Come forward

"If I didn't find it, do you plan to never go back for the rest of your life?" Xiao Yan looked tired and let go of the hand on the back of my neck, bent down, and picked up an orange that fell under our feet , straightened up, put it in my hand silently, and then told me, "It was your junior brother who told me you were here."

Me: "..." This traitor...

It's okay for two people to confront each other outside like this. The most important thing is that my back is so sore that I can't stand anymore, but I don't know how much Lu Mingyuan said, so I have to cover my protruding belly and say to Xiao Yan, "Let's go up and talk."

Xiao Yan glanced at me, didn't say anything, and still stretched out her hand to wrap around my thicker waist as before.He slowed down his pace and led me forward slowly. As I walked, I felt more and more dazed. I just felt that he seemed to know everything, and every step was very difficult.But thanks to the blessing of dressing up as a pregnant woman, the two of them are now like a pair of lovers like never before. I can't help but hope that this road can go for a longer time, even if the backache is unbearable, I will admit it.

But the road is so long, no matter how slow the walk is, it will be finished. When I arrived at the place where I lived for more than a month, Xiao Yan first called his subordinates, and then went into the bathroom.I sat on the sofa with my waist supported, and hung up a call to Lu Mingyuan with a headache. When Traitor Lu heard that Xiao Yan had come to the door, he quickly explained to me the reason for his rebellion on the phone: "Senior brother, I I really think hiding like this is not the solution to the problem, not to mention that when you talked to me on the phone two days ago, you said that your legs are always cramping at night, and you can’t sleep well. Look, your stomach is only five months old now, wait No matter how old you are in the next month, how will you take care of yourself alone?"

I opened my mouth, but didn't make a sound, because I really had a much harder time than I imagined during this time.Although I used to live alone, I didn’t have such a child in my stomach at that time, who could run and jump, and it was fine if I had a cold and a fever.Now this is not only a physical burden, but more of a psychological problem. After a long time, I might really not be able to bear it.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Lu Mingyuan cautiously kept silent for a moment.I have mixed feelings in my heart. I originally wanted to say that you have considered this issue long ago, so you arranged the house next to your senior.

Although I didn't say this, even though there was a telephone line separated, Lu Mingyuan read my mind from my breath as if he had a mind reading skill.He whispered on the other end of the phone: "Even if the senior lives next door, brother, if you want to drink water in the middle of the night or your leg cramps, it's impossible to wake him up to press your leg."

I was so blocked that I couldn't speak, and finally I could only lower my voice and say to him: "Then it will be useful for you to find Xiao Yan? Why does he look like a blind masseur?!"

Lu Mingyuan argued: "I didn't go to find Mr. Xiao, he came to me. Brother, you don't know because you are in H city. He has to turn over the whole K city for more than a month, and finally asked me When he came to see me, he lost a lot of weight. He talked about the day you went to the hospital with me, and asked me if I knew if there was something wrong with your examination. "

I was taken aback, grabbed the phone and asked, "Then why did you tell him?" With his reaction just now, he didn't really think that I sneaked to City H to die because of a terminal illness, did he?

Lu Mingyuan murmured: "How dare I say it, I thought I'd wait for you, senior brother, to talk about such a big matter, so I left it vague."

I grabbed the phone and didn't know what to say. There were only two big characters in my mind——

shit.

Lu Mingyuan was still asking on the other end, "How is it, brother, how does it feel to reunite after a long time? Is Mr. Xiao very excited to see you? Is it the first time he shed tears in front of you? I just said that you must have a good talk." , the matter can only be dealt with after talking about it, senior brother, why don't you speak?"

I glanced at the still closed bathroom door, tried my best to calm down, and said to Lu Mingyuan on the other end of the phone: "I don't know if I will have the chance to see Xiao Yan's tears, but I'm sure we will meet again next time." You absolutely have to cry for me—terminally ill, you might as well tell him I'm pregnant!"

Lu Mingyuan remained silent: "..."

I said harshly: "I'll settle the score with you when I get back!" Then I covered the phone, got up from the sofa, walked to the bathroom door and knocked on the door hesitantly, "Xiao Yan, I have something to tell you."

After a few seconds, the door opened from the inside, and the smell of smoke in the bathroom was so heavy that it almost knocked me out.Xiao Yan stood at the door, his coat had already been taken off, the sleeves of his shirt were rolled up, and water was still dripping from his chin, as if he had just washed his face.I involuntarily stared at the corners of his eyes, which were still slightly red, so that I forgot the manuscript I had prepared.

Xiao Yan...was he crying?

He covered my eyes with his hand, and said with a hoarse voice, "Ah Zhao, don't look."

My heart twitched, I forgot that I was still wearing a wig and putting on makeup, I reached out and grabbed his hand covering my eyes: "No...Xiao Yan, listen to me, things are not what you think."

He gave a low laugh, with a trace of hopeless sadness in his laughter, leaned over and hugged me, his arms tightened for a while, as if he wanted to use force but was afraid of hurting me, and asked in a low voice: "Do you want to give up?" What do you say, is there still room for turning around? If so, you will tell me what you are hiding from the beginning. Dress yourself up like this, how much hair do you have left, are you afraid that your face will lose all color? Didn't scare anyone?"

...No, I'm afraid that a man with such a big belly won't be able to look at it.

I didn't know how to talk to him, so I put my arms around his shoulders. I felt that I had lost weight even here, so I couldn't help but ask him, "How much weight have you lost?"

Xiao Yan was silent for a moment, then said in a low voice: "I don't know, I've been looking for you, and I didn't pay attention to this."

I felt the bones in his back and started to regret not taking the risk in the first place and telling him the truth.

He whispered in my ear, "I don't know what I'm not doing enough, Azhao. Over the past ten years, you have been by my side, and you seem to have no sense of security. Like now, you would rather hide in City H by yourself, You never thought about telling me about it, in your heart—what position do you put me in?"

Although Xiao Yan didn't know the truth of the matter until now, this question was on point.

I have been subconsciously not thinking about this question, but now I am forced to face the fact that I have avoided it, that is, what position did I put him in?

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