Li Tingyan

"Miss Qin is right, Ah Zheng, let's go home."

Ye Xing also chased him out at some point, with a serious face, he took out a letter and handed it to Qin Du.

"Ah Zheng asked me to inquire about Horn's movements. Miss Qin, there is only so much our Ye Family can help you with."

Ye Zheng glared at Ye Xing, who came to be of no help, what does it mean to take out these things now?But Qin Du was stunned for a moment, took the letter and nodded slightly, and glanced at Ye Xing, the two seemed to have reached some kind of tacit agreement.Seeing Qin Du passing by him, Ye Zheng panicked, and was stopped by Ye Xing just as he was about to turn around.

"Second brother, why are you doing this! Didn't you come to help me?" Ye Zheng was about to cry, but Ye Xing, who had always spoiled her, was unmoved: "Ah Zheng, don't you understand? People from two worlds, you are the fourth lady of the Ye family, why do you want to wrong yourself?" Ye Zheng couldn't listen to anything, threw off Ye Xing's hand and went after Qin Du.

Qin Du walked very slowly, as if he knew Ye Zheng would come after him again.

"Xiao Qin, are you serious?"

Why did Qin Du suddenly become a different person?No, she hasn't changed, she has always had this attitude towards strangers.Ye Zheng remembered that when they first met, Qin Du was so indifferent, and he managed to get her to let go of her guard, and now she erected a high wall around her to isolate Ye Zheng from the outside.

Hearing Ye Zheng's crying voice, Qin Du gritted his teeth and didn't turn his head back. His voice was hoarse: "Your brother is right. There are some things I can only face on my own. You can't help me. You should have a better life. Let your happy person get married, you will have children around your knees, and your life will be smooth. Ye Zheng, go home."

"Qin Du, you don't keep your word." Ye Zheng still wanted to get closer, but Qin Du yelled in a low voice, "Don't come over!" Ye Zheng took back his steps abruptly.

"Ye Zheng, I don't want you anymore, you can go."

Qin Du forced himself not to listen to Ye Zheng's sobbing voice, and walked forward step by step.His lips had already been bitten by himself, and tears kept rolling, but his footsteps never stopped.

She didn't know how long she walked, and where she went, until she couldn't bear the pain in her heart anymore, and she squatted down slowly, covering her face and crying so hard. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Ye Zheng, I'm sorry..."

Ye Zheng froze on the spot, his eyes were empty, but he didn't have a single tear, as if he hadn't reacted yet.Seeing it, Ye Xing didn't know what it was like, and hugged her into his arms: "It's okay, Ah Zheng, my brother brought you home, everything will be fine."

Only then did Ye Zheng cry, depressing and extremely painful. "Second brother, I did something wrong, I did everything wrong..."

"You are right, Ah Zheng, you did nothing wrong. This is Miss Qin's choice..."

It was midnight when Qin Du returned to the inn, and when he opened the door, Luo Chenghan and Lu Xiaojiu looked at him.Qin Du didn't want to speak, and waited for them to speak.

Luo Chenghan kept giving Lu Xiaojiu winks, and Lu Xiaojiu scratched his head: "General Qin, that, why didn't Miss Ye come back with you?"

Qin Du lowered his eyes: "She's gone home."

Even as clever as Lu Xiaojiu, he didn't know how to answer the conversation at this time, and looked at each other with Luo Chenghan, and the room was quiet.

"What's the matter?" Qin Du looked at the two of them staring at each other, his voice weak.

Luo Chenghan shook his head. "It's nothing, I just feel that you have made some progress in the past few years." Qin Du didn't know, and didn't think about it, he took out the letter and put it on the table. "This is the latest movement of Horn. You can see, we will leave Xinyang tomorrow morning."

Seeing that Qin Du was haggard, Lu Xiaojiu put the letter away, and pulled Luo Chenghan to leave: "General Qin, rest first, we're leaving." Qin Du nodded, lying on the table, and there was no more movement.

Back next door, Lu Xiaojiu poked Luo Chenghan: "Hey, what do you think happened to them? Miss Ye, did they really leave like this?"

Luo Chenghan's eyes were blank: "How do I know, get the hell out of here."

"Can't you guess?"

"...Xiao Qin is probably afraid of becoming like me." After Luo Chenghan finished speaking, he went back to his bed, leaving Lu Xiaojiu alone in a daze. He could only open the letter and study it by candlelight.

After Ye Zheng left, Qin Du returned to the cold-faced general from before, and Luo Chenghan was never talkative, leaving Lu Xiaojiu looking at the sky lonely.Ever since Ye Zheng was by his side, Qin Du often showed a gentle look, would blush and be amused, and sometimes Qin Du would join the discussion when Lu Xiaojiu said something, and he was very lively.Now……

"Two people, one piece of wood, one piece of ice..." Lu Xiaojiu couldn't find anyone to talk to, and she was going crazy, but she also understood that they were in a rough situation, and there was nothing they could do. Besides, if it wasn't for Qin Du, Lu Xiaojiu was still suffering at the border. How can there be resentment?I could only complain silently to myself, drooping my head and looking listless.

One night, the three of them had a temporary rest in the field, and Lu Xiaojiu couldn't bear it any longer. Seeing that Qin Du was still awake, she leaned over to her, and finally said, "General Qin, don't blame me for talking too much. Miss Ye is also good to me. Treat you like sisters."

Luo Chenghan observed the movement around him, but his ears kept paying attention to their movements.

"I used to see that you have always had a good relationship, and I was very envious. You know, Miss Ye always looked at you very intently. I used to think that if there was a woman looking at me like this... No, I said it was too biased." It's gone." Lu Xiaojiu slapped herself lightly, and finally caught Qin Du's attention, and raised her eyelids to stare at him.

"I don't understand the thoughts of your daughter's family, but if you separated because of some misunderstanding, I think it's a pity. Life is too short, if you just miss it like this... General Qin, Xiao Jiu thinks you will definitely regrettable."

Qin Du listened to every word Lu Xiaojiu said, and she closed her eyes.Lu Xiaojiu thought she was annoyed, and was regretting that he talked too much. General Qin was in a bad mood, and he came to provoke her. Isn't this just looking for a fight?

But Qin Du said slowly: "Xiao Jiu, in fact, after you come out of the border, you are free and you can find another place. Why do you follow me?"

Lu Xiaojiu was startled, thinking that Qin Du was going to drive him away, she immediately knelt down: "General Qin, I was wrong, I won't talk nonsense anymore, don't drive me away!"

Qin Du was stunned, and helped him up with a wry smile: "What are you doing, I don't blame you. What did Ye Zheng... tell you?"

"Miss Ye said, you are going to seek revenge from Horn, saying that I can help you with my good brains. She also said that if I have other plans, General Qin will not blame me."

Qin Du nodded, and Ye Zheng's clever look appeared in front of his eyes: "You are careless, and she can make you happy with just a few words."

Lu Xiaojiu waved his hand: "General Qin, don't say that, I think Miss Ye is right, she didn't force me, it's all my own decision."

Qin Du fell silent again, looking at the moon in the sky, shrouded in heavy clouds and mist, out of reach.

After a long while, he finally spoke: "Xiao Jiu, have you ever thought that if our operation fails this time, we may die."

Lu Xiaojiu scratched his head again, which was his habitual action: "Well, to be honest, I really thought about it." Miss Qin turned her eyes, as if she had expected his answer.Lu Xiaojiu blushed: "But, I am not afraid of death. And General Qin, I think you will definitely succeed."

"...You believe in me so much, but I can't believe in myself. Caring is chaotic, Xiao Jiu, since we left the capital, I have dreamed of Ye Zheng lying in my arms more than once. After all, I am not a good person , just to bully you as an orphan like me, I don't care if something happens to you—" Qin Du's tone gradually changed, hearing Luo Chenghan's frequent sideways glances, he wanted to say something but didn't know how to say it.

"General Qin, don't talk about yourself like that! Xiao Jiu knows that you are not—"

Qin Du interrupted him, very serious: "Xiao Jiu, it's too late for you to regret it now, once you get through this muddy water, it's hard to turn back."

Lu Xiaojiu also looked sincerely, without hesitation: "General Qin, I understand, you are doing it for Miss Ye's good. Xiaojiu made a mistake, and she will never talk nonsense again. Xiaojiu has no other relatives and nowhere to go. It's still a bit rushed to follow you. If you want to drive me away, Xiao Jiu dare not say anything, but in the days to come, I really don't know what to do."

Qin Du looked at him for a while, seeing that he was very firm, he just nodded slightly, closed his eyes, and seemed to be asleep.

Lu Xiaojiu waited until Qin Du's breathing became calm, looked at her for a while, put on a robe for her, sat next to Luo Chenghan, and sighed softly.

Luo Chenghan thought it was funny to see him like that: "What's the matter? You kid is also unhappy sometimes."

"I think General Qin is so pitiful. It's obviously just a girl's family. I used to see girls from ordinary families. When I was the same age as General Qin, I saw Tian'er smiling, as if she was not worried." Lu Xiaojiu picked up the root. The branches were messing around with the fire, and I was very restless.

The fire was smashed into sparks by Lu Xiaojiu, and Luo Chenghan suddenly said: "If you have pity for others, it is better to pity yourself if you have time. You are also lonely."

"I'm a big man, isn't it different?" Lu Xiaojiu heard the sarcasm in his words and didn't care, but suddenly remembered something: "Speaking of which, General Qin is doing it for her father and master, what are you doing for it? "

Luo Chenghan was suddenly stopped by the question, but only vaguely answered: "I have a brother who died with her master."

Lu Xiaojiu was obviously not satisfied with this answer: "Aren't you just Luo Chengxi as a brother, who is it?"

"...You talk so much, get out of the way, don't wake Xiao Qin up." Luo Chenghan got up and walked aside, not talking to Lu Xiaojiu anymore.

Lu Xiaojiu curled her lips, well, no one talks to me anymore.

On the way back, Ye Zheng remained silent, and she didn't respond to Ye Xing's initiative to start a conversation, as if it was only her body that followed Ye obediently, and her soul was still by Qin Du's side.

Ye Xing couldn't figure it out. In his mind, most of the Ye family felt cold, just like Ye Ling, who looked like a nice guy, but Ye Xing knew that when life was at stake, he would be the most ruthless one.Not to mention myself, dealing with some shady secrets all day long, I think I have already seen through people's hearts.How did it become so affectionate when it came to the youngest sister?

Ye Xing couldn't understand, whoever left couldn't live, didn't the two of them live happily for more than ten years when they didn't meet each other?In the final analysis, people are lonely when they come to this world, and they are also lonely when they leave. Who can really live and die with whom, and never leave?

He asked Ye Zheng like this, and Ye Zheng finally responded: "Second brother, you don't understand. It's not that I can't do without her, but it will be better if I have her, so good that I am willing to trade everything I have."

Ye Ling had received Ye Xing's letter a long time ago, calculated the date of their return, and waited in front of the villa in person.Seeing Ye Zheng's appearance, he was rather surprised.He thought she would mess around, beg softly, or even threaten Ye Ling with death to let her go, but he didn't expect her to be so obedient, and he walked in the door after calling his elder brother.

The remaining two brothers looked at her back, Ye Ling rubbed his hands, and slapped Ye Xing: "Hey, second child, she won't run away again, right?"

Ye Xing shook his head: "I can't tell, Ah Zheng has grown up now, and her thoughts are heavy, I don't understand her anymore."

"Hey, I can't say for sure, you were very sure before you left—"

Ye Xing was quite impatient with this nagging elder brother: "Forget it, if she wants to run away, you can't stop her. Don't ask people to stare at her this time, the good Fourth Miss is acting like a prisoner. I don't want to come back either."

"You think I want to, my heart is broken because of her." Ye Ling snorted, and seeing Ye Xing also left, he waved his sleeves and cursed: "None of the brothers and sisters let me go!" In my eyes, I'm so pissed—"

Yan'er saw that Ye Zheng had come back in good condition, her eyes immediately burst into tears: "Miss, you are back, but Yan'er was frightened—" Ye Zheng just stared at her blankly, as if the person in front of him was already very scared. strangeness.Yan'er stretched out his hand and waved: "Miss, are you alright?" Ye Zheng finally realized that he had no strength in his body: "Go out, I want to rest."

Yan'er was still worried, and asked tentatively: "Miss, why don't Yan'er prepare hot water for you, so you can take a bath before going to bed?"

Ye Zheng was annoyed when he heard the word bath, and his voice became louder: "I'll let you out!"

"Yes, yes, Yan'er is leaving now, miss, you have a good rest." Yan'er and Ye Zheng grew up together, and she had never seen her like this before, so she was startled at this moment, and had to leave the room quickly.

Ye Zheng was lying on the bed, hugging the familiar quilt, which was much more comfortable than when he was with Qin Du, but his heart felt more and more uncomfortable.

He returned to the track of normal life, and the time with Qin Du was as short as a dream, and Ye Zheng even began to doubt its authenticity.

Do I really know a person named Qin Du, did I really hunt wolves with her in the Wusu Camp?Did I really escape from the villa recklessly in order to find her, and went to a completely unfamiliar border without knowing anything?I really quarreled with her because of jealousy, and took her to get a tattoo after reconciliation, naively thinking that the person who got the mark on the tattoo was completely mine...

Thinking about it now, these things are really crazy and absurd. If it happens again, Ye Zheng doubts whether he will do it again.

Thinking about it carefully, she was very upset. She had done so much for this person, but she still didn't understand.What kind of hatred, what kind of danger, I, Ye Zheng, am not afraid at all, but you still want to push me away.

It is delusional to say that what has not been obtained is regarded as what has been lost.It turned out that I was just a wishful thinking person, Ye Zheng mocked bitterly, stroked the jade pendant and wanted to tear it off, but in the end he was reluctant to do it.

"I'm so embarrassed, I only wish I never met you."

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