God, let's fall in love

"By the way, Brother Nian, do you want to stay in City B for a few days?" Xiao Xiang said, looking at Su Nian with some teasing in his eyes, "Hey, I only have one room there..."

Su Nian stretched out his hand and flicked Xiao Xiang's forehead, and scolded with a smile, "What are you thinking about! I have an afternoon flight, and I'll leave later."

"Huh? In such a hurry?" Xiao Xiang was taken aback.

"Well, I just came to see you, and I feel relieved to see that you are still alive." Meaning.

Xiao wanted to touch his nose, "Brother Nian, you are not really afraid of your family being jealous, are you? Well, I haven't met him yet. When will Brother Nian bring him to City B?"

Su Nian took a sip of tea, glanced at the person opposite, paused before saying, "I want to see why he doesn't go back to City H by himself?"

"Brother Nian..." Xiao Xiang looked up at Su Nian, a little helpless, not fully understanding whether there was any other meaning in Su Nian's words.

Su Nian sighed again, the topic did not go around in the end, and tried to persuade him in a gentle tone, "Xiao Xiang, you, go back to City H during the summer vacation."

As soon as Su Nian's voice fell, Xiao Xiang froze for a moment, and then with a pale face, he felt uneasy and began to fuck, the fingertips holding the teacup lost color with force, and silently turned his head to avoid action to guard against.He didn't understand why Brother Nian suddenly brought up this topic. Brother Nian had always been used to him, and he would considerately not to mention things he didn't want to mention. Today, what happened?

"If you are still not ready, then at least go back during the winter vacation, Xiaoxiang," Su Nian said with a pun, "It's very deserted to celebrate the New Year alone."

Xiao Xiang trembled suddenly when he heard the words, and accidentally knocked over the teacup. The delicate white porcelain rolled on the table twice and finally fell to the ground. The thick carpet absorbed the harsh breaking sound, leaving only a muffled sound. Muffled impact.

'Boom'!

Whose heart did it hit, and whose heart ached again...

The hot tea that had just been filled slid down the back of the hand that was too late to avoid, instantly dyeing the still blue skin red, adding new wounds to old scars, but Xiao Xiang didn't notice it.The hands on the knees were tightly twisted, hesitant and restless.

The atmosphere in the box suddenly became oppressive. The pale young man sitting on the chair had a kind of fragility, his stubborn back was trembling faintly, his tightly pursed lips were bloodless, and his wandering eyes carried a disturbed look. Anxiety, helpless despair lingers all over his body.

"Xiao Xiang..." Su Nian, who has always been calm, was a little at a loss as to what to do at the moment, and suddenly regretted that he just talked about that taboo topic. He never expected that after two years, this child The rejection was still so intense.

At first...

How did things become like this?How did you hurt someone like this?

"elder brother!"

Maybe Su Nian was afraid that Su Nian would say things he didn't want or didn't dare to think about, Xiao Xiang hurriedly interrupted his words, his voice was broken because his voice was dry and hoarse and suddenly raised, in this quiet and closed small box It looks particularly harsh inside.

Embarrassed, embarrassed.

Feeling so depressed that he couldn't get through it, Xiao wanted to get up from his seat abruptly, knocking down the chair due to his excessive movement, and stood in a panic for a while before suddenly reacting, "Eat, let's go after eating, Brother Nian Aren't you going to leave later? I'll take you to the airport..."

While walking out while talking quickly, Su Nian frowned and pulled him back, "Xiaoxiang..."

Xiao wanted to twitch his arms vigorously but was not allowed, so he could only stare at Su Nian's mouth nervously on high alert, for fear that he would say anything else.

Su Nian sighed a little tiredly, and said in a gentle voice: "I won't talk anymore, don't be afraid. I'll take you home." When the other party was about to struggle again, Su Nian tightened the hand holding his arm, forcefully He is not allowed to refuse, "I will send you."

All the way to Xiao Xiang's residence in a strange and quiet way, Xiao Xiang silently took out the key and opened the door. When he entered the door, he paused, turned slightly to Su Nian and said, "Brother Nian, my house is in chaos. Forget about it today, anyway, you are busy catching the plane, please come in next time."

Taking advantage of her height, Su Nian glanced at Xiao Xiang's room. The sofa and coffee table in the small living room were all cleaned up. Wherever the room was in chaos, it was clear that she was driving him away.Knowing that this guy is very defensive now, Su Nian didn't force it, "Alright, I'll go to the pharmacy below and buy you some burn plaster."

"No need brother Nian." Xiao Xiang forced a smile.

"Xiao Xiang, you must be obedient." Su Nian couldn't help but smile wryly after speaking, how could this guy be obedient?Xiao Xiang was too obedient to return to City H for so long.

Xiao wanted to be silent, with his head lowered and his slightly long forehead hair covering his eyes, quiet and stubborn.Prayed in a low voice and slowly, "I want to stay alone for a while, just for a while." The clear and cold voice, like the cool wind blowing through the leaves at the end of autumn, trembled, as if tears would be shed in the next second .

Su Nian patted Xiao Xiang's head and sighed secretly.The human heart is always fragile, it will hurt, it will hurt, it will bleed, there are so many ways to relieve pain, this guy really chooses the most stubborn and stupid one.A wall is built outside the heart, no one else can touch it, and he can't get out by himself.Wouldn't this stalemate be tiring?

"Apply cold water to the scalded area by yourself. Remember to apply the medicine? Don't leave scars." Su Nian looked down at the hair of the people around him, and couldn't help but say a few words, "Call me if you need anything. , or Meng Qidi and Li Xiao, everyone cares about you very much. Be obedient."

Xiao Xiang didn't look up, but just responded in a muffled voice.After Su Nian finally patted him on the shoulder and left, Xiao Xiang took a long while to look up at the empty corridor.Enter the house and close the door.

The strong outfit was suddenly removed, and Xiao Xiang almost slid along the door panel and sat on the ground without a trace of strength.

His whole body was limp and light, except for the position of his heart, which weighed heavily on him and made it difficult to breathe, like a fish out of water, requiring him to breathe heavily and struggle hard.

My head was in chaos, something flashed through my mind like a mess, there was no clue, no beginning and... no ending.What is it that wants to break out of the ground, but is subconsciously suppressed by him.The nightmare that has haunted him for more than two years is more like a devil from hell, greedily trying to devour him...

Everything in front of him became blurred, but his hearing became more sensitive.The sound of music coming from nowhere became more and more deafening, as if it was right next to his ears.Familiar and unfamiliar explosive music seems to be able to make people crazy in an instant, the sound of heavy metal rhythmic beating, screaming and shouting, the clamor of tearing up all disguises, and the sound of glass wine glasses colliding... Listening to the live version of the glamorous life, Xiao wanted to feel panicked. He couldn't see anything, couldn't find an exit, couldn't find redemption, and his heart became more and more panic-stricken. Xiao wanted to tell himself desperately, leave quickly leave here!Leave, leave now... Otherwise, you will regret it for the rest of your life...

buzz--buzz--

The vibrating sound of the mobile phone suddenly sounded, like a sharp sword cutting through the noisy and flashy illusion in an instant, leaving only a monotonous and maddening buzzing sound in the whole world.A feeling of despair and suffocation came over his face, Xiao wanted to have a splitting headache from being tortured, and covered his ears with his hands vigorously, but he couldn't cover the vibrating sound of the mobile phone that pierced his ears like the magic sound.She was trembling all over and wanted to escape, but her legs were so heavy that she couldn't move a step.

In a trance, who reached out and took out the phone... No!don't want!Xiao wanted to yell almost like Sheristy, don't answer the phone!Please don't answer!The person in the blurry picture didn't hear his call, and his white, transparent fingers gently slid down the answer button...

"No!" Xiao Xiang waved his arms and opened his eyes excitedly, panting desperately, tilting his head slightly, what caught his eyes was the dizzy scene of the thin morning sun reflecting on the window lattice.It turns out...it was a dream...

buzz-buzz--

The haunting ghostly voice continued, and Xiao Xiang was so frightened that he sat up abruptly, only to find that it was the alarm of the mobile phone beside him.The world is finally quiet...

Cold sweat slid down his cheeks, itching, Xiao Xiang stretched out his hand to wipe the cold sweat all over his face, and after moving his body, he realized that he was in the entrance hall.Last night, he just fell asleep like this.

His hands and feet were cold, and his whole body was exhausted. Xiao Xiang stood up with his hands on the door panel, and moved his stiff muscles slightly.The chest and back were already soaked in sweat, sticking to the skin was extremely uncomfortable.Walk into the bathroom and turn on the cold water valve to take a quick shower.When he came out again, that pale face was even more terrifyingly pale.

Going to the bed and opening the window, the clean and fresh air in the morning rushes into the room, the sun shines on Xiao Xiang's body but does not bring a trace of warmth, the scorching light is reflected in those cold eyes, flickering When it dies, it is always cold.Xiao wanted to close the window suddenly and cover the curtains to prevent the unscrupulous sunlight from reflecting on him.He turned and walked over to the bed and threw himself on the bed.

No matter how gorgeous the outside world is, his heart has long been desolate and no grass can grow.

...

When he woke up again, it was already the beginning of night, Xiao Xiang dragged his tired body and swallowed two antipyretics, wrapped himself in a big blanket and threw him on a chair, surfing the Internet.

After logging into Penguin, he didn't log in to YY as usual. He was really dizzy today, and he wasn't in the mood to sing.Flipping through the messy news webpages a few times in boredom, Xiao Xiang suddenly remembered that the girl in YY helped him build a group not long ago, saying it was his fan group.Speaking of it, he seems to have never been there since he was added.

Swiping the mouse twice, there is only one lonely group in his penguin group, so this is...the legendary...his fan group?

This one is called "Xiao|Xiang Hou Garden"?Click to enter, after seeing the rows of name prefixes, Xiao Xiang is also embarrassed, chrysanthemum... chrysanthemum?This...he must have thought too much, right?

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