Reborn as King again

"I have never tortured you, Concubine Wen, it's because you think too much." He is still my He Wenliu, and he will always be by my side, "We agreed, we will never leave, you can't break your promise."

He Wenliu pursed her lips and looked at me with extremely complicated eyes. The words "never leave and never give up" contain too many words for us.He once kept this unilateral promise to me until his death. This was true in his previous life, not to mention that I treated him well in this life, so I think he will still stand silently behind me and always be there.

"Don't think too much," I held him in my arms very gently, "I won't do anything to you."

I just want to calm him down, no matter what happens, as long as he keeps his promise to me, I can tolerate it.This may be my wishful thinking, because He Wenliu in my arms was trembling non-stop, as if he was escaping or afraid.

"Concubine Wen, do you feel cold? Shall we go back to the house?" I asked for his opinion symbolically, and dragged him back into the hall without any explanation.

As soon as he stepped into the room, He Wenliu withdrew his hand suddenly, and silently stepped back a few steps, trying to distance himself from me.

"Concubine Wen?" I frowned slightly.

"What should I do..." He Wenliu wrapped his arms around his arms, huddled into a ball, squatted on the floor, and murmured, "I...I can't pass my test."

"Don't think too much," I walked in front of him, squatted on the ground with him, and stroked his thin shoulders, "This time it's my fault, I let you down, don't worry about me, okay? "

"Why do you say that?" He Wenliu raised his head and said stupidly: "I really want to poison you, why..."

"But I'm not dead," I didn't blame him at all, "I know you can't bear it." Holding his cold hand, I said softly, "Let's forget all of this and start over."

When He Wenliu heard this sentence, he could no longer suppress the depression in his heart, and it all burst out. He cried, crying loudly, crying heartbreakingly. I think he must have been suppressed a lot recently, and he knew it clearly Li Ji died, knowing that he had a miscarriage, but he had to pretend nothing happened in front of me and everyone, swallowing all the pain alone.

I hugged him and let him cry on my chest, hoping that he would forget after crying, and then continue to be my Concubine Wen, stay in Qingluan Palace, and continue to watch me silently from behind.

But this time I miscalculated, He Wenliu struggled to leave my embrace, he wiped the tears on his cheeks with his sleeve, but still couldn't help the tears welling up, he could only hear him sob intermittently: "Yes... I'm sorry, I...I can't do it, I really can't face you, I'm sorry..."

"Concubine Wen, don't talk nonsense." I wanted to stretch out my hand to pull him over, but unexpectedly he dodged abruptly.

"I'm not talking nonsense, I can't forget Ji'er's death," He Wenliu's voice was hoarse, his eyes were already red and swollen from crying, "I...I can't even...I can't even find the feeling of liking you back then, I have been asking myself why I am so persistent, why do I like you...I have been thinking about it for a long time, but I can't think of a source, I seem...I don't like you anymore, I...I..."

"Concubine Wen..."

"I don't want to be like this, I hate myself like this, I really want to like you, just like...just like before, secretly liking, secretly watching, but...but I really can't do it," He Wenliu said Sobbing, he said to himself, "Even staying under the same roof with you now makes me feel suffocated..., I... I'm sorry..." He Wenliu raised his head and looked straight into my eyes, " I don't want to hold on any longer, to make you fall in love..."

"Concubine Wen!" I put my hands on his shoulders and asked in disbelief, "What do you mean?!"

"I feel so tired, can you kill me? This way I won't be so tired," He Wenliu turned his head and said thoughtfully, "I don't want to be full of guilt when I face you. Son."

The heartbroken feeling that had just faded came back again, what does He Wenliu mean by this? !I have already said not to pursue it, I can tolerate him in everything, why does he still do this? !Compared with the previous life, I can't be better to him, but he wants to stay away from me? !Just for that Li Ji? !

Many things between me and He Wenliu are different from the previous life. In the previous life, I didn’t remember this person at all, but he missed me for nearly 30 years, and finally died by my side. I always thought that in this life, as long as I treat him Well, he will definitely love me even more desperately, and will give everything for me without reservation, but he didn't expect to run counter to my thoughts.

Does He Wenliu not love me as much as he did in his previous life?I don't think it's just that in his previous life he loved very purely, one-sidedly, and purely, but now, there are many other factors mixed in between us, such as family, imperial favor, and Li Ji.

"Concubine Wen, are you serious?" I asked lightly, "You hate me that much?"

He Wenliu lowered his head and didn't answer my words, just listened to him say without emotion: "How come, it is a waste of emotion to hate someone, and I really have no affection for you at all, I only hope that in the future Don't see you again, it will make me feel better."

We have been husband and wife for more than ten years, this is the most ruthless sentence He Wenliu said to me, okay, very good, this is the most special existence in my heart in my life? !I didn't expect that I really went astray.

I stood up and looked coldly at He Wenliu who was still squatting on the ground. I don't think I have any need to spend any more time with him. He Wenliu wants me to kill him. To be honest, I can't bear it, but the only thing I can do is It's just that she can't bear to kill him.I won't let him die, even if he doesn't love me anymore and doesn't want to see me anymore, I will hang his life, let him live well, and walk with me.

"Since that's the case, I won't talk nonsense with you. You can go to the cold palace and reflect on yourself." With my hands behind my back, I turned around and stopped looking at him, "When will you reflect on yourself and realize that you were wrong? , come to me, I will still forgive you, but I will not take the initiative to find you again."

"..."

I pushed open the door and told Wanfu who was guarding the door: "Take Yun'er to Qianlong Palace."

"Your Majesty!" He Wenliu exclaimed upon hearing this, wanting to take Yun'er away? !How can this work!Now all he has left is Yun'er!

I snorted coldly and squinted, "Did you just remember that there is still Yun'er? Why did you go long ago? Do you think a concubine who has been thrown into the cold palace is still qualified to raise a princess?" If He Wenliu is Yun'er Think about it, you won't say such cruel words to me, even if it's to deceive me, the emperor, isn't it?

"Concubine Wen, you have to live well for me if you stay in the cold palace." Before I left, I reminded him one last time, "If you let me know that you are dead, I will definitely let Yun'er accompany you. In this way, you may You can reunite with your dead children in the underworld."