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Su Lesheng's home was almost destroyed by "pink cherry blossoms".He was too young when his father died of drug addiction, but he will never forget how Su Lan was tortured by drug addiction, crying and begging himself to give her the medicine...

"careful!"

Liang Song's voice suddenly brought Su Lesheng back to reality.He looked down, and saw Liang Song's slender and broad hands covering his hand holding the handle of the kettle, leading him to put down the kettle.

"It's okay, I'll fix it." Liang Song pulled the rag hanging on the wall and wiped off the tea overflowing from the cup, "What's wrong with you? You've been absent-minded since just now."

Su Lesheng didn't answer.

He turned his head to look at Liang Song's dark eyes and the gentle smile on his lips.The sunlight hit Liang Song's three-dimensional side face with a breathtaking elegance.

Such a person, how could Su Lesheng connect him with addicts or drug dealers?

But facts are facts.Su Lesheng closed his eyes and took a deep breath, and decided to have a showdown with Liang Song.

[I saw what's in your bag. 】

"what?"

Liang Song asked back as if he didn't understand, but his eyes darkened.

[Don't play dumb, I've seen it all. 】Su Lesheng took a step in Liang Song's direction, and looked up into his eyes.

【Those two bottles in your bag are 'Pink Cherry Blossoms', right? 】

Liang Song was silent for a moment.

"……Correct."

【Have you used it? 】Su Lesheng sign language almost eagerly.

"No."

[That is for sale? 】

This time Liang Song didn't answer, but Su Lesheng got the answer from his silence.

Liang Song did not take drugs, and the situation was slightly better than Su Lesheng expected.He thought comfortingly, rubbing the space between his brows and forcing himself to calm down 【Liang Song, listen to me. 】

[You can't touch this kind of thing, I'll take you to the police. 】

Su Lesheng "said" that he was going to touch the phone in his pocket, but Liang Song held it down.

"Brother." Liang Song leaned over and looked at Su Lesheng pleadingly, lowering his voice, "Don't call the police, if I call the police, I'll be finished."

【Will not. 】

Su Lesheng's heart softened again, and he held Liang Song's hand comfortingly [You are dissatisfied, the police will not make things difficult for you. 】

"The police won't embarrass me, those people will." Liang Song didn't explain who "those people" were, and there was no need to explain.

Su Lesheng had dealt with them before and knew what it would be like to annoy them.

[Then let's find a way together, there will always be a way to get out of their hands. 】

He dragged Liang Song out of the kitchen, but was dragged back by Liang Song.

"I can't get away, really."

Liang Song twitched the corners of his lips, and smiled bitterly: "Brother, I know you are afraid. Don't worry, I won't hurt you."

This is not a matter of being involved or not being involved at all!

Su Lesheng shook off Liang Song's hand with a "snap".Tens of thousands of words came up and stuck in his throat. He had never hated himself so much for not being able to speak, not being able to tell Liang Song. If it was something else, he would be willing to accompany him up the knife mountain and down the frying pan, but this matter...

He couldn't imagine what it would be like if Liang Song confessed his good years in prison because of "Pink Cherry Blossom"; or if he couldn't resist its temptation and became addicted to drugs, and finally became its slave like his parents. A scene.

Strong fear and powerlessness entangled Su Lesheng tightly like a net.From his throat to his heart felt cold and tight, and he propped his hands on the wall to stabilize his mind.

【Liang Song, if you still take me for granted. 】

A sour and bitter feeling rose from his stomach, Su Lesheng felt dizzy for a while, and subconsciously waved away Liang Song's hand that came to help him.

[If you still treat me as an older brother, just listen to me. 】

"Brother" Liang Song called him in a low voice, with deep helplessness in his voice, "Don't do this, I won't hurt you if I say it, so why don't you just pretend that nothing happened?"

Su Lesheng raised his sore eyes to look at him, and couldn't believe what Liang Song said just now.

He used to think that there would be no one in the world who understood him better than Liang Song, but now...

"elder brother."

Liang Song called him again: "Did you hear what I said? Just pretend nothing happened. The money I earn from doing this can help you pay off your debts, okay?"

Su Lesheng's nausea got worse, but it wasn't physical.

He really couldn't hold back, he punched Liang Song's chin up.

A muffled "click" sounded in the cramped space.Liang Song clutched his chin and let out a low "hiss", he didn't hide or fight back, just stood there, the veins stretched on his temples and neck.

Su Lesheng looked down at his right knuckles, it was red, and the index finger and middle finger even scratched the skin.

Is it heavy?

Su Lesheng felt a little bit regretful that he didn't feel the pain and the attack was neither light nor heavy.He turned his head away, and raised his hand to wipe away the water that appeared involuntarily from the corner of his eyes.

[I can't pretend that nothing happened. 】

The tightness in his chest made him breathless, and even his sign language became intermittent.

[I will call the police. 】

[Either stay here and let me call the police, or get out of this door, from now on I will treat you as if I never knew you, you choose. 】

"elder brother."

Liang Song's voice was a little unsteady, and he pulled Su Lesheng's hand beggingly: "Don't do this, I..."

[You choose yourself, I don't want to repeat it again. 】Su Lesheng shook off his hand and leaned his back against the cold wall. The coolness seemed to spread into his body along the blood vessels and nerves, freezing his internal organs into an iron plate.

Liang Song was silent.

This silence lasted for too long, so long that Su Lesheng once thought that they would continue to stalemate endlessly amidst the loud cicadas and the sound of cars outside the window.

but.

After an unknown amount of time, Liang Song turned around and walked out of the kitchen, lifted the backpack containing "pink cherry blossoms" from the door, and put his knuckle hand on the doorknob.

Su Lesheng never imagined that Liang Song's choice would be like this.

"L..."

Su Lesheng looked at his back, and a vague syllable could not be restrained from his throat, but it finally turned into a choked sob.

Liang Song and him parted ways completely, for "pink cherry blossoms".

After leaning feebly by the door for a long time, Su Lesheng really realized this.

From now on he was alone again.Su Lesheng looked at the empty home, his heart ached like a knife, his eyes were wet, but there were no tears.

Destiny is really magical.Su Lesheng's heart fell to the bottom, and suddenly he felt like laughing again.

His mother, Su Lan, met a husband who was a drug addict.He was extremely careful not to repeat her mistake, but he almost capsized in the same ditch.

Su Lesheng took a deep breath to force himself to calm down, sat on the sofa and took out the high-heeled shoe from his bag, carefully examining the mottled black artificial leather surface.

When he was in his hometown, he didn't notice why there were so many deep and shallow scratches on the shoes?In Su Lesheng's memory, Su Lan has always cherished her shoes, and wiped them carefully with a damp cloth every time she came back from going out.

But he couldn't be sure that these scratches were made by Su Lan during his lifetime. What if he was caught by fish in the pond for so many years... Can fish chew shoes like this?

Su Lesheng couldn't figure it out, and his temples began to swell again.He dragged out the iron box under the bed, and just as he was about to put his shoes in, he saw the USB flash drive he had forgotten last time.

After a few minutes.

Su Lesheng sat on the floor of the bedroom, plugged the USB flash drive into the radio he borrowed from Lao Li, and pressed the play button.

The deafening background noise came from the radio speaker, startling Su Lesheng, and he quickly turned the volume control knob back.

A low-pitched cry sounded without warning behind the background noise, accompanied by bursts of screaming and panting from a woman.

"Damn, keep your voice down!"

a man cursed.His voice is very young, as if he hasn't even fully passed the voice change period, with a rough feeling.

In the next second, two crisp applause sounded in the recording.

"Fuck, this is a fucking chaste woman," another man said.His voice was so low that it sounded a little weak.

"Chaste ass!" The man who spoke just now—or the young man said "bah", "This **** doesn't shed tears when he sees the coffin, and when the medicine comes up, isn't it the same as crying and begging for someone to fuck?"

There was a rustling sound, as if he took something out of his clothes.

"Brother, you are..."

"Semi-finished product, I stole it from my dad's study." The young man said in a "click" noise, "I've wanted to try something new for a long time."

"Semi-finished product?" The man with a weak voice said "ah" in surprise, and said cautiously, "We can't use it without authorization, right?"

"Wang Hongde, don't you die with a crow's mouth?" The young man raised his voice to cover the noise, and then laughed after cursing, "What are you worrying about, it's not your fucking turn."

"That's right, are you hard enough?" The other two men echoed, "But speaking of which brother, if you want to play Omega, Alan has plenty of them, why bother..."

"Alan's hands are stray cats and mangy dogs. In your eyes, I have such bad taste?"

A few "ding ding" sounds, it sounds like the young man smashed something: "Don't worry, I will take care of it alone if something happens."

The other three men fell silent.

A few seconds passed in a chilling silence, and then a much sharper cry pierced the air than at the beginning, accompanied by a few bangs, as if something had been knocked down by a woman under control.

Then her scream turned into a gasp.

The men laughed, and the sound of rustling and undressing, panting and rough growling was mixed together.

Suddenly, a scream shattered the lewd air.

"Fuck, something went wrong!"

"Quick, call someone!"

"What are you panicking about?" the young man cursed.He sounded like he was trying his best to keep calm, but his voice was still a little unsteady, "You, go and call a waiter, I'll contact my parents right away."

The others agreed, and not long after, there was a rush of footsteps not far away.

"Mr. Jin, what's your order?" The waiter came.Probably seeing the tragic situation in the room, he couldn't help but exclaim.

The recording stops here.

Su Lesheng's ears seemed to be filled with violent screams and panting.

He stared blankly at the radio that had returned to silence, and when he removed the USB flash drive, he found his hands were shaking.

As the sun was setting, the last ray of sunlight shone through the window on Su Lesheng's eyes, making him feel a strong dizziness.

The author has something to say:

Congratulations to Xiao Liang for officially entering the gate of the crematorium.