It is said that online dating has no good results [Net Match]

Xu Qingtian sat in the hamburger restaurant and looked at Su Xuezhen who was playing the guitar seriously not far away.From chatting with the owner of the store, he learned that Su Xuezhen has been singing here since two years ago, and usually comes twice a week.I'm probably busy with my studies this year, so I only sing once every Saturday afternoon.

Because he plays well and sings well, passers-by and nearby shopkeepers all like him very much.

However, in the past two weeks, Su Xuezhen came here very frequently. Originally, he only came on Saturdays, but these days he came almost every day.

"The young man said that he wanted to buy something for the person he likes, and he needed money." The boss said, "This young man is not bad..."

Buying something for someone you like—is it buying something for me?Seeing Su Xuezhen who was working hard, Xu Qingtian suddenly felt sad.

Probably because of singing for too long, his voice has become hoarse, and now Su Xuezhen can only play the piano.However, his fingerstyle technique is also very proficient, attracting many passers-by to watch.Xu Qingtian was intoxicated just by watching him play the piano, and couldn't bear to step forward to disturb him for a while, so she just stood not far away and watched silently... Seeing that Su Xuezhen started to pack his things, she went up to say hello.

"Yo." Xu Qingtian knelt down and said to Su Xuezhen who was busy collecting money.

Su Xuezhen raised his head abruptly, but without saying a word, the coin in his hand fell down with a clatter.

Xu Qingtian reached out to help Su Xuezhen collect the money: "You are so busy studying, what are you doing?"

"...I'm short of money." Su Xuezhen's voice was indeed hoarse.

Xu Qingtian felt distressed and asked, "Are you saving money to buy me a Valentine's Day gift?"

"...No." Su Xuezhen said firmly.

"...Stop being a performer, your voice is hoarse. I don't need any expensive gifts..."

"Valentine's Day! Our first Valentine's Day together! I have never done anything for you, I, I can rarely do anything for you..."

"What are you going to give me?"

"It wouldn't be a surprise to tell you."

"But you don't study anymore? Your voice is already hoarse. You've worked so hard. I'll feel even worse if your body breaks down, understand?"

"But... I don't seize this opportunity, I, I'm afraid you will leave me."

"How..." How is it possible?Xu Qingtian choked on her words.Su Xuezhen also felt his hesitation, Su Xuezhen was trying hard to express himself, although a bit clumsy.

When Xu Qingtian returned to his residence, he found out from the mailbox the personal drama that Su Xuezhen had recorded for him at that time—he almost forgot about it.

Click to play.

"Hi, long time no see, how are you?" Su Xuezhen's clear voice came, "There are two main purposes for recording this episode, one is to tell you that I'm sorry, and the other is to tell you... I love you.

When I first met in the game, I always thought you were very inconspicuous. I have known you for a long time, but I haven't had much contact with you.I just wanted to be the best on the list, but I went the wrong way... Later I thought you were stupid.Desperately defending me, explaining to a group of people all night for me.You are just a netizen, but you can treat me so well... Later, I gave up on myself and admitted that I was just seducing them to cheat some cards. You pulled me to persuade them earnestly, and even apologized to them for me, using your own reputation to protect me... In fact, I really don't understand why you are so nice to me.At that time, you almost pressed my head to apologize to others. In fact, if it wasn’t for you, I would have given up my account a long time ago. Anyway, I just play games for fun.You chased me and said that you are not afraid of making mistakes, but you are afraid of not correcting... Why are you so naive?

Gradually, something went wrong.I found out that I like you.

Maybe you don't even know that when I went online that day and found that you stayed up all night because of me, I fell in love with you... I want to see you in real life, I want to be friends with you, and I want to listen to you talk face to face.

Later, I wanted to hold hands, hug, and do everything.

My family is Christian and I was baptized as a newborn.I have always known that I have to serve the Lord all my life, and the Lord will bless me.

Leviticus 13:[-] says that if a man lies with a man as with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination, and they shall surely be put to death, and the guilt shall be upon them.

Leviticus 22:[-] says: Do not lie with a man as with a woman; it is an abomination.

You probably don't know the meaning of 'abominable'. The things that God hates include murder, adultery, adultery and theft...and liking the same sex is given the same status as these.As a Christian, communicating with God and listening to God's teachings are responsibilities and obligations.When we first convert to the Lord, we will be required to accept the guidance of God, we are told that human beings will make mistakes, only God can tell us the right way, God is the only Almighty God, He will lead us infinite blessings...

But the more taboo it seems, the more tempting it is, just like forbidden fruit as for Eve, Eve's words as for Adam...

But maybe, just because, I really want to be with you.Because of you, I began to like clowns in playing cards, I began to like watching circuses on TV, I began to want to try listening to Mayday and Hatsune... At that time, I realized that I really like you, very much.

I can't wait to escape my father's control, but I am too weak as a sophomore in high school.

During the summer vacation, I was in a hurry to break away from my family. I wanted to go out to live. I went to ktv to earn money part-time, and wanted to support myself... Unfortunately, I failed.That day you came to S city to meet me, and was discovered by my father who was following me, and he took me back by force... He cut off my mobile phone card, confiscated my mobile phone and computer, and locked me at home, Forbid me to go out, put the Bible in my ear every day...

I went on a hunger strike until I passed out, but my father put me on glucose... He also said that if I went on a hunger strike, he would send me to the hospital, tie me up on the bed, and put me on a tube for perfusion. He also doesn't allow me to be with a man in bed...

The brothers and sisters in the church took turns to persuade me not to be gay anymore, and even my best friend at the time came to persuade me not to like men... The whole world does not let me like you.

What my father said is right, even if I escape, where can I escape to as a person who has not graduated from high school?My best friend, he told me I'll forget about you when I get a girlfriend, he told me I'm just old enough to have a girlfriend, I just mistook you for a girl...

The whole world doesn't let me like you.

I can't help it, I can't stand it, I give up...

I started having girlfriends, and I started to believe what they said you were the devil who lured me astray...

Maybe if you give up, I can give up... I said the cruelest thing to you, but why don't you give up?And I can't forget you, I want to fulfill our agreement with you.

Love is so strange. From 2010 to 2014, we couldn't meet and rarely communicated, but I think about you all the time, and I know you always think about me.Later, you stopped playing online games and started drawing.You know what, at first you sucked at drawing, I don't understand why you do such a pointless thing.But you just wanted to paint. One year later, you actually started to publish a book. I even heard about you from my classmates... They all said that your paintings are very gentle, which shows that you are a very warm person, no matter how sad the picture is. , the eyes of the characters are still gentle...you are really too warm.I know that better than anyone.

After these four years of suffering, you have not become ruthless...but I have started to have problems.I can't like anyone other than you, you are all on my mind.

I started to collect your notebooks and try to get close to you.I hurt you, so I dare not face you with the face I used to be, I don't know how to reconcile with you, I just want to see you.That's why I pretended to be a stranger and wanted to get to know you again.

Later, when you told me on QQ that you wanted to contact someone who bought books at a high price, I was so happy that I finally had a chance to get closer to you, so I immediately posted a post on Weibo, expecting you to watch it excitedly Seeing me, I'm afraid that you won't forgive me after discovering my true identity...

At first you ignored me for a long time, I thought there was no chance.But eventually, we were able to talk again.

I'm sorry, I'm very timid, scumbag, and cowardly. In fact, I don't even know how to forgive myself... But I can finally talk to you.

On your birthday, I found out that I even forgot your birthday, but you still like me so much... We finally talked on the phone that night, and I really want to tell you that I am 'Nangong Bai'an' right away... ...But I am afraid, afraid that you will suddenly regret it, I am afraid that I will lose you.

When you said you wanted to meet, I was really happy and bought you a lot of snacks.But that day, something happened.The main reason is that I saw other people around you, I was jealous and ran away.I'm sorry, I'm sorry... Later, when I wanted to go to you again, I was stopped by my brother and sister-in-law. There was a midnight worship service on the 24th, and they forced me to go.At that time, I should have broken free from them to see you even if I tore my face, but at that time, there were so many people on campus that I didn't go there just to save face.I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I made you wait for so long... You still have a fever because you waited for me, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, it's been so hard to let you like me all these years, I'm sorry.You said that if you can receive such a personal drama, you will definitely forgive me, and you will abide by the agreement, right?Can you forgive me?Can we get back together?

Now that I am free from my father's control, I want to protect you, I want to make up for your loneliness for so many years, and I want to be with you.

Give me a chance, let me love you again, okay?

Xu Qingtian, I, Su Xuezhen, only want to love you in this life.

If you can hear this all the time, it means that you don't hate me, right... If you still want to see me tomorrow, just assume that you are willing to accept me again, okay?

I love you.See you tomorrow.

You're bound to come, right?

"

The audio has finished playing.Xu Qingtian breathed a sigh of relief...

It turns out...you really still like me so much.

"Hahahahahaha!" Xu Qingtian laughed wildly in her heart, "I'll just say it, I'll just say it, I'm so gentle and considerate, so nice to everyone, where can you find it? Hahahaha, you obviously are I like it so much that I like it crazy. Recording such a long paragraph of such provocative words... Hahahahahaha, so you like me so much?"

So you like me so much.

Looking back on the two of them these years, Su Xuezhen used to avoid Xu Qingtian, but now that Su Xuezhen turned around, he started avoiding him, what's the matter?

You see, they obviously like each other to this extent, so why bother.

Xu Qingtian figured it out, there was nothing to be afraid of, anyway, he was the attacker, and it was only natural to take care of the victim.You see, in novels and comics, don't they usually have Xiao Gong doting on his shou with coolness, handsomeness and domineering?The more favored Gong is, the more domineering and masculine he is, so he has been messing around all this time?Yes, he doesn't want to be a domineering underworld boss, his goal is to be gentle and pamper his shou, vowing to drown him in his arms with tenderness so that he will never fall in love with others again.Is it more disadvantageous to love more?Those are all fallacies, anyway, he likes Su Xuezhen so much, Su Xuezhen wants Xu Qingtian to love him more, if he loves him, he will love him, at worst, let him pay less for the meat change...

——Xu Qingtian decided that if Su Xuezhen went to perform as a performer tomorrow, he must drag him back.It's okay for him not to care about his health, but Xu Qingtian can't!