Males are not omegas

If possible, Yu Ting doesn't want to bother with this pile of damn shit, he knows that the old man is going to die soon, but he can't stand seeing him every time he sleeps.

Obviously it's just an old thing that is dying, but he is calm every time, which makes Yu Ting even more unhappy.

Just like this time, when Yu Ting met the other party, he was in the study again, and the old man was drinking tea. The food in the spiritual world was not enough to fill his stomach, but he could taste it.

After seeing Yu Ting's arrival, the male opposite just raised his eyes to look at Yu Ting, and then lowered his head to read a book.

Yu Ting simply sat down on the sofa and asked straightforwardly: "When will you die?"

"I don't know." The male insect said calmly, "It's almost time."

The atmosphere fell into silence again.

Yu Ting can't do anything, he can't kill the other party, he can't beat him, the two worms have absolutely no common topics, and neither of them wants to see each other.

After drinking a cup of tea, the male worm quietly asked, "Aren't you planning to come back?"

"Why should I go back after you're dead?" Yu Ting snapped.

"Like a child," commented the male.

"Are you enough?!" Yu Ting frowned tightly, "What else can you say besides saying that I am like a child?"

"Otherwise?" The male worm poured himself another tea, "You attack me, escape from this world, get rich with a rich man, which behavior is not childish." Yu, Xi, Tuan, Team, Du, Jia.

"Hey, show some respect, he's not a rich man, he's a little general." Yu Ting corrected.

"Almost, all the same." The male waved his hand.

"It's a lot worse." Yu Ting hates the old man's arrogance, and he doesn't like that the other party always belittles his partner, "I don't care if you die. If I get hurt, my partner will feel uncomfortable and cry. This is true love. What an old thing?"

"Don't you have a family in the future? No heirs? Are you sure you can adapt to that world?" the male worm said again.

"No, we have reproductive isolation." Yu Ting took it for granted.

The atmosphere became tense in an instant, the male worm lost his composure in a rare way, and his eyes got bigger and bigger. Obviously, he didn't know the real difference between a worm and a human, and it was impossible for him to bother to explain the relationship between Yu Ting and him.

What is the concept of reproductive isolation?That means they are not the same species!It's like a worm falling in love with a fish, a human-shaped fish is also a fish.

So anger once again swept through the male worm's mind, he slapped the desk: "Yu Ting, you are crazy!"

"Can you stop being startled when you see a ghost?" Yu Ting's voice was louder than that of a male.

"What are you doing? Come back quickly!"

"You're going to die, can you leave it alone?" Yu Ting said angrily, "Fuck me, I..." He stopped suddenly when he said this.

It was a very strange feeling. He just subconsciously wanted to blurt out, but after realizing what he wanted to say, Yu Ting found that his thinking seemed to have changed slightly without his knowledge, and after a pause of one or two Seconds later: "I want to go back to my partner."

Yes, the place where he grew up, actually couldn't support the concept of a home for him.

To answer this word should be to go to the place where he belongs, but Yu Ting has been an incompatible freak in the original world for 33 years. He came from that world, but that world does not belong to him.

The male on the opposite side was also quiet, his eyes did not move away from Yu Ting, but he had lost that aggressiveness.

Those green eyes are very similar to Yu Ting's, but colder, maybe it has something to do with his personality.

In the end, the male insect sighed, and all the anger disappeared with this breath, and his cold and dignified posture was gone. He seemed to be drained in an instant, and he collapsed on the chair back.

"You are envious of me." Yu Ting said firmly, "Remember your so-called 'childish' past? I know what you are thinking, you think I am like you, and I will definitely compromise like you in the future and become a 'big' Majority', yes?"

The male did not answer yes or no, he just said: "You are a little more awkward than me, but no matter how tough your attitude is, it will not change anything, it will only make you trapped in an emotional cage, you will understand when you grow up .”

"You also thought this way when you decided to let my female father die?" Yu Ting asked directly, "Is this a way for you to make yourself comfortable?"

The male was silent, Yu Ting didn't know what he was thinking of writing, just when Yu Ting thought he was not going to answer this topic, the male picked up the teacup, took a sip, and then slowly said: "Yes."

Yu Ting felt as if his mind went blank for a moment.

"It sucks," the male continued. "I tried to change something, but I couldn't. I thought I was the sober bug, but sometimes being sober is not a good thing."

Yu Ting smiled, but he didn't agree with him: "Then you go to die by yourself, you are uncomfortable, why don't you just go to die by yourself? Why are you lightly pressing the end button on the lives of other insects?"

"If I die, he will choose to die with me." The male said slowly, "You should be very clear about this."

Yu Ting was silent again.

Yeah, he's well aware of that.

"It's already a transformation for you to accept intimacy." The male worm said again, "As for the so-called love, whether you want it or not, it has a time limit."

Seeing that Yu Ting didn't make a sound, the male insect said again: "It's always like this, you will feel uncomfortable, maybe it's not that the environment is too bad, it's just that you deviated from the track you should be on... thinking too much."

He has never had a peaceful chat with Yu Ting. Most of the time, the male sees Yu Ting as his lower class, one of his belongings, and his successor.

"The energy of worms is not unlimited, and it takes a lot of energy to keep angry. Maybe one day you feel tired, and you want to be as happy as the worms around you. At this time, you will start to sink." The male worm said.

"Because it's really easier not to be a freak."

……

When Yu Ting woke up, Ming Fan was still sleeping, and Yu Ting himself was still entangled with Ming Fan like an octopus.

He carefully let go of Ming Fan, sat up, and stared at the quilt for a long time.

Yu Ting is afraid, he has lived for so many years and has been troubled by that world, it is a nightmare he cannot escape.This nightmare has been haunting his mind ever since he was born.

He doesn't like it, he doesn't think it should.He shouldn't live in a world where he can't find who he is, he shouldn't be afraid to blend in, he shouldn't check the DNA of his father and mother's corpse piece by piece with a cold face, he shouldn't be called a freak .

He should be normal.

"What's wrong?" Ming Fan noticed the emptiness around him, woke up immediately, and breathed a sigh of relief after seeing Yu Ting just sitting.

Yu Ting suppressed his emotions, and wanted to speak when he heard Ming Fan's voice, but for some reason, when Ming Fan put his hand on his back, those emotions seemed to gushe out all at once, and his voice was a little bit Unsteady: "Tell me, when my female father knew that my male father was going to kill him, didn't he feel very uncomfortable?"

"Is it possible for him to regret that he didn't leave earlier?" Yu Ting paused, then continued: "460 three yuan, I counted it."

"I put him back together. Although it's ugly as hell, I really hope he can open his eyes."

Having said this, Yu Ting asked again: "Do you think I will become a worm like him?"

Yu Ting didn't bring a subject, but Ming Fan just recognized that he was referring to Yu Ting's male father.

"No." Ming Fan didn't hug Yu Ting, but just sat with him, "You are different from him, you are like a child who hasn't grown up."

Yu Ting looked at Ming Fan, he was a little surprised that Ming Fan spit out words similar to that old thing.

"You mean I'm childish?" Yu Ting asked.

Ming Fan shook his head: "It's stubbornness. Children are the most stubborn. They have their own world, which is different from that of adults."

"You said that your male father used to be similar to you, and even tried to change some rules. This is the adult's solution." Ming Fan said, "From the beginning to the end, you were just expressing your dissatisfaction, your incompatibility, your It’s just telling others loudly that what the world gives you is not what you want.”

"Isn't that still childish?" Yu Ting said.

"It's stubbornness." Ming Fan insisted on his statement, "You said that you were afraid of intimacy because you were afraid of being affected. This kind of emotion has never appeared in your male father, has it?"

"He's so romantic." Yu Ting said with disgust, "He regards himself as the savior."

"His liking is probably a kind of superior gift, as a gift from the 'savior'." Ming Fan said, "That's completely different from you."

"People with ideals may be affected and consumed by reality." Ming Fan stretched out his arms to hug Yu Ting, "A stubborn person may only destroy himself."

"You have never been indifferent." Ming Fan said, "You just never really owned them, whether it is your male father or female father."

Yu Tingan quietly leaned on Ming Fan's body, bowed his head, thinking about something.

After a long time, Yu Ting said as if he wanted to ease the heavy atmosphere: "Who did you learn these things from? Do you watch idol dramas?"

"No, you are really different from him." Ming Fan said, "If you insist on being similar, you may be more like Ming Xiaoba."

Yu Ting laughed twice, the laughter was a bit awkward: "Out of place?"

"Yeah." Ming Fan nodded, "It just doesn't fit in."

Yu Ting struggled slightly, Ming Fan let go of him, seeing Yu Ting was about to get out of bed, Ming Fan asked: "Aren't you going to sleep?"

"Don't sleep, I still need to change some things." Yu Ting put on his clothes.

Ming Fan also got up: "I will accompany you."

"No, you sleep." Yu Ting sniffed and slipped his nose, and then seemed to feel a little shameful, and silently turned his head, "It won't take much time."

Ming Fan didn't listen to Yu Ting, he put on his coat and followed Yu Ting silently.

Yu Ting didn't refuse any more, he went back to the laboratory, Ming Fan poured him a cup of hot tea, and then sat beside Yu Ting.

The two of them didn't say anything more, Ming Fan just stayed with Yu Ting, and Yu Ting did what he said, just modifying some things.But the speed was not fast, because when everyone woke up and Wan Pannan came in, Yu Ting hadn't finished.

Wan Pannan came in to ask why Ming Fan didn't go to training today. Of course, you can also ask on the optical brain. Wan Pannan thought that he and Ming Fan hadn't had a serious chat for a long time, so he touched it in person. , As a result, after coming in, I felt that the atmosphere was not quite right.

Yu Ting half leaned on Ming Fan's body, Ming Fan was looking at his own optical brain, and didn't know what he was looking at.

Even though the two of them didn't even make eye contact, Wan Pannan felt that there was a strange atmosphere in this laboratory, as if it belonged only to Yu Ting and Ming Fan.

After realizing this, Wan Pannan became numb. He found that Ming Fan became very annoying after falling in love. Of course, Wan Pannan did not admit that he was jealous.

In order to tell Yu Ting that they came by themselves, Wan Pannan deliberately coughed twice.

Ming Fan turned his head to look over, but Yu Ting was still busy with something.

"What's wrong?" Ming Fan asked.

"You didn't go to training today?" Wan Pannan said.

"Oh, I have to accompany Yu Ting, you can take them with you today."

Wan Pannan frowned, pulled a chair and sat down next to Ming Fan: "You really don't plan to care about this anymore?"

"What?" Ming Fan sat up straighter, and Yu Ting, who was leaning on him, moved away temporarily.

"War, you really don't want to get back the honor you deserve? Now the star network is full of scolding you, do you know how outrageous what those guys say?" Wan Pannan said anxiously, "You are not what they said. As described, you have to prove and clarify, if you want, I will give you the position of commander of the Second United Army."

"It's not necessary." Ming Fan refused without thinking, "I am indeed not what they describe, not from the beginning to the end."

"Then what are you going to do in the future? What else can you do?" Wan Pannan said anxiously. Obviously, Ming Fan's behavior seemed quite depraved to him.

"I don't know, let's go around? There are quite a lot of things I'm interested in." Ming Fan himself is a bit of a nerd, and he is indeed a bit romantic. He likes a lot of things, such as looking at novel scenery, or recording a certain bead plant Growing up, watching boring idol dramas, eating sweets, drawing pictures, or raising a pet or two, and talking to Yu Ting, ahem, this is ignored.He could stare at Yu Ting for quite a long time.

This definitely does not include fighting.

Mingfan himself is not aggressive, which can be reflected from his pheromone smell.Of course, other people don't know about this.

"They won't be misunderstood for too long." Yu Ting said, his eyes still haven't moved away from the panel, "I won't let them misunderstand for too long, we will help, but Ming Fan doesn't need to lead the army."

Wan Pannan looked at Ming Fan, he couldn't quite see Ming Fan's emotional changes, Ming Fan from Wan Pannan's perspective always had a straight face.

"That's what Yu Ting said." Seeing that Wan Pannan didn't react at all, Ming Fan could only nod his head to show that Yu Ting was right, "I must have my own life, after I wasted my childhood."

Yu Ting's hand trembled slightly, and he glanced at Ming Fan without any trace.

"Did you speak so literary before?" Wan Pannan couldn't tell what kind of mood he was in. He thought Ming Fan and him were the same kind of people, but looking at it now, they are actually very different.

"No." Ming Fan said seriously, "Because I didn't want to talk to you at all before, you are very noisy."

Ming Fan interrupted Wan Pannan's eruption: "Sorry, I don't want to be here."

In the end, Wan Pannan just sat for a while, his expression looked very melancholy and a little depressed, but he didn't persuade him any more, and got up and went out after sitting enough.

"You guys have to separate in the future." Yu Ting said casually.

"We are not suitable to be together." Ming Fan didn't think there was anything wrong. In fact, he said before that he didn't like chatting with Wan Pannan, because Wan Pannan always tried to beat him as the number one, but for these Ming Fan, who was not interested, felt that Wan Pannan was struggling with some meaningless things.

"You are just like me." Yu Ting said.

"Yes." Ming Fan responded, and then gave the panel to Yu Ting to look at. Yu Ting found that there was a villain on the panel, an original short Q-version villain, simple pixel style, two-headed body, and a small human face. There are no facial features on his face, because he wears a large helmet with a large piece of blue glass on the front of the helmet.

"This can't be me?!" Yu Ting was surprised.

"Yes." Ming Fan said, "There should be a lot of characters, and I'll have to spend some time to figure them out." He was going to make a diary to record the encounter between the two of them and everything they experienced together. Try to do it manually, it will take a lot of time, but after these things are over, he will be able to have time.

"You are really romantic and artistic." Yu Ting couldn't help sighing, and then he said, "If you have any other plans, let's talk about them together."

In fact, Ming Fan planned to propose marriage, but he didn't tell Yu Ting, because he had a hunch that Yu Ting might find it troublesome to ask Ming Fan to give him the ring directly.So as to skip this "empty head" ceremony.

Yu Ting's heart is a little complicated now, he can't say exactly what kind of emotion it is.

until three days later.

In the spiritual world three days later, he was still sitting face to face with that old thing without saying a word.

After going to bed for the past three days, the two of them haven't spoken to each other, and each of them read books. Although the content of these books has been printed in Yu Ting's mind, he would rather read blank paper than look at the old man's face.

But that night, Yu Ting had a strange premonition, instead of turning the pages of the book, he stared at the male worm for a while and then frowned and asked, "Are you going to die?"

"It seems to be." The male worm looked tired.

This made Yu Ting a little unprepared, he was looking forward to the death of this old thing every day, but now he felt that it was too sudden.

According to his plan, the old thing should die under his precise plan, and he commanded the barrel handsomely, blasting the old thing to nothing, and completing a whole round of revenge.

But now this old thing is dying?Being killed by a younger brother who crawled out of nowhere, I always feel sorry for the weight of the word death.

But Yu Ting didn't show any emotion, he watched the surrounding scene gradually blur and disappear bit by bit, and still kept silent.

Until the last moment, the desk of that old thing had disappeared, and Yu Ting had stood up a long time ago. Yu Ting said, "I'm different from you."

The male worm looked at Yu Ting for a while, didn't ask why, didn't try to understand the cause and effect of what Yu Ting said, and he didn't have that time anymore, at the end, when he disappeared by himself, he just said: "Oh."

Then there is nothing.

He is dead.

Yu Ting stood alone in the pale spiritual world for a while, then thought again, he is dead.

There was no regret, no crying and apologizing for what he had done, and no hysterical scolding of himself or the son who killed him.

It was like turning off a light, it was dark in the blink of an eye.

The death of the female father and him seemed to be light and light, and they disappeared lightly, taking away Yu Ting's past by the way, those not very happy pasts.

Yu Ting felt a little empty in his heart, because what he was struggling with, what he had done before, and what he worked hard for seemed to have lost its meaning, and the world he was born in had absolutely nothing to do with him.

Emptiness is followed by relief.

He is completely free, he has a future, which is brand new, something that fills the worm with hope.

He has found a place to go back to, a person with whom he can record a new life, that is a clear and visible hope, and loneliness has actually been far away from him long ago.

He didn't have a past, but he was able to fill it with new and better things.

When he reacted in a daze, Yu Ting found that he began to look forward to the arrival of tomorrow.