Reborn Rongruo

The oil lamp in the inner hall was very bright, and Xuanye could clearly see every subtle expression on Chengde's face.He observed carefully, and soon found that even though Chengde seemed to be concentrating on reading, every time he frowned and sighed, the unresolved sadness could be clearly conveyed to his heart.

Xuan Ye didn't know that Chengde had already guessed his intention of taking him into the palace, seeing Chengde's behavior, he just thought that Chengde didn't want to come to the palace to accompany him, so he got angry in his heart.

Cheng De knew that Xuan Ye was not reading at all but was looking at him intently, but he didn't want to talk to Xuan Ye, or he couldn't forgive Xuan Ye for treating him and his family separately, as long as he thought of his Ama It may become a useless chess piece in Xuanye's hands at any time, and Chengde's chest will throb with pain without warning.The pain that forced him to breathe made Chengde realize very clearly at this moment that Xuan Ye had grown up, and he was no longer the child in Jingqian Zhai who was wholeheartedly attached to him.He has transformed into a young emperor!

But what about myself?Chengde thought bitterly, now he has to admit that in this life, because of the chance when he was young, he has a different feeling for Xuan Ye than in the previous life.At the very least, if he encountered the current situation in the previous life, he could use his mind to plot and calculate without any scruples, and he would not be soft-hearted.But now, he clearly knew Xuan Ye's plan, but he couldn't bear to attack that child.

In fact, Cheng De also understands very well that he puts himself in a very special position in Xuan Ye's heart.That's not comparable to my Ama or any minister. Xuan Ye clearly distinguishes the difference between emotion and reason, even better than himself.This is why Xuan Ye cherishes him, and it is also the reason why Cheng De doesn't want to use Xuan Ye's feelings for him to plot against him.

Therefore, even though Chengde knows everything, all he can do is to suppress himself and endure this heart-wrenching pain.

Cheng De reborn as a human being, he never thought of changing his original intention of emotion, his emotion has always been pure, kind and true, in his last life he was attached to one person with such emotion and finally died of depression.At that time, he was obsessed with Ci, stayed away from the temple, and did not fight with others. The world said that he was free and easy, but who knew that what he did was not a kind of escape and cowardice? !His mind has always been sensitive and intelligent, and he was fortunate to be reborn in this life, so he let go of that attachment and that person, and wanted to live a different self.

Now that the relationship with his family is getting deeper and deeper, he realizes how difficult it is for Ama.In his last life, he felt that the means used by his Ama in the temple were dark and cruel, so his relationship with Ama was not good.Although Ama thought of him in every possible way, he still went his own way, refused to go to court, and refused to share a little pressure for Ama.In this life, I was in it, and only then did I truly understand Ama's difficulties, and finally understood that what Ama did was just to save the lives of more than 100 members of the Nalan family.Those so-called high-ranking officials with rich salary and famous appearance are just icing on the cake.

But Chengde thought again, if his Ama walked on thin ice all the way, what about Xuan Ye?Was he born so calculating and ruthless?Perhaps no one has a deeper understanding of Xuan Ye's transformation than Cheng De.The picture of the five-year-old child pulling the string of the kite and smiling innocently and brilliantly appeared in his mind—Cheng De's eyes couldn't help turning slightly red.

Before entering the palace, Chengde asked Mingzhu about the errand assigned by the emperor, but Mingzhu refused to tell.However, Cheng De could realize that Ama didn't really want to talk about it, but felt that at the age of 14, he still didn't have the ability to share the burden on his shoulders.But in fact, Chengde is an adult mind with past life memories. He is convinced that he has the ability and obligation to help Mingzhu.So since it is obviously not possible to share, it is always possible to help secretly.

It's just that Chengde hasn't thought of a way to get the best of both worlds to solve this matter.One is a relative whose blood is thicker than water, and the other is a friend whom I have always cherished.Although Xuan Ye did not handle this matter thoroughly, there is no doubt that he cherishes himself.Chengde doesn't want to hurt Xuanye, but also wants to help his Ama.So, he was still thinking, he had to find a way to prevent Xuan Ye from realizing that he had seen through Xuan Ye's intentions, and at the same time help his Ama quietly.

Xuanye had noticed long ago that the pages of the book that Cheng De was holding with his fingertips hadn't been turned for a long time.He knew what Cheng Deding was thinking, but he couldn't see his expression clearly because the candle flame was reflected on his face.

At this time, Xu Shi had passed, and Xuan Ye's patience was also worn out little by little.He closed the book with a snap, called Li Dequan, and ordered: "Have you finished what I ordered you?"

"Back to the emperor, this servant has already tidied up the side room next to Cao Yin in the side hall according to your instructions! The furniture and bedding are all newly replaced, and it will also be lit for incense." Li Dequan glanced quietly at the other side. Chengde, who was reading a book without even raising his eyelids, secretly guessed, could it be that these two are having a fight?

Xuan Ye also took a look at Cheng De, seeing that the man was completely indifferent, he waved to Li Dequan, "Go out and wait!"

"Whoo!"

Li Dequan picked up the curtain and retreated, Xuan Ye also stood up, walked behind Chengde, stood there for a while, seeing that Chengde ignored him, he coughed heavily.

Only then did Cheng De recover from his complicated thoughts, he raised his eyes and saw Xuan Ye standing behind him, he hurriedly stood up, calmed down, and returned to normal after a while.He stood with his head down and didn't speak, waiting for Xuan Ye to speak first.

Xuan Ye only thought that Cheng De was still angry at him for recruiting him into the palace without prior explanation, but he had already expressed his apology and tried to please him, but this person still didn't look good. Xuan Ye felt even more upset when he was wronged stand up.

Xuanye pulled Chengde a little irritably, "Follow me!"

Cheng De let him lead, and quietly followed behind him. The two left the inner hall and then stepped out of the outer hall. Seeing that Li Dequan was still standing guard at the door of the outer hall, Xuan Ye frowned and said coldly: " Just stay here and watch, don't follow!"

Li Dequan responded, and hurriedly and honestly pasted it back on the door frame.He knew that the emperor was in a bad mood at the moment, but he didn't dare to touch that bad luck.

Xuanye pulled Chengde all the way out of the Qianqing Palace and walked towards the imperial garden behind.At the end of winter and the beginning of spring, the wind at night is very cold, and the face is scraped like a small knife, which hurts.Both of them were wearing only indoor clothes, not even thick clothes, and now the breeze was blowing, which made their hearts feel completely chilled.

Xuan Ye brought Cheng Dela to the fish pond in the imperial garden, and then stopped.He pointed to the pond and asked Chengde, "The ice on this pond melted two days ago, do you think the water is still cold?"

Chengde glanced at him inexplicably, and replied: "The water temperature changes with the seasons. Even if the ice melts, it is naturally extremely cold!"

Xuan Ye stared at Chengde until he finished speaking, and smiled with his lips curled up. Before Chengde could react, he turned over and jumped in neatly.

"Xuan Ye!!" Cheng De exclaimed, and chased after him without even thinking about it.As soon as he entered the water, his waist was hooked.

Xuan Ye rushed out of the water with Chengde in his arms, and the water splashed with the sound of splashing water, which was especially ear-piercing in this silent night.

Chengde took a deep breath, but at this moment, Xuan Ye's faint voice came from behind him, "You are finally willing to call me by my name! You were much colder than this pool of water just now!"

He hugged Chengde tightly, rubbing his cheek against his stamina, and sprayed mouthfuls of hot air on Chengde's ear, itching, but that sigh-like whisper was like a gust of wind blowing away the melancholy clouds in Chengde's heart. It blows away, leaving only a trace of inexplicable pain.

The cold water in the pool stimulated Chengde's long-suppressed nerve.He suddenly turned around and stared at Xuan Ye fiercely. At this moment, he forgot all the ancestral rules, monarchs, ministers and morals that weighed heavily on his heart, and said angrily: "What the hell are you thinking?! You Are you crazy?! Do you know how heavy the burden is on your shoulders?! You spoil yourself so much, do you want me to die?!"

Xuanye stared blankly at Chengde, and after a while, he laughed lowly, the laughter gradually amplified, and finally he burst out laughing.

Cheng De's chest rose and fell violently, and he was so angry that he pushed Xuan Ye hard, but Xuan Ye hugged him even tighter.

"Don't laugh!" Cheng De glared at Xuan Ye angrily.

Xuan Ye hurriedly pursed his lips to hold back, and after a while he finally held back.He looked at Chengde with bright eyes, and said with emotion: "I know you have me in your heart, otherwise why would you jump down with me without hesitation? Dabao, I am very happy that you care about me so much! I took you into the palace without discussing with you, you are not happy! But I can’t see you, you will be flustered and worried, I am not at ease, I can’t do anything! Dabao, don’t be angry with me, What did I do to make you unhappy, you have to tell me, if you don’t tell me, how will I know what’s wrong? From now on, don’t be so cold to me, I can’t stand it!”

I can't stand it either!Don't use your imperial mind technique on me again!Cheng De raised his head and pushed back the liquid that was about to overflow his eyes.His eyelashes are very long, blinking like two butterfly wings.Xuan Ye couldn't help but raised his fingers to gently caress the corners of his eyes.

Cheng De grabbed Xuan Ye's hand, pulled it down, and sighed: "Go up quickly, what should you do if you get a cold in such cold water? I will be the one who loses his head then?"

"Cowardly!" Xuan Ye's mouth was dissatisfied, but his eyes were full of smiles.He obediently let Cheng pull him ashore.

The two of them were drenched, and when they ran back to Qianqing Palace, they still entered through the back door.After changing the wet clothes, Xuanye ordered Li Dequan to prepare a bath. This time Xuanye invited Chengde to take a bath together. Although Chengde was unwilling, it was difficult to refuse.

The author has something to say: Xiaoxuanzi's goal has been achieved, are the judges satisfied?Herbs are waiting for your flowers~ I also thought about Chengde’s character question raised by Yao Fei. After reading Nalan Ci, I felt that Cheng Desheng was actually helpless and powerless in that feudal society. Yes, he is sentimental and empathetic.He wrote all his dissatisfaction and helplessness into the words, which actually didn't help him much in real life. Objectively speaking, it was a kind of evasion and cowardice!Just like people always believe in something when they cannot extricate themselves from the pain, and want to use the power of God to save themselves--I won't say much about this! O(∩_∩)O～This is a rebirth article, so I want Nalan to be a restrained, forbearing, filial but sincere person. He still values ​​love and righteousness, is pure and kind, and he will care for him People think about it, but they no longer run away from fate, but use their ingenuity to protect their important things in the dire straits. He has ideals and pursuits. In the end, he may not necessarily obtain happiness as defined by everyone, but he will Satisfying himself, so my book must be HE, and I may not be able to satisfy every reader in the end, but I will try my best!Now the number of words is still too small, everyone slowly look back, after the two of them confirm their relationship, I will serve you fried rice every day, I can do it, I promise!I am writing very seriously, and I will check the information to confirm almost every time I encounter an uncertain event. For the sake of being so serious, please give me a few more flowers, okay?Okay~~~~~? (^o^)~Hey!