Come forward

When Li Feng was walking, I no longer knew what expression to put on my face.

Aren't doctors very tactful when communicating with patients' families? Why did they become so straightforward when they came to me?With three or two strokes, he revealed all the things I had been hiding from Xiao Yan, without any warning, and finally asked him to put down the things over there and spare three months to stay in H City with me.

Of course, I have to admit that although Li Fengxing's way of speaking is a little direct and his attitude is a bit tough, he is still very dedicated as the attending doctor, and he solved two problems for me at once——

One is how to confess to Xiao Yan, and the other is how to solve the care issue.

Even if Xiao Yan can no longer accept the fact that I am pregnant, he will stay by my side, and no matter how bad it is, he will send a trustworthy person to stay here, so that I will not worry about how to take care of myself when I grow up.

The only question left now is to see how much Xiao Yan can accept this matter.

I stood up from the sofa to send Li Fengxing off, but before I reached the entrance, I was blocked by him, and I heard him say: "No need to send it off, if you have any problems, go and clarify with your family, I can see that he I care about you very much."

I stopped, feeling a little uncertain, so I asked him, "How much do you think he cares about me?"

Li Fengxing glanced at me and said, "In my opinion, I care a lot more than you imagined." I was stunned for a moment, and then he continued, "If you have any doubts in your mind, why don't you just ask him? I think the problem with the two of you is communication, have you never asked him how much he cares about you?"

I really never thought of asking Xiao Yan this question. I probably felt that I didn't have much place in his heart. After Li Fengxing said this, I felt that maybe I should really ask Xiao Yan.

I sighed and said, "Okay, I'll ask him later, thank you for today."

Li Fengxing patted my shoulder reassuringly, and didn't say anything more. I watched him push the door out in front of the entrance, and watched the door close again before my eyes, and then turned around.Xiao Yan was still sitting in the living room, his eyes fell on my face, watching me slowly move towards him like a snail.

I looked into his dark eyes, and began to confess: "Li Fengxing is Lu Mingyuan's senior brother in college, and he is also the personal doctor he found for me. I have been in H City for more than a month, and he is basically helping me with everything in life. He is telling the truth, I am pregnant, a man is pregnant... such a bizarre thing, not to mention you, even I can't believe it."

Xiao Yan just looked at me quietly without speaking. I took his hand again and put it in front of him, letting him feel the child that was being conceived inside. , Xiao Yan...he's not a tumor, and I won't die either. He will come out in three months, this is my child and yours...it's my fault, I shouldn't have kept this from you , I'm afraid you don't want him, now you...will you accept this child?"

Xiao Yan didn't speak, and I felt that if I were him, I wouldn't want to speak either.

His hand was on my stomach, and there was a reassuring heat in his palm, but I didn't know what to do.

I think he must have thought that I was colluding with others to act in front of him. How can there be a reason for a man to conceive and have a child in this world?I don't think I can find another example as weird as mine.

After a long time, Xiao Yan withdrew his hand from under mine, my heart skipped a beat, and a single thought was spinning in my head——

It's over, it's over, I'm done with him.

As a result, before his hands and feet started to get cold, his other hand covered it again, and the left hand that was drawn out wrapped around my thick waist, and slowly pulled me over, letting me sit down. on his lap.I struggled uneasily, sitting on my lap was fun before, but now I am so heavy, I feel like a pig when I hug him, crushing him every minute.

I pushed his shoulder: "Don't, don't, I'm serious now..."

Xiao Yan pulled down the hand I was pushing him, put it on my lap, and said in a low voice: "Don't move."

I don't move anymore. If he doesn't feel heavy, he can hold him for as long as he wants.

After a long time, he opened his mouth, his voice was still low, and he couldn't hear the meaning of anger: "Why do you think I will not want him?"

I breathed a sigh of relief, and I still have to redeem it. Now I confess that we can continue to be friends, so I told him all the things that I have struggled with for so many years: "Back then you had so many mistresses who were willing to give birth to you. You didn't leave any of them. Some of them were well-informed, knew that you were with me at that time, and begged to come to me with a big belly. I couldn't bear it, but you let them all kill you. I thought...you didn't like children."

He hugged me, gently stroking my swollen waist with his palm, lowered his head and lowered his eyes, as if he was communicating with the child in his stomach, raised his head after listening to me, and looked at me with heavy eyes: "Is it because of this?"

I nodded honestly: "Yes, because of this."

Otherwise, as long as I can see a glimmer of hope to keep the child, I don't need to lie to him and run so far alone to hide.Only I know, I am here, how much I want to see this person in front of me, I wish I could just go back and find him without caring about anything.

Xiao Yan looked up at me slightly, from this angle, he really lost a lot of weight, even his eye sockets were a little sunken, but he was still pretty good-looking, just like the first time I saw him back then, it made me fall in love at first sight.He looked at me silently, he didn't know what was in his mind, and he said after a long time: "Before I was with you, I had many mistresses, and each of them followed me for different reasons. The most beautiful and most defenseless side is shown to me. Their acting skills may not be as good as yours, but each of them is a natural actor. No one will stare at me with such straightforward and undisguised eyes like you look."

I pursed my lips, and said with a guilty conscience: "I also know that I was stunned at that time, why are you always talking about things at that time..."

Xiao Yan's eyes showed memories, and he said in a low voice: "Since then, you are very good at acting, but when you come to me, it seems that you can't remember that you still have this ability, so that people will know you at a glance. What is thinking in my heart. No one can hide anything like you in front of me. It’s like opening my heart from others in front of me. That’s when I started Noticed yours, and you took a shot for me."

When I think of what happened at that time, I can't help but sigh: "Yes, not long after you blocked the gun, you threw me into the entertainment industry." Flopping in the entertainment circle, studying and acting like every newcomer, and then waiting for the first drama in which I played a supporting role to wrap up, Xiao Yan came.

I still remember how drunk I was when I was taken to Xiao Yan's car that night after drinking too much at the finale banquet, I thought I was not seeing a real person, but just dreaming a wonderful dream .When he was lying on the bed, he dragged him down without even thinking about it, and kissed him foolishly, and when he was finally stripped off and entered with his legs apart, he thought it was a dream, and he was afraid that it would be half done. When he woke up, the man was gone, so he endured no matter how painful it was, and clung to him relentlessly.

Thinking about it now, how stupid I was at that time, and I have no homosexual tendencies, even if I fell in love with a man, there is no reason to have a sexual dream like the one below.In short, in the end, I did what I did, said all the embarrassing things, and when I woke up the next day and found that the person I had sex with last night was the deity, I was already numb.

Then we were together, and ten years passed in the blink of an eye.

I blinked my eyes, feeling a little emotional: "This time flies so fast, it's been more than ten years in the blink of an eye."

Xiao Yan echoed my unnutritive words: "Ten years have passed in the blink of an eye, and ten years have passed, and you still haven't really fallen in love with me."

I was still nodding in the first half of the sentence, but when the second half of the sentence came out, I froze my neck, stared at him, and retorted excitedly: "No, you can't question me about this, Xiao Yan, I fell in love with you more than ten years ago. I fell in love with you, I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you!" Otherwise, I will block the bullet for you, or I will be willing to be the next one, or I will be entangled with you for more than ten years?It's clear that I owed you in my previous life, and I've come to repay the debt in this life.

Xiao Yan looked at me without saying a word, and said after a few seconds: "Me too."

I didn't respond for a moment: "What?"

He laughed out of his throat, looked at me with deep eyes, and said, "Me too, I fell in love with you from the first moment I saw you."

I:"……"

Regardless of my stupid confession and no response for a long time, Xiao Yan began to explain to me why he didn't want those children back then: "If they gave birth to my children before you appeared, then no matter what they want to rely on Whatever a child gets from me, I will recognize the child. No man will dislike his offspring. If they are born, I will like them as much as I like you. But you appeared, I realized it, and I There is no need for any uncertain factors to exist between us, to be an obstacle between me and you, even if it will be my descendants."

"If I keep these children, then the mothers of these children will also be left behind. How could they be willing to let go of such a good bargaining chip. Although these children are bleeding with my blood, they are only half after all, while the other half is not It doesn't belong to you, so I thought, since I'm doomed not to have offspring with the person I like, I'd rather not have it."

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