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"It's okay." Su Lesheng shook his head, put down his hand on his abdomen, and the thought of going to his classmate to borrow medicine suddenly disappeared without a trace.

Liang Song's reaction was much faster than he imagined: "Do you have an upset stomach?"

"No."

"Your lips are white, don't be brave."

Liang Song didn't give Su Lesheng another chance to refute, walked into the dormitory without any explanation, took a small plastic bag and stuffed it into Su Lesheng's hand while he said "what are you doing in the middle of the night" in a daze.Su Lesheng looked down and saw a box of stomach medicine, two warm patches and a can of eight-treasure porridge inside.

"Make do with something before taking the medicine, remember to heat it up first."

Liang Song's voice was very low and light, if Su Lesheng didn't listen carefully, he would definitely think it was just a breeze blowing by his ears.

For some reason, he didn't look at Su Lesheng when he said this.

"You take this back." Su Lesheng took out the box of medicine and held it in his hand, and handed back the rice pudding and warm stickers as they were.He thanked Liang Song for his help, but if it wasn't for Liang Song's inexplicable admission to the Capital University, and his stomach ache so unbearable at the moment, there would be no need for the current conversation between them.

"Take it, you will feel even more uncomfortable if you take the medicine on an empty stomach." Liang Song was almost begging him, using the same tone that he begged him to drink more porridge and sleep more, don't embarrass himself two years ago.

"I really don't need it." The feeling of irritability came up again.Su Lesheng stuffed the bag into Liang Song's arms with a big movement, and pushed the heavy eight-treasure porridge jar into Liang Song's right arm.

"Well!"

"What's wrong, did it hurt you?"

Su Lesheng became nervous for a moment, and subconsciously went to Liang Song's side to hold his arm.

Liang Song looked up at him, with a flattered smile in his deep black eyes: "A little bit."

cheated again.

Why are you still thinking about lying to yourself at this time?The feeling of stomachache doubled the grievance in Su Lesheng's heart.He grabbed the medicine and closed the door with his backhand and entered the dormitory. The next day when he packed his textbooks and went out, he saw Liang Song standing in the corridor.

"Good morning, senior."

Liang Song was wearing a white T-shirt and simple jeans underneath. He exuded the youthful air that Su Lesheng loved so much in the past: "Are you going to the Wenke Building? Can you take me a way? Unfamiliar."

"I ride a bike without a back seat."

Su Lesheng didn't understand that Liang Song passed by overnight as if nothing had happened. On second thought, maybe he didn't take casual deception seriously at all, and didn't want to break it with him, so he hung a plastic bag on the He closed the door and left.

"elder brother."

The sun is shining today.Liang Song looked at the back of Su Lesheng leaving in a hurry and the redness of his ears that he didn't realize, and smiled.

"You lied, you obviously still like me."

During the communication class, Su Lesheng's cell phone vibrated as expected.

L: Thank you senior for the medicine.

L: [picture. 】

The picture is of the pain relief sticker that Su Lesheng hung on his door in the morning.Su Gui bought it for him before school started, saying that he was afraid that he would go out with his seniors and sisters to run the news like before, and there would be no emergency.Before he had time to unpack it, he only gave it to Liang Song to repay the other party's favor.But he knew that if he replied to Liang Song like this, he would definitely misunderstand.

For the first time since entering school, Su Lesheng lost his mind in the class of the academic goddess of their school. After thinking about it for a long time, he decided to pretend that he didn't see Liang Song's news, and by the way, set the conversation with the other party as Do Not Disturb.

But the news was Do Not Disturb, but Su Lesheng couldn't stop Liang Song from knocking on the door of his dormitory twice in three days, and the reasons were so legitimate that he couldn't find any faults.Either "senior, do you know where the meal card recharge point is?" or "senior, the teacher explained a concept in class that I don't quite understand, can you explain it to me".

He came here too frequently and with too obvious purpose. After a few days, Su Lesheng's roommate laughed when he saw Liang Song coming to knock on the door: "Xiao Song, why don't you keep the senior in your pocket, and ask questions anytime."

"Stop making fun of me."

Liang Song stood at the door of the dormitory and smiled a little embarrassedly, with a lock of soft hair hanging on his forehead, looking extremely obedient.

"Internet populism, Mr. Wu explained this concept very seriously in class, if you don't understand it, it means you didn't listen carefully."

Su Lesheng walked out of the dormitory with his textbooks in his arms, and when he passed by Liang Song, he felt the breath of the people around him visibly paused.

Su Lesheng's footsteps stopped for an imperceptible fraction of a second, and he didn't look at him.

"Lesheng, can I ask you a question?"

Because it was afternoon and the way to the library was very quiet, Shu Min looked at the spot of light falling on Su Lesheng's shoulder from between the leaves of the street trees, and suddenly spoke.

"what happened?"

"What's the relationship between you and that junior?" Shu Min pretended to be casual and asked, but between the lines he couldn't help revealing the taste of mind.

"We are only……"

"Maybe you think you just know each other, but he is obvious to you..." Shu Min simply stopped hiding, "Does he like you?"

Su Lesheng's hand holding the textbook tightened.

"What he thinks is his business, it has nothing to do with me."

"Then do you have someone you like?"

Shu Min blurted out.Su Lesheng was startled, not knowing how to answer this question for a while.

He lowered his head absently under Shu Min's eager eyes, and suddenly saw a familiar figure faintly hidden in the shadow of trees on the concrete floor.

"……No."

"then you……"

"I don't want to think about these things now." Su Lesheng adjusted his breathing, he said this not only for the person hiding in the shade of the tree, but also for Shu Min.Thanks to Jiang Hao's reminder, otherwise he really wouldn't have discovered that his senior had such feelings for him, "I won't think about it for a long time in the future."

Shu Min was silent.

He stood on the spot and looked at Su Lesheng, the disappointment that he had tried his best to conceal was still evident in his eyes, and he said after a while, "I understand."

"I suddenly remembered that there are still some things I haven't done." Su Lesheng glanced at the tree behind him again, "Go to the library first, go to dinner after reviewing, don't wait for me."

"Lesheng, are you..."

"I'm really in trouble." Su Lesheng smiled at him, "Nothing else."

"Okay then." Shu Min forced a smile, turned around and left.

Su Lesheng didn't speak until he saw his back disappearing at the end of the boulevard.

"Come out."

"I didn't follow you on purpose, it's really just a coincidence." Liang Song walked up to Su Lesheng and held up the two books in his hands. Su Lesheng recognized that they were borrowed from the library by his roommate two weeks ago, "I'm going to replace Chen Lin The senior returns the book."

"I didn't ask you this." Su Lesheng interrupted Liang Song distractedly, calling his name for the first time, "Liang...Song Qingheng."

"It's okay, you can call me whatever you want." Liang Song smiled, his eyes were full of the gentleness of a big dog that Su Lesheng was familiar with, "Can you let me say something first? Lesheng, don't be angry. "

"I never get angry."

"Then let's start over. I like you, and you like me too. I can tell from your eyes." Liang Song's voice lowered, "Please."

God knows how much Su Lesheng wanted to hear Liang Song confess to him like this, his heart twisted.Now he has finally fulfilled his long-cherished wish more than two years ago, but he only feels irony, and feels empty in his heart.

God is really good at teasing people. The things arranged for you often come too early or too late, leaving you empty-handed and injured all over.

"I think you may not have heard what I said to Senior Shu just now." Su Lesheng took two steps back, his voice revealed a sense of fatigue and indifference, "I don't plan to fall in love now, and I don't have anyone in my heart. It bothers me to keep chasing after him.”

Liang Song was stunned.

A moment later, a bitter self-deprecating smile rose from the corner of his lips.

"But you clearly promised me. When I was injured and fell into the sea, you said that you would start over with me...you lied to me."

"Because I really thought you were going to die then!"

Su Lesheng didn't understand why Liang Song dared to mention that incident back then, how he dared to say that he lied to him: "Do you know how much pain I felt after you 'died'? I have been feeling guilty almost every day for the past two years Yes, have you ever visited your cemetery? I will visit your grave every weekend and bring you flowers. I am afraid that you will be lonely, so I will sit in front of your grave and tell you the recent events one by one. As a result, you ..."

"Who is lying? What do you take me for? You fucking make me feel like a fool, you know!"

It's really embarrassing, almost all the tears and swearing in Su Lesheng's life were dedicated to Liang Song.With red eyes, he turned his head away, shook off Liang Song like an electric shock and stretched out to hold his hand.

"Le Sheng, don't cry, can you listen to my explanation? I..."

"You only want to explain to me when you think it's appropriate. When you don't want to explain, even if I cut my heart out, you won't say a word." The tears were so embarrassing that Su Lesheng couldn't help raising his hand Rubbing the corners of his eyes, "I'm tired and scared, who knows if what you said is true or not?"

"You're right, I used to like you, very much, really."

This may be the first and last time Su Lesheng confides his heartfelt words to Liang Song.He will never be able to love someone so sincerely and passionately like Liang Song.It was precisely because of this sincerity and enthusiasm that he was hurt so deeply.

He also admitted the injury, he didn't blame anyone, but why did Liang Song rush to stab him in the heart?

"But any relationship will change, not to mention I don't... I don't like you as much as you imagined."

Su Lesheng almost forced himself to finish this sentence.Then, like a stone thrown into a bottomless cliff, there was a panic-stricken silence.

"I understand." It took a while before Liang Song seemed to accept this reality.He spoke hoarsely, his eyes were full of hurt emotions, "I have no chance, do I?"

Su Lesheng should have said "yes", but seeing Liang Song's pitiful expression, his heart suddenly tugged, and he couldn't say what he wanted to say.

He turned around and left, hearing Liang Song's anxious voice behind him.

"Then can we still be friends? Just friends."

"As long as you can clearly distinguish the boundaries between friends, it's fine." After Su Lesheng finished speaking, he left as if fleeing, leaving Liang Song standing alone, with only his own shadow to accompany him.

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Don't worry, this friend will definitely make it to bed (?ω?)