The Price of Rebirth [System]

Zhang Chongji looked into his eyes, with a bit of bitterness in his mouth, moved his lips to say something but still turned his face away, lowered his eyelids and kept silent all the time.

"We," Yuan Cheng paused, and said something hoarse, as if he had exhausted all his strength to say it, "It's okay, let's start over...right?"

Zhang Chongji looked up at him, the obscurity in his eyes was obvious, after a while he pulled a far-fetched smile, and put his arms around his neck as if nothing had happened.

"Let's not talk about this, okay..."

"I can't... Is it? That day, I couldn't restrain myself from looking for you..." Yuan Cheng took a deep breath, but his voice was choked up, and he tried to speak but he could only make a hoarse voice intermittently, "I saw you and The second brother hugged and kissed at the school gate..."

Zhang Chongji's body froze, he hugged Yuan Cheng's neck tightly, bit his lips and just shook his head blindly.

"So..." Yuan Cheng hugged him tightly, and Zhang Chongji could even feel his voice trembling slightly, "You accepted him, right?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Zhang Chongji's dull voice seemed to be about to cry, but Yuan Cheng placed his palm on the back of his head and spoke in a mocking tone.

"Even if this is the case, I also..." Zhang Zhongji felt himself being hugged a little tighter in the mellow voice with a bit of resigned compromise, "Wu Jing... maybe I won't fall in love with other people like I love you in this life." people."

Zhang Chongji lowered his eyes, his curly eyelashes covered his flickering eyes, making it impossible to see his thoughts clearly.

He knew that since he had taken this step, there was no chance of turning back, and when he returned to this familiar embrace, he had to pick up the sword again and stab the man holding him severely with his own hands.

Use, give, get, lose, everything seems to be an endless loop, if he can't get out of this circle, he can only follow the trend.

Zhang Chongji used some strength to hug him tightly, like the last true hug. Opposite him was the glass shelf where the wine bottles were placed. The transparent reflection reflected his familiar yet unfamiliar face and the bitter and helpless smile at the corner of his mouth.

The price, the price, how can you hope to get [-]% sincerity from others if you don't give your feelings.

Being cruel to Yuan Cheng is also cruel to himself, but he has to do the opposite when he is clearly emotional.

Any tenderness in Yuan Cheng now is a fatal wound to him.

Unexplainable feelings ignited in Zhang Chongji's heart, the sad mood was greater than the well-planned sense of security at this time, when Yuan Cheng raised his face and kissed his lips, Zhang Chongji did not refuse, but just hugged his neck tightly, The eyelashes trembled cautiously in response.

The two hugged each other tightly like lovers who had only met for half a century. Yuan Cheng carefully touched his lips like a fragile doll, but the feeling in his heart was even sadder than before. It was as if a knife was mercilessly cutting a corner of his heart, making him suffocate in pain while still keeping his mind clear.

Putting him down on the sofa, Yuan Cheng took a few deep breaths and buried him in his neck, smelling the nice bath fragrance, his hoarse voice trembling uncontrollably.

"Why don't you hide?"

Why don't you hide from my kisses, why don't you hide from my arms.

The more he obeyed, the more sweet, deadly and cruel he saw the two kissing each other that day.

Is such a response considered mercy?Why did the relationship between the two become like this now?

"Why do you want to hide?" Zhang Chongji looked into his eyes, reached out to caress his face, nose bridge, and lips, gently took off the cold mirror frame, looked at the morbid obsession in those eyes, his voice was soft but with With a vague smile, "Because...you are my Big Brother Yuan..."

Yuan Cheng seemed to have been drained of all his strength, he called out "Xiaojing" in a hoarse voice, lowered his head and kissed the soft lips of his servant/servant.

……

After the joy, there was still a lingering and ambiguous atmosphere in the air. Zhang Chongji was lazily leaning against Yuan Cheng's chest, while the latter was just holding him securely, resting his chin on the top of his soft hair, breathing steadily, The atmosphere was warm and cozy for a while.

"Brother Yuan," Zhang Chongji adjusted his head, reached out to play with the slender hair beside his ear, his voice was somewhat dull, "Do you regret it?"

"No." Yuan Cheng hugged him tightly, his mellow voice was still hoarse afterwards, "I have no regrets for you."

"...Don't you ask me why I'm with Yuan Ke..."

"I said before," Zhang Chongji raised his head and met Yuan Cheng's gentle eyes, feeling a soft kiss on his forehead, "Even if you are a devil, I will fall."

Even if you no longer have the innocence you first saw, the distress that wants to love you, but it has never changed.

Yuan Cheng gently brushed his fine hair behind his ears, his eyes seemed to only reflect his unchanging love.

Zhang Chongji froze for a moment, then chuckled lightly, as if sweet and satisfied, but the corners of his eyes were a little moist.

You promise me deep love, forgive me for holding back my tears and being indifferent to the end, don't blame me for being too cruel, feelings are always hurtful.

Zhang Chongji buried himself in his arms, listening to the strong heartbeat in his ears, closed his eyes, and pursed his lips tightly.

No matter who it is, when he accepts the price of rebirth, there is no justice at all.

Although he wants time to stay at this moment for one more second, Zhang Chongji wants to fall into this gentle time for a little longer, but the reality does not allow him to miss it any longer——

The mobile phone placed on the bedside table suddenly vibrated, accompanied by harsh ringtones that seemed to want to stop them from embracing each other. Zhang Zhongji froze, but he didn't intend to answer it, or it could be said that he knew whose call it was. He couldn't ignore it, he just hugged Yuan Cheng's waist tightly and didn't say a word.

"...Xiaojing?"

"Don't answer..." Zhang Chongji paused, lowered his eyes and shrank into his arms, "It's his call."

Yuan Cheng's pupils narrowed in an instant, and the arms around him relaxed unknowingly. Zhang Chongji raised his head to look at him, and what caught his eyes was his expression of not knowing how to open his mouth.

Who he was referring to, the two of them naturally didn't know each other, Yuan Cheng's lips were a little pale, he moved his Adam's apple and reached out to pick up the phone that kept ringing.

"Brother Yuan?!" Zhang Chongji straightened up, the blanket slipped off his shoulders, and the ambiguous hickey marks and bruises on his fair skin were exposed in the air. It is not difficult to imagine how lingering the two of them were before.

"...I know his character," Yuan Cheng gripped the phone tightly, the name that jumped on the screen deeply hurt his eyes, he almost uttered a sentence with difficulty, and handed the phone to Zhang Chongji, just The simple movement seemed to exhaust all the strength of the whole body, "Go ahead."

Zhang Chongji choked up the words in his throat, looked at him quietly, laughed at himself after a while, looked at the mobile phone in the other's hand, and lowered his eyelids.

"...Xiaojing?" Yuan Cheng's voice was a little flustered, he put down his phone and saw Zhang Chongji lifted the quilt and stood beside the bed with difficulty.

"You should go." The phone stopped ringing, and then rang again after a few seconds. Zhang Zhongji, who had his back turned to him, spoke in a soft voice. A ray of soft light shines on his white back through the window's tulle, and even the faint veins under the slender skin can be seen, like a fragile and fragile doll, which will fall apart with a little force.

"Based on our current relationship, it's better to meet less often."

Yuan Cheng's handsome face behind him turned pale for a moment, and he choked his throat before uttering a few words hoarsely: "What... mean?"

"You know Yuan Ke's character, and so do I," Zhang Chongji straightened the clothes in his hands, not caring at all that he was exposed naked in front of others, and looked straight up at the other party, the dejected mockery in his eyes was obvious, " His possessiveness does not allow me to contact you at all."

Yuan Cheng remained silent, but his black eyes became colder and colder. He looked down at the name that was constantly flashing on the phone, and pursed his lips tightly.

That's right, what capacity can he use to separate them now?

He is already her fiancé-in-law, so when it comes to his position, what reason can he use?

"You are the eldest brother, so you have to take on the responsibility of the elder brother."

Not reconciled, not reconciled.

Who is to judge what is fair in all this?Obviously they are a couple, but now they have to go through such a ridiculous situation like stealing/love.

The seeds of jealousy and unwillingness buried in his heart broke through the ground and grew bigger and bigger. In the past twenty years, Yuan Cheng has never hated himself so cowardly and powerless as he does now, and it is also the first time that he hates his position as an elder brother so much. .

Yuan Cheng grasped the quilt under his body tightly, the veins on the back of his hands bulged, and the suppressed emotion could no longer be suppressed and was about to explode.

Is his life supposed to be controlled/manipulated all his life, and he has to be patient all his life!

"Take it back." Yuan Cheng's deep voice was like a nice cello, but with a trace of imperceptible viciousness in it. Zhang Chongji raised his head to look at him, but what he bumped into was his deep and unwilling black pupils. After a word pause, it was the first time that Zhang Chongji showed an expression other than tenderness, "I want to take you back and take back everything that should belong to me."

[Ding Dong, the target character "Yuan Cheng" has been blackened by 20%, and the current blackened value is 20%...]

Looking at his expression, Zhang Chongji paused for a while, and after a while, a smile appeared on the corner of his lips, as shy and gentle as he was at the beginning.

"kindness."

It was just a simple word, but Zhang Chongji couldn't tell whether it was sad or lost in his heart. Yuan Cheng walked on the path he expected and arranged, but the man who was not good at words at the beginning and concealed his tenderness with indifference gradually became blurred. and metamorphosis.

Zhang Chong put his hands on his heart and lowered his head.

Forget it, your tenderness is enough for me alone... After all, no matter how beautiful the dream is, it's time to wake up.