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Aunt Zhang?

Su Lesheng was taken aback.

【What did she say? 】

"Let me introduce someone to you." Su Gui's smile was a little more ambiguous, with an expression of "you kid doesn't understand anything".

Introducing... what?Su Lesheng didn't react for a moment.

"You just don't get the hang of it."

Seeing that Su Lesheng really didn't understand Aunt Zhang's subtext, Su Gui shook her head helplessly: "Otherwise, why would they mention Zhang Lin to you over and over again? I've met that kid. He's twenty this year. He's an Alpha, and he's quite honest. , looks energetic... Lesheng?"

【I am listening. 】

After Su Guilian yelled at him a few times, Su Lesheng realized that he was distracted.

He licked his bitter lips, subconsciously reached into his trouser pocket, and held a piece of metal that was warmed by body heat.

[I don't want to think about those things now. 】

"It's almost eighteen and I don't want to think about it. When are you going to think about it, and then think about it when you're eighty?" Su Gui was a little anxious, and tapped the table twice with her index finger, "It's fine if you were a Beta like me before, but you Now being an omega, I'm really worried about..."

[It's late, let's go to bed first. ] Su Lesheng didn't want to continue this topic.

"What's the matter with you child? I know you want to study hard. It's not too late to study after you get married. After all, you are an Omega, and it will be easier to study and live with the mark." Su Gui persuaded her earnestly while sighing, and changed her mind. After thinking about it, I felt something was wrong, "Oh, you don't have someone you like at school, do you?"

【No! 】

Su Lesheng interrupted Su Gui with a big movement, and pushed the chair to stand up [I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep first. 】

"Sleep back to sleep, you should think about what I said." Su Gui looked at the back of him who was almost fleeing, and shook his head.

The night was deeper.

Summer nights in the mountains are much cooler than in the city, and you can feel the coolness without turning on the air conditioner.Su Lesheng turned over amidst the disturbing sounds of insects and frogs, and slapped a mosquito stuck to his calf to death.

He couldn't sleep, his aunt's words "Do you have someone you like?"

God knows how much he wanted to answer "yes, but it's impossible for me and him".

Feeling sour for a while, Su Lesheng looked at the rose-gold metal female watch in his hand with the moonlight leaking in from the window.The time on the pointer always stops at [-]:[-] in the afternoon, which may be the time when it accompanied Su Lan to sleep in the ground ten years ago.

Su Lesheng recalled the early morning when he set off back to his hometown, he was woken up by the cold feeling on his wrist.

"woke up?"

Liang Song's voice sounded beside him, and Su Lesheng heard a slight "click" on his wrist.

He wanted to open his eyes to see what Liang Song had done to his hands, but he couldn't open his eyes that had been covered with tears all night.

"Don't rush to open it, look up."

Liang Song gently supported the back of Su Lesheng's head with one hand, covered his face with a warm towel and applied it for more than half a minute: "Okay."

The dry tears at the corners of his eyes were melted away, Su Lesheng opened his eyes, and saw a rose gold ladies' metal watch on his left wrist.

It is Su Lan's relic.

When the policemen from the criminal police brigade handed it over to Su Lesheng yesterday, they had actually roughly cleaned it up, leaving only mud stains and rust on the watch strap and dial that hadn't been cleaned.Now it is as bright as new, and Su Lesheng feels that it is exactly the same as the day Su Lan left.

"The movement of the watch can't be repaired, just wear it like this, it's just a thought... What's wrong with you?"

【nothing. 】

I just want to cry again.Su Lesheng pressed the hot eye sockets, and looked at the watch on his wrist facing the sun. The thin strap was buckled on the wrist bone. For a moment, he felt like Su Lan's hand was holding him [Why did you think of doing this for me? of? 】

"My sister has been away for so many years, how do you think I survived?" Liang Song smiled, with a trace of bitterness and sadness that only Su Lesheng could understand in his smile, "I can't dream of her, and when I miss her, I only To be able to take her stuff out and look, and delude myself into thinking she hasn't left yet."

【is that useful? 】

"The time I can fool myself is getting shorter and shorter." Liang Song's eyes darkened for a moment, and he deliberately raised his tone, patted Su Lesheng on the shoulder, and took the hair tie to tie up his hair for him, " Get up and brush your teeth, I will accompany you to the bus station."

Su Lesheng sat up obediently, and couldn't help asking Liang Song in sign language after brushing his teeth.

【Your sister's thing, what is it? 】

"You want to know?" Liang Song was serving a meal, and he paused when he heard this.

【Um. 】

Su Lesheng had no intention of provoking Liang Song's scars, he just couldn't help wanting to know Liang Song better.It seems that as long as this is the case, there will be a little more connection between the two.

Su Lesheng thought that Liang Song would refuse, but he went to the sofa and opened his schoolbag, and took out a small black bag the size of a palm.

Inside the small bag was a silver chain, with two fingernail-sized silver squares hanging from it, like the zodiac pendants that many people give to children, but the pattern is not clear.

Su Lesheng glanced at Liang Song asking for advice.

Liang Song pursed his lips, and put the chain directly into Su Lesheng's palm.

"When I was young, my sister and I each had one, and this belonged to her." Liang Song sat on the armrest of the sofa and handed one of them to Su Lesheng. He finally saw that it was a tiger-shaped pattern, "After she left, press the It is customary to burn all her belongings, but I secretly removed her pendant and hung it with mine."

"The people who came to help with the funeral said that all the relics have not been taken away, and the dead will not rest in peace." Liang Song looked at the pendant in Su Lesheng's hand, and there was a gloomy and hoarse voice that he had never heard before, "But they I don’t know, she didn’t rest in peace.”

【why? 】

Su Lesheng's heart skipped a beat, and he asked subconsciously.

Liang Song didn't answer.He reached out and fiddled with the chain of the pendant, a thin layer of mist welled up in his dark eyes.

So Su Lesheng couldn't bear to ask.He turned the pendant in his hand and saw the word "Xu" engraved on the back. The back of Liang Song's hand was a little blurry, as if engraved with a...

[Is this the word "Xing" or "Yan"? 】

"neither."

Liang Song seemed to come back to his senses suddenly, reached out and took the pendant and stuffed it into the small bag: "It's getting late, go and brush your teeth."

Su Lesheng was pushed into the bathroom by Liang Song in a daze, and when he was squeezing toothpaste on the toothbrush with fried hair, he saw the skylight reflected from the watch on his wrist.

Liang Song is really good, he thought.

From last night until now, Liang Song never said a word to persuade Su Lesheng to "sorrow and make peace", instead he has been comforting him by revealing his scars.

It is most effective for the comforted person to feel that he and he are "sick and sympathetic", but Su Lesheng knows that it must be painful for Liang Song to do so.

Su Lesheng felt that he would never meet someone who was willing to expose his scars for himself again in his life.His heart was sourly bubbling like being soaked in soda, but the scene that Jiang Hao had described to himself appeared before his eyes again without warning.

Many years later, Liang Song showed up at the class reunion with his beautiful Omega wife and lovely children.

At that time, will he treat his wife and children as well as he treats himself now, and will he understand them as he understands himself?

Conversely, if he saw himself and others... how would he feel?

A burst of fluffy clouds blocked the cold moonlight, Su Lesheng lay on the bed in his hometown and sighed.

He really wanted to talk to Liang Song.

But when I opened WeChat, I didn't know what to say. I seemed to have a lot to say, but when I thought about it, I didn't have much to say.Su Lesheng's fingers tapped on the keyboard for a long time, but nothing came out in the end.

This is really stupid.Su Lesheng raised his hand to rub his hot cheeks, and was about to turn off the phone and force himself to sleep, when something flashed before his eyes.

Taking a closer look, it turned out that it was Liang Song's dialog box, with the words "typing" jumping up.

Su Lesheng's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.He turned over and covered his head with a towel, waiting for news from Liang Song in the darkness.

But he waited for 5 minutes, nothing.

Su Lesheng couldn't bear it anymore.He threw off the towel and sat up, taking a big gulp of fresh air while sending Liang Song a WeChat message.

Su: Are you asleep?

Liang Song replied almost instantly.

L: No.

Su: Have you finished your homework today?Is it time to memorize it?

L: I've finished everything, but I can't solve a big math problem.

For some reason, Su Le suddenly wanted to hear Liang Song's voice.

Without thinking about it, he made a voice call to Liang Song.

"Hey?"

The phone was picked up quickly, and Liang Song's voice sounded a little hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time in bed, but with a little surprise: "What's the matter?"

Also, I've never called him before, so it's strange to be like this all of a sudden.

Su Lesheng had a slight fever on his face, and he sent Liang Song a message with the tip of his tongue against his teeth.

Su: Didn't you say that you can't do it if you have a problem?

Su: Make it clear on the phone.

"Then wait."

There was a soft rustling sound from Liang Song's side. From the sound, he should have got up from the bed, and turned on the light with a "snap" sound: "The teacher sent out yesterday's paper with the second last big question and the second small question. Send you a photo."

The question that Liang Song didn't know was actually very simple, just add an auxiliary line and you're done.It took Su Lesheng 10 minutes to solve it, holding the phone in his hand, not knowing what to "say".

Liang Song didn't speak, just remained silent, Su Lesheng felt that he must have heard the insects and dogs barking from his side.

In fact, it's fine not to talk.Su Lesheng listened to Liang Song's breathing, and his heartbeat became more and more abnormal.

But he was afraid that Liang Song would think he was weird, so he thought for a long time and sent the other party a WeChat message.

Su: Are you in a hurry to hang up?

"Not urgent."

The tip of Liang Song's tongue touched the top teeth on the other side of the phone.He pushed Zhang Peng's body pillow aside, lay down on the sofa, and looked at the halo of fluorescent light on the ceiling.

From the string of "typing" just now to the inexplicably silent phone call right now, there is always a sticky smell of jasmine lingering in Liang Song's nose, and "gurgling" come out in strings that are hard to come by. Express your nostalgia and thoughts.

Liang Song felt that Su Lesheng's ears must be red now.His heart felt hot, and he hooked his fingers in the void, deluding himself into imagining that it was hooking Su Lesheng's delicate earlobe.

"Brother, can't you sleep?"

Su: Not bad.

Su Lesheng really couldn't sleep.He thought for a while, rambling on and on without words.

Su: Are you used to living in the new place?

"Well, I'm used to it."

Liang Song lied.After he returned to the place where he and Zhang Peng lived, there was hardly a night without insomnia, and when he finally closed his eyes, Su Lesheng's figure kept pouring into his dreams.When I woke up, the back of my neck and lower abdomen were hot.

He knew he shouldn't, especially at a time like this.

But just like getting an addict to completely quit the drug that made him addicted, the more you stay away from it, the more painful it will be.

"Brother." Liang Song sighed and called Su Lesheng.

Su: I am here.

"It's okay, I just called you."

He couldn't say what he wanted to say in his heart, so Liang Song could only remain silent, not realizing that his breathing was a little heavier than before.

Su: It's better to hang up. You still have class tomorrow.

The subtle atmosphere spread along the phone signal, Su Lesheng typed this sentence dizzily, hesitated for a long time before clicking send.

"It's okay, I'll stay with you for a while."

Su: It's better to hang up.

"It's okay to say."

Su Lesheng didn't respond this time.

Because he hung up the phone directly, staring at the phone screen in a daze in the deep night.

He didn't quite understand why he hung up the phone suddenly, maybe he was afraid of letting the situation develop, and he couldn't imagine what he would do without thinking about it.

For example, he told Liang Song that he was going on a blind date, but he didn't want to see that person at all, he always liked Liang Song.

Su Le let out a deep breath, threw the phone aside, was turned over while holding the towel, opened his eyes and waited until the light fish belly lighted up from the window, and the chickens in the backyard stretched their necks and barked several times.