Dream Hua Embers Records

Yan Yin lowered her head in a panic, not daring to look directly into Dai Zihe's eyes, and muttered softly, "Actually... I'm just... casually refining for fun, and I don't really want to eat it, but... Sometimes I suddenly feel very lonely. No one loves me, so it's better...it's better to go underground and reunite with my mother...I've made so many mistakes, and if I die...it will be redeemed..." Seeing that Dai Zihe didn't respond, Yan Yin raised her head to look at Dai Zihe again. Seeing that Dai Zihe's face was flushed red and his eyes were about to burst into flames, he trembled in fright, then lowered his head and explained in a panic, "Actually, I just occasionally had such a little idea, and the practice of ghosts and gods happened. After taking this medicine, I didn't intend to take it... I didn't mean to commit suicide, really not!"

"You can't even think about it!" Dai Zihe scolded, "Who are you worthy of? Your mother who gave birth to you in October? Or Puhan who died for you? You are worthy of your father and the emperor." If I knew this, I shouldn’t have saved you when I was in the army!”

Yan Yin shook her head with tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry...it's all my fault..."

"In order to cure your illness, more than a dozen people went out to the fortress in the cold weather and met wolves. Only half of them came back alive. How can you live up to the blood and lives of so many people?!" Dai Zihe said, rolling up The sleeves were removed, and on the arm, there were two round scars that were clearly glaring. At first glance, it was obvious that they were left by the fangs of a hungry wolf. From the urine and urine of the scars, the scars almost reached the arm bone.

Yan Yin was taken aback, and flusteredly wiped the scars with her hands, as if to erase them, and murmured repeatedly, "Master! I'm sorry...I'm sorry! I was wrong, and I dare not do it again."

"Do you dare to touch poison again in the future?"

"Don't dare."

"Do you still dare to commit suicide?"

"Don't dare."

"Do you still dare to pretend to be sick?"

Hearing this sentence, Yan Yin was a little surprised, she raised her eyes to look at Dai Zihe, and then suddenly remembered that she pretended to be sick and didn't go to the imperial study, the master naturally knew about it, but she just endured it and didn't have an attack.

"Don't dare."

"Yin'er, please remember that your body and your life are not just yours. Don't be contemptuous at any time! That will only hurt your loved ones, and make your enemies faster. If you are hurt, you will love you. heart of man."

"En." Yan Yin nodded repeatedly with tears in her eyes.

"You said it yourself, how much should you fight?"

Yan Yin blushed blushing and bit her lip. After all, she was thin-skinned, and she still couldn't say a word of punishment.

"Okay! Whenever you open your mouth, stop." Dai Zihe said, swinging the fork at a steady pace, and hitting it down with a gentle stroke.

Yan Yin didn't move or speak, but just endured silently.

A low and soothing bell broke the dull whipping sound, it was already midnight, and a new day had arrived.

When Yan Yin heard the bell, she trembled and fell straight into Dai Zihe's arms, muttering, "Master, today is my birthday, please be nice to me, okay? My father will never Celebrating my birthday, master, please feel sorry for me and save it until tomorrow, okay?"

Dai Zihe slowly put down the fork in his hand, and gently stroked Yan Yin's hair.

"Master... I feel so sad..." Yan Yin had already stopped her tears, but now she started crying again, "The third brother took me to play ice carts in Huihai on the first day of his departure... that whole day, I was so happy... I thought it was because I was able to play with the third brother, but... I went back to the bedroom at night, lying on the bed, and I suddenly realized that the whole day... I was everywhere. No pain, really...Master, there is no pain anywhere, can you believe it? I have lived for more than ten years...Only one day, there is no pain anywhere...It is because of this that I can't help being very happy...Master ..." Yan Yin broke down in tears when she said this.

When Yan Yin said this, An Shuyu also remembered what happened that day.That day Yan Ting took Yan Yin out to play all day, and when she came back, Yan Yin chattered excitedly and was very happy.But for some reason, as soon as I helped him fall asleep, he began to cry silently.At that time, he thought that he wanted to separate from Yan Ting because he was sad, but he didn't expect it to be for this reason.

Dai Zihe also felt sad for a while, rubbing Yan Yin's shoulders with his hands repeatedly, his eyes turned red.

"Why does God treat me like this? Why does God want me to taste the taste of being free from disease and pain? Why... only give me such a day... If I don't have this day, I don't know what ordinary people feel like. I can bear it...Master, I really can bear it! But like this...I really can't bear it anymore. It turns out that the taste of being free from disease and pain is so good...Master...I feel very difficult every day, sometimes ...I really can't take it anymore, Master!" At the end, Yan Yin's voice became hoarse, as if a dying person was struggling to call for help, and her whole body was bouncing around in the belt and her arms, as if she was dying. Endure the whipping of pain.

Dai Zihe felt a great pain in his heart, and hurriedly hugged Yan Yin tightly in his arms, and couldn't help comforting him, "Okay, Yin'er, Master has found the pattern of Linglong Stove, and it can be cured this winter, and it will be fine in the future." no more pain."

Yan Yin didn't answer, but sobbed and cried, her body twitched, like a fish out of water.

Dai Zihe lived a life of dissolute, wandering life, never married a wife and had no children, and had no experience in coaxing children. He just kept repeating, "Yin'er is good, Yin'er doesn't cry, Master will never beat you again..."

After a while, Yan Yin calmed down slowly, and whispered, "Master, I want a birthday present..."

Dai Zihe was a little embarrassed, "Yin'er, I'm sorry, Master didn't know that today is your birthday, so he came in a hurry and didn't have time to prepare. Master will make it up for you tomorrow, okay?"

Yan Yin still buried her face in the earrings and shoulders, and said in a muffled voice, "Master... then you can praise me... No one has ever praised me."

After hearing this, An Shuyu secretly sighed.Yan Yin is intelligent, quick-witted, diligent and courteous, and is definitely second to none among the clan's children. Although the third brother and sixth brother are proud of him and have high hopes for him, they are usually stingy with praise.

Dai Zihe was startled when he heard this, and opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say.

"Master, is it because I am useless that everyone is dissatisfied with me?"

"No, how come? Yin'er is the best. Master is lucky in this life to have such a good apprentice as Yin'er."

"Really?!" Yan Yin raised her head, her voice full of surprise.

Dai Zi and Jian Yanyin's eyes were red and swollen from crying, and their faces were also stained, so they quickly wiped them off with their sleeves, "Of course it's true."

Yan Yin nodded and raised the corners of her mouth, "Second Brother was poisoned. I treated him and sucked out the poisonous blood with my mouth. He hurt me, but I didn't care. I had a wound on my mouth that day. But I am not afraid of getting dirty or dying...Master! I have done all the things I hesitated on the day of my apprenticeship, so am I a real healer?"

Dai Zihe held Yan Yin tightly in his arms, "Yin'er, good boy, you are! You are a real doctor, and Master is proud of you!"

The author has something to say: