love is simple

——What do you think of Xu Cheng?

Liang Jing knew that his original intention was not pure.In the beginning, it was because Xu Cheng was very similar to that person, so he decided to get close. On the day S County came back, he waited for three hours near the Wangjing community to create the illusion of a chance meeting; he gave up the high rent just to vacate a house and keep Xu Cheng by his side; he put off a lot of work and entertainment in order to go home on time.

He's not a nice guy, he's just clumsy trying to please someone, even though such feelings may go nowhere.

The first time he heard Xu Cheng call him "Brother Xiaoliang", he suffered from insomnia all night, thinking that happiness would come so soon, but in less than a month, when Xu Cheng talked again in his sleep after drinking, he heard clearly "little brother" Only after reading "Brother Lu" did he realize that the so-called "Brother Xiaoliang" was just a distorted dream.

Fate always plays tricks on people, making him slow down every time, asking him to deeply reflect on the failure of the previous relationship, but there is no chance to make up for it again.

In the last relationship, he was timid and cowardly, and let go of the hands of his loved one countless times.

——Xiao Xu, I don't dislike you, I just think it's not good for two boys to be too close outside.

——Isn’t it bad to just hold hands?

——Many teachers and parents here recognize me, so I still want to keep a low profile.

——If you are so afraid of other people's eyes, you don't like boys!

——Xiao Xu, you see that you are angry again.

——Your friends don't even know that you like boys, right?

— I promise you, I will tell them later, it's just not the time yet.

——Now is not the time, when is the time?After you marry a woman?

——You will definitely marry a wife in the future, right?

For a long time after Xiao Xu left, Liang Jing was unable to like someone again. It was not until he met Xu Cheng that he realized how happy it is to have someone to like and miss, even though This kind of emotion came more from his self-deception - he saw the shadow of Xiao Xu in Xiao Cheng.

Now he has changed a long time ago, he no longer cares about the world's vision, he doesn't care whether others care about his sexual orientation, he is willing to reveal his true feelings and express his liking frankly.

It's a pity that those who left have already left and will never come back.

Between people, there is always a little bit of timing and a little bit of luck.

Maybe a person will only love one kind of person in his life, and there will be only one true love, and the rest is just the transfer of self-deceiving love after that relationship.

Lu Wangchen didn't leave. When Xu Cheng went out to take out the trash, he saw him sitting downstairs in the corner smoking a cigarette downstairs in the community.

The exhaled gas mixed with the lingering smoke, condensed into a cloud of white mist in the cold winter, barely covering his stern side face, and his brows were wrinkled into a beautiful look.

Xu Cheng never thought of empathizing with another.

He and Liang Jing just ate together, occasionally watched movies and played games together, and at most went downstairs to the supermarket to buy some ingredients.

But these things, he and Zhou Zhou can also do together.

Xu Cheng remembered the kiss that Lu Wangchen left on his eyes when he was 13 years old. That was the first time he realized that there could be other feelings between boys and boys.

What Lu Wangchen gave him was very unique.

So on the day Liang Jing confessed to him, he hesitated for a long time and finally said to Liang Jing: "Can we be good friends?"

Xu Cheng walked towards the pavilion with garbage bags in both hands.

Lu Wangchen turned his head to see him, put out the cigarette on the stone bench beside him, got up and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can in the corner of the gazebo.

"The doctor said you can smoke now?" Xu Cheng asked him.

"I can't die." Lu Wangchen stepped forward and bent down to take two bags of garbage from him.

Xu Cheng didn't stop him, turned around and walked out of the pavilion. Lu Wangchen followed and asked, "Where do you put the trash?"

"Don't smoke." Xu Cheng looked back at him.

"Okay." Lu Wangchen gathered the two bags of garbage in his right hand, and then let Xu Cheng walk on his left.

"Why don't you go home?" Xu Cheng asked.

"Reflecting." Lu Wangchen replied, adding, "I didn't want to leave."

"Don't hit anyone in the future," Xu Cheng said.

Lu Wangchen didn't answer, Xu Cheng glared at him, and he said, "Listen to you."

The two went to the garbage station in the community to throw away the garbage, Xu Cheng walked back, and Lu Wangchen followed him.

"How is your reflection?" Xu Cheng stopped in his tracks.

"I regret it to death. I regret that I didn't let Liang Jing's grandson punch me too, and you hated him too." Lu Wangchen said.

"It seems that you still don't understand." Xu Cheng raised his legs and was about to leave.

"No, no, no," Lu Wangchen pulled his arm, and said, "I have really reflected a lot, but I can't express it, can you just watch my performance?"

"How are you going to behave?"

"We get back together, if I don't behave well again, you can kick me at any time, okay?"

Xu Cheng was silent for a while, and then said: "Can you also say more?"

Lu Wangchen was taken aback, and Xu Cheng's eyes turned red, "I thought you didn't like me anymore."

Countless emotions surged in Lu Wangchen's heart.

"You don't go home every day, and when you come back, you get drunk, have a bad attitude, and say you're married...

Xu Cheng's eyes were so red that Lu Wangchen's heart ached to death. He didn't care about the eyes of other people in the community, so he pulled Xu Cheng into his arms, lowered his head and whispered in his ear: "I can explain all these things. Change, I won't do anything you don't like in the future, can you give me a chance and listen to me slowly?"

"If I didn't say it, you would never say it, right?" Xu Cheng gritted his teeth and said, tears streaming down his face, and the whole face was cool when the wind blew.

"Don't cry, it's so ugly, everyone is watching." Lu Wangchen patted him on the back.

"Knowing that someone is watching, you still hug me." Xu Cheng said with a sob.

"If I don't stand in your way, you will lose your ugly face. It's enough to lose my face now." Lu Wangchen laughed and hugged Xu Cheng even tighter.

Xu Cheng's face was almost buried in Lu Wangchen's shoulder.

Xu Cheng buried his face and couldn't stop crying intermittently, when he suddenly heard footsteps approaching beside him, and an aunt's voice rang in his ears.

"You youngsters, what can't you say well? Don't be frozen outside if you are chatting outside in such a cold day."

Xu Cheng's sad emotions stopped at once, and the tears stopped attacking Lu Wangchen's neck. He just wanted to raise his head, but he was held down by a generous palm on the back of his head and couldn't move. The hood of his sweater was also pulled up to cover his head.

"Thank you, auntie. My daughter-in-law loves to cry. There's no other way. I'll just coax her."

After the aunt left, Xu Cheng was red from the back of his ears to his neck.

"Why lie! I'm not your wife." Xu Cheng bit his neck.

"I won't marry a puppy either." Lu Wangchen rubbed his head vigorously through the hat, and said, "I didn't lie, aunt didn't realize that you are a man, can you blame me?"

When Xu Cheng left Lu Wangchen's embrace, he realized that he had wet his neck from crying, and even the collar of his innermost shirt was also wet.

Lu Wangchen followed his gaze, raised his hand to touch his neck, and smiled softly: "Splash water on my neck in such a cold day, you are going to murder my husband."

Xu Cheng's eyes were still red and swollen, he was not in the mood to joke with Lu Wangchen, so he turned and walked back.

"I haven't eaten yet, I'm so hungry, please make me something to eat." Lu Wangchen followed him with a stern face.

"Xiaoyou told me everything about you, you'd better tell me the truth." Xu Cheng walked in front and rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, leaving him with a back view.

There was no sound behind him for a long time, and Xu Cheng's footsteps froze.

Soon the arm was pulled from behind, just as he expected.

Lu Wangchen's voice behind him was low and restrained: "There is nothing I can't let you know, as long as you ask, I will tell you everything."

Xu Cheng was not angry with Lu Wangchen, nor was he trying to show his face on purpose, he was just competing with himself, with the jerk of good fortune.

One didn't say anything, the other didn't ask, and the two competed with each other like a gourd with its mouth sawn.

For a long time after the breakup, Xu Cheng kept thinking whether he and Lu Wangchen were compatible.

In the past ten years, he has been too accustomed to being arranged by Lu Wangchen to do everything. He will do whatever Lu Wangchen wants him to do, never question, never ask too much, because he only feels that what Lu Wangchen says and does is right. In his heart, Lu Wangchen was always right.

At some point, he couldn't find his place in Lu Wangchen's heart, and began to doubt Lu Wangchen's feelings for him, and it was at this time that his world began to collapse.

Leaving Lu Wangchen, leaving the world only Lu Wangchen, only in this way can he find himself again.

This kind of idea didn't come to him after Lu Hai came to look for him, but accumulated little by little in every dark night when he was alone in the vacant room.

If Lu Wangchen really loves him, he will come back to him.as it is now.

As for whether the two can get back together, or whether it is the right choice for the two to reunite, Xu Cheng still has no answer in his heart.

Love never makes up for regrets, it can't make two people who don't fit right, but it may inspire people to work on it.

And whether all of this will end up in the end is up to fate.

"Go back and talk about it," Xu Cheng finally said to Lu Wangchen.

Back on the 42nd floor, Xu Cheng didn't go home right away. After he opened the door to let Lu Wangchen in, he said "I'll go to the next door" and walked to the side.

Before Lu Wangchen could react, he turned around and saw Xu Cheng naturally took out a key from under the carpet at the door next door, and drove straight into Liang Jing's house.