Brother President, open the door for me

"Then... I wish you a pleasant meal."

Jiang Zhu picked up the cardboard box and empty plate and stood up, quickly opened the door and went home, not knowing what he said in a daze.

With his back against the door panel, he took out Beibei from the cardboard box and held it in his arms.

Why does Lu Xiangnan always like to make such intimate gestures to him?

It was when he was sick and went to the hospital, it was raining that night, and it was just now.

It should be said that the puppy likes to bite by nature, but so many times, he is purely kissing.

If you just rely on him and treat him as a big brother... Will my younger brother and my elder brother do this?

Isn't it weird?

Jiang Zhu scratched Beibei's nose and asked it, "Tell me, what does he mean?"

"Meow, meow, meow~" Beibei called twice sharply, and then arched into his armpit.

It's just once or twice, but he let it go so many times, there is always a feeling of being taken advantage of.

The more Jiang Zhu thought about it, the more distressed he became, so he went to Baidu for help, and found a host who asked the same question.

[What does it mean that boys like to kiss the neck? 】

A few hot reviews popped up below.

[Netizen [-]: Kiss the neck?Isn't this too obvious?He longs to be closer to you, he cherishes you very much. 】

[Netizen [-]: If the two of you are a couple, I can say responsibly that this is a sexual hint, meaning he wants to sleep with you, remember to take protective measures (bushi; if you two are not a couple...it’s very subtle Already.]

[Netizen [-]: Same upstairs.If the two of you are not lovers, if the boy still kisses your neck, he must like you, is full of possessiveness towards you, and declares his sovereignty. 】

Is...is that so?

Possessiveness... yes.

Jiang Zhu continued to look down.

The host asked: [Will it just express a kind of dependence on me?Because he is younger than me, I will let him do everything, but sometimes his behavior makes me feel that I have crossed the line, I don’t know if I am being sentimental (ps: although I really like him orz)]

[Netizen [-]: Little sister, don't guess, this younger brother must like you, and he is definitely not pretending to be affectionate. 】

[Netizen [-]: Is this still a guess?I don’t, Sister Li (spreading hands. To express dependence, the most important thing is to hug you. If you kiss you, it’s a different matter, not to mention kissing a sensitive place like the neck. Hugs and kisses have different meanings, you know?]

Hugs and kisses have different meanings.

After reading these answers, Jiang Zhu was even more confused.

So... Lu Xiangnan was not just what he thought he was to him?

But didn't he say that he was not gay?

Because Jiang Zhu belongs to this minority group, he has been hurt too much and experienced too much pain.After high school, he was very cautious when in contact with any male, for fear that he would step on someone else's minefield and be regarded as a disgusting alien by them.

This is especially true for the road heading south.

Liang Xiaonian had already told him that Lu Xiangnan was not gay, so Jiang Zhu never dared to show his unreasonable intentions, but Jiang Zhu was flustered and at a loss for his outrageous actions again and again.

what can we do about it?

It was impossible for him to directly bring up this sensitive topic with Lu Xiangnan.

But he wanted to know how Lu Xiangnan felt about him.

This kind of uninformed speculation really makes people scratch their heads.

Jiang Zhu sat on the ground, stroking Shunbeibei's hair in a daze.

Then hold your hand——

Maybe... Is there someone else I can ask for help?

Jiang Zhu's side is not peaceful, and Lu Xiangnan is not much better.

He also wanted to know what Jiang Zhu really thought of him.

Just like Ji Wen asked, what does Jiang Zhu's bottomless connivance with him represent?

Could it be that he was really just treated as a younger brother?

If his ideal type is a mature man, then he is still far away.

What is it in Jiang Zhu's eyes to take the initiative to attack again and again?Every time it was submissive, evasive, non-responsive, and after a while it was like nothing happened.

Don't you really feel nothing at all?If so, how does it feel?

He stretched out his limbs and lay paralyzed on the bed, looking at the ceiling, with the old photo stuck to his heart.

Just when I was about to close my eyes, a message came from WeChat.

Not a tuba, but a trumpet called in purple.

It was Jiang Zhu who sent him the message.

[Jiang Zhu: Are you asleep? 】

It must not be able to sleep.

Lu Xiangnan immediately sat up from the bed and responded to the message.

[Jason: No. 】

【Jason: It's rare to see you looking for me】

【Jason: What problem did you encounter?I'll see if I can help out]

【Jason: Of course, I hope you came to me because you wanted to date me】

[Jiang Zhu: ...]

[Jiang Zhu: Actually... I did encounter something that troubled me, I would like to ask you to analyze it for me]

[Jason: Of course, you can tell me, if it’s emotional, I should be good at it]

[Jiang Zhu: There is a boy next to me, who is almost ten years younger than me, and I heard from his classmates that he is a straight man, but he always makes some very intimate moves towards me, I don’t know what that means]

[Jason: How intimate? 】

【Jiang Zhu: Something like kissing the neck】

Alright, then Lu Xiangnan's next task is to carefully analyze his behavior with Jiang Zhu.

[Jason: Kiss the neck?This kind of behavior is full of sexual hints, are you sure this guy is straight? 】

[Jiang Zhu: I haven't mentioned it to him, and I dare not ask, I'm afraid he will hate me if he knows I'm gay]

【Jason: So... you care about him a lot? 】

【Jiang Zhu: ...um】

【Jiang Zhu: I care about him very much, I don't want to lose him】

[Jason: What kind of caring is that?Do you think this younger brother is cute and don't want to lose this friend?Or have other ideas? 】

Afraid that Jiang Zhu would not get to the point directly, he immediately asked another question: [Or, do you like him?I mean, the love of wanting to hold hands, hug, and kiss with him. 】

That should be enough to ask.

Lu Xiangnan was clutching his phone, so nervous that he even started biting his nails.

What he wanted was Jiang Zhu's next answer.

The dialog was silent for a long time.

Lu Xiangnan's heart was pounding.

Finally, the other party sent a reply.

[Jiang Zhu: What if I say yes? 】

Lu Xiangnan excitedly wrote two words in the edit box: Really?It was almost time to send it, but fortunately he calmed down in time and didn't do it.

In other words, Jiang Zhu also liked him.

It's not the liking and affection for the younger brother, but the liking for the lover and the other half.

same as his.

But due to the long-term troubles caused by his "gay" identity, he dare not reveal this kind of liking, especially after knowing that the person he likes is not gay?

Lu Xiangnan wandered around in the room, wishing he could go to the opposite door to confess his love to him now, but he felt that he couldn't be so reckless, at least he had to learn more information before thinking of countermeasures.

So he continued to chat with Jiang Zhu, using Jason's identity to continue to find out.

【Jason: Then you plan to keep going like this without letting him know? 】

[Jiang Zhu: I...I don't know what to do, I really have nothing to do with him]

Seeing this, Lu Xiangnan was very happy.

【Jason: Then why do you like him?What do you like about him?When did it start? 】

【Jiang Zhu: I like everything about him...】

[Jiang Zhu: From the first time I saw him, I knew I couldn't do anything about him]

[Jiang Zhu: His whole body is based on my aesthetic points]

[Jiang Zhu: He... is handsome and cute, and sometimes he will act like a puppy to me like a puppy]

【Jiang Zhu: I think I really like him】

At this time, Jiang Zhu had already regarded Jason as a master of emotional analysis, and poured out more and more without reservation.

After reading Jiang Zhu's voice, Lu Xiangnan was so excited that he almost swelled to the Milky Way. After the expansion, he had to come back to help Jiang Zhu analyze it.

[Jason: Because of your sexual orientation, you don't intend to let him know your feelings?Don't you regret it? 】

【Jiang Zhu: I...】

[Jiang Zhu: I don't know. 】

[Jiang Zhu: I don't want to be hated by him, alienated by him, disgusted by him]

Through the screen, Lu Xiangnan was worried for him.

"Silly brother, can't you see that I like you?"

Seeing this, Lu Xiangnan probably understood, guessing that Jiang Zhu went to Liang Xiaonian to confirm his sexual orientation, and learned that he had rejected some boys who confessed to him because "I am not gay".

To be honest, Lu Xiangnan felt that he was not lying.

He just doesn't have any feelings for other men, he just likes Jiang Zhu.

The first time I saw Jiang Zhu in the park since I was a child, I was full of possessiveness towards him, and I didn't want any other man to be intimate with him, or to get too close.

This kind of feeling has never happened to Jiang Zhu alone.

Now he dare not confess rashly, otherwise he will definitely be called immature by his brother again.

[Jason: Hey, now it seems that I have no chance]

[Jiang Zhu: I'm sorry, I think you will find someone who suits you]

[Jiang Zhu: And I am older than him, he is almost ten years old, I think he is too young, if he is not serious, it is just for fun...]

【Jiang Zhu: I can't accept it】

[Jiang Zhu: And I think his mind is not very mature... If I can't get to the end with him, then I'd rather not start]

[Jiang Zhu: Then what should I do next? 】

What should I do?

How should he teach Jiang Zhulai to attack him?

【Jason: Then next, if he has any intimate behavior towards you, don't be shy and avoid it, let him know that you also have heart for him】

**

Jiang Zhu recently felt that Lu Xiangnan seemed to be more sunny and cheerful, and his smiles became more frequent. I don't know if it was his own illusion.

Lu Xiangnan looks so pretty when he smiles.

He especially liked Lu Xiangnan's smile.

And Xiangnan, who loves to laugh, fascinated him even more.

It was a coincidence that the two opened the door at the same time this morning, one was getting ready for work and the other was getting ready for school.

"Good morning brother."

"Mmm." Jiang Zhu stroked his hair, "What's so happy about it recently? You're always smiling."

"Indeed."

"Huh? Come and listen?"

"Me," Lu Xiangnan said, "I just realized that the person I like also likes me."

Jiang Zhu froze in place.

Lu Xiangnan has someone he likes?

Liang Xiaonian said that he is not gay, that means... has a girl he likes?

And girls just like him too?Love each other?

"You... When did you have someone you like? I haven't heard you mention it, it's quite sudden. "

"Actually, I have liked him for a long time, but I have never been sure what he thinks of me, but now I finally understand."

Jiang Zhu suddenly felt tight in his chest, couldn't breathe, and his eyes were dull.

"Brother, brother? What's wrong with you?"

Jiang Zhu quickly came back to his senses, and forced a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Ah, it's pretty good. Then...why don't you confess to her?"

"He's a bit slow in responding. I'm afraid that the sudden confession will scare him. I need to prepare."

"Yes, that's right, you are now in the third year of high school, you should focus on studying..."

When he heard that Lu Xiangnan was already preparing to confess his love, Jiang Zhu couldn't express his sadness, but he had to try his best to hide it.

Now that it's all like this, let him know his own mind, so as not to add trouble to him.

The secret love for so long is about to end like this.

There will be no results in the first place, what have you been expecting?Jiang Zhu asked himself.

Finally, such a day has come, when the puppy has confessed his feelings to the girl, he probably won't have any interest in clinging to him, a 30-year-old man.

This... is also very good, stop the loss in time.

"By the way, brother, I have a basketball game this weekend, can you come to the school gymnasium to see me?"

"Basketball game?"

"And the basketball teams from other schools. I heard that they are of a very high level."

"Then...don't you invite the person you like?"

Obviously, Jiang Zhu still cared about his "person he likes".

Lu Xiangnan tilted his head and thought for a while, then said: "Well... I will invite him, but I hope my brother can come to see me and cheer me up in the audience, is that okay?"

"I, let me take a look. I will go when I have time."

Jiang Zhu didn't really want to agree now.

Everyone invites the person they like, and he sits under a light bulb to watch the two show their affection?

"Be sure to come, brother, I'll wait for you."

"Wait for me? Are you afraid that I will be a light bulb next to you?"

"The others are not important, the most important thing is that you come," Lu Xiangnan said, "I will wait until I see you."

"Huh? Wait a minute, I..."

Lu Xiangnan quickly went downstairs with his bag on his back, and he had no chance to refute.

Originally, he planned to find an excuse to shirk it, but Lu Xiangnan said that he must be forced to go?

Then after their lovers finally get married, he still has to play the role of the big brother next door, continue pampering him while watching him show his affection?

... This is really not a taste.

He felt that Lu Xiangnan was very greedy.

Can you really stand such a day?

Now it seems that none of Jason's analysis with him has worked.

After Lu Xiangnan gets close to him again, he may just want to escape and refuse even more.

Jiang Zhu has made up his mind, as long as Lu Xiangnan and his sweetheart get married, he will stay away immediately, and if he really can't bear it, he will change the house with his parents and live back.

As long as you can't see him, you won't like him so much over time, right?

But, can he really meet the next person who makes his heart move so much?

People say that when God closes a door for you, it will open a window for you.

Jiang Zhu wondered if it was because his life was so smooth and God opened too many windows for him, so he closed the door called "love" for him.

What else can I do but accept it?

Thinking that Lu Xiangnan now has a girl he likes and still looks happy every day, Jiang Zhu can't get excited about doing anything.It's easy to get distracted at work, easy to get distracted when driving, and can't sleep well or eat well. He hates himself who is so listless.

Every time I go home from get off work, I am very afraid of seeing Lu Xiangnan bring a girl back, maybe he will introduce him with a smile, "Brother, this is my girlfriend."

The girl who can be liked by Lu Xiangnan must be very beautiful and cute, and she will greet her enthusiastically: "Hi brother, I am Lu Xiangnan's girlfriend".

Then the one person who looked up and looked down every day became two people, and they might show their affection in every corner of this building.

Teenagers and girls who just fell in love in their teens are like this, and he has seen it a lot.

Thinking of facing this kind of scene every day, Jiang Zhu felt suffocated for a while, and immediately wanted to escape this annoying place as soon as possible.