love is simple

On the way home by taxi, Xu Cheng was in a mess, thinking about things in his mind.

He found more and more that he had never really known Lu Wangchen.

His eyes were astringent, and after rubbing them a few times, his vision began to blur.

Obviously Xiaoyou told him that Lu Wangchen left home because of a conflict with his partner, and the reason for the conflict was that the other party inadvertently expressed homophobia after drinking.

Sure enough, when encountering emotional matters, Lu Wangchen would easily lose control.

He only found out from Xiaoyou that when Lu Wangchen left home, he also broke up with Lu Hai because of his sexual orientation.

Xiao You said that Lu Wangchen was very cunning, and in order to deceive the world, he planned a physical marriage with a woman who liked the same sex for a long time.

But Lu Wangchen is also very stupid. He knows how much he drinks, but he often drank until he vomited because of a project. Sometimes he would ask Xiaoyou to take him to the hotel before he was drunk, so that he would accidentally hurt him when he returned home drunk.

Xiaoyou stopped and asked him, "Has he hurt you by mistake?"

He didn't answer, Xiaoyou said again: "Speaking of accidental injury, I remembered that once you went to the hospital with a fever, he was entangled by a group of people and couldn't get away. Everyone was an old fritter, and he was not allowed to go without saying anything. That project is also what he has been fighting for, so let me go to the hospital to pick you up. Later, hey, let’s not talk about it, I was impulsive at that time, come, drink.”

He sipped the wine little by little, but Xiaoyou didn't persuade him to drink, and drank it by himself.

"My cousin, on the surface, his face is more smelly than anyone else, but his stomach is full of broken teeth. It seems that when you just broke up, he got himself drunk every three days, tossing in the middle of the night, hiss—" Xiaoyou put the wine bottle Putting it on the table, he smacked his tongue and said, "I didn't talk about working overtime in the middle of the night. I sent him back and spit me all over. My clothes were washed and hung up in your house. I don't know if you saw them. The green one, I took it later. Come back and look, good guy, it was so wrinkled that I threw it away."

Xiao You said: "My cousin's business affairs have always been done by himself. When I was his assistant, the days were happy, and the wind and the sun were out of the way. Now he has been dismissed and I have been transferred to an administrative post. , all day is doing reports, damn, I really want to go back and inherit my dad's cement factory.

"I run errands for him now purely to repay his kindness, otherwise he is so poor that he has mortgaged his house and car, how can he still pay his salary?

"My old uncle is really cruel and doesn't care about him, it seems that he also wants to wait for him to go back when he is poor.

"Who knows if my uncle was behind my cousin's defrauding of money this time? If the old uncle really tripped him up, no matter how powerful my cousin is, he can't twist his thigh. Oh, too much to say Talk too much, come, drink!"

Why did Lu Wangchen never say these things?Not to mention that he has never changed, not to say that he has never given up on this relationship, not to say that he is actually not that strong and needs to be protected.

Both of them are too stupid, stubbornly loving each other clumsily in their own way.

That night, Xiaoyou was holding the wine bottle and chattering, the food stall was buzzing with people, but Xu Cheng's heart continued to cool down.

Why wait for him to believe that separation is the best choice for the two before letting him know that they have always been deeply in love.

Before that, when he decided to leave, he even hoped that everything would be as Lu Hai said, that Lu Wangchen really didn't love him, so that he could feel better.

But now he realizes that even he, who has been with Lu Wangchen for ten years, still doesn't know a lot about him. How much does Lu Hai know about Lu Wangchen after he has isolated him for many years?

"Wangchen has been very possessive since he was a child. He has to buy a separate TV for his room. He likes to play billiards and buys a pool table. But he never watches TV in his room and never plays billiards at home. Do you know why? Because he is just used to possession, it doesn't mean he has much affection for these things."

Thinking back on these words, Xu Cheng only found it ridiculous. Who said that Lu Wangchen didn't watch TV in his room or play billiards at home.

And now he can also say with certainty that Lu Wangchen wanted to possess these things out of love.

He was afraid that Lu Wangchen would not love him, and he was even more afraid that Lu Wangchen really loved him but he could only watch the relationship collapse.

The taxi drove to the gate of Yulongyuan, Xu Cheng got out of the car, sat in the dark community garden and enjoyed the cool breeze for half an hour, until a sneeze brought his thoughts back to reality.

Give Lu Wangchen another chance, and give myself another chance to get to know him again.

When the elevator reached the 42nd floor, the elevator door opened, and when he saw a familiar figure in the corridor, Xu Cheng felt that the soles of his feet were empty, like falling on cotton.

The man turned around and saw him too, neither of them spoke first.

Xu Cheng went to the door of the house and opened it, and Lu Wangchen quietly followed behind him.

After the door opened, Xu Cheng went in first.

Leave the door behind.

Only one floor lamp was turned on in the living room, Lu Wangchen sat on the sofa without saying a word, his whole body was quietly wrapped in the warm orange light.

The surrounding area was so quiet that there seemed to be only the sound of the automatic kettle steaming.

The heating was not turned on in the living room, Lu Wangchen sat in the living room without taking off his coat, his eyes fell on Xu Cheng who was walking back and forth the whole time, watching him change into fluffy cardigan pajamas and straight-leg pajamas when he came out of the room. The open washbasin in the living room brushes teeth and washes face. When washing face, the water is very small, and the washing action is gentle, and there is almost no loud sound of water.

Xu Cheng also walked very quietly, the blue cotton mop stepped on the ground like a soft cat's paw, making no sound at all.

At some point, Xu Cheng stood in front of him and said, "Do you have something to say? If you don't have anything to say, you can go. I'm going to sleep."

"It was you who said I could chase you." Lu Wangchen sat on the sofa and looked up at him.

Xu Cheng's pajamas had a loose neckline, revealing a fair collarbone.

"I didn't chase him in the middle of the night." Xu Cheng said.

"He didn't pick you up." As if telling himself, Lu Wangchen said, "Unfortunately, I wanted to fight him again."

Xu Cheng's face turned pale: "You—"

"I'm joking." Lu Wangchen reached out to hold him, "I won't do anything you don't like."

Xu Cheng didn't answer, and let Lu Wangchen hold him in his arms.

He fell down on Lu Wangchen's lap and was supported by the waist.

Lu Wangchen kissed him, tentatively kissing his forehead first, and seeing that he didn't resist, then kissed his eyes softly, just like when he was 14 years old.

The lips moved down, and wanted to land on them, but they pressed their foreheads first and said, "It's so cold, why don't you give me a kiss."

"Aren't you kissing me all the time?" Xu Cheng's eyes were still closed, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if there was damp water vapor on them.

"Do you like me to kiss your eyes?" Lu Wangchen asked.

Xu Cheng didn't speak.

Lu Wangchen said, "I'm sorry, I kissed you without your consent when I was young."

Xu Cheng still didn't speak, Lu Wangchen said again: "I'm too stupid, I don't know how to like someone, many ways are wrong, can you teach me?"

Lu Wangchen said: "I really want to be with you forever."

The wet grease on Xu Cheng's eyelashes fell to his cheeks and was kissed off again.

"Let's try again, if you still want to go."

Having said that, he realized that he could no longer say anything to make Xu Cheng leave.

He kissed Xu Cheng's lips, just touched the surface of his lips, and gave him a dry kiss.

"You didn't accept his pursuit, did you?" He asked Xu Cheng.

He always had to wait until he was calm before he could think rationally.

"I didn't accept you either." Xu Cheng murmured.

"Okay, then I'll chase you slowly." He put one hand behind Xu Cheng's waist, and pulled him close to him.

After the two hugged on the sofa for a while, Xu Cheng began to feel the strangeness of each other's bodies.

"Do you want it?" Lu Wangchen asked him.

Xu Cheng understood, the warm-toned floor lighting betrayed him, and his face instantly turned red visibly in the semi-dark living room.

No matter how much he practiced, he would always blush towards Lu Wangchen.

"I'm going to bed." Xu Cheng got off Lu Wangchen's lap as he said that.

"It's too late, can I sleep with you tonight?" Lu Wangchen took his hand again, "I'll take you to work tomorrow."

"Tomorrow is Saturday." Xu Cheng reminded him.

"Ah, it's Saturday, I haven't been to work for a long time, I just remember the date." Lu Wangchen said.

"Besides, Zhou Zhou has bought a car now, so I can go to work with him." Xu Cheng didn't pull his hand away.

"You won't let the guy next door see you off?" Lu Wangchen lightly squeezed Xu Cheng's fingers and shook his hand.

Xu Cheng withdrew his hand and said, "If you want to stay, you can only sleep in the living room, there is no bed in the guest room."

"Can I sleep with you?" Lu Wangchen said shamelessly, "We have been friends for ten years."

"I said I'm going to sleep." Xu Cheng blushed and said.

"Why are you blushing, I want to sleep too, otherwise what do you think I'm going to do?" Lu Wangchen narrowed his eyes and looked at him.

"Rogue." Xu Cheng left him a back view, and he was already walking towards the bedroom.

Lu Wangchen followed him into his bedroom and said, "Bring me some toiletries."

Xu Cheng had no choice but to find out disposable toiletries for him. These were bought for the convenience of Zhou Zhou and Hai Lang's colleagues who stayed overnight.

Sometimes the waves will pick up jobs that cost a lot of money but need to stay up all night.

"Do you often have guests at home?" Lu Wangchen stiffened his back when he saw a whole drawer full of disposable toiletries.

"Yes." Xu Cheng explained, "Sometimes colleagues from the company come to work at home."

Lu Wangchen asked hesitantly, "Male or female?"

"There are men and women." Xu Cheng came to his senses, thought for a while and said, "Are you nervous again?"

"No, I'm not nervous at all." Lu Wangchen quickly denied, and added, "I'm still nervous about you, how old you are."

"Well, that's good." Xu Cheng closed the drawer.

Xu Cheng didn't have pajamas that Lu Wangchen could wear. When Lu Wangchen got into the bed naked in a pair of underwear, his cold limbs woke him up directly.

"you--"

"If you don't turn on the heater, I'm about to freeze to death."

The long-lost familiar body was very close to him, and Lu Wangchen's breath sprayed against his ears.

"I'm not cold." Xu Cheng said.

"Because you slept in fleece pajamas." Lu Wangchen smiled in his ear.

"Then you go home and turn on the heat." Xu Cheng turned his back to Lu Wangchen.

"Don't." Lu Wangchen pressed his chest against his back, and his arms hung down on his waist, "Let me take some temperature, it's freezing to death."

"Don't hug me." Xu Cheng twisted his waist.

"Wearing so thick, are you afraid that I will take advantage of you?" Lu Wangchen rested his chin on Xu Cheng's head, and hugged him into his arms.

Xu Cheng didn't struggle any more, and Lu Wangchen's hands and feet were also calm. The two were thinking about their own thoughts in the dark.

"Xiaocheng, I don't have any other ideas now, as long as you don't push me away, I will change my mind and start a new life in the future."

Xu Cheng didn't reply to him.

"Turn around and let me kiss you, it's killing me." Lu Wangchen tightened his arms.

"Go back if you don't sleep." Xu Cheng replied lightly.

Lu Wangchen fell silent immediately, hugged him honestly and stopped talking.

Soon the breathing sound of the person in his arms became even, Lu Wangchen gently turned him around, kissed him on the forehead, and then fell asleep with him in his arms.

One winter, the air conditioner at home broke down, and Xu Cheng's hands and feet were freezing cold, and he didn't recover for three days. From then on, Lu Wangchen would habitually turn on the heating at home to the full, even if he was sweating all over his body.

Proper heating makes people comfortable, excessive heating makes people suffocate.

Just because Xu Cheng didn't say anything, didn't mean he wasn't hot.If it gets hotter, it's hard to avoid wanting to escape.

"Xiao Cheng, it turns out that I was always the one who was stupid." Lu Wangchen murmured.