【Bottle Evil】Wind Sound
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At that moment, Wu Xie felt that those dark and indifferent eyes were looking at him.
16.
Nothing has changed.
It just seems to be back to square one.
Wu Xie stared at the book in front of him in a daze.
"Hiss—" was poked by Zhang Qiling.Continue to lie dead, ignore him.
I remember the last time he came home, "I'm back!" He threw his schoolbag on the sofa and walked towards his room.When I reached the corridor, I ran into my mother, glanced at the closed door, and whispered, "Where's my dad?"
"Have you still lost your breath?"
Wu Ma sighed, pulled Wu Xie to sit down, and said: "He blamed you wrongly, I'm sorry to see you, he's feeling awkward." She turned Wu Xie's face and looked.
"It seems that the swelling has subsided...you made it yourself?"
Wu Xie said: "Students helped....Hiss, lighten up."
"Your third uncle is too impulsive, and he is regretting it. You know his temper, the typical hot temper, and it disappears after the blow is over. It's still good for you. Don't take it to heart."
Wu Xie gave a absent-minded hum.
This matter has just turned a page, and he will not hold grudges.
But how long should it take to mend a broken heart?
"Mom has been busy with work recently, so she didn't pay attention to you," Wu Ma stroked Wu Xie's head, "I didn't know you worked so hard recently..."
"Mom, it's all over." Wu Xie turned his eyes away, "Don't think too much."
The meal was ready, Wu Yiqiong walked over with a straight face, nodded to Wu Xie when he saw him, and sat down.Mama Wu poked him with her chopsticks, "You, you, you are not a company employee. You always face the child with a straight face, and the child is scared by you..."
"Mom, I didn't..."
"Okay, okay," Wu Yiqiong said a little uncomfortable, looking at Wu Xie, "Xiao Xie, I heard that you have been working hard recently, if you need help, just tell me. Do you know?"
"Ah."
The dinner table was quiet again, and the three of them ate quietly around the table.On the wooden table, there is a carved lamp hanging on it, with a light yellow light, which looks very warm.
"Come on Xiaoxie, eat a piece of fish. Your favorite."
Wu Ma put a piece of West Lake vinegar fish into Wu Xie's bowl.
"The supermarkets around here are not fresh, and my mother went to the vegetable market to buy them for you. I finally bought cheaper fish, and the boss even gave me two handfuls of green onions..."
"Can't you keep telling your son these trivial things?"
"Okay, okay... By the way, I heard that you are having a good time with Zhang Qiling now, and he even helps you with tutoring." Wu Ma's subordinates kept on serving Wu Xie, "How is he?"
The action of sandwiching the rice paused, swallowed, and swallowed.
Wu Xie lowered his eyes.
"Brother, he is a good man..."
No one noticed that his tone was inexplicably gentle when he said this.In this quiet night.
"It seems that Zhang Qiling's exams are always at the top of the grade? Ever since you sat with him, you have started to improve. You should associate with such classmates more. Don't always follow Wang Kaixuan. That kid can only play tricks. Xie's family Those two sons are too fancy, you'd better stay away from them..."
"The children are also taught at the dinner table. Why can't you guys change your donkey temper? It's not like you don't know that Xiaoxie hates hearing you talk about his friends the most."...
Wu Xie hadn't listened to it for a long time. Looking at the warm and fuzzy lights in the room, she couldn't help but look to the opposite side.
Crowds of buildings were illuminated by the moon in layers of black and silver, and the lights were brightly lit.
Brother, what are you doing now?
Although this matter was temporarily exposed, Wu Xie's enthusiasm was hit hard.Zhang Qiling poked him, and he ignored the questions.Started fooling around with Fatty and the others again.
This day after class, the fat man kindly invited Wu Xie to go to play a game, Wu Xie nodded, and just as he stood up and carried his schoolbag, the schoolbag strap was caught.
Then he met a pair of calm eyes.
"No."
You never know when it's your turn!
Wu Xie became angry: "It's just a game, what's the matter with you?!"
Zhang Qiling didn't speak, just stared at him.
"That's right, little brother, let Tian Zhen relax," the fat man muttered, "Why are you so tight, it's not his wife—"
Wu Xie trembled when she heard the word "wife", and reflexively glanced at Zhang Qiling, and walked out with Fatty, saying: "Fatty, don't talk nonsense."
Zhang Qiling gave a "tsk", grabbed Wu Xie's wrist and dragged him outside.Fatty and others yelled from behind: "Hey, hey, robbing civilian men in broad daylight! ——This is breaking the law!"
Zhang Qiling stepped onto the bicycle and looked at Wu Xie.
"You... where are you going!
Zhang Qiling said: "Didn't you want to play games? I'll accompany you."
"..."
Wu Xie sat in the back seat of his car, wondering what kind of medicine this man was selling in the gourd?
The wheels turned, and the oncoming breeze brushed the soft hair on Wu Xie's forehead and neck.He couldn't help but grabbed the corner of Zhang Qiling's school uniform.
"&*%¥#"
Fuck so fast!
Encountering a pothole, Wu Xie fell forward abruptly, knocked his face on Zhang Qiling's back with a "boom", and stretched out his arms reflexively to wrap around his waist.
"..."
The face was pressed against his back, and the texture of the clothes seemed to be a little furry.
... I heard my violent heartbeat.
Did you hear it?
In front of the Internet cafe, Zhang Qiling jumped out of the car and said to Wu Xie, "CS, DOTA, LOL, or something else."
"What?" Wu Xie hadn't reacted yet.
Zhang Qiling said flatly: "Win me."
"Otherwise you will not be allowed to play again before the exam."
I am grass! ! !
It turned out that he had fallen into a trap!
"Is it okay if you don't choose anything!" Wu Xie grabbed the bicycle and refused to get off.
"Don't dare?" Zhang Qiling said.
"It's not that I dare not, a man can bend and stretch, it doesn't matter if I let you."
"Whatever you say."
After finishing speaking, he walked towards the Internet cafe without looking back.
I'm so stupid! ! !
Wu Xie gritted her teeth, as if a villain was hitting a wall in her heart.
"Hey - wait for me!" Zhang Qiling, you bastard!
The corners of the mouth are slightly raised.
Zhang Qiling stopped in his tracks.
Well? ...
Why on earth did I make this bet with him?
I'm fine. I'm sore looking for a pump, right?
After reacting, Wu Xie stared at the computer screen very depressed.
Hey...forget it.
Anyway, I can't escape this person's scheme every time.
Speaking of which...how could he know me so well.
When exactly did this start?
"concentrate."
Zhang Qiling next to him said.
"Oh." Wu Xie looked back at the screen, very dangerous.
The sound of typing on the keyboard in the Internet cafe is endless, like a youthful rainstorm.
Wu Xie stretched her waist, looking at the dark sky outside, night had already fallen.
"You lost." Zhang Qiling calmly said beside him.
"This time it doesn't count! Come again!"
Zhang Qiling blinked and stepped back.Reopen a page.Indifferently said: "You can't beat me."
you can't beat me...
you can't beat me...
you can't beat me...
This sentence blinded him all at once, circling and circling in his mind, in an infinite loop.
Oh shit!
Wu Xie didn't know what dead spot he was poked into, and suddenly jumped up from his chair, shouting:
"Yes, I can't beat you with anything!"
Zhang Qiling watched him rush out the door and disappear into the endless night.
He found Wu Xie in an alley outside the Internet cafe.
The moon is in the middle of the sky, and the alley is deep and dark.You can also hear voices in the corridor.Several people sat in the alley shaking cattail fans to enjoy the shade.
Wu Xie sat down on the cement, holding a bottle of Coke in his hand.
Zhang Qiling stood there quietly, the narrow alley was like two narrow, flowing black lines, framing his figure inside.
The slender figure is indifferent and lonely.
Wu Xie saw him as soon as he turned his head.He is dazzling at any time, including this infinitely lonely night.Even starlight can't cover his light.
Zhang Qiling looked at him, his eyes were deep like two long abysses.He will never forget it in his life.
He walked over and sat down gently.
"Drink?"
Wu Xie put the cap on the bottle and handed it to him.
Zhang Qiling didn't answer.
After a long time, Wu Xie said in a low voice: "...don't bother me anymore, don't you think you are too much, my parents don't want to bother me anymore. I can't learn well. You think I don't Have you tried it? Do you think I don’t want to learn well?...I’m not a piece of learning material. Didn’t you also say that you don’t need good grades to succeed?”
"I don't care at all..."
Wu Xie spoke, looked up at him, and swallowed the last half of the sentence.
Zhang Qiling didn't say anything, just stared at him with insightful and understanding eyes.
Nothing can be hidden from him.
It was because of this that he seemed even more cramped.He just doesn't want to work hard but not get satisfactory results. He doesn't want others to think that he is not smart enough, and he doesn't want to do useless work.
Zhang Qiling raised his hand and gently placed it on his head.
"You care."
A hammer is fixed.
... Wu Xie I know must care.
Zhang Qiling took out a mobile phone from his trouser pocket, pressed a few keys, and the music rang loudly in the empty alley, echoing with the wind.He took the cell phone, put it in his hand, and held it.
"Today, watching the snow drift by in the cold night
Fly far away with a cooled heart"
Bro……
He lowered his head, gripped his phone tightly, and suddenly smiled.
Listening to the songs that I have listened to thousands of times since I was a child, my eyes suddenly blurred.
It was the same night when I won the basketball game that day.A few people rushed to the green football field and played football all night, their clothes were so sweaty that they could wring out water.Exhausted, he was lying on the grass in a big shape.
Wu Xie suddenly thought of a sentence: "Lie down on the ground after kicking the ball and look around. They are all my brothers."
The snacks, coke and beer bought by Xie Ziyang.A few boys toasted to the night and the stars.After the beer bottle cap was opened, the foam surged wildly. The fat man used the beer bottle as a submachine gun and shot them several times. Their clothes were wet. They sat up and picked up potato chips and Coke and threw them at him.
"Hey, fat man, don't run away, come back!"
Wu Xie only remembered that she was lying on Zhang Qiling's shoulder, laughing so hard that she couldn't straighten up.
There was a mess on the grass, the remains of chips, wine bottles and Coke.Facing the vast starry sky, the few people who were full of wine and food sang out of tune:
"Forgive me for my uninhibited indulgence in this life of love and freedom
I am also afraid that one day I will fall
oh oh--
Abandoning ideals, anyone can
How can I be afraid that one day you will be alone with me..."
He sang at the top of his voice until there was complete silence, his voice was so dull and hoarse that he couldn't sing any more.
The song is too bright and inspirational to look straight at.However, life is not always satisfactory.Some people have abandoned their ideals, but they still yearn for it.
In the end, there were only a few scattered lines of lyrics scattered in the evening wind.
In the end, I only remember the sentence "forgive me for being unruly, indulgent and loving freedom in my life".
As if on such grounds all unbridled indulgence could be excused.
I seem to have forgotten that if you want to be free, you need to be based on reality.Relying on my youth, I sold my youth cheaply.
——The sky at that time was so high and far away.
——That night, the stars were many and bright.
——No matter how bright the stars are, they cannot be as bright as Zhang Qiling's eyes around him.
——No matter how beautiful your dreams are, nothing is more beautiful than your stubborn smile.
——The ground is high and the sky is high, and I will accompany you with you.
After the memories were over, he returned to reality. The alley in front of him was dark and deserted. Zhang Qiling was the only one in front of him. His cold eyes and calm expression seemed to be the warmth of his remaining life.
Zhang Qiling held his hand holding the phone, and said word by word: "Don't give up."
Wu Xie's hand trembled suddenly.
He went on to say:
"do not give up."
This is what you said to me during the sports meeting.I will give it back to you now.
Wu Xie, please, don't give up.
……
Zhang Qiling stood up and reached out to him.
Wu Xie was pulled up by him, touched his nose, and smiled.
"Damn... I'm not even as good as you in playing games."
Zhang Qiling suddenly looked at him, with a bit of astonishment in his usually calm eyes.
Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling staring at her, her heart skipped a beat, her smile froze: "What's wrong?"
Zhang Qiling came over.
The alley was very narrow, he stepped back step by step, his back was pressed against the wall, his shoulders were pressed by the man, his dark eyes suddenly enlarged in front of him, and his warm breath brushed against the tip of his nose.
After a while, Zhang Qiling let go of him and turned his eyes away.
"It's okay to be hurt."
"No, it's okay... that little brother, I'm going to the convenience store to buy a bottle of water, just wait for me." Wu Xie broke away from his hand and walked out of the alley.
Why... why did the atmosphere suddenly change like this...
"Three dollars."
"Huh? Oh."
Wu Xie took out the money and handed it to the waiter.
Wu Xie shook his head, I must be thinking too much, but...
The moment the warm breath passed over the lips.Thinking about it still makes his heart beat.
Why did he feel that Pokerfing wanted to kiss him at that moment!Is he suffering from severe paranoia! ! !Go wash your face, wash your face!
But just such an ambiguous memory is enough for him to remember for many years.Wu Xie thought, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Walking out of the convenience store distractedly, he found that Zhang Qiling was no longer there.
I went around a few times looking for him, but couldn't find him.
Shouldn't he be quietly restrained and then kidnapped?
After 24 hours, no, there is no news from him at school tomorrow, so I will call 110.After thinking about it, I have only walked for a while, so the possibility of being so lucky is very unlikely, and unless you use Mixiang, who can restrain Zhang Qiling silently?
Thinking about it, the biggest possibility is that he left without saying goodbye.
Wu Xie looked into the depths of the night, trying to suppress the deep uneasiness that surged up in his heart.
But, what he didn't know was that this wasn't the end.But the beginning of everything.
Zhang Qiling rode very fast.The evening wind blew coldly, messing up his pitch-black hair.
My heart is also very chaotic.
He was very conscious just now, and he is now.
...can no longer deceive ourselves.
He likes Wu Xie.
So I want to control him.
Just now, he really almost kissed her.
You saw him looking at you with those eyes, and he said words that he cared about you. ... even a man can't bear it.
The repressed emotions surged in like a vast tide on the night when feelings were easy to arise, almost swallowing him whole.
He knew very well that if he really did such a transgressive move, the friendship between him and his brothers and friends would fall apart.
Then, he will lose this person completely.
... Wu Xie is of course straight.He more or less heard the fat man and the others talk about his past.
Continue to stay by his side, he doesn't know how long he can bear it.
Back in the dormitory, I took a shower in the shower room.Because I was thinking about something, I took a long time to wash, and the thick mist rose up, blurring my dazed eyes.
Recalling the feeling of touch just now, the warm breaths are intertwined, so close, his lips are very close. ...
No matter when, he can feel the temperature, body, breath of this person.
Even if there is only such ambiguous memory, it is enough for him to recall it for the rest of his life.
His consciousness was chaotic and empty, he woke up slowly, but suddenly woke up at the moment when fragments of memories flooded into his mind.
Pressing the screen of the mobile phone, there is a dazzling white light in the darkness as far as the eye can see, indicating the current time: [-]:[-].
Touching it, the tentacles are cold.
……wet.
He lay stiff on the bed for a while before deciding to face this embarrassing truth.Climbing out of bed with the help of the mobile phone, went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water, and gulped it up.
The roommate slept like a dead pig, snoring endlessly.No one discovered his secret.After being dazed for a while, he pulled out the bed sheet, went to the side of the cabinet, took out a new one and laid it on the bed casually.
He was a little restless.
I took the sheet and went to the balcony, wiped the small bench, sat and boiled the water, and stared quietly at the continuously flowing water column.
Nothing unusual.
He is not the first person in their dormitory to wake up in the middle of the night to wash sheets, nor is it the first time he has had unspeakable dreams.The protagonist in his dream has always had a blurry face, and after waking up, he only remembers the feeling of his body.
This time, he knew this person.
He didn't know the man well.
Because he had never seen him like this before, and he seemed to have a hunch that it should be like this.The corners of the red eyes, the crimson face, the eyes are so bright that they are so bright, the sweaty arms are tightly wrapped around his neck, the thin waist is held by his two arms, the thighs are tightly pressed against him, the lips are warm, soft and beautiful ...
"Hmm... you take it easy..."
While doing it, he kept looking at his face.
Then it was dawn.
"Bro……"
The man said softly.
Like the sun breaking through the sky, it shattered his dreams into pieces.
He clasped the back of his head tightly with his hands, and bent down to kiss him. The man accepted his kiss tremblingly. When he closed his eyes, he only saw two rows of long, trembling eyelashes.
This is not a purely sensual dream, even kisses are so touching.
He sat quietly on the balcony for a while, although he didn't want to admit it, he reached out and touched his lips lightly.
...So that's how kissing him was.
I don't know why he had some vague expectations, looking forward to having that dream again.If you lie down now, can you continue to do it?
Never wake up.
Those things that are beyond the distance are only in dreams.Now, he is awake.
A ray of starlight reflected the gray and deserted street, except for the faint light, the entire campus was enveloped in a thick fog of darkness.He knew that his feelings for Wu Xie were a bit over the top, but he didn't expect that he had... this kind of thinking towards him.
A good brother...a good brother who wants to sleep with him...
Secret feelings, like a ray of light through the long night, a sleeping river under the black undulating surface.Things that are deliberately ignored in reality appear in the subconscious with great fanfare, but once they appear in reality, they are destined to die suddenly in the exposure.He didn't want to lose this friend, but he couldn't get along with him as a friend anymore.
He and he will never go back to the past.
17.
The matter started at noon the day before yesterday, and Zhang Qiling didn't wait for him after school.The next morning, he was not seen at the door of the dormitory either.
Ask him just to say something, but everyone can see the intentional alienation.
The moment the door closed in front of him, Wu Xie felt extremely blocked in his heart.
Why alienate me?
Is it because of what happened last time, my brother is angry?
Depend on.Then he speaks out.He will change.
He began to eat breakfast alone, go to morning self-study alone, eat lunch alone, and eat dinner alone.In my impression, Zhang Qiling always eats slowly, slowly, like a nobleman.In the noisy cafeteria, under strong incandescent light, it seemed that he was the only one.He can watch him all the time.
He always waits for him.
Will be waiting for him in the future.
In fact, Wu Xie could have dinner with Fatty or Xie Yuchen.But he just doesn't want to.In my heart, I always want to reserve a seat for him, whether he comes or not.
I, I also wanted to study hard...
But your presence makes me very confused.
I know it's wrong, but...
Wu Xie couldn't help but stop and take another look.
Out of the corner of his eye, Luo Yin and Zhang Qiling who were sitting obliquely in front of them passed.
The boy Xiao Shuxuan raised, the girl was graceful and clear, the girl held a ballpoint pen in her hand, and asked her doubts softly, although the boy still had no expression, but answered patiently.
It looks inexplicably harmonious.
He heard some rumors that Zhang Qiling was chasing Luo Yinyun.He was so indifferent, but suddenly he became so warm to a girl.No wonder others think so.But rumors are just rumors after all.
No wonder you haven't left with me these few days...so there is someone you like.
Once you have a girl you like, ignore your brothers. Is our friendship so fragile?
Wu Xie twirled the pen absently, put the pen on his lips and tried to push it up until the pen fell to the table with a "snap".
He knew that one day Zhang Qiling would be accompanied by another person, but he didn't expect it to be so soon, and he didn't have time to make mental preparations.
Maybe never be ready.
"Let's go?" Wu Xie threw his schoolbag over his shoulder and walked to Zhang Qiling's side.
The other party avoided his gaze indiscriminately, and said, "You go first."
Wu Xie held the shoulder strap and looked at the girl sitting in front of her without saying a word.
"Hey," Wu Xie smiled, leaned over to his face, and felt the body of the person beside him tremble imperceptibly.
Wu Xie pouted at the figure obliquely in front of him, "Did you like it? Have you taken it?"
"..."
The other party was sitting, unable to see his expression clearly, the part covered by bangs was a little dark.
Then, a cold voice sounded:
"No."
That's true.
You really like Luo Yin.
Wu Xie turned her face away, covering her lonely expression.
Never before had he wished he was a woman more than at this moment.Everything is fine.In short, not the current relationship.Not a brother, not a friend.
He couldn't even say "I wish you happiness".
That's all he could say.
"You are a guy who pays more attention to sex than friends. I just said that you dumped me so simply these few days. It turns out that you have a sister-in-law. Congratulations."
"Do you want me to help? I'll lead the smooth-talking fat man and the experienced Xiao Hua, and I'll take it for you."...
The smile on his face was almost unstoppable.
He patted his shoulder vigorously in the void, at the same time Zhang Qiling just raised his head to look at him, the two eyes met, the secret emotion was almost impossible to hide.
He turned around and walked towards the door step by step, every step seemed to be stepping on his own heart.
Wu Xie walked to the door and looked back at Zhang Qiling, who was sitting there with his chin propped up, with a slightly distant expression, but his eyes were empty and far away, looking out the window.
Will a person like him miss anyone?
Wu Xie lowered his head and smiled.
That person must be very, very happy.
At least... I'm jealous.
The flowers in the evening scene swayed, and there was a faint fragrance floating in the air.Mosquitoes are flying at the bottom of leaves, and there are a few traces of distant mountains at dusk.He looked at these scenery, and from now on he was the only one, and suddenly his heart ached so much that he couldn't look up.
Some things are destined to only rot in the heart.
He and Zhang Qiling interacted less and less, even in class they seldom talked.After class, everyone goes their own way.It was clearly the distance between the front and rear seats, but it seemed so far away.
He knows he is sick.But what about that person?
It's suddenly so cold.The long-lost aura with a sense of distance reappeared, which caught him off guard.
It's like you meet someone in the snow and take off your coat to keep him warm.After finally warming him up, he left without looking back.
A cigarette was loosely held between two fingers, and the thick mist was slowly exhaled.Standing in the corridor is easy to be spotted by the patrolling teacher, but he doesn't care.
In the past, when he stood in the corridor smoking, Zhang Qiling would follow him out, telling him not to smoke, and if he refused to listen, Zhang Qiling would smoke with him without saying a word.
People who obviously don't like smoking.
He took Zhang Qiling into consideration, so he stopped smoking.
Obviously he used to be nice to him.
Obviously memories make people feel pain.
The empty mist continuously appeared in front of my eyes, mixed with the lonely smell of cigarettes.
His nose and eyes were suddenly a little sore, mixed with the choking smell of cigarettes, which made him almost cry.
The class bell rang, but Wu Xie still stood still, and the sound of reading could be heard.He still didn't move.
A girl in the next class was standing in the corridor mopping the floor, she accidentally wiped his feet, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry."
She wears two braids, straight bangs, and a pair of clear water big eyes, pure and playful, but also pretty tight.Just like the role played by Vivian Hsu in the movie "Yun Shui Ballad".
This happened to be the type that Wu Xie liked, so he took a few more glances and said to her back, "Student, what's your name?"
The two braids flicked twice, the girl turned her head, and there was a slim figure standing in the sun, and a female voice as clear as a silver bell came over to the morning wind:
"...Qin Haiting!"
Wu Xie turned her head, just in time to see Zhang Qiling standing in front of the railing, with one hand on the belt of her schoolbag, watching him silently.
For some reason, there was a feeling of guilty conscience of catching an adulterer on the bed, Wu Xie twitched the corner of her mouth, and said, "Morning."
He said again, "Still going in?"
Zhang Qiling stood still, just looked at him silently, and said, "It's not bad."
pretty good.Yo, that's not bad... What's the matter, I found it by myself, so I care about my brother by the way?It's so interesting...
Wu Xie smiled and pinched out the cigarette butt, "I think so too."
Since it's not you.Then love someone.
Zhang Qiling didn't answer.
I don't know when it will start, they have nothing to say.
A few days later it was Xie Yuchen's birthday, Xie Yuchen was very proud to treat the whole class to a meal at the Huangyao Hotel, and many people from the next class came.
After all, it was Xiaohua's birthday, so Wu Xie was very generous.They ate vegetables, drank wine, and poured wine for birthday stars, and wandered around the big cake, running around with cream on their hands, chasing a few little girls and old men around.
Wu Xie suddenly thought of four words inexplicably: "Drunk, dreaming and dying."
Looking at this grand banquet, I really feel that kind of feeling inexplicably.
Under the bright light, he accidentally jumped on a person and wiped cream all over his body. He opened his slightly drunken eyes and looked at him. The nose, the eyebrows, the flat and indifferent eyes, The more he looked, the more he looked like Zhang Qiling.
... Grass, how crazy is this.
wrong.
It's really Zhang Qiling.
It's okay for others, but with those eyes, he can recognize even if it turns into ashes.
Wu Xie let him go, laughed a few times, and said, "Brother! I'm sorry...it wasn't intentional."
Since when did they need to be so polite?
The fat man held down Pan Zi, rubbed and kneaded his rough face with his hands full of cream, and laughed loudly. Pan Zi cursed and cursed a lot, but he couldn't move his fat hand; Xie Yuchen Pulling his collar, he yelled: "Xie Ziyang, stop there, these clothes are very expensive! Do you know if you compensate me!" Xiuxiu and Yuncai carelessly held the cake and ate the cream, and the fat man galloped past them. However, she rushed towards the clouds with a piece of cake... "Fatty! You are looking for death!" "Xiuxiu, smash him!"
We should have been so carefree.But why should there be love.
Back to the dormitory at night there are amateur programs.Several people took Xie Yuchen out of the door to throw out the trash, and turned off the lights. As soon as Xie Yuchen walked in, he saw everyone sitting at the table, singing happy birthday with a candle in their hand.The completely out-of-tune weird song, coupled with the pair of dead fish eyes that are full of yin and yang, are full of hints.
"Grass..." Xie Yuchen cursed involuntarily, "Am I dead? You all light white candles to mourn me."
The few people who were self-defeating stumbled, sat down cursing and started playing cards.
Coke Fanta Potato Chips and spicy dry seeds are placed all over the table, and the melon seeds are smashed while beating.It could be seen that Xie Yuchen was not in a good mood.In the end, after playing and playing, I felt that it would be better to play truth or dare.
If you are taking a big risk, the lights have already been turned off, and if you run naked in the corridor, you will probably be thrown out by the auntie holding the collar.So I can only choose the truth.
To be honest... Several people looked at each other in blank dismay. These old men have been together since junior high school, and at most they know what color underwear the other party has, so they can only ask about their relationship in a very clichéd way.
"Starting from me, everyone confesses to the girl they like. If you don't have it, forget it. If you don't want to say it, you will be punished three cups."
"How do you know if there is one?"
"Can't you see this? Playing games requires a little sincerity..."
"I'll come first," Fatty said impassionedly, "My love for Sister Yuncai is a lesson to be learned."
"Everyone knows about it." Pan Zi said, "Forget it, it's not worth digging.
"Where's Xie Ziyang?"
"We all know he likes Aunt Xiangu."
"Then... that's not called liking, okay?!" Xie Ziyang blushed and defended thickly.
"You can call it whatever you like. Adoration, obsession, love. Oh, don't be obsessed with sister, she is just a legend of the white snake." The fat man spread his hands, "Next, Pan Zi."
Pan Zi looked at him speechlessly: "I really don't have one."
"Really not?"
"Not really."
"Really really... no?"
"No." Pan Zi held up a copy of "Appreciation of Weapons" and said, "My true love is this."
"……I believe you."
"You guys are so boring." Xie Ziyang knocked on the bowl, "It should be something explosive."
"Brilliant." Fatty Pan Zi looked at Wu Xie, "Xiao Wu."
Wu Xie lowered his head, his bangs covered his eyes, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.
Just for a moment, he fell into his own thoughts, as if he had entered another world.It seemed that all the noise around him had nothing to do with him.
The obsession is too deep, and I can't extricate myself.
Who do you like...?
Three words come to mind.
He is a thorn in his heart, it hurts even more if it is pulled out.
...don't push me.
He has someone he likes, it's not that he doesn't have one, but he can't say it. …He wants to ride a bicycle in the night wind, and it’s better to pass through a few red lights. Looking at the sky where the wires are cut and pieces are illuminated by neon lights like stained glass, he wants to stand on the roof and shout loudly, I like you.He wanted to shout at the tree hole, I like you.He wants to stand on a skyscraper and shout to the whole world, I love you. ...Even if he can't do all of these, he still wants to say to the person he likes, I like you, please don't be with others, okay?As long as it can be said, it is fine, as long as it can be said.Fuck off, I wish you happiness, go off, good brother!
When he thought of a person, he showed such an expression, so dazed, heartbroken and desolate.
Wu Xie wiped his face slowly, and said with a smile, "Really not."
"No? Really not?" Fatty and the others grinned wretchedly, and said, "Didn't Xiao Wu meet a pretty big girl last time?" "Yeah, I blushed when I saw her... "That's good, naive, go naive, go naive soon. I heard there is no owner!"
They think he likes Qin Haiting, so he must like Qin Haiting.Anyway...Qin Haiting is not bad, if Zhang Qiling didn't exist, maybe he would like her.To say that he used to like the little Huang Rong type like Qin Haiting, anyway, he was not cold and sullen and had facial paralysis that turned his face faster than a book... I don't know when it started, and I don't know when it will end.
... When on earth did I start to like you so much.
"I drink, drink, okay."
"Hey, you guessed it right, you're shy!"
"Naive, if you are really interested in that girl, we have to chase after you even if we go bankrupt. Who told you that you are the treasure of our dormitory!"
Wu Xie did it, pointed at Xiao Hua without changing his face, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, the next one, don't let the birthday star go."
Xie Yuchen smiled, raised his glass, and said, "I drink too."
"Hold!"
"Did I hear wrong!"
"playboy!"
"Chu Liuxiang!"
"There is someone I like!"
"Still so shy!"
"Is it true love?"
……
Immediately was swiped.
"Do you have to be so excited?" Xie Yuchen asked.
"Wait a minute, isn't it Miss Xiuxiu?" said the fat man.
"That's my sister, please don't talk nonsense."
"Then who else can there be?" the fat man rubbed his chin and said, "It's not like I said, it's just beautiful. Although it's a little rotten, a little white, and a little crazy, people are really good. Who else is there these days? can stand
16.
Nothing has changed.
It just seems to be back to square one.
Wu Xie stared at the book in front of him in a daze.
"Hiss—" was poked by Zhang Qiling.Continue to lie dead, ignore him.
I remember the last time he came home, "I'm back!" He threw his schoolbag on the sofa and walked towards his room.When I reached the corridor, I ran into my mother, glanced at the closed door, and whispered, "Where's my dad?"
"Have you still lost your breath?"
Wu Ma sighed, pulled Wu Xie to sit down, and said: "He blamed you wrongly, I'm sorry to see you, he's feeling awkward." She turned Wu Xie's face and looked.
"It seems that the swelling has subsided...you made it yourself?"
Wu Xie said: "Students helped....Hiss, lighten up."
"Your third uncle is too impulsive, and he is regretting it. You know his temper, the typical hot temper, and it disappears after the blow is over. It's still good for you. Don't take it to heart."
Wu Xie gave a absent-minded hum.
This matter has just turned a page, and he will not hold grudges.
But how long should it take to mend a broken heart?
"Mom has been busy with work recently, so she didn't pay attention to you," Wu Ma stroked Wu Xie's head, "I didn't know you worked so hard recently..."
"Mom, it's all over." Wu Xie turned his eyes away, "Don't think too much."
The meal was ready, Wu Yiqiong walked over with a straight face, nodded to Wu Xie when he saw him, and sat down.Mama Wu poked him with her chopsticks, "You, you, you are not a company employee. You always face the child with a straight face, and the child is scared by you..."
"Mom, I didn't..."
"Okay, okay," Wu Yiqiong said a little uncomfortable, looking at Wu Xie, "Xiao Xie, I heard that you have been working hard recently, if you need help, just tell me. Do you know?"
"Ah."
The dinner table was quiet again, and the three of them ate quietly around the table.On the wooden table, there is a carved lamp hanging on it, with a light yellow light, which looks very warm.
"Come on Xiaoxie, eat a piece of fish. Your favorite."
Wu Ma put a piece of West Lake vinegar fish into Wu Xie's bowl.
"The supermarkets around here are not fresh, and my mother went to the vegetable market to buy them for you. I finally bought cheaper fish, and the boss even gave me two handfuls of green onions..."
"Can't you keep telling your son these trivial things?"
"Okay, okay... By the way, I heard that you are having a good time with Zhang Qiling now, and he even helps you with tutoring." Wu Ma's subordinates kept on serving Wu Xie, "How is he?"
The action of sandwiching the rice paused, swallowed, and swallowed.
Wu Xie lowered his eyes.
"Brother, he is a good man..."
No one noticed that his tone was inexplicably gentle when he said this.In this quiet night.
"It seems that Zhang Qiling's exams are always at the top of the grade? Ever since you sat with him, you have started to improve. You should associate with such classmates more. Don't always follow Wang Kaixuan. That kid can only play tricks. Xie's family Those two sons are too fancy, you'd better stay away from them..."
"The children are also taught at the dinner table. Why can't you guys change your donkey temper? It's not like you don't know that Xiaoxie hates hearing you talk about his friends the most."...
Wu Xie hadn't listened to it for a long time. Looking at the warm and fuzzy lights in the room, she couldn't help but look to the opposite side.
Crowds of buildings were illuminated by the moon in layers of black and silver, and the lights were brightly lit.
Brother, what are you doing now?
Although this matter was temporarily exposed, Wu Xie's enthusiasm was hit hard.Zhang Qiling poked him, and he ignored the questions.Started fooling around with Fatty and the others again.
This day after class, the fat man kindly invited Wu Xie to go to play a game, Wu Xie nodded, and just as he stood up and carried his schoolbag, the schoolbag strap was caught.
Then he met a pair of calm eyes.
"No."
You never know when it's your turn!
Wu Xie became angry: "It's just a game, what's the matter with you?!"
Zhang Qiling didn't speak, just stared at him.
"That's right, little brother, let Tian Zhen relax," the fat man muttered, "Why are you so tight, it's not his wife—"
Wu Xie trembled when she heard the word "wife", and reflexively glanced at Zhang Qiling, and walked out with Fatty, saying: "Fatty, don't talk nonsense."
Zhang Qiling gave a "tsk", grabbed Wu Xie's wrist and dragged him outside.Fatty and others yelled from behind: "Hey, hey, robbing civilian men in broad daylight! ——This is breaking the law!"
Zhang Qiling stepped onto the bicycle and looked at Wu Xie.
"You... where are you going!
Zhang Qiling said: "Didn't you want to play games? I'll accompany you."
"..."
Wu Xie sat in the back seat of his car, wondering what kind of medicine this man was selling in the gourd?
The wheels turned, and the oncoming breeze brushed the soft hair on Wu Xie's forehead and neck.He couldn't help but grabbed the corner of Zhang Qiling's school uniform.
"&*%¥#"
Fuck so fast!
Encountering a pothole, Wu Xie fell forward abruptly, knocked his face on Zhang Qiling's back with a "boom", and stretched out his arms reflexively to wrap around his waist.
"..."
The face was pressed against his back, and the texture of the clothes seemed to be a little furry.
... I heard my violent heartbeat.
Did you hear it?
In front of the Internet cafe, Zhang Qiling jumped out of the car and said to Wu Xie, "CS, DOTA, LOL, or something else."
"What?" Wu Xie hadn't reacted yet.
Zhang Qiling said flatly: "Win me."
"Otherwise you will not be allowed to play again before the exam."
I am grass! ! !
It turned out that he had fallen into a trap!
"Is it okay if you don't choose anything!" Wu Xie grabbed the bicycle and refused to get off.
"Don't dare?" Zhang Qiling said.
"It's not that I dare not, a man can bend and stretch, it doesn't matter if I let you."
"Whatever you say."
After finishing speaking, he walked towards the Internet cafe without looking back.
I'm so stupid! ! !
Wu Xie gritted her teeth, as if a villain was hitting a wall in her heart.
"Hey - wait for me!" Zhang Qiling, you bastard!
The corners of the mouth are slightly raised.
Zhang Qiling stopped in his tracks.
Well? ...
Why on earth did I make this bet with him?
I'm fine. I'm sore looking for a pump, right?
After reacting, Wu Xie stared at the computer screen very depressed.
Hey...forget it.
Anyway, I can't escape this person's scheme every time.
Speaking of which...how could he know me so well.
When exactly did this start?
"concentrate."
Zhang Qiling next to him said.
"Oh." Wu Xie looked back at the screen, very dangerous.
The sound of typing on the keyboard in the Internet cafe is endless, like a youthful rainstorm.
Wu Xie stretched her waist, looking at the dark sky outside, night had already fallen.
"You lost." Zhang Qiling calmly said beside him.
"This time it doesn't count! Come again!"
Zhang Qiling blinked and stepped back.Reopen a page.Indifferently said: "You can't beat me."
you can't beat me...
you can't beat me...
you can't beat me...
This sentence blinded him all at once, circling and circling in his mind, in an infinite loop.
Oh shit!
Wu Xie didn't know what dead spot he was poked into, and suddenly jumped up from his chair, shouting:
"Yes, I can't beat you with anything!"
Zhang Qiling watched him rush out the door and disappear into the endless night.
He found Wu Xie in an alley outside the Internet cafe.
The moon is in the middle of the sky, and the alley is deep and dark.You can also hear voices in the corridor.Several people sat in the alley shaking cattail fans to enjoy the shade.
Wu Xie sat down on the cement, holding a bottle of Coke in his hand.
Zhang Qiling stood there quietly, the narrow alley was like two narrow, flowing black lines, framing his figure inside.
The slender figure is indifferent and lonely.
Wu Xie saw him as soon as he turned his head.He is dazzling at any time, including this infinitely lonely night.Even starlight can't cover his light.
Zhang Qiling looked at him, his eyes were deep like two long abysses.He will never forget it in his life.
He walked over and sat down gently.
"Drink?"
Wu Xie put the cap on the bottle and handed it to him.
Zhang Qiling didn't answer.
After a long time, Wu Xie said in a low voice: "...don't bother me anymore, don't you think you are too much, my parents don't want to bother me anymore. I can't learn well. You think I don't Have you tried it? Do you think I don’t want to learn well?...I’m not a piece of learning material. Didn’t you also say that you don’t need good grades to succeed?”
"I don't care at all..."
Wu Xie spoke, looked up at him, and swallowed the last half of the sentence.
Zhang Qiling didn't say anything, just stared at him with insightful and understanding eyes.
Nothing can be hidden from him.
It was because of this that he seemed even more cramped.He just doesn't want to work hard but not get satisfactory results. He doesn't want others to think that he is not smart enough, and he doesn't want to do useless work.
Zhang Qiling raised his hand and gently placed it on his head.
"You care."
A hammer is fixed.
... Wu Xie I know must care.
Zhang Qiling took out a mobile phone from his trouser pocket, pressed a few keys, and the music rang loudly in the empty alley, echoing with the wind.He took the cell phone, put it in his hand, and held it.
"Today, watching the snow drift by in the cold night
Fly far away with a cooled heart"
Bro……
He lowered his head, gripped his phone tightly, and suddenly smiled.
Listening to the songs that I have listened to thousands of times since I was a child, my eyes suddenly blurred.
It was the same night when I won the basketball game that day.A few people rushed to the green football field and played football all night, their clothes were so sweaty that they could wring out water.Exhausted, he was lying on the grass in a big shape.
Wu Xie suddenly thought of a sentence: "Lie down on the ground after kicking the ball and look around. They are all my brothers."
The snacks, coke and beer bought by Xie Ziyang.A few boys toasted to the night and the stars.After the beer bottle cap was opened, the foam surged wildly. The fat man used the beer bottle as a submachine gun and shot them several times. Their clothes were wet. They sat up and picked up potato chips and Coke and threw them at him.
"Hey, fat man, don't run away, come back!"
Wu Xie only remembered that she was lying on Zhang Qiling's shoulder, laughing so hard that she couldn't straighten up.
There was a mess on the grass, the remains of chips, wine bottles and Coke.Facing the vast starry sky, the few people who were full of wine and food sang out of tune:
"Forgive me for my uninhibited indulgence in this life of love and freedom
I am also afraid that one day I will fall
oh oh--
Abandoning ideals, anyone can
How can I be afraid that one day you will be alone with me..."
He sang at the top of his voice until there was complete silence, his voice was so dull and hoarse that he couldn't sing any more.
The song is too bright and inspirational to look straight at.However, life is not always satisfactory.Some people have abandoned their ideals, but they still yearn for it.
In the end, there were only a few scattered lines of lyrics scattered in the evening wind.
In the end, I only remember the sentence "forgive me for being unruly, indulgent and loving freedom in my life".
As if on such grounds all unbridled indulgence could be excused.
I seem to have forgotten that if you want to be free, you need to be based on reality.Relying on my youth, I sold my youth cheaply.
——The sky at that time was so high and far away.
——That night, the stars were many and bright.
——No matter how bright the stars are, they cannot be as bright as Zhang Qiling's eyes around him.
——No matter how beautiful your dreams are, nothing is more beautiful than your stubborn smile.
——The ground is high and the sky is high, and I will accompany you with you.
After the memories were over, he returned to reality. The alley in front of him was dark and deserted. Zhang Qiling was the only one in front of him. His cold eyes and calm expression seemed to be the warmth of his remaining life.
Zhang Qiling held his hand holding the phone, and said word by word: "Don't give up."
Wu Xie's hand trembled suddenly.
He went on to say:
"do not give up."
This is what you said to me during the sports meeting.I will give it back to you now.
Wu Xie, please, don't give up.
……
Zhang Qiling stood up and reached out to him.
Wu Xie was pulled up by him, touched his nose, and smiled.
"Damn... I'm not even as good as you in playing games."
Zhang Qiling suddenly looked at him, with a bit of astonishment in his usually calm eyes.
Wu Xie looked at Zhang Qiling staring at her, her heart skipped a beat, her smile froze: "What's wrong?"
Zhang Qiling came over.
The alley was very narrow, he stepped back step by step, his back was pressed against the wall, his shoulders were pressed by the man, his dark eyes suddenly enlarged in front of him, and his warm breath brushed against the tip of his nose.
After a while, Zhang Qiling let go of him and turned his eyes away.
"It's okay to be hurt."
"No, it's okay... that little brother, I'm going to the convenience store to buy a bottle of water, just wait for me." Wu Xie broke away from his hand and walked out of the alley.
Why... why did the atmosphere suddenly change like this...
"Three dollars."
"Huh? Oh."
Wu Xie took out the money and handed it to the waiter.
Wu Xie shook his head, I must be thinking too much, but...
The moment the warm breath passed over the lips.Thinking about it still makes his heart beat.
Why did he feel that Pokerfing wanted to kiss him at that moment!Is he suffering from severe paranoia! ! !Go wash your face, wash your face!
But just such an ambiguous memory is enough for him to remember for many years.Wu Xie thought, the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Walking out of the convenience store distractedly, he found that Zhang Qiling was no longer there.
I went around a few times looking for him, but couldn't find him.
Shouldn't he be quietly restrained and then kidnapped?
After 24 hours, no, there is no news from him at school tomorrow, so I will call 110.After thinking about it, I have only walked for a while, so the possibility of being so lucky is very unlikely, and unless you use Mixiang, who can restrain Zhang Qiling silently?
Thinking about it, the biggest possibility is that he left without saying goodbye.
Wu Xie looked into the depths of the night, trying to suppress the deep uneasiness that surged up in his heart.
But, what he didn't know was that this wasn't the end.But the beginning of everything.
Zhang Qiling rode very fast.The evening wind blew coldly, messing up his pitch-black hair.
My heart is also very chaotic.
He was very conscious just now, and he is now.
...can no longer deceive ourselves.
He likes Wu Xie.
So I want to control him.
Just now, he really almost kissed her.
You saw him looking at you with those eyes, and he said words that he cared about you. ... even a man can't bear it.
The repressed emotions surged in like a vast tide on the night when feelings were easy to arise, almost swallowing him whole.
He knew very well that if he really did such a transgressive move, the friendship between him and his brothers and friends would fall apart.
Then, he will lose this person completely.
... Wu Xie is of course straight.He more or less heard the fat man and the others talk about his past.
Continue to stay by his side, he doesn't know how long he can bear it.
Back in the dormitory, I took a shower in the shower room.Because I was thinking about something, I took a long time to wash, and the thick mist rose up, blurring my dazed eyes.
Recalling the feeling of touch just now, the warm breaths are intertwined, so close, his lips are very close. ...
No matter when, he can feel the temperature, body, breath of this person.
Even if there is only such ambiguous memory, it is enough for him to recall it for the rest of his life.
His consciousness was chaotic and empty, he woke up slowly, but suddenly woke up at the moment when fragments of memories flooded into his mind.
Pressing the screen of the mobile phone, there is a dazzling white light in the darkness as far as the eye can see, indicating the current time: [-]:[-].
Touching it, the tentacles are cold.
……wet.
He lay stiff on the bed for a while before deciding to face this embarrassing truth.Climbing out of bed with the help of the mobile phone, went to the water dispenser to get a glass of water, and gulped it up.
The roommate slept like a dead pig, snoring endlessly.No one discovered his secret.After being dazed for a while, he pulled out the bed sheet, went to the side of the cabinet, took out a new one and laid it on the bed casually.
He was a little restless.
I took the sheet and went to the balcony, wiped the small bench, sat and boiled the water, and stared quietly at the continuously flowing water column.
Nothing unusual.
He is not the first person in their dormitory to wake up in the middle of the night to wash sheets, nor is it the first time he has had unspeakable dreams.The protagonist in his dream has always had a blurry face, and after waking up, he only remembers the feeling of his body.
This time, he knew this person.
He didn't know the man well.
Because he had never seen him like this before, and he seemed to have a hunch that it should be like this.The corners of the red eyes, the crimson face, the eyes are so bright that they are so bright, the sweaty arms are tightly wrapped around his neck, the thin waist is held by his two arms, the thighs are tightly pressed against him, the lips are warm, soft and beautiful ...
"Hmm... you take it easy..."
While doing it, he kept looking at his face.
Then it was dawn.
"Bro……"
The man said softly.
Like the sun breaking through the sky, it shattered his dreams into pieces.
He clasped the back of his head tightly with his hands, and bent down to kiss him. The man accepted his kiss tremblingly. When he closed his eyes, he only saw two rows of long, trembling eyelashes.
This is not a purely sensual dream, even kisses are so touching.
He sat quietly on the balcony for a while, although he didn't want to admit it, he reached out and touched his lips lightly.
...So that's how kissing him was.
I don't know why he had some vague expectations, looking forward to having that dream again.If you lie down now, can you continue to do it?
Never wake up.
Those things that are beyond the distance are only in dreams.Now, he is awake.
A ray of starlight reflected the gray and deserted street, except for the faint light, the entire campus was enveloped in a thick fog of darkness.He knew that his feelings for Wu Xie were a bit over the top, but he didn't expect that he had... this kind of thinking towards him.
A good brother...a good brother who wants to sleep with him...
Secret feelings, like a ray of light through the long night, a sleeping river under the black undulating surface.Things that are deliberately ignored in reality appear in the subconscious with great fanfare, but once they appear in reality, they are destined to die suddenly in the exposure.He didn't want to lose this friend, but he couldn't get along with him as a friend anymore.
He and he will never go back to the past.
17.
The matter started at noon the day before yesterday, and Zhang Qiling didn't wait for him after school.The next morning, he was not seen at the door of the dormitory either.
Ask him just to say something, but everyone can see the intentional alienation.
The moment the door closed in front of him, Wu Xie felt extremely blocked in his heart.
Why alienate me?
Is it because of what happened last time, my brother is angry?
Depend on.Then he speaks out.He will change.
He began to eat breakfast alone, go to morning self-study alone, eat lunch alone, and eat dinner alone.In my impression, Zhang Qiling always eats slowly, slowly, like a nobleman.In the noisy cafeteria, under strong incandescent light, it seemed that he was the only one.He can watch him all the time.
He always waits for him.
Will be waiting for him in the future.
In fact, Wu Xie could have dinner with Fatty or Xie Yuchen.But he just doesn't want to.In my heart, I always want to reserve a seat for him, whether he comes or not.
I, I also wanted to study hard...
But your presence makes me very confused.
I know it's wrong, but...
Wu Xie couldn't help but stop and take another look.
Out of the corner of his eye, Luo Yin and Zhang Qiling who were sitting obliquely in front of them passed.
The boy Xiao Shuxuan raised, the girl was graceful and clear, the girl held a ballpoint pen in her hand, and asked her doubts softly, although the boy still had no expression, but answered patiently.
It looks inexplicably harmonious.
He heard some rumors that Zhang Qiling was chasing Luo Yinyun.He was so indifferent, but suddenly he became so warm to a girl.No wonder others think so.But rumors are just rumors after all.
No wonder you haven't left with me these few days...so there is someone you like.
Once you have a girl you like, ignore your brothers. Is our friendship so fragile?
Wu Xie twirled the pen absently, put the pen on his lips and tried to push it up until the pen fell to the table with a "snap".
He knew that one day Zhang Qiling would be accompanied by another person, but he didn't expect it to be so soon, and he didn't have time to make mental preparations.
Maybe never be ready.
"Let's go?" Wu Xie threw his schoolbag over his shoulder and walked to Zhang Qiling's side.
The other party avoided his gaze indiscriminately, and said, "You go first."
Wu Xie held the shoulder strap and looked at the girl sitting in front of her without saying a word.
"Hey," Wu Xie smiled, leaned over to his face, and felt the body of the person beside him tremble imperceptibly.
Wu Xie pouted at the figure obliquely in front of him, "Did you like it? Have you taken it?"
"..."
The other party was sitting, unable to see his expression clearly, the part covered by bangs was a little dark.
Then, a cold voice sounded:
"No."
That's true.
You really like Luo Yin.
Wu Xie turned her face away, covering her lonely expression.
Never before had he wished he was a woman more than at this moment.Everything is fine.In short, not the current relationship.Not a brother, not a friend.
He couldn't even say "I wish you happiness".
That's all he could say.
"You are a guy who pays more attention to sex than friends. I just said that you dumped me so simply these few days. It turns out that you have a sister-in-law. Congratulations."
"Do you want me to help? I'll lead the smooth-talking fat man and the experienced Xiao Hua, and I'll take it for you."...
The smile on his face was almost unstoppable.
He patted his shoulder vigorously in the void, at the same time Zhang Qiling just raised his head to look at him, the two eyes met, the secret emotion was almost impossible to hide.
He turned around and walked towards the door step by step, every step seemed to be stepping on his own heart.
Wu Xie walked to the door and looked back at Zhang Qiling, who was sitting there with his chin propped up, with a slightly distant expression, but his eyes were empty and far away, looking out the window.
Will a person like him miss anyone?
Wu Xie lowered his head and smiled.
That person must be very, very happy.
At least... I'm jealous.
The flowers in the evening scene swayed, and there was a faint fragrance floating in the air.Mosquitoes are flying at the bottom of leaves, and there are a few traces of distant mountains at dusk.He looked at these scenery, and from now on he was the only one, and suddenly his heart ached so much that he couldn't look up.
Some things are destined to only rot in the heart.
He and Zhang Qiling interacted less and less, even in class they seldom talked.After class, everyone goes their own way.It was clearly the distance between the front and rear seats, but it seemed so far away.
He knows he is sick.But what about that person?
It's suddenly so cold.The long-lost aura with a sense of distance reappeared, which caught him off guard.
It's like you meet someone in the snow and take off your coat to keep him warm.After finally warming him up, he left without looking back.
A cigarette was loosely held between two fingers, and the thick mist was slowly exhaled.Standing in the corridor is easy to be spotted by the patrolling teacher, but he doesn't care.
In the past, when he stood in the corridor smoking, Zhang Qiling would follow him out, telling him not to smoke, and if he refused to listen, Zhang Qiling would smoke with him without saying a word.
People who obviously don't like smoking.
He took Zhang Qiling into consideration, so he stopped smoking.
Obviously he used to be nice to him.
Obviously memories make people feel pain.
The empty mist continuously appeared in front of my eyes, mixed with the lonely smell of cigarettes.
His nose and eyes were suddenly a little sore, mixed with the choking smell of cigarettes, which made him almost cry.
The class bell rang, but Wu Xie still stood still, and the sound of reading could be heard.He still didn't move.
A girl in the next class was standing in the corridor mopping the floor, she accidentally wiped his feet, and said with a smile, "I'm sorry."
She wears two braids, straight bangs, and a pair of clear water big eyes, pure and playful, but also pretty tight.Just like the role played by Vivian Hsu in the movie "Yun Shui Ballad".
This happened to be the type that Wu Xie liked, so he took a few more glances and said to her back, "Student, what's your name?"
The two braids flicked twice, the girl turned her head, and there was a slim figure standing in the sun, and a female voice as clear as a silver bell came over to the morning wind:
"...Qin Haiting!"
Wu Xie turned her head, just in time to see Zhang Qiling standing in front of the railing, with one hand on the belt of her schoolbag, watching him silently.
For some reason, there was a feeling of guilty conscience of catching an adulterer on the bed, Wu Xie twitched the corner of her mouth, and said, "Morning."
He said again, "Still going in?"
Zhang Qiling stood still, just looked at him silently, and said, "It's not bad."
pretty good.Yo, that's not bad... What's the matter, I found it by myself, so I care about my brother by the way?It's so interesting...
Wu Xie smiled and pinched out the cigarette butt, "I think so too."
Since it's not you.Then love someone.
Zhang Qiling didn't answer.
I don't know when it will start, they have nothing to say.
A few days later it was Xie Yuchen's birthday, Xie Yuchen was very proud to treat the whole class to a meal at the Huangyao Hotel, and many people from the next class came.
After all, it was Xiaohua's birthday, so Wu Xie was very generous.They ate vegetables, drank wine, and poured wine for birthday stars, and wandered around the big cake, running around with cream on their hands, chasing a few little girls and old men around.
Wu Xie suddenly thought of four words inexplicably: "Drunk, dreaming and dying."
Looking at this grand banquet, I really feel that kind of feeling inexplicably.
Under the bright light, he accidentally jumped on a person and wiped cream all over his body. He opened his slightly drunken eyes and looked at him. The nose, the eyebrows, the flat and indifferent eyes, The more he looked, the more he looked like Zhang Qiling.
... Grass, how crazy is this.
wrong.
It's really Zhang Qiling.
It's okay for others, but with those eyes, he can recognize even if it turns into ashes.
Wu Xie let him go, laughed a few times, and said, "Brother! I'm sorry...it wasn't intentional."
Since when did they need to be so polite?
The fat man held down Pan Zi, rubbed and kneaded his rough face with his hands full of cream, and laughed loudly. Pan Zi cursed and cursed a lot, but he couldn't move his fat hand; Xie Yuchen Pulling his collar, he yelled: "Xie Ziyang, stop there, these clothes are very expensive! Do you know if you compensate me!" Xiuxiu and Yuncai carelessly held the cake and ate the cream, and the fat man galloped past them. However, she rushed towards the clouds with a piece of cake... "Fatty! You are looking for death!" "Xiuxiu, smash him!"
We should have been so carefree.But why should there be love.
Back to the dormitory at night there are amateur programs.Several people took Xie Yuchen out of the door to throw out the trash, and turned off the lights. As soon as Xie Yuchen walked in, he saw everyone sitting at the table, singing happy birthday with a candle in their hand.The completely out-of-tune weird song, coupled with the pair of dead fish eyes that are full of yin and yang, are full of hints.
"Grass..." Xie Yuchen cursed involuntarily, "Am I dead? You all light white candles to mourn me."
The few people who were self-defeating stumbled, sat down cursing and started playing cards.
Coke Fanta Potato Chips and spicy dry seeds are placed all over the table, and the melon seeds are smashed while beating.It could be seen that Xie Yuchen was not in a good mood.In the end, after playing and playing, I felt that it would be better to play truth or dare.
If you are taking a big risk, the lights have already been turned off, and if you run naked in the corridor, you will probably be thrown out by the auntie holding the collar.So I can only choose the truth.
To be honest... Several people looked at each other in blank dismay. These old men have been together since junior high school, and at most they know what color underwear the other party has, so they can only ask about their relationship in a very clichéd way.
"Starting from me, everyone confesses to the girl they like. If you don't have it, forget it. If you don't want to say it, you will be punished three cups."
"How do you know if there is one?"
"Can't you see this? Playing games requires a little sincerity..."
"I'll come first," Fatty said impassionedly, "My love for Sister Yuncai is a lesson to be learned."
"Everyone knows about it." Pan Zi said, "Forget it, it's not worth digging.
"Where's Xie Ziyang?"
"We all know he likes Aunt Xiangu."
"Then... that's not called liking, okay?!" Xie Ziyang blushed and defended thickly.
"You can call it whatever you like. Adoration, obsession, love. Oh, don't be obsessed with sister, she is just a legend of the white snake." The fat man spread his hands, "Next, Pan Zi."
Pan Zi looked at him speechlessly: "I really don't have one."
"Really not?"
"Not really."
"Really really... no?"
"No." Pan Zi held up a copy of "Appreciation of Weapons" and said, "My true love is this."
"……I believe you."
"You guys are so boring." Xie Ziyang knocked on the bowl, "It should be something explosive."
"Brilliant." Fatty Pan Zi looked at Wu Xie, "Xiao Wu."
Wu Xie lowered his head, his bangs covered his eyes, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.
Just for a moment, he fell into his own thoughts, as if he had entered another world.It seemed that all the noise around him had nothing to do with him.
The obsession is too deep, and I can't extricate myself.
Who do you like...?
Three words come to mind.
He is a thorn in his heart, it hurts even more if it is pulled out.
...don't push me.
He has someone he likes, it's not that he doesn't have one, but he can't say it. …He wants to ride a bicycle in the night wind, and it’s better to pass through a few red lights. Looking at the sky where the wires are cut and pieces are illuminated by neon lights like stained glass, he wants to stand on the roof and shout loudly, I like you.He wanted to shout at the tree hole, I like you.He wants to stand on a skyscraper and shout to the whole world, I love you. ...Even if he can't do all of these, he still wants to say to the person he likes, I like you, please don't be with others, okay?As long as it can be said, it is fine, as long as it can be said.Fuck off, I wish you happiness, go off, good brother!
When he thought of a person, he showed such an expression, so dazed, heartbroken and desolate.
Wu Xie wiped his face slowly, and said with a smile, "Really not."
"No? Really not?" Fatty and the others grinned wretchedly, and said, "Didn't Xiao Wu meet a pretty big girl last time?" "Yeah, I blushed when I saw her... "That's good, naive, go naive, go naive soon. I heard there is no owner!"
They think he likes Qin Haiting, so he must like Qin Haiting.Anyway...Qin Haiting is not bad, if Zhang Qiling didn't exist, maybe he would like her.To say that he used to like the little Huang Rong type like Qin Haiting, anyway, he was not cold and sullen and had facial paralysis that turned his face faster than a book... I don't know when it started, and I don't know when it will end.
... When on earth did I start to like you so much.
"I drink, drink, okay."
"Hey, you guessed it right, you're shy!"
"Naive, if you are really interested in that girl, we have to chase after you even if we go bankrupt. Who told you that you are the treasure of our dormitory!"
Wu Xie did it, pointed at Xiao Hua without changing his face, and said, "Don't talk nonsense, the next one, don't let the birthday star go."
Xie Yuchen smiled, raised his glass, and said, "I drink too."
"Hold!"
"Did I hear wrong!"
"playboy!"
"Chu Liuxiang!"
"There is someone I like!"
"Still so shy!"
"Is it true love?"
……
Immediately was swiped.
"Do you have to be so excited?" Xie Yuchen asked.
"Wait a minute, isn't it Miss Xiuxiu?" said the fat man.
"That's my sister, please don't talk nonsense."
"Then who else can there be?" the fat man rubbed his chin and said, "It's not like I said, it's just beautiful. Although it's a little rotten, a little white, and a little crazy, people are really good. Who else is there these days? can stand
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