Back to Brokeback Mountain

When it was bedtime, Jack's eyes had turned bitter, but Ennis was still washing his cooker.

Jack kicked the haystack on the ground angrily, turned around, and ran into the flock of sheep.

After Jack left, Ennis stopped what he was doing. He put away the cooking utensils and put them aside.Some more firewood was added to the fire, and the moon slowly climbed over his head from the bottom of the slope.

The bonfire was about to go out, and the world under the moonlight was pitch black. Ennis stood up now. He stood in front of the slope and looked at the trailer park where Joe Aguri was. When he was sure he couldn't see any light , turned around, and strode towards the flock of sheep where Jack was.

Jack's flock was on a sloping field above the campsite, and Ennis walked for more than an hour before seeing the flock.

Ennis saw the light of the bonfire inside the flock from a distance, and Ennis couldn't help running.

"Jack, Jack Drizzt..." Ennis couldn't help shouting while running.

Jack was sitting in front of his little tent drinking whiskey. When he came back from Ennis's dinner, he tossed some alpacas in a depressed mood, and then started to set up his little tent. Jack set up the tent , complaining to Ennis aggrievedly in his heart.

After setting up the tent, he didn't go in to sleep. He even stood on the slope to look for Ennis a little foolishly. He saw the light of Ennis' bonfire at the campsite.

Jack watched until an hour before the light from the campfire went out.

He took out the whiskey on his body, he couldn't tell his mood, he didn't know why Ennis could bear to be separated from him, didn't they already admit it to each other?Didn't Ennis say he loved him?

Jack drank distractedly, thinking wildly in his mind.

Is Ennis repenting?He hasn't spoken to himself since he left the hotel that morning, Jack couldn't help thinking.

No, no, Ennis liked it, he loved her, Jackie denied the terrible thoughts in her head.

So, why did Ennis suddenly ignore him? Was it because of Joe Aguri's confession?

Thinking of this, Jack couldn't help but stood up and cursed, "Damn it, Joe Aguri..."

Jack was pissed for a moment, then thought it was unlikely.

So, why?

Fear?Jack thought.

That's right, Ennis must be out of fear, they are gay, if someone finds out, I don't know what will happen!Ennis was drunk yesterday to do such a thing. Didn't he also talk about the horrible things his father did before?When he hugged himself in the morning and said that he was gay, he must have felt uncomfortable.

Jack felt as if he understood something. He looked in the direction of Ennis, and he wanted to rush to tell that person, don't be afraid, because he is also a homosexual, he has never been afraid, and they did nothing wrong.

He was beginning to be afraid, he was afraid that he and Ennis would only have that one night, that one morning of embracing each other.

Jack was flustered and confused.

He sat in front of the tent somewhat dejectedly.

He knew there were a lot of people like them who were afraid, the world was so bad to them, they hid in the crowd, afraid to be together.If found, they will be killed by people.

What if Ennis was scared too!

……

"Jack, Jack Drizzt..."

A burst of shouts came from far and near.

"Jack, Jack Drizzt..."

The voice gradually became louder.

Jack stood up from the ground with a thud, and he ran forward a few steps. The call became louder and clearer.

"Jack, Jack Drizzt..."

A kind of ecstasy rose from Jack's heart, and he also ran wildly.

"Ennis Del Mar, Ennis Del Mar..."

Jack also screamed as he ran.

……

Both of them called each other's name and ran towards each other.

After a while, the two stood in front of each other.

Ennis was still panting, his blond hair wet with sweat~ as he stood in front of Jack, his eyes burning.

Jack rushed up and hugged Ennis, Ennis caught Jack, he hugged Jack, and the two quickly rolled to the place, hugged each other, and took possession.

……

Inside the small tent, Jack was lying on Ennis' bare chest, his head was buried in Ennis' neck, and his legs were sandwiching Ennis' thin waist.

He held Ennis's head in his hands, and said with a hoarse voice that was unique to love, "I thought you would never be like me again."

After hearing this, Ennis pushed his powerful waist up again, and Jack immediately let out a series of broken groans.

Ennis turned and rolled Jack on his back, his forehead against Jack's Jack's forehead, and he kissed Jack on the lips and said, "Never again, baby, my darling..."

Jack burst into tears of joy.

Maybe it was done by Ennis, maybe it was because he was moved by Ennis' words...

The two embraced each other more tightly.

……

After the affair was over, Jack turned to Ennis and asked, "Why, I mean, during the day, why didn't you talk to me."

Ennis hugged his lover in his arms, rubbed gently, and said affectionately, "Jack, I love you. But, but we can't let others know, at least, at least not now."

Jack didn't understand what Ennis meant, he turned his head to look at himself Ennis, and said with some confusion, "What do you mean? Ennis?"

Ennis hugged the man in his arms more tightly and said, "Look, Jack, I love you. But we can't let others know. If we let others find out what is between us now, we may not live long Yes, (in this life) I still want to do it~ You do it until I can't get hard anymore!"

Jack turned over on Ennis' body, put one hand on Ennis's head, leaned on Ennis's chest, and said with a little understanding, "But, Ennis, we are on Brokeback Mountain now. Ah, why didn't you keep me just now!"

Ennis reached out and put his arms around his lover who was lying on top of him. His hands stroked Jack's face, looked deeply at Jack, and said, "Because I'm afraid, Jack. Joe Aguri's wall, you pay attention Is there a high-power telescope, if he finds out that we didn't do what he asked, not only will we probably lose our jobs, but the important thing is, if one day he sees what's going on between us, when the time comes ,By the time……"

Ennis said this, stopped, and hugged Jack tightly.

Jack couldn't believe it, he sighed several times, "No, no, no, how come, I never noticed that there is such a thing on the wall."

Jack obviously believed Ennis, and he was afraid of being found out about his relationship with Ennis.

He didn't want Ennis to get hurt because of what happened between them, there was nothing they could do about it.Jack can accept it, but he knows that accepting is accepting, but this is of no use before the two of them will suffer in the future.

Jack said a little irritably, "Then what should we do? Are we really going to follow what Joe Aguri said, that we can only meet once a day at dinner time?"

"No, no, no!" After Jack finished speaking, he immediately uttered a few negative words, "We can't do this, Ennis, I can't bear to look at you every day while eating."

Jack said and turned over and rode on Ennis.

Ennis put his hands on Jack's long, white thighs, looked at Jack and said, "Listen, Jack, this is our job, and we have to do our job."

Ennis believes that he and Jack will have countless happy days in the future. He is a very responsible cowboy. He always takes every job in his hands seriously. He and Jack were too happy in their previous life. This happiness has caused many disasters.

This made Ennis determined that this could not be done again in his life.

But Jack didn't know that he was a little unhappy when he heard Ennis' words, "I have to run for several hours on the road every day. Come back for breakfast, then go back to the sheep, put the sheep to sleep at night, come back for dinner, and then run again." Go back. Run around half the night, watch out for wolves. It's not fair, Joe Aguri has no right to force me to sleep among the sheep."

But before dawn, without saying much, he saddled his chestnut-colored mare.

The sky at dawn is orange, and the bottom is still gray and green.The dark hills faded to gray and white until at last they were the color of the smoke from Ennis' breakfast.There was a sweet smell in the cool air, the long cobblestones and clods cast long shadows, and the tops of the pine trees at the bottom of the mountain were still sinking in the thick darkness.

During the day, looking across the valley, Ennis could sometimes see Jack, a speck moving in the tall grass, like a beetle crawling on a tablecloth.From his dark tent, Jack could see Ennis too, the campfire reflecting him on the dark hillside.

Jack came home late one afternoon, dragged his feet, drank two bottles of beer in a wet pocket in the shade, ate two bowls of soup, four biscuits that Ennis made as hard as a rock, and a can of peaches.Rolled a cigarette and watched the sun go down from there.

"Four hours on the road every day," Jack lamented. "Come back for breakfast, then drive back to the sheep, put the sheep to sleep at night, come back for supper, and then run back. Running around half the night, be careful Wolf. I have a right to sleep here at night, and Joe Aguri has no right to force me to do something."

Ennis patted his lover's ass, he knew that Jack's work was indeed harder than him, Ennis said, "It's okay, I can take care of the sheep and sleep there at night."

Jack was a little annoyed that Ennis answered the wrong question, but he understood that what Ennis said was indeed right, but he was just unhappy in his heart, and he said a little annoyed, "That's not the case. The point is that we should all sleep here, In this tent. His ~mother's small tent smells like cat urine~, more disgusting than cat urine~ smell."

It's not that Ennis doesn't know the real meaning of Jack's words, but he has no way to tell Jack what will happen in the future, he can only continue, "I don't care about staying there."

Jack was very angry, "Let me tell you, when I was herding sheep last year, I had to jump up a dozen times a night to deal with those wild wolves. I couldn't sleep long at night. I would be happy to change with you, but tell you clearly, I The cooking level is extremely smelly, so it’s okay to use canned openers.”

Ennis reassured his lover and said, "It won't be worse than me. That's it, I don't care."

The author has something to say: 3000+ submissions, this should be a short article, the author hopes to finish it before the Chinese New Year, I don’t know if this is possible (??д?)b