Back to Brokeback Mountain

With tears in his eyes, Ennis sat on the bed holding the thin piece of paper and wept continuously.

Brokeback Mountain, Jack Drizzt, Brokeback Mountain, Jack Drizzt, Brokeback Mountain, Jack Drizzt, these two words appeared repeatedly in Ennis' whispered cries.

Ennis had spent nearly half his life reminiscing about that time on Brokeback Mountain, day and night.

He often thinks of the good times he and Jack had on Brokeback Mountain, but every time he thinks back to those happy, happy times, Ennis thinks more and more of Jack straddling his green truck asking questions over and over again. Looking at him, "Are you coming next year?"

How many times had Ennis held their two shirts nestled together, telling the man he would never hear again, "I do, I do..."

The clouds in the sky floated freely with the wind, and after recovering from his illness, Ennis directly boarded the truck to Brokeback Mountain.

This illness cost Ennis almost half a month's salary, if it was before, he might have complained about it for half a month.But now, his heart and eyes are all about that person, that person named Jack Drizzt.

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Everything seems to be the same, on May 1963, 5, Ennis stood in front of the trailer of Foreman Joe Aguri, he still wore the straw hat he used to wear on his head, a shirt and a jacket. He was wearing a canvas jacket and a pair of ripped jeans.

He has been sitting here since dawn in the morning, he knows that Jack will come after noon, but he just wants to stand here and wait for him, he thinks he is even willing to spend all his life waiting for this person.

At around two o'clock in the afternoon, the familiar sound of the trailer finally came from a distance.

Ennis spun around on the ground twice anxiously, his heart told him that he was going crazy waiting for this moment, he wanted to rush out, rush to the front of Jack Drizzt, hug him tightly, tightly he.

Ennis couldn't help but rushed to the front of the road, but when he looked at the approaching black car and saw the man sitting on the driver's seat that he had been thinking about for countless days and nights, Ennis was in a hurry ran back.

He didn't even dare to face the road with his body straight. He walked in front of Joe Aguri's trailer, first faced Joe Aguri's trailer, then stood sideways, then turned around and stood facing the road. up.

Finally, he stood facing the road, but he lowered the brim of his hat to make sure he could see Jack, but Jack couldn't see him.Because he felt that he would definitely not be able to help crying in front of this Jack Drizzt.

The car kicked up a lot of dust, and a man wearing a black hat, a denim shirt and a pair of skinny jeans got out of the car.

Through the brim of his hat, Ennis could see Jack's blond hair curling up under his black hat, and his charming green eyes.The scene that he had appeared thousands of times in his dreams suddenly appeared so real in front of his eyes.Ennis even wondered if all this was another dream of his own!

After Jack Drizzt got out of the car, he quickly noticed the person standing in front of the trailer.He looked up in the direction of Ennis. Standing there was a tall, strong cowboy with a strong build. He was profiled like Jack. The low brim of his hat covered almost half of his face. He could only see Ennis' resolute side face, this is a handsome and very masculine side face.

Ennis felt Jack's gaze on him, and raised his head slightly. He really wanted to rush to him, tell him how regretful he was, tell him that he loved him, tell him that he wanted to be with him Together, tell him how much he regrets not going with him.

Ennis felt like he had thousands of words to say to the man standing in front of him, but all the words were crowded in his throat, in his heart, in his hands and feet. Inside, instead, he could only stand there, watching that person quietly.

Jack's gaze didn't stay on Ennis for too long, he returned to his car, took out the razor from inside, and started shaving quietly in front of the mirror.

During this quietly flowing time, Ennis's thousands of words and thoughts hidden in his body slowly, slowly, slowly calmed down.

Jack spent a lot of time dealing with the short stubble on his face, and Ennis couldn't help smiling under his drooping hat, and Jack, who was standing in the distance holding a razor, also smiled. laugh.

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Joe Aguri drove a large truck and parked beside the road. He was tall and fat in his 40s, wearing a reddish-brown coat. A little beard.

He walked past Jack Drizzt, then passed Ennis Del Mar, took out the key, opened the door of the office, and walked in.

Jack Drizzt looked at Ennis Del Mar who was still standing there without moving, and also stood there.

At this time, the foreman Joe Aguri leaned out half of the body from the trailer and said to Jack and Ennis, "If you are here to find a job, come in quickly."

After speaking, he didn't look at the reactions of Ennis and Jack anymore, turned around and got into the trailer.

Ennis' body moved slightly nervously, he took off the hat on his head with a little hesitation, and put it in his hand, he didn't go into the room immediately.

Jack Drizzt came up, with a very flattering smile on the corner of his mouth, he stretched out his hand to Ennis who was standing aside looking a bit embarrassed, and said, "Jack Drizzt."

Ennis didn't look up, didn't speak, he just looked down at Jack's hand outstretched in front of him, how he wanted to touch him, to know it wasn't a dream.

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Just when Jack Drizzt thought Ennis wouldn't talk to him, a pair of very dry, warm, wide hands held him.Jack actually felt some tremors from those hands, and he really wanted to look up to see the expression on Ennis' face.

But Foreman Joe was dissatisfied inside, calling them both eagerly.

Jack had to hurry in, and Ennis walked in after a while.

Ennis stood behind Jack, in a corner of the door of the house, and he looked at Joe's office, everything was exactly the same as before, the office was covered with waste paper, and there was a dirty ashtray on it, which contained half ashtray. Plate of cigarette butts.

And that new black high-powered telescope hanging on the wall.

Ennis remembered that Jack once said in a meeting that he had gone back to Brokeback Mountain to find Joe the foreman again, and asked him if he still needed manpower, but Joe laughed at him very contemptuously at that time.

Jack told him about the big black telescope he saw in Joe's office, and guessed that Joe might have discovered their relationship when he used the telescope to observe them at some point.

Ennis raised his head and glanced at the binoculars hanging high on the wall, then lowered his head and did not speak again.

Light from outside filtered through the tilted shutters and fell on the hands of foreman Joe Aguri.He had just answered the call from the Forestry Bureau, and the receiver was still in his hand, with a very displeased expression on his face.

He sat there with a dark face and said, "The guys from the Forestry Bureau have set up campsites on various pastures. The campsites may be several kilometers away from the pastures where the sheep are grazing. If no one is watching at night, wild animals will come and go, and the sheep will suffer. One of you will stay in the camp set up by the Forestry Bureau to take care of the base camp, and the other will stay with the sheep and spend the night with the sheep."

At this point, he paused, pointed to Ennis who was standing by the door, and said, "You stay at the campsite set up by the Forestry Bureau to take care of the base camp, at twelve noon on Friday, bring your next week's camp. Inventory and mules, go to that bridge down the hill, and someone will drive there and give you the stuff."

After speaking, he pointed to Jack standing in front of him and said, "Go there and get a temporary tent, one at night, and spend the night with the flock. You will eat breakfast and dinner at the base camp, but you have to sleep with the sheep. It's not good at all." Talk about it! Don't start a fire, don't leave a trail. Roll up the tent at dawn, don't let the Forest Service guys see it. Lead the dog, take the gun, and sleep there! Fuck last summer, let me lose for nothing A quarter of the sheep! I don't want that anymore!"

With these words he took a round cheap alarm watch on a string from the high shelf, wound it up, set the time, and tossed it to Ennis.

Then he found two guns and threw them at them.

Finally, he said to the two of them, "You guys should come here tomorrow, you should be early, and I will drive you there in the morning."

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