, okay, I will handle other things in the kitchen except for taking things."

After finishing speaking, Tan Yeran was stunned. He felt that he was surrounded by a hot flame. He looked at the person in front of him and felt that he was being held in the palm of his hand. The bottom of his heart was sweet, as if he had eaten it. Sweetened honey, he slightly raised the corners of his lips and said, "Okay, that's what you said!"

"Yes, I said, believe me!"

Under the bright lights of An Zixing, the surrounding kitchen utensils will witness An Zixing's words year after year.

After a while, the two returned to the room, lay on the bed, and whispered.

An Zixing leaned into Tan Yeran's ear and complained: "Of course, let me tell you, you don't know. I took two hours to shoot a poster, and I didn't exhaust myself. It shows that celebrities are really bad." When."

"Um...."

"Also, I still need to put on makeup. My God, my face is covered with layers of smudges. It's really, really scary. After this show is over, I won't blurt out any more promises!"

"..."

An Zixing could hear Tan Yeran's echo at first, but gradually he stopped hearing it. He looked down and found Tan Yeran's sleeping face. After staring at it for a while, he smiled, "Good night." , of course, I wish you a good dream, preferably with me in the dream, hehe..."

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After An fell asleep, Tan opened his eyes again, looked at An's sleeping face for a while, and said, "Narcissism".