smokeless

You only see the surface of many things and don't understand the truth behind it, but Xiao Yuwen is just like his surface: the surface is behind, never cheat anyone, never lie, or just don't say anything.

Chen Chen shut himself up at home all afternoon, his mind was full of Xiao Yuwen, he didn't expect him to burst into tears.Because the Xiao Yuwen he saw today is not the Xiao Yuwen he is familiar with, but another dirty and ugly person, just like the feeling of being splashed with ink by Liao Gao on one of his most beloved books .He was angry, but also sad because the person he cared about hurt him the most.

To be honest, Xiao Yuwen didn't do anything and didn't hurt Chen Chen, he just didn't tell Chen Chen a fact.

But Chen Chen was still very sad and his heart ached.

He kept telling himself in his heart that they were all fake, but those photos were still high-definition, and there was a picture of Xiao Yuwen looking directly at the camera, and his intuition told him that it was the truth!

No matter what, he couldn't accept that Xiao Yuwen was doing that kind of thing.

After a long time, Chen Chen went to the bathroom to clean himself up, took a bag, put those photos in the innermost layer, and kept them from being seen by others, then took the money and went out to take a taxi to the hospital.

The doctor said that his wound was infected, which caused a high fever of 39.5 degrees, so he hung salt water here, and a layer was wrapped on his head.

At midnight, it was so quiet that only the chirping of crickets could be heard outside. People drinking beer and playing mahjong went home to wash up and sleep.

The nurse told him that he could go home and change the dressing on time.

After leaving the hospital, he was shaken by the cool wind, his head was still dizzy, and his footsteps were floating. Looking at this bustling metropolis, there was still a lot of traffic at night, and the neon lights illuminated the whole night.

Chen Chen habitually took out his mobile phone, without any reply, calmly, he thought for a while, and couldn't help but send a message to Xiao Yuwen: How did you find out that you are gay.

After standing for a while, but did not get a reply, Chen Chen smiled wryly, looked at the time, it was 2 o'clock, he should be sleeping, and he didn't expect any reply from himself.

But at this moment, what he didn't know was that Xiao Yuwen was not asleep.

This city is full of money and money. Some people are so rich that both men and women play, and some people are so poor that they are played by those rich people. Young people who don’t know the world will never understand what it’s like when they have no money, and they won’t understand it. How important is money when life is equal to money.

The next day, Xiao Yuwen woke up from the big white bed, his body was sore, and his back felt extremely uncomfortable, because he really couldn't bear it, so he fainted early.He wanted to go to the bathroom and take a shower, but as soon as he got out of bed, he stumbled, and as if he was about to die, he stood up and struggled to reach the bathroom to take a shower.

Cold water was poured down from the top of his head, Xiao Yuwen closed his eyes, and with his fingers, he took out a stack of folded banknotes from his penis, which was very thick, so it filled him to the full.He threw the money in the bathtub, squeezed a big lump of shower gel and applied it to himself. He closed his eyes and didn't look at himself in the mirror. When he touched some wounds, he grinned in pain.

After washing twice, he wished to rub off a layer of skin, and even washed the dirty parts inside and out before he gave up.

The stack of money, totaling 5000 yuan, was enough for him to live for a while. He laundered the money and went out to put on his own clothes. He looked at his phone and saw the text message he hadn't seen last night.

Chen Chen sent it to him: How did you find out that you are gay.

This question is not so easy to answer. For Xiao Yuwen, the answer in his heart is: after having sex with a man for the first time, when he finds himself wanting profligately.

However, what he replied to Chen Chen was: after finding out that the first person he fell in love with was a man or finding out that he couldn't be hard on women.

Xiao Yuwen's lies are always well-intentioned, he is always thinking of others, but his lies are also paralyzing himself and his heart.

At noon today, he went, but Chen Chen never came. After waiting for three hours, Xiao Yuwen thought about calling the other party, but what he got was the result of the call, and he didn't know why.

Calling again is shutting down.

In the next few days, Chen Chen didn't show up again, as if he had been removed from Xiao Yuwen's side. Xiao Yuwen's life calmed down as usual, and now he had to prepare for the start of school.He prepares materials at home.

8 month 29 number.

Received a text message from Chen Chen: Xiao Yuwen, I love you.

Xiao Yuwen was stunned, completely stunned.He didn't respond until the phone screen went dark.

Then Chen Chen called.

"..." Chen Chen didn't speak, neither did Xiao Yuwen, they were silent for half a minute.

"Xiao Yuwen..." Chen Chen's voice was very bitter when he opened his mouth.

"En." Xiao Yuwen listened quietly.

"Are you using your body to make money?"

Even though Chen Chen asked very tactfully, Xiao Yuwen's heart still felt like being pricked by a needle. The sudden lack of oxygen made Xiao Yuwen feel very uncomfortable, so he didn't speak.

The two could only hear the sound of breathing on the phone, and Xiao Yuwen said, "Yes."

The other party gasped, and before he could speak, Xiao Yuwen said coldly: "Don't contact me again, Chen Chen, just pretend you haven't seen me, it's fine."

"I love you, Xiao Yuwen. Is it dark?"

Xiao Yuwen looked out the window, it was already getting dark.

"I'm downstairs at your house, you come down."

Xiao Yuwen put on his shoes, and ran out quickly. Before he could go down the stairs, he saw Chen Chen standing there like a telegraph pole, holding a bouquet of roses in his hand. Dazzling celebrities on stage.Moreover, Chen Chen dressed very well today, wearing a small suit and shirt, and his hair was neatly trimmed. After seeing him for more than ten days, Chen Chen seemed to have grown taller again.

A kind of sourness rose from his heart, Xiao Yuwen stood there, motionless, he was so moved that he was about to cry.

Really, what Chen Chen did was like a ray of sunshine dispelling the haze of his world.

But in fact, Xiao Yuwen didn't know that in Chen Chen's world, he was like the only bright light in the darkness, and only by walking towards Xiao Yuwen's bright light would he walk on the right path.

"I've thought about it for a long time, Xiao Yuwen." Chen Chen spoke first, looked into Xiao Yuwen's eyes, and raised the rose in his hand, "So, I'm here to pursue you."

"Pfft——" Xiao Yuwen burst out laughing, leaning against the edge of the stairs, and said with a smile, "Children, go home and wash and sleep. Playing this kind of game is a waste of time and energy. In the end, the bamboo basket is empty, so it's better to have more money." It's a good time to play a few games."

"...I see that you clearly think that I am going to die, but you are not forgiving." Chen Chen took the rose and walked slowly step by step, until he was five meters away from Xiao Yuwen.

"Yes, I just miss you, but what does that mean?" Xiao Yuwen put his arms around his chest and raised his eyebrows.

"Then..." Chen Chen suddenly knelt down on one knee, held up roses, and faced Xiao Yuwen, "We are together."

Xiao Yuwen was stunned, he never expected that Chen Chen could kneel down for him, and it was as if the man suddenly knelt down on one knee, took out the diamond ring, and said to the woman: Honey, are you willing to marry? give to me?

The woman said: I do.

Then, then they got married.

This move completely touched the softness of Xiao Yuwen's heart, as if for many years, he had used a gentle appearance to hide his filth and ugliness in the dark, being praised during the day and scolded at night, and then nothing. People cared about him so much.

He is 25 years old this year, but he still has the heart of his first love. He does not deny that the moment Chen Chen knelt down, his heart beat faster, and for a moment he wanted to blurt out: I do!

Then go upstairs to roll the sheets, after rolling the sheets, get rich, go to England to get married, and live happily ever after, it's so beautiful!However, he didn't.

"First of all, let me tell you that I can't promise you."

"Why?" Chen Chen asked suspiciously.

"First of all, we are men, and this is naturally against common sense in the world."

"Shit! What about you? What are you, you're gay!" Chen Chen immediately retorted.

Xiao Yuwen said without changing expression, "Secondly, you are still too young, you are only 15 years old, and I am 25."

Hearing these words, Chen Chen immediately jumped up, because this was also what he was most worried about, "It's my birthday today, I'm 16."

"Then, you are the only child, your family."

Chen Chen, who was blocked by this one, was speechless. He didn't think about the future at all, he didn't think so far.

"Finally, Chen Chen, let me tell you, didn't you ask me? What do I do? I said I was a teacher, but I didn't tell you that my job is to be a duckling wandering in heaven. Listen Got it? I'm a duck."

Hearing the confession from the other party, Chen Chen was still not so calm, not so indifferent, he thought he had thought about it for a long time, and thought enough, he could accept what he should accept, but at this moment his heart was just burning with fire, I wish I had to burn Xiao Yuwen together.

From a beautiful pursuit to a fight, Chen Chen really couldn't hold back, and then threw the rose in his hand at Xiao Yuwen's face, the other party didn't hide, and accepted this great gift abruptly.

"Chen Chen, if we want to be friends, we can still be friends. If we have to go to this point," Xiao Yuwen bent down, picked up the roses on the ground, dusted them off, and handed them to Chen Chen. "I'll walk you home."

Chen Chen closed his eyes and calmed down by himself. He took a deep breath and restrained himself from hitting people.

"Take the rose, Xiao Yuwen, let's talk. Here?"

"Let's go to the park, it's a few steps." Xiao Yuwen hugged the rose and led the way.

Chen Chen looked at the back of the other party leaving, feeling sour in his heart, thinking that Xiao Yuwen didn't know what to do when he thought of his upside down, he sneered, took out a cigarette, lit it, took a deep puff, and followed.

The author has something to say: It has been modified, and I am so drunk. . . . .

☆, Barefoot is not afraid of wearing shoes

Those with bare feet are not afraid of those with shoes, this is Xiao Yuwen's thinking, so he is not afraid of anything.

At this time, it was just dark, and after dinner, people took their children out to the park for a walk to have a rest, Xiao Yuwen took Chen Chen to a quiet corner, no one came, only a dark place Lights shone on wooden benches.

Xiao Yuwen sat down first, and then Chen Chen followed. The cigarette in his hand was more than half burned, so he sat down.

There was a large puff of smoke around, full of the smell of tobacco. Smelling this smell, Xiao Yuwen waved his hand, reached out to remove the cigarette from Chen Chen's mouth, and threw it into the trash can.

Chen Chen took a breath, suddenly put his arms around Xiao Yuwen's neck, and attached his lips to Xiao Yuwen's lips. When Xiao Yuwen was in a daze, he pried open the other's lips, and put a mouthful of smoke into his In the mouth, and put the tongue into the other's mouth and stir it indiscriminately.

Xiao Yuwen pushed Chen Chen away, pressed his chest, and coughed violently, his face flushed red, he didn't know whether it was because of the smoke, or because Chen Chen was a young man who didn't understand anything in his youth, then followed the direction in his heart, Do it persistently, and persistently give him a kiss that he has never felt heart-beating in his life.

"Xiao Yuwen," Chen Chen wiped his lips. He doesn't have great skills, and he doesn't know what love is. He just wants to do what he wants to do. "Is the job of a teacher bad? Why do you want to do it?" That sort of thing."

"Applying what the previous boss said, I use my body to make money, and I don't steal or rob. Is it against the law?"

"Isn't it illegal?"

"It's not enough to make money." Xiao Yuwen said lightly.

Seeing Xiao Yuwen's nonchalant expression, Chen Chen became angry, but he tried his best to restrain himself. He put his hand into his pocket, as if he had made a lot of determination, but his trembling betrayed him: "I have always I really want to take these photos and ask you why."

Xiao Yuwen glanced at those photos, his heart was suddenly pricked by a needle, but his expression was still calm, he didn't go to pick up those photos, but looked at Chen Chen, the other's pair of sincere and implied with angry eyes.

Feeling sore, some past events that he didn't want to mention in the past came to mind. He never wanted to recall them. He was very angry, and asked him to give an explanation. On the one hand, he thought it was funny, on the other hand, he felt sour.

He didn't need to tell Chen Chen that the past was over.

"There is no reason." Xiao Yuwen said.

"...Aren't you afraid that I'll send these photos to your school?!" Chen Chen threatened viciously as if he was being cornered.

Xiao Yuwen smiled, but the smile was really ugly: "Chen Chen, have you ever heard the saying that barefoot people are not afraid of wearing shoes."

"Xiao Yuwen, I beg you!" Almost shouted, the voice was still trembling, Chen Chen's eyes were red, "Don't be a duck..."

"You are still young, your family is rich, and you don't understand anything. Cherish the present." Xiao Yuwen also turned his head away, raised one leg, and looked at the dark sky. Sky, "If I were you, Chen Chen, who would have been taken care of by a local tyrant and lived like a woman knitting at home every day, I wouldn't sell it."

"Turn around and look at me." Chen Chen raised his head, holding back his tears.

Xiao Yuwen also wanted to cry or not, but his eyes were moistened, but he hid it well, but he wanted to cover it up, so he was exposed.

Chen Chen raised a smile and said, "I am a local tyrant."

"You are the son of a local tyrant, are you a local tyrant?" Xiao Yuwen asked back, "Also, Chen Chen, you are only 15 years old. I don't want to ruin your future."

"Today is my birthday, don't you plan to sing a song?" Chen Chen asked happily, unlike before, he slowly picked up the stack of photos, put Xiao Yuwen's face on them, one by one Torn to pieces.

"Sunset Xishan Hong Xiafei..."

"..." Chen Chen held back his laughter, took out the lighter, lit the photos, and quickly threw them on the ground. The flames engulfed them quickly, leaving only a pile of black ash.

"I should have been a soldier." Xiao Yuwen said.

"If you were a soldier, I don't know a person named Xiao Yuwen, and you don't know a person named Chen Chen."

"No, I used to have a classmate named Chen Chen."

"Xiao Yuwen, you are enough!" Chen Chen pushed him wordlessly.

"Hehe~"

"Xiao Yuwen, let's try." Chen Chen stood up and turned his back to Xiao Yuwen, "You also stand up, just like me, let's go forward, I'll take ten steps, if I can see you when I turn around When you say yes."

Xiao Yuwen stood up with the rose in his arms, but he didn't say a word. This is indeed quite romantic, and it's also a good choice.

"One..." Chen Chen took a step forward.

Xiao Yuwen took out the most delicate rose from the rose bouquet and kissed that flower gently.

"Two..." Chen Chen took another step.

Xiao Yuwen carefully placed the roses on the ground, looked at Chen Chen's back, thoughtfully.

"Six..." At this point in the count, Chen Chen couldn't help but want to turn his head to see if Xiao Yuwen was still there. His intuition told him that he was still there because he didn't hear any footsteps.

"seven……"

Xiao Yuwen turned around, hugged the bouquet of roses, and left quickly, walking very quickly, with messy footsteps.

In Chen Chen's ears, he still had a glimmer of hope, but the sound of leaving footsteps told him that it was impossible.Hearing the footsteps getting farther and farther away from him, his heart seemed to become fragile, like a glass heart, as if it was about to break.His heart told him to turn around quickly, he really wanted to look back and see the result, although he had already predicted it.

"Ten..." However, he still counted to ten, he walked ten steps, ten long steps, he turned his head, and the person had already left, leaving him here alone.

Chen Chen smiled bitterly: "I don't care about you."

The words were angry, and then he saw the solitary rose lying on the ground. The street lamp hit it, and it had a different kind of beauty.

Just like Xiao Yuwen.

Chen Chen walked over, picked up the rose, held it in his hand and looked at it with a sad face.

Because he found that he didn't understand Xiao Yuwen's meaning at all, Xiao Yuwen chose to leave, but why did he leave a rose here? Why?Is there any hope for him?

"Damn it, you can't fall in love if you don't speak Chinese well!" Chen Chen put the flower in his pocket angrily, glanced at this place, lingered for a while, and then left.

In the evening, Chen Chen and Liao Gao called to chat about trivial matters, and also told him about Xiao Yuwen. Liao Gao didn't care anymore, Chen Chen's death was none of his business.

Chen Chen narrated the whole process, and then asked Liao Gao, did he agree or not?

"Idiot, I must agree." Liao Gao said with certainty.

"why?"

Liao Gao hummed twice, and analyzed: "I don't think you know Xiao Yuwen well enough. He has the attitude that he doesn't care about anything. Since you want to talk to him, he will follow your wishes. If one day you When he found out that he wanted to separate on a whim, he also agreed, he didn't care, it was just like this state, it was actually up to you."

"……Simpler."

"Brother Ping has been in love for many years. If you want him, he will follow you. If you don't want him, he will leave."

"Fuck! The labor and capital you mentioned seems to be a scumbag, and his character is so noble."

Liao Gao laughed at him a few words, "Aren't you a scumbag?"

Chen Chen said: "May you never get rid of Sun Xiao's clutches for the rest of your life."

"Fuck off, I can't be a good gay friend anymore," Liao Gao said.At this time, Chen Chen's mobile phone suddenly received a text message. In fact, ordinary text messages are nothing. Hang up Liao Gao's phone directly.

He couldn't wait to open the text message, Xiao Yuwen didn't say anything, he just simply sent this sentence: Happy birthday.

But when Chen Chen understood this sentence, he didn't understand Xiao Yuwen as well as Liao Gao did, and he really was a fan of the authorities.

Inexplicably, I feel that Xiao Yuwen is too great, and if I fail him, the apex of my heart will slowly start to turn sore.

He thought about it for a while, and wanted to reply to Xiao Yuwen, but found that Taidu was frivolous and didn't seem sincere. After thinking about it, there was nothing suitable. After thinking about it for nearly 10 minutes, he was afraid that Xiao Yuwen would be anxious and tired of waiting. , Chen Chen casually typed a line: If anything happens, you must tell me.

These were Chen Chen's most sincere words, and he couldn't mind it, but he wanted to stop them, and he even wanted to say to Xiao Yuwen, "If you don't have money, ask me for it."

It is estimated that Xiao Yuwen will ignore him.

The other party returned very quickly, less than 2 minutes: If I turn around, can I see you?

This is a sentence that takes away dependence, Xiao Yuwen asked Chen Chen like this.

Chen Chen was stunned again, and didn't know how to reply. He typed a long paragraph of text in the information input box, which was full of slobber, and he felt it was inappropriate, so he deleted it.

Chen Chenhui: As long as you want.

The author has something to say:

☆, come and go quickly

This is usually the case on TV:

After the male protagonist has worked hard to chase the female protagonist, the mistress suddenly appears, the mother disagrees, and even some kind of amnesia is pulled out. Most of the results are happy endings that Chinese people like.

The problem I want to explain is that the beginning is very passionate, the development is very warm, the third party is even a dead person, and the ending is flat together.

Chen Chen's high school was far away from his home, and he was not in the same high school as Xiao Yuwen, and Xiao Yuwen was very busy when school started, and he also had a month of military training.

This month's life is really sad. Chen Chen is very irritable, and he is the instructor's key care object. The punishment is the heaviest and the worst. The next is Liao Gao. He neither stays in bed nor is late, and his actions are very standard. But even if he was going to be punished, he was speechless.

At the end of the military training, everyone was quite reluctant. When leaving, the instructor had a few tricks with Liao Gao, but Liao Gao was beaten to death. The instructor asked appreciatively, "Aren't you considering becoming a soldier?"

"I won't die..." Liao Gao slowly got up from the ground.

The instructor kicked him on the knee, bent him, and kicked him to the ground again.

Liao Gao gritted his teeth and said, "Report! You won't die."

"Your mother entrusted someone to give me some money, let me relax with you and protect you carefully." The instructor slowly took out an envelope from his pocket, which contained a thick wad of money, and he handed it to Liao Gao, " Take it and spend it."

Chen Chen looked at this scene in amazement, and hurriedly asked, "Where's my mother?!"

"If you spend money, take it and buy more milk, children who won't grow up."

Chen Chen took the envelope, it was thick and heavy, he always felt that it would not be too small.

"What I don't like the most is you guys, you can't bear hardships."

After the military training was over, Chen Chen lost a lot of weight and was darkened a lot. Liao Gao was not much better. The two monkeys made the parents feel bad and wanted to demolish the school. life of the rich.

After the release, Chen Chen went to find Xiao Yuwen. It was the weekend night, and Xiao Yuwen was correcting the test papers. Chen Chen chattered about how he was tortured by the perverted instructor to become what he is now.

After seeing Chen Chen again after a month's absence, he could only say that the instructor was so ruthless that even Xiao Yuwen himself almost couldn't recognize Chen Chen.

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, Xiao Yuwen was still reading and drawing geographic maps. Chen Chen couldn't bear the sleepiness, so he lay down on the bed first, then threw Xiao Yuwen's things aside, hugged him, and turned off the light.

"go to bed!"

Chen Chen's heart beat fast, because he was not ready for such an intimate action.

In the dark, no one can see the other, but each other can feel that the other's eyes are open, and they want to watch each other sleep, but they can only hear the sound of breathing, and can only feel each other through skin-to-skin contact. Although the air conditioner is on in the room, The place where their skin touches is so hot.

Feeling the existence in this way, the real feeling made Chen Chen very at ease, but for Xiao Yuwen, he didn't dare to expect extravagance, he felt that it was a virtual image, and it would disappear as soon as the wind blows.

"..." Xiao Yuwen pressed Chen Chen's head against his chest, and Chen Chen heard the heartbeat of the other party, chaotically, "I love you."

Chen Chen buried it hard, and said softly: "I love you too."

After that, Chen Chen would come to Xiao Yuwen every weekend and bring homework along the way. He never lived with his parents, and Uncle Ma took him to and from school while he was studying, so it was not at all. No one knew where Chen Chen was.

They have done everything, kissing, touching, they are only the last line of defense, but Chen Chen is too young, so Xiao Yuwen has always disagreed.

After mixing with Xiao Yuwen, Chen Chen's grades are still satisfactory, especially in geography. The teacher often praises him, thinking that this kid Chen Chen has finally enlightened.

On January [-]st, New Year's Day, Chen Chen had a day off. He sent a text message to Xiao Yuwen. As soon as he turned on his phone, he saw the text message Xiao Yuwen sent him: I'm home, I'm not here, it's fine.

Chen Chen put away his phone in a good mood, but he didn't know that this would be the last text message Xiao Yuwen sent him, and there would never be another text message after that.

In the afternoon, Chen Chen still went there. Even though he knew that the other party was not there, he still couldn't control it and wanted to have a look. But when he went, he saw a few strangers moving his things in, and he didn't know why.

The person told him that the person who originally rented the house here moved out three days ago.

When he heard these words, his heart turned cold, he didn't know that Xiao Yuwen moved away for three days, he didn't know at all!No one told him, and neither did Xiao Yuwen!

A feeling of being cheated came to mind, Chen Chen called Xiao Yuwen bitterly, but what he got was that the phone was turned off. a result.

Chen Chen was really dumbfounded and very angry. He didn't understand what this meant. Could it be that Xiao Yuwen wanted to break up with him? !

"Hmph ~" Chen Chen sneered, he started to send text messages to Xiao Yuwen, hoping that he would be able to see it when he turned on the phone, and saw how angry he was.

Chen Chen: Xiao Yuwen, what the hell do you mean!If you hate me, tell me!If you think I'm young, just say it, what are you doing without telling me?

Chen Chen: Where have you been?Why don't you tell me, I'm not good enough for you, right? If you have the ability, you can tell me openly!

Chen Chen: Xiao Yuwen, you were fucking playing me from the very beginning, weren't you?Why the hell are you doing this, you are so cheap?

……

He sent a lot of messages, and the phone bill was gone when he sent them, and he sent messages to 10086.

He posted it all night, and at the end of the post, he himself was in tears.

Chen Chen: Why didn't you answer me, why.

Chen Chen: I beg you, just say a word to me, okay?

Chen Chen: Xiao Yuwen, I hate you!

The mobile phone shut down automatically, Chen Chen threw the mobile phone against the wall, and with a bang, it turned into several pieces and fell on the floor, just like his heart.

The next day, he skipped class and went to the school taught by Xiao Yuwen. They said that Xiao Yuwen resigned and went to Shenzhen.

Shenzhen?

Shenzhen……

Shenzhen is too far away from here, hundreds of thousands of miles away, now Chen Chen almost collapsed, he couldn't find Xiao Yuwen!He didn't even have a chance to ask for an explanation. People didn't take him seriously long ago and left, he abandoned him!

This feeling of being disrespected was not pleasant. He hated Xiao Yuwen. After that, Chen Chen smoked more and more frequently, because Xiao Yuwen didn't like the smell of cigarettes when he was here before, so he didn't smoke much.

But now he wants to smoke, he does all the things that Xiao Yuwen hates, trying to tell Xiao Yuwen that Chen Chen doesn't care about him, but what he does is to punish and anesthetize himself for Xiao Yuwen.

At that time, Chen Chen was very depressed, he didn't talk much, he was irritable, he liked to fight, and he contradicted the teacher. He often went to the opposite side of Xiao Yuwen's rented house, and he liked to squat and smoke in that position on Sundays. Pedestrians coming and going looked at him like they were mentally ill.

He squatted motionless, smoking one cigarette after another, and it was still winter and heavy snow, and the heavy snow could bury him into a big snowdrift. The child of a passer-by pointed to Chen Chen who was covered in snow and asked. : "Mom, what's that?"

"madman."

Yes, he, Chen Chen, is a cheap man and a lunatic, and he, Chen Chen, is like a fool, like Hachiko waiting for that person who can't come back.

At the same time, in a small alley in Shenzhen, a group of unkind men in suits and leather shoes beat and kicked a man. No one dared to call the police. Passers-by had long been used to it and treated him indifferently.

"Let me tell you! If you don't pay back the money, even if you go abroad, I will take you back! Break your dog legs!"

The person who was obviously the leader said, "Let's go!"

The person lying on the ground clutched his stomach in pain, his mouth was filled with the smell of rust, his entire face was covered with blood, and his body was fractured somewhere else.

"Xiao Yuwen, I believe there are not many people who can live to this extent." Xiao Yuwen laughed at himself with a smile, but his facial expression was distorted, it hurt so much, even breathing hurt like hell.

Xiao Yuwen got the phone that fell aside, unlocked it tremblingly, flipped through the call history, found the person——Tong Fei, clicked in, and sent him a text message: I am willing.

After sending out these three words, Xiao Yuwen was like a lunatic, lying on his back on the ground, looking blankly at the gray sky and the high-rise buildings in Shenzhen in the distance.

"Hahaha~cough, cough hahaha..." He laughed unscrupulously, no one knew what he was laughing at, not even himself.After all, two or three years have passed, whether it is long or short, but Chen Chen still can't forget Xiao Yuwen. To be honest, time is a good medicine blindly, no matter how painful the wound is, it will be healed and scabbed.But that doesn't mean the painful feeling is over.

The reason why Chen Chen was infatuated all this time, in the final analysis, was that phone call.This was probably when Xiao Yuwen left him for a year and a half, when he was almost pain free.

That phone number was a number in Shenzhen, Guangdong. When Chen Chen saw the address on the phone, his heart twitched again, and his heart immediately became sour. He was still organizing words of blame, restraining his anger, and thinking about what they were going to do. together.

"..." The phone was like this, no one spoke over there, and neither did Chen Chen, because he couldn't confirm whether it was Xiao Yuwen.

The only feeling, separated by the distance, is the ups and downs of each other's breathing, which can be heard clearly, as if they are very close, just separated by a phone call.

Chen Chen knew in his heart that it was Xiao Yuwen, how could he not know his aura?

But at this time, he was angry and didn't say a word, letting the hand holding the phone tremble and letting himself sob uncontrollably.

He couldn't scold Xiao Yuwen, he didn't have the courage to question him, and the other party didn't give him this chance, the call time was 1:32.

Chen Chen will always remember this number, this call is like Xiao Yuwen slapped him personally, and then pointed to his nose and said: "Chen Chen, I hate you!"

Afterwards, the feelings for Xiao Yuwen were not diluted by time, but intensified instead. He still went to the places where he and Xiao Yuwen had been together, still squatted alone on the corner of the street, smoking cigarettes one by one sadly, repeatedly Hurt yourself all over the place.

He forced himself not to redial the number, then he was using his hot face to stick someone's cold ass!However, even if he didn't dial, the other party had already broken off the calling card, and if he didn't give him any chance, it seemed like he didn't give himself any chance.

A few months later, Chen Chen couldn't bear to call that number again, but the result he got was: the number has expired.

Chen Chen's heart felt as if it had been sliced ​​to pieces by a knife, then soaked in alcohol, and then someone stepped on it and said, "The labor and management despise you, get out!"

That's why he transferred to another school and went to City B, trying to leave this sad and hopeless place, give himself a chance to start over, forget about the past, and act as if it never happened.

And his good buddy, Liao Gao also went to city b. His family was originally in city b, and he came to city a purely to follow Chen Chen. Although he was one step closer to Sun Xiao's fire pit, what he was most afraid of Still afraid that Chen Chen would do something stupid.

Chen Chen is a bit extreme, and for a person like him, if he is sincere, he will be stubborn. Although they have beaten and scolded him, so what?Support all the way along the way, the feelings between them cannot be explained clearly in words.

yes!Chen Chen still has Liao Gao, but what does Xiao Yuwen have?He was in the same pain as Chen Chen, and he didn't understand why he was in so much pain, but what did he have?Apart from a humble life and a body that has been torn to pieces, what else is left of him?Even his last dignity has been trampled underfoot, what right does he have to choose love and life? !

The author has something to say:

☆、Back to reality

It may be so wonderful to meet each other for many years, on the bus, in the restaurant.If the red line between two people has not been broken, let alone Shenzhen, it will lead to Antarctica. They may be young or old, but they will always meet together.

beep...

beep...

"..." Chen Chen turned off the alarm clock, opened his hazy eyes, and closed them again after being hurt by the sunlight.

He checked the time, 8:30.He didn't come back until 4 o'clock last night, and he only slept for a little while. Today is a book distribution, and he only has class in the afternoon.

So he lay back down again.

This sleep really lasted until the afternoon, and he didn't get up until one o'clock in the afternoon, his head was heavy and he had slept too much.

Chen Chen went to the bathroom to take a shower, then put on a floral shirt and tight pants, making him look tall and thin.

He casually took a few red bills, put them on his mobile phone, and took out