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Su Lesheng had a dream.

He dreamed that his hands became very small, too small to protect his mother, let alone himself.The only thing he can do is to nest in the corner, tightly clutching the needle and the pink injection in his hand, listening to the frightening curses and growls of the man from Su Lan's bedroom next door, and the weeping voice of the woman. cry.

A spider writhed feebly on the dusty ground.Su Lesheng stared at it, and suddenly heard a loud "bang" from his bedroom door.

He was startled, subconsciously put the hand holding the injection behind his back, and looked at the man standing at the door.

"Little bastard, I knew you were the one who hid the things!" The man, with his fat upper body naked and shorts tied loosely around his waist, said, "Take it out, or your legs will be smashed!"

Su Lesheng shrank back against the wall, pretending not to hear the man's words.

He was still staring at the spider seriously.The wind blown by the door just now seemed to have exhausted its last sliver of life. It lay there belly up, its limbs stiff and motionless.

"Damn it, play dead with me!" The man got anxious, picked up the slippers scattered on the ground and walked towards Su Lesheng.

"Brother Zhao!"

Su Lan chased after the man, and hugged him tightly the moment he raised his hand: "Why are you so angry with the child, he just swears if he doesn't understand, I'll teach him for you, huh?"

"Come on, how much has this kid done to my father? I must beat him to death today!"

The man roughly tried to break Su Lan's arm, but she refused to let go, holding the man's arms like two strong branches.

"You want to protect the calf, right? OK!"

The thick soles of the slippers fell on Su Lan's body, and the crisp sound of "pop" echoed in the empty room. Even the dead spider on the ground seemed weak and shook a few times.

"Don't hit my mother!"

Su Le stood up vigorously from the ground, and looked up at the man who was like a mountain.

Almost every cell in his body was clamoring to run away quickly, but his rationality told him not to hide, let alone cry.

He wants to protect his mother, tears will only make the other party despise him.

"Go outside and do your homework, it's none of your business here!"

Panting, Su Lan yelled at Su Lesheng through her long hair scattered in front of her.

"Bring it!"

The man pushed Su Lan away, and roughly opened Su Lesheng's fingers.The needle that had been used several times was only roughly wrapped in newspaper, and a long bloodstain was drawn on Su Lesheng's palm while being pulled.

"Lesheng!"

"What's it called!"

The man patted Su Lan on the head, dragged her out by pulling her hair.

"mom!"

Su Lesheng didn't care about the blood on his hands, and rushed towards the man recklessly, but was kicked in the chest by him.

His small back bumped against the corner of the bed behind him, and his bones clicked horribly.

The door slammed shut in front of him, blocking out the faint sunlight outside.

Warm tears finally burst out from the corners of his eyes uncontrollably.It took Su Lesheng a long time to come back to his senses, he wiped his face indiscriminately, and reached out to touch his chest and back.

He didn't feel any pain, but his viscera seemed to be put into a rapidly spinning washing machine, making him want to vomit.

In the next bedroom, Su Lan's cries and screams soon reappeared.Different from just now, this time Su Lan's voice carried a bit of involuntary madness and joy.

Su Lesheng knew that the medicine had taken effect.

He bit his lips and closed his eyes, almost imagining the pink potions rushing through Su Lan's veins, gnawing at her sanity.He couldn't do anything but wrap himself in the quilt and pray that he would grow up quickly.

That way I can protect my mother and myself...

The smell of rust between the lips and teeth became stronger and stronger, and it took some time before the movement next door stopped.The sound of the man slamming the door made the whole house tremble.

Su Lesheng stumbled to the door of Su Lan's bedroom, and shouted through the wide open door: "Mom!"

"Who asked you to come here!"

Su Lan's voice sounded in the messy room.In the next second, a plastic cup hit the ground at Su Lesheng's feet.

He was startled, and hid in his bedroom. After hearing the rustling noise for a while, Su Lan's figure appeared in the dim living room full of debris.

Su Lesheng walked out cautiously, looking at her thin profile.The tossing and tossing just now seemed to have exhausted her soul, making her look tired and numb. After a while, she looked at Su Lesheng blankly and asked hoarsely, "Does it hurt?"

"No pain!"

After being beaten severely by another tall man, Su Lesheng's pain disappeared.He didn't know why, he just thought it was a good thing.

That way he'll be stronger and sure to be able to protect mom soon.

"Are you in pain? I'll give you a whirr." Su Lesheng wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and touched Su Lan's sleeve.

But her hand was knocked off with a "snap".

"Mom, you..."

"What time is it?" Su Lan asked without seeming to hear what Su Lesheng said.

"Next, three o'clock in the afternoon."

Su Lesheng looked at the wall clock placed in the corner.The glass on the clock face was smashed by a forgotten man, and the pointer was walking "tap-tap" naked outside, looking so helpless.

"Oh." Su Lan responded, pulled down her sleeves to cover the blood-stained needle holes, took out a watch and bag from the mess, pulled up her slippers and walked to the door.

"Mom, where are you going!" Su Lesheng staggered after her.

"I'm looking for someone surnamed Zheng." Su Lan said as if talking to herself, and looked at Su Lesheng in a daze just before closing the door.

"Be good when I'm not at home, and don't open the door when someone comes, and don't make a sound."

Su Lesheng is really good.

He hasn't said a word at home since his mother left.The next day, several men knocked on the door aggressively. He was terrified, but he still gritted his teeth and pretended that there was no one at home.

In the end those men didn't come in, Su Lesheng thought, mother would praise him for being good when she found out.

But why hasn't mom come back yet?

Su Lesheng couldn't reach the calendar on the wall, so he drew a line on the notebook, Su Lan left for a day and he drew a line.In the end, there were more than 20 ways in the book.

There was nothing else to eat at home, so Su Lesheng ate the loose biscuits brought back from work by Su Lan.At the beginning, he restrained himself from eating, for fear that Su Lan would lose his temper when he saw the biscuit when he got home, but no matter how restrained he was, the biscuit still bottomed out.

He was hungry and frightened, his eyes went black, and he thought he was going to die.

Doesn't mom know what he's doing?Why is he like this, and she hasn't come back yet?

Is it because he is really bad, and mother doesn't want him anymore?

Strong despair enveloped Su Lesheng.He struggled to climb to the balcony, hopelessly hoping to see Su Lan's figure walking towards him in the next second.

The afterglow of the setting sun enveloped the earth warmly, and there was a pleasant sound of bicycle bells in my ears.

"Xiaolan, are you off work?"

"Yeah, come back and cook for Le Sheng and his father."

Su Lan's figure in the factory's light green work clothes and riding a bicycle came into Su Lesheng's eyes.

Her smooth black hair was neatly combed into a ponytail, and her fair cheeks were flushed after exercise.

"Mommy mommy--"

When she came back, Su Lesheng knew that his mother would not abandon him.He grabbed the balcony railing and shouted excitedly.

"Lesheng! Mom made you sweet and sour pork ribs from the factory cafeteria!"

Su Lan lifted a plastic bag from the car basket, looked up at Su Lesheng and smiled while riding the bike: "Are you good today, did you read a book at home?"

"Have!"

Su Lesheng answered very loudly.He felt warm and heavy from his heart to his whole body, wishing that Su Lan would fly to him right now.

"Mom, ride faster, come back quickly, I..."

"Why are you crying?"

Su Lan frowned, stopped the car and raised her head worriedly: "Did you get bullied when Mom was away?"

Yes, when she was not around, he was bullied a lot.Su Lesheng's tears rolled down more violently, and he suddenly found that his trembling throat could not make a sound, and the feeling of fear was overwhelming——

That's right, he couldn't speak after his mother left, and he was called "Little Dumb" wherever he went, and looked at with pity or contempt.

The next second he realized this fact, he found that the world in front of him was fading and becoming fragmented at a lightning speed, including Su Lan's smiling face.

His feet were empty, and he fell from a beautiful dream, his heartbeat seemed to jump out of his throat.

"Lesheng, Lesheng, what's the matter with you?" A familiar voice asked eagerly in his ear, but Su Lesheng couldn't remember who he was no matter what.

"Ha ha……"

Su Lesheng panted heavily, opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw the faint light of the desk lamp in the dark night.

"you're awake?"

A familiar voice came from the corner, and Su Lesheng was completely awakened in an instant.He followed the sound and saw that Liang Song was sitting in the corner beside the bed with his knees hugged, with vague joy in his eyes.

Why is he here?

Su Lesheng subconsciously backed away with the quilt in his arms, his back covered in cold sweat touched the cold headboard of the bed, and flinched a bit.

"I'm sorry, I saw that you had a key in your schoolbag, so I took the liberty to bring you in." As if knowing what Su Lesheng was thinking at the moment, Liang Song didn't dare to move, carefully raised his eyes to observe his expression, "I wanted to I took you to my place, but the air in the basement is not good, I'm afraid you will feel more uncomfortable."

"I didn't do anything else, really, don't worry."

[I didn't say anything, why are you so nervous? 】

Of course Su Lesheng knew that Liang Song hadn't done anything, and seeing his hurried explanation, he felt a little bit sorry.

[Is the floor not cold? 】

"A little bit." Liang Song smiled and stood up, keeping a distance of more than ten centimeters from Su Lesheng in the small space.

Su Lesheng looked at that distance and then at Liang Song, without "saying" anything.

Most of the cold sweat on my body disappeared after waking up, and the unbearable heat also disappeared.Su Lesheng rolled up his sleeves and took a look belatedly.

There was a small pinhole on the inside of the elbow of his right arm, and a spot of dried blood stood on it.

He glanced at Liang Song.

"The way you looked just now... I happened to be wearing an inhibitor, so I gave you a shot."

[Why do you have inhibitors on you? 】

"I bought it before."

[What are you buying this for? 】

"in case."

Su Lesheng was silent.

Liang Song is a Beta, and he carries the inhibitor with him in case of "just in case", which is self-evident.

Su Lesheng considers himself to be a considerate person, without his mother's care for ten years, he has lived well.But the appearance of Liang Song seemed to have broken the delicate balance in Su Lesheng's life. He had considered everything for Su Lesheng, even if he didn't have much money, he had to save it to buy inhibitors and food for Su Lesheng...

With the development of the matter now, Su Lesheng felt that it was not as simple as how much money he owed Liang Song.

He can't afford it.