Back to Brokeback Mountain

The sun was setting slowly, and the people on the farm had finished their work and returned home.

The wind kicked up the dust on the ground, and Jack and Ennis stood alone on the open grass of the farm.

Jack looked at Ennis and asked, "Shall I drive you?"

Ennis shook his head and said, "You go home first, and I'll go to your house to find you after I go back and settle the rest."

Jack was a little reluctant, he was a little afraid that once Ennis left, he would never come back, never come back to him.

Jack said again to Ennis, "Are you really going to come to me?"

Ennis took a few steps in Jack's direction, looked into Jack with deep green eyes and said, "I will, just like I promised you, with you

Let's go back and run your small farm together, we'll do some calf business, we agreed, I promised you, I won't forget.But before that, I have to tell Alma, I have to go back and apologize to him.Jack, this is what I should do. "

"That's what I should do. I stole his fiancé." Jack said.

Jack insists that Ennis go with Ennis, and he makes a strong case that he has a car and that if Alma wants to beat him up when the time comes, he can run away with Ennis.

Ennis had no choice but to get into Jack's truck, and the two of them embarked on a journey away from Brokeback Mountain.

Ennis let Jack live in a hotel in the town, and he was going to apologize to Ennis alone, and Jack agreed.

……

Alma is a lovely girl. Although Ennis has never loved this lovely woman, in his heart, he and Alma are a family.However, in his previous life, he was too cowardly, he failed Jack and hurt Alma.

This time, he can't make this mistake again.

Alma was working in a restaurant above the town, which had just been handcrafted when Ennis found him.

"Ennis, you're back!" Alma watched her fiancé jump up happily, and said to Ennis.

Ennis hugged Alma, and the two returned to the small house Alma rented in the town.

Alma stood in the kitchen and was cooking in a hurry, while not forgetting to ask Ennis about the grazing.

Ennis walked over, and he took out an envelope containing half of his wages for this grazing.

Alma took it, thinking it was a home given to her by Ennis.

When Alma was about to put down her things and go back to the kitchen to continue cooking for Ennis, Ennis took Alma's hand.

Alma looked at Ennis puzzled, and Ennis' eyes gradually became moist.

"Oh, Ennis, honey, what's the matter with you, baby, what's the matter with you?" Alma asked, looking at Ennis worriedly.

Ennis pulled Alma to sit on the sofa next to him. He looked at Alma with a concerned face and said, "Erma, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Elma's eyes were puzzled at first, then shocked by the sudden understanding of the truth, and finally disappointed.

"No, Ennis, are you going to call off my wedding? Are you in love with some other girl? Ennis..." Alma looked at Ennis and cried in pain.

Ennis was in great pain, he didn't want to hurt Alma, Alma used to be his family, and Erma had been dedicating himself to their family, but he failed her and failed to do what a husband should duty to the wife.

"No, Alma. I will always love you!" Ennis said, looking at Alma.

Alma screamed, "Love me? Ennis, why are you still telling such lies!"

Ennis watched Alma's crazy behavior and said painfully, "Erma, I can't hurt you because I love you. I can't marry you, Alma, I love you, but I can never be like Love you like a normal man, I'm gay."

Alma stood there with her mouth open in shock at what Ennis said.

Ennis continued, "I'm sorry, Alma. I shouldn't have been so selfish and hurt you. I'm sorry and I hope you forgive me. You are my family and that's how I've always thought of it, no matter what you think of it later Me, you will always be my family."

"No, Ennis, how could you, how could you be..." Alma said with tears in her eyes.

"Erma, I wish, I wish I could love you like a normal man, I've always told myself that. But Alma, I can't lie to you anymore, you're a good girl, leave me you will be happier, and I can't stop you from being happy."

Ennis stood in front of Alma's room, speaking painfully but firmly.

Alma stood there shocked by Ennis' words.

She didn't believe what Ennis said, but she didn't know how to refute what Ennis said, maybe she was just shocked, but she clearly believed every word Ennis said in her heart.

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The author has something to say: A few days ago, I said that it would end before the year, and I thought it would be six or seven days before the Chinese New Year. It turns out that it will be thirty tomorrow, +_++_++_++_++_+