[Tutor] Lost
Chapter 45 The Wrong Past
Since she was a child, Ye Ersi knew that she was different from others.
As a Beta, she is no different from ordinary people. What is different about her is that she has a twin sister who is an Omega.Like Alpha, Omega is also a precious existence, but Omega is treated much worse. Omegas can only be marked by Alphas, which means they tend to be the playthings of the higher-ups, or worse.Therefore, the identity of Omega predestined that the existence of the younger sister cannot be known by others. When other children have brothers and sisters to care for them, she has to work hard with her parents to hide her younger sister.
There is no way to prevent important relatives from being taken away.
Yeersi has never been jealous of her younger sister who is paid more attention by her parents, because her identity has to be hidden in a dark basement, she has never seen the outside world since she was a child, and she has never breathed free air... In this way, what is there to be jealous of? what about
And ah, my sister is such a cute existence.
She looks exactly like Yeersi, but has completely opposite personalities. The older sister is active and open-minded, while the younger sister is shy, introverted, careful and intelligent. They are like two sides of a mirror, with completely opposite qualities, but they attract each other like a magnet.
Ye Ersi remembers that she was very attached to her younger sister since she was very young, and even her father often felt that they were like one person.
Yeersi's childhood was lonely, not because no one wanted to make friends with her, but because compared to her younger sister who understood her well, other children were obviously not very attractive to her. By her sister's side, listening to her sister tell her "stories" in a soft voice, and only at this time did Ye Ersi find those boring books very interesting.At that time, the little Ye Ersi did not understand the difference between Beta and Omega. In order to make her sister less lonely, she would try her best to observe the outside world, and then she would tell her sister about it. She would catch dragonflies like a boy. Small insects and small animals such as insects and butterflies are just for my sister who never goes out to see.
Yes, when did such an ordinary and happy life... be shattered?
Was it when you were 14?
Why is she so stupid, volunteering to sneak out with her sister? Why is she so stupid and so stupid, not listening to her sister's concerns and being self righteous? If it wasn't for her stupidity, nothing would have happened, right?
Ye Ersi remembered that they were happy when they sneaked out at first. The younger sister who went out for the first time was a little cautious at first, but was soon attracted by the free air outside. She had never seen the shy younger sister so happily After laughing, she remembers being proud that everything she did was worthwhile.After all, the happiness was stolen, and before the happy smile could rise, they ushered in a catastrophe of extinction.
Omega breath.
The 14-year-old sister's adulthood was advanced, and with it came the unique estrus period of Omega, and the sweet and maddening smell spread far away. Omegas are rare, and the younger sister's coming of age rightfully caused an uproar, then was taken away and never returned.
She could only stare blankly, unable to do anything.
Ah, look at you, Jeers, look at what you have done?!
Howling crazily in her heart, she couldn't speak. She watched her proud father kneeling in front of those people, begging them to return her sister to them.He has already been deprived of his beloved wife by illness, and he does not want to be deprived of his dependent daughter again.
How much weight can a small researcher say?
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, Jeers." He hugged her tightly, his father called her over and over again, he had already lost one daughter, and he didn't want to lose the other, "Didn't you say that you should Help the sister who can't go out to see the world well, wake up Ye Ersi, didn't you promise to be strong?"
No! No! Shut up, shut up, shut up! Don't talk, don't talk! Please—
The blood was congealed all over her body, and Ye Ersi covered her face. She knew what "she" would say next, but she couldn't stop the self in her memory from speaking except that she curled up into a ball trembling all over.
"Yes, it's not my fault." 14-year-old Ye Ersi raised her head, her delicate face was expressionless, "It's your fault!"
Shut up shut up shut up!!
"Why are you not an Alpha, why do you have no rights and status, why are you just a worthless researcher? Why do you want your sister to be an Omega? The chances of two Betas giving birth to an Omega are very small, why why why?! Yes, it's all yours Wrong! If you are an Alpha, if you have power and status, how could your sister be taken away? If you can’t protect her, why did you let your sister come into this world?!”
Ye Ersi saw her father's froze expression for a moment, and looked at her memory, only venting herself, covering her ears desperately, but the cruel words still passed through the eardrums and reached her brain.
"……it was all your fault."
She watched her father embrace her 14-year-old self with trembling hands, and said, "...Yes, it's all my fault, not Ye Ersi's fault." Finally, she couldn't help crying.She knew that the collapse had begun.
My father began to stay in the laboratory day after day, devoting all his efforts to research anti-ABO drugs, but the man in his thirties was aging rapidly, his warm blond hair became mottled and dull, and he looked lifeless all day long. An old man over fifty.
However, no matter how hard we tried, the experiment still encountered a bottleneck.Without sufficient funding and technical support, this research itself is anti-ABO society. They can't even disclose the research content, and the research can't go on at all.
Yeersi remembered her father's impatience and madness in those days, and then one day, her father left a note and disappeared into Yeersi's life with all the research materials and equipment.
——I have sold my soul to the devil, don't look for it.
There was this sentence written on the note, and there was no news of her father's visit. Yeersi had nothing to do but wait, and then half a year ago, her father's bones were found in the suburbs.
Why, why can I still only watch this time?
Guarding her father's coffin, Yeersi couldn't cry, every time, every time, she couldn't do anything except watch! It wasn't the father who always protected them, but her who caused the sisters to be taken away; the father who caused the tragic death It's not the unknown murderer, it's her who forced her father to study infatuation, the one who caused the family to fall apart, it's not anyone, it's her——she, the coward who is clearly the perpetrator, but takes the blame on others as a matter of course !
What the hell is she doing?!
She is the one who should not exist, right? She is the one who deserves to die, right? Why do people around her suffer for her again and again? So come back alive, dad, come back, sister, as long as It doesn’t matter if I disappear when you come back, as long as you come back, it doesn’t matter what I do!
——There really is no god in this world.
Prayed devoutly over and over again, facing the empty home, Jeers suddenly understood.Yes, there is no god in this world, she can only rely on herself, and only herself can help her.So this time, no matter what means she uses, she will fulfill her wish, even if she sells her soul to the devil.
……
"...Ye'er...Si..."
"...Wake up...come here...Ye'er..."
Opening her eyes, a cloud of soft honey color appeared in her misty vision, she blinked, and Ye Ersi murmured, "...Palma?"
"Ah, yes, it's me."
Heaving a sigh of relief, Gang Ji helped Ye Ersi sit up, and asked in a voice, "How do you feel? Do you feel uncomfortable? Don't hold back..."
"I'm not..." Pressing her forehead, Ye Ersi's reaction was half a beat slow, "Well, didn't you leave?" Ah, what was she doing before? Shouldn't she be talking to the person in charge? Why would she—glance across the room she was in, Ye Ersi saw an unexpected person, "—Meile?"
"Yes, it's me."
With the corner of his mouth twitching, Mailer felt that Yeers' eyes were focused on the corner of his dark blue mouth, and he couldn't help but glance at Gang Ji, and found that he couldn't get a response, so he said with a sad face and aggrieved, "Oh, Yeers is okay Why, Palma, please take care of me!"
"Quiet." With a short order, Gang Ji was obviously furious.
"Why is this—" QAQ
"...What's going on here?" After drinking some water, her throat and head felt much more comfortable, Ye Ersi asked lately, she was thinking in vain before she noticed any abnormalities in this situation.
"Simply put, 'Yes' is dead." The door was pushed open, and the middle-aged Alpha who had talked with Yeers before walked in.After saying this, the man looked at Tsunaki who was on the bedside, "Meile, you are really a good junior, you are awesome, you belong to the Intelligence Bureau, right?"
Flicking his long hair, Mailer said with a smile, "Oh, no. I stole it from someone else, and I have to change it back when I'm done using it~"
"Oh?" An imperceptible light flashed in his eyes, and the middle-aged man said to Gangji, "Little guy, are you interested in coming to my side? It's a pity that your ability is buried."
Before Gangji could speak, Maile said, "Oh, it's useless. They used a beauty trick to hang Palma in prison. General, you can't pry the corner of the wall. Don't say there are beauties over there, I remember General, you are full of big and thick men, right? Don’t prevaricate with the Omega you’ve played with!”
His beard trembled with anger at these words, the middle-aged man snorted heavily, and turned to Yeersi, ignoring Mailer.
"From now on, you are a member of the Imperial Research Institute. There is no past, only a future of sharing weal and woe with the Empire, understand?"
Ye Ersi's eyes were blank.
Before the middle-aged man got angry, Maile said, "Hey, hey, he's only in his teens, so it's understandable if he doesn't understand. General, don't get angry. It's said that people who get angry easily will gain weight in middle age. I can't even put on a uniform."
"What kind of nonsense is that!"
Jumping angrily, the middle-aged man took a deep breath and began to suppress his anger.Taking advantage of this stall, Gang Ji hurriedly explained, "That's it, Yeersi, you know what you researched...well, it's against the world, no one wants anti-ABO medicine to be researched, and Mailer solved it along the way." There are many assassins. Even within the 'Organization', there are many people who are opposed to continuing the research, so the 'Organization' cannot use you in the open, and 'Jesus' must die."
"..."
"Simply put, if you want to continue your research, you must abandon the name 'Yersi'."
"And, no matter what achievements you have made, you will not be known." The middle-aged man suddenly said, "Even if your research comes in handy in the future, it cannot be named after you. 'Yersi' is dead. It will not exist, no one can see your efforts and achievements, and no one will remember you in the future... so, do you still want to persist?"
Ye Ersi fell silent.
"I'm sorry." This was said to Gang Ji, Yeersi raised her head, her eyes were apologetic, "Can you forget 'Yersi', Palma? From now on, please call me 'Ann'." It's decided, isn't it? As long as she can achieve her wish, she will spare no effort at all costs, so how can she be reluctant to give up a mere reputation?
"..."
Gang Ji couldn't describe his mood at the moment, looking at Ye Ersi's bright smiling face, he couldn't say anything except "good".Knowing that this is a use but still not turning back, why are you so stupid, Ye Ersi?
"Then in exchange." The middle-aged man said, as if he couldn't bear it, "We will arrange for you to meet your sister. Of course, it is unilateral."
Ye Ersi's eyes lit up instantly, "Really?"
"The old man never breaks his promise."
"That's great!" Ye'er laughed, not hiding her gratitude and expectation. "That's great, Palma."
This is taking advantage, Yeersi, this kindness is a bait to make you work harder, but no one wants to break the girl's meager dream, Gang Ji closed her eyes, smiled and nodded, blessing like a normal friend, " Ah, that's great."
If that's what you're hoping for.
The author has something to say: The CP of Tsunayoshi and Arnold is really cold_(:з」∠)_
I wanted to find the article but couldn't find it, so I could only continue to brainstorm and update the article... I can't be more cruel ○| ̄|_
PS: ↘ゾ篈览ゝ. Throwing a landmine, Xuanxi threw a bazooka, okay~
PPS: Happy Children's Day=333=...light [candles] for myself who is too early for children
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Can you see_(:з」∠)_
As a Beta, she is no different from ordinary people. What is different about her is that she has a twin sister who is an Omega.Like Alpha, Omega is also a precious existence, but Omega is treated much worse. Omegas can only be marked by Alphas, which means they tend to be the playthings of the higher-ups, or worse.Therefore, the identity of Omega predestined that the existence of the younger sister cannot be known by others. When other children have brothers and sisters to care for them, she has to work hard with her parents to hide her younger sister.
There is no way to prevent important relatives from being taken away.
Yeersi has never been jealous of her younger sister who is paid more attention by her parents, because her identity has to be hidden in a dark basement, she has never seen the outside world since she was a child, and she has never breathed free air... In this way, what is there to be jealous of? what about
And ah, my sister is such a cute existence.
She looks exactly like Yeersi, but has completely opposite personalities. The older sister is active and open-minded, while the younger sister is shy, introverted, careful and intelligent. They are like two sides of a mirror, with completely opposite qualities, but they attract each other like a magnet.
Ye Ersi remembers that she was very attached to her younger sister since she was very young, and even her father often felt that they were like one person.
Yeersi's childhood was lonely, not because no one wanted to make friends with her, but because compared to her younger sister who understood her well, other children were obviously not very attractive to her. By her sister's side, listening to her sister tell her "stories" in a soft voice, and only at this time did Ye Ersi find those boring books very interesting.At that time, the little Ye Ersi did not understand the difference between Beta and Omega. In order to make her sister less lonely, she would try her best to observe the outside world, and then she would tell her sister about it. She would catch dragonflies like a boy. Small insects and small animals such as insects and butterflies are just for my sister who never goes out to see.
Yes, when did such an ordinary and happy life... be shattered?
Was it when you were 14?
Why is she so stupid, volunteering to sneak out with her sister? Why is she so stupid and so stupid, not listening to her sister's concerns and being self righteous? If it wasn't for her stupidity, nothing would have happened, right?
Ye Ersi remembered that they were happy when they sneaked out at first. The younger sister who went out for the first time was a little cautious at first, but was soon attracted by the free air outside. She had never seen the shy younger sister so happily After laughing, she remembers being proud that everything she did was worthwhile.After all, the happiness was stolen, and before the happy smile could rise, they ushered in a catastrophe of extinction.
Omega breath.
The 14-year-old sister's adulthood was advanced, and with it came the unique estrus period of Omega, and the sweet and maddening smell spread far away. Omegas are rare, and the younger sister's coming of age rightfully caused an uproar, then was taken away and never returned.
She could only stare blankly, unable to do anything.
Ah, look at you, Jeers, look at what you have done?!
Howling crazily in her heart, she couldn't speak. She watched her proud father kneeling in front of those people, begging them to return her sister to them.He has already been deprived of his beloved wife by illness, and he does not want to be deprived of his dependent daughter again.
How much weight can a small researcher say?
"It's not your fault, it's not your fault, Jeers." He hugged her tightly, his father called her over and over again, he had already lost one daughter, and he didn't want to lose the other, "Didn't you say that you should Help the sister who can't go out to see the world well, wake up Ye Ersi, didn't you promise to be strong?"
No! No! Shut up, shut up, shut up! Don't talk, don't talk! Please—
The blood was congealed all over her body, and Ye Ersi covered her face. She knew what "she" would say next, but she couldn't stop the self in her memory from speaking except that she curled up into a ball trembling all over.
"Yes, it's not my fault." 14-year-old Ye Ersi raised her head, her delicate face was expressionless, "It's your fault!"
Shut up shut up shut up!!
"Why are you not an Alpha, why do you have no rights and status, why are you just a worthless researcher? Why do you want your sister to be an Omega? The chances of two Betas giving birth to an Omega are very small, why why why?! Yes, it's all yours Wrong! If you are an Alpha, if you have power and status, how could your sister be taken away? If you can’t protect her, why did you let your sister come into this world?!”
Ye Ersi saw her father's froze expression for a moment, and looked at her memory, only venting herself, covering her ears desperately, but the cruel words still passed through the eardrums and reached her brain.
"……it was all your fault."
She watched her father embrace her 14-year-old self with trembling hands, and said, "...Yes, it's all my fault, not Ye Ersi's fault." Finally, she couldn't help crying.She knew that the collapse had begun.
My father began to stay in the laboratory day after day, devoting all his efforts to research anti-ABO drugs, but the man in his thirties was aging rapidly, his warm blond hair became mottled and dull, and he looked lifeless all day long. An old man over fifty.
However, no matter how hard we tried, the experiment still encountered a bottleneck.Without sufficient funding and technical support, this research itself is anti-ABO society. They can't even disclose the research content, and the research can't go on at all.
Yeersi remembered her father's impatience and madness in those days, and then one day, her father left a note and disappeared into Yeersi's life with all the research materials and equipment.
——I have sold my soul to the devil, don't look for it.
There was this sentence written on the note, and there was no news of her father's visit. Yeersi had nothing to do but wait, and then half a year ago, her father's bones were found in the suburbs.
Why, why can I still only watch this time?
Guarding her father's coffin, Yeersi couldn't cry, every time, every time, she couldn't do anything except watch! It wasn't the father who always protected them, but her who caused the sisters to be taken away; the father who caused the tragic death It's not the unknown murderer, it's her who forced her father to study infatuation, the one who caused the family to fall apart, it's not anyone, it's her——she, the coward who is clearly the perpetrator, but takes the blame on others as a matter of course !
What the hell is she doing?!
She is the one who should not exist, right? She is the one who deserves to die, right? Why do people around her suffer for her again and again? So come back alive, dad, come back, sister, as long as It doesn’t matter if I disappear when you come back, as long as you come back, it doesn’t matter what I do!
——There really is no god in this world.
Prayed devoutly over and over again, facing the empty home, Jeers suddenly understood.Yes, there is no god in this world, she can only rely on herself, and only herself can help her.So this time, no matter what means she uses, she will fulfill her wish, even if she sells her soul to the devil.
……
"...Ye'er...Si..."
"...Wake up...come here...Ye'er..."
Opening her eyes, a cloud of soft honey color appeared in her misty vision, she blinked, and Ye Ersi murmured, "...Palma?"
"Ah, yes, it's me."
Heaving a sigh of relief, Gang Ji helped Ye Ersi sit up, and asked in a voice, "How do you feel? Do you feel uncomfortable? Don't hold back..."
"I'm not..." Pressing her forehead, Ye Ersi's reaction was half a beat slow, "Well, didn't you leave?" Ah, what was she doing before? Shouldn't she be talking to the person in charge? Why would she—glance across the room she was in, Ye Ersi saw an unexpected person, "—Meile?"
"Yes, it's me."
With the corner of his mouth twitching, Mailer felt that Yeers' eyes were focused on the corner of his dark blue mouth, and he couldn't help but glance at Gang Ji, and found that he couldn't get a response, so he said with a sad face and aggrieved, "Oh, Yeers is okay Why, Palma, please take care of me!"
"Quiet." With a short order, Gang Ji was obviously furious.
"Why is this—" QAQ
"...What's going on here?" After drinking some water, her throat and head felt much more comfortable, Ye Ersi asked lately, she was thinking in vain before she noticed any abnormalities in this situation.
"Simply put, 'Yes' is dead." The door was pushed open, and the middle-aged Alpha who had talked with Yeers before walked in.After saying this, the man looked at Tsunaki who was on the bedside, "Meile, you are really a good junior, you are awesome, you belong to the Intelligence Bureau, right?"
Flicking his long hair, Mailer said with a smile, "Oh, no. I stole it from someone else, and I have to change it back when I'm done using it~"
"Oh?" An imperceptible light flashed in his eyes, and the middle-aged man said to Gangji, "Little guy, are you interested in coming to my side? It's a pity that your ability is buried."
Before Gangji could speak, Maile said, "Oh, it's useless. They used a beauty trick to hang Palma in prison. General, you can't pry the corner of the wall. Don't say there are beauties over there, I remember General, you are full of big and thick men, right? Don’t prevaricate with the Omega you’ve played with!”
His beard trembled with anger at these words, the middle-aged man snorted heavily, and turned to Yeersi, ignoring Mailer.
"From now on, you are a member of the Imperial Research Institute. There is no past, only a future of sharing weal and woe with the Empire, understand?"
Ye Ersi's eyes were blank.
Before the middle-aged man got angry, Maile said, "Hey, hey, he's only in his teens, so it's understandable if he doesn't understand. General, don't get angry. It's said that people who get angry easily will gain weight in middle age. I can't even put on a uniform."
"What kind of nonsense is that!"
Jumping angrily, the middle-aged man took a deep breath and began to suppress his anger.Taking advantage of this stall, Gang Ji hurriedly explained, "That's it, Yeersi, you know what you researched...well, it's against the world, no one wants anti-ABO medicine to be researched, and Mailer solved it along the way." There are many assassins. Even within the 'Organization', there are many people who are opposed to continuing the research, so the 'Organization' cannot use you in the open, and 'Jesus' must die."
"..."
"Simply put, if you want to continue your research, you must abandon the name 'Yersi'."
"And, no matter what achievements you have made, you will not be known." The middle-aged man suddenly said, "Even if your research comes in handy in the future, it cannot be named after you. 'Yersi' is dead. It will not exist, no one can see your efforts and achievements, and no one will remember you in the future... so, do you still want to persist?"
Ye Ersi fell silent.
"I'm sorry." This was said to Gang Ji, Yeersi raised her head, her eyes were apologetic, "Can you forget 'Yersi', Palma? From now on, please call me 'Ann'." It's decided, isn't it? As long as she can achieve her wish, she will spare no effort at all costs, so how can she be reluctant to give up a mere reputation?
"..."
Gang Ji couldn't describe his mood at the moment, looking at Ye Ersi's bright smiling face, he couldn't say anything except "good".Knowing that this is a use but still not turning back, why are you so stupid, Ye Ersi?
"Then in exchange." The middle-aged man said, as if he couldn't bear it, "We will arrange for you to meet your sister. Of course, it is unilateral."
Ye Ersi's eyes lit up instantly, "Really?"
"The old man never breaks his promise."
"That's great!" Ye'er laughed, not hiding her gratitude and expectation. "That's great, Palma."
This is taking advantage, Yeersi, this kindness is a bait to make you work harder, but no one wants to break the girl's meager dream, Gang Ji closed her eyes, smiled and nodded, blessing like a normal friend, " Ah, that's great."
If that's what you're hoping for.
The author has something to say: The CP of Tsunayoshi and Arnold is really cold_(:з」∠)_
I wanted to find the article but couldn't find it, so I could only continue to brainstorm and update the article... I can't be more cruel ○| ̄|_
PS: ↘ゾ篈览ゝ. Throwing a landmine, Xuanxi threw a bazooka, okay~
PPS: Happy Children's Day=333=...light [candles] for myself who is too early for children
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Can you see_(:з」∠)_
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