During Qingming, there were many more people in the cemetery than usual, but the chill in the air could still be felt.Most of the family members of the deceased offered flowers and incense silently, and whispered to themselves—as if they were talking to the deceased in the grave.Occasionally, I could hear a few loud voices, mostly mixed with crying—I couldn't help myself, and the depression in the past was vented at this moment.

While leading the way for Xu Qingtian, Su Xuezhen asked, "I'm sorry, it's a rare holiday but I can only bring you to this kind of place..."

"What are you talking about. Tomb-sweeping Day is meant to pay homage to family members." Xu Qingtian changed from her usual hippie smile to a serious one at the moment, "You can bring me to see your mother...I'm very happy."

"Well. I lost my mother when I was born. In fact, I don't have any deep feelings for my mother... I just heard from my brother that my mother is very gentle. When my mother is around, my father's temper is not so violent, so occasionally I When my father scolded me, I wondered if my mother would treat me better if she was there. But, to be honest, my brother was only three years old at that time, what can he remember..." Su Xuezhen shook Shaking his head, his face was as calm as before, with no emotion visible.

Xu Qingtian didn't know how to persuade him, so he stepped forward to put Su Xuezhen's shoulder and held his hand.There were many sad people in the cemetery, and everyone was supporting each other. At this time, Xu Qingtian and Su Xuezhen's actions were not conspicuous.

There are some old tombstones with black inset inscriptions.This is the scene of Su Xuezhen's mother.

Su Xuezhen cleaned the altar skillfully, then put fruits and flowers on it.I burned a few bundles of paper money, and then I burned some paper money for my mother's "neighbors". While burning, I muttered: "Excuse me, please take care of my mother..."

After burning the paper money, Su Xuezhen kowtowed three times on his knees.Light the incense and go up. "Mom, I'm here to see you."

Su Xuezhen stood up, Xu Qingtian was about to kneel, but was stopped by Su Xuezhen and introduced to the tombstone: "Mom, this is my boyfriend. I love him very much, and he is very good to me. Mom, please allow us Can we be together?"

Then Xu Qing kowtowed and burned the incense.

Walking out of the cemetery, Su Xuezhen's eyes suddenly looked wrong, he pulled Xu Qingtian and ran away, but it was too late, the person on the opposite side blocked their way first: "Su Xuezhen! You also came to see your mother, you still have a conscience."

Su Xueqian, who was wearing a neat suit, was talking, his eyes fell on Xu Qingtian who was beside Su Xuezhen.Su Xueqian quickly snorted contemptuously: "Don't tell me this is your boyfriend. You really have bad eyesight."

Xu Qingtian: "..."

"Su Xueqian," Su Xuezhen didn't want to call him brother anymore, "you are not allowed to insult my lover! If you want to see my mother, go quickly, we will go first."

"Love?" Su Xueqian said in a mocking tone, "Hmph, I thought some kind of monster hooked your soul, and you don't look pretty at all. Hey, let me say you, a big man, you are not a mother , How did you become gay? Let me tell you, I am Su Xuezhen's brother, and I will never admit you!"

"Hello." Xu Qingtian rubbed her face resentfully, "I'm sorry for looking a little frustrated."

Su Xueqian and Su Xuezhen: "..."

Su Xueqian pointed at Xu Qingtian and continued to sarcastically: "I know my younger brother. He is just a white-eyed wolf. He is just playing with you now. When he gets tired of playing with you, he will kick you away sooner or later. At that time, don't Come to me and cry!

You like men yourself, and you dragged my younger brother to fall with you. This is against the will of God. You wait for God to condemn you, and go to hell after you die! "

Xu Qingtian was shocked by the attitude of Su Xuezhen's family - he could see that Su Xuezhen's brother was very angry now.

Su Xuezhen pulled and protected Xu Qingtian, and hit back at his brother: "I liked him first! The fault is all on me, what do you want to curse, come at me!"

After Xu Qingtian came back to his senses, he laughed awkwardly: "Su Xuezhen, I'm fine. Don't protect me. Well, this... um... classmate" After thinking for a long time, he couldn't remember what Su Xuezhen's brother's name was, so Xu Qingtian After holding it in for a long time, a "classmate" came out, "classmate, Su Xuezhen kicked me away, why should I cry to you. And after death, you will go to hell or something. Do you really want to go to heaven? What do you want from heaven? "

Su Xueqian: "I... the beauty of heaven is beyond your imagination!"

"Oh...but what I want most is Su Xuezhen. After going to heaven, will God let him be with me?"

Su Xueqian: "You..."

"God shouldn't let me be with him. After all... homosexuality is not in line with the teaching, isn't it?"

Su Xueqian curled his lips and rolled his eyes: "Your fate in this life is wrong. But you can't continue to be wrong like this. Maybe in the next life... you will become a man and a woman in the next life, and then you will be able to love each other normally. And if You have been doing this wrong all your life, you..."

"The next life? Doesn't it mean that after death, you will either go to heaven or go to hell? How come the next life?" Xu Qingtian said calmly.

Su Xuezhen couldn't stand it any longer, and pulled Xu Qingtian up: "Let's go, stop teasing my brother, when the time comes, you will push him into a hurry, and he will take me back. I'll see where you go and cry."

"Wait, Su Xuezhen, don't leave!" A middle-aged man in a black tunic came over.

Xu Qingtian quickly guessed that he was Su Xuezhen's father.

Xu Qingtian could feel that Su Xuezhen was a little scared and his body was trembling.

"..." Su Xuezhen made a mouth shape to call "Dad", but didn't call out, "What are you doing here? Didn't you say that you have severed ties with me?"

"Su Xuezhen. The blood relationship cannot be broken."

"Hehe, but you don't accept me." Su Xuezhen still wanted to leave.

Su Hao stood in front of him. After taking a look at Su Xuezhen, he turned to Xu Qingtian: "Young man, you are our Su Xuezhen...boyfriend?"

Xu Qingtian nodded: "Hello, Uncle."

Su Hao seemed to be suppressing his anger, with a smirk on his face: "Young man is very polite. Are you... an adult?"

Xu Qingtian: "...I'm already working."

"Oh... working. Graduated from high school? You look younger than our Su Xuezhen..."

"I'm much older than him..." Xu Qingtian blushed, "Uncle, you're here to see Auntie today, right? It's not good for us to talk in the traffic, why don't you go and see Auntie first, and we'll talk later? "

"What are you talking about, let's not talk anymore." Su Xuezhen gave his father and brother a blank look, and pulled Xu Qingtian up, "Let's go, you guys said that you want to sever ties with me. If you sever, you will sever. What else is there to say?" .”

"Su Xuezhen, no matter what I say, I am your father!" Su Hao said angrily.

"It was you who kicked me out of the house, what else can I say?" Su Xuezhen was not to be outdone.

"Wait, young man, this is my business card, I hope we can talk." Su Hao caught up and stuffed a business card in Xu Qingtian's hand.

Su Xuezhen wanted to take it away and throw it away, but Xu Qingtian stopped him: "Thank you uncle, I will contact you when I have time."

"What else is there to get in touch with him!" On the subway back, the two of them still had no seats, so they found a corner to stand.Su Xuezhen was very unhappy when he remembered that Xu Qingtian had accepted his father's business card.

"I want to help you... Your father is right, he is your father after all."

"Why are you such a holy father! You think you can make the world peaceful! My dad and I have had a grudge for a long time, even if it wasn't about you, I would have wanted to leave him a long time ago."

"...I'm not the Holy Father. I don't want to see you falling out with my family because of me."

"It is impossible for Chinese society to accept us. If we want to be together, it is impossible to get blessings from a few people!"

"I know……"

"... Sunny day, people can't be too greedy. I know you always think of people in a good direction, but you can't convince everyone. Don't you say it, you can't make everyone like you...I don't want to You and my family are facing each other, they are not as good as you think. I am afraid you will get hurt."

Xu Qingtian took out the business card and looked at it for a while.Su Hao's identity was printed on the business card as "Chairman of Worship Committee of P District Church in S City", and there was a cross on the back, with a small line of "God loves you" written on the bottom.

Xu Qingtian smiled and said: "Your father... is really a very devout believer. Don't worry, I respect your choice. If you don't let me contact them, I won't contact them."

On the bang bang bang bang subway, Xu Qingtian leaned against the wall, Su Xuezhen stood facing him, the two of them secretly put their hands against the wall next to each other as usual.

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