Shocked in late autumn

Ji Songlin chuckled, let him go, leaned over and pulled the curtains tightly, not letting go of even the slightest gap, and the room fell into complete darkness: "Is it still bright?"

"much better."

All things and brightness were blocked out of the window, in the dark, Ji Songlin kissed him goodnight, coaxing: "See you tomorrow morning, sweet dream."

Ji Songlin put one hand on his chest, held Xu Chenyu with the other, closed his eyes happily, but Xu Chenyu didn't sleep, he stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Knowing each other too well has its disadvantages, just like now, after a while, Ji Songlin didn't hear his even breathing, so he opened his eyes and asked, "Do you have something on your mind?"

Xu Chenyu hesitated for a moment, then he turned sideways: "I still have something to tell you."

Intuition told Ji Songlin that it might not be a good thing: "What's wrong?"

"I'm going on a business trip next week, so I'm going a little far away..." Xu Chenyu turned his head and looked at him deeply: "We got accurate information that Kun Hai hid in Luang Namtha Province, and this operation is Dai Kewei led the team, and all members of the second group participated."

Ji Songlin tightened his grip on the quilted hand, how long has it been since he came back?Going out again?He stayed for a few moments before saying, "This time... how long will it be?"

"It's hard to say. If everything goes well, it will be over in three months. If the front line is extended, it may take half a year..."

Luang Namtha Province is located in Laos, and it is not easy to hunt across borders. Not only do you have to deal with the government, but you are also subject to the influence of the local legal system and case handling procedures.

Even though he didn't understand the real anti-drug work, he was worried about Xu Chenyu from this second.

Xu Chenyu pinched his cheeks and rubbed them lightly: "Don't worry, I will come back safely."

There was no moonlight in the darkness, only Ji Songlin's gaze fell on Xu Chenyu's face, and Ji Songlin looked at him, feeling that he couldn't see enough. He suddenly realized that he was actually a very selfish person, because he didn't care about anything at all. Unwilling to accept the parting of love.

Ji Songlin was a little angry: "Half a year, it's too long...."

Xu Chenyu lowered his voice very softly, not disturbing even a speck of dust: "Then I will work harder, catch Kun Hai earlier, and come back to see you sooner."

Ji Songlin thought of something, and immediately asked: "Is there any danger, like last time?"

The danger is certain. It can even be said that life and death are unpredictable on this trip, but you can't give up just because of the danger. This is Xu Chenyu's persistence and the reason why he has worked hard for it.

Afraid that Ji Songlin would be too worried, he said lightly: "This operation has a large number of people, most of whom are the backbone. Bureau Sun also applied to the superiors for armed police support. We have guns, ammunition, and protective equipment. , theoretically speaking, the optimal configuration has been reached.”

These words couldn't comfort Ji Songlin at all, he lowered his head like a poor kitten: "Can I go with you?"

Xu Chenyu was amused, he was very gentle, and rejected him very gently: "I can't." The ending was very long.

Ji Songlin still used that pitiful tone: "Then can I call you?"

"It's not allowed when squatting," Xu Chenyu rubbed his temple hair: "I will keep in touch with you during the rest of the time, okay?"

Ji Songlin is like a wilted flower, listless. He recalled that his former self supported Xu Chenyu, supported his ideals, and supported him to go deep into danger, but at this moment, he felt a little funny. The feeling is quite the opposite.

Loss often starts with gain.

Love is a arduous journey. Even if you gather together such precious factors as hand in hand, tolerance and understanding, and knowing each other, it may not guarantee that two people will reach the end of their lives. The biggest killer is accidents and unknown dangers.

Xu Chenyu saw through all of Ji Songlin's thoughts, he slightly tore open his collar, and pulled out the silver chain tied around his neck. At the bottom of the silver chain was a jasper-colored safety buckle.

It was the safety buckle that Ji Songlin sent.

"I'm taking it with me," Xu Chenyu held up the safety buckle to Ji Songlin's eyes: "Everything will be turned into good luck."

The two looked at each other, as if parting was imminent, Ji Songlin suddenly rushed over, he hugged Xu Chenyu tightly, in a state of fear, he hugged Xu Chenyu like a child whose treasure had been robbed. Hold on to what you love, and never let it go.

Xu Chenyu felt him trembling, happy and sad, he also opened his arms, and hugged Ji Songlin tightly, the two of them were like little beasts who depended on each other, Xu Chenyu stretched out his palms, patted Ji Songlin's back one after another, repeatedly reassuring him : "I will definitely come back safely."

In the next four or five days, Ji Songlin tried his best not to work overtime, he rushed back to the apartment on time, and cooked dinner for Xu Chenyu in various ways, and for five dinners, Xu Chenyu almost ate chicken, duck and fish.At the end of the meal, the two of them didn't do anything special. They just nestled on the sofa and watched a movie, or listened to a vinyl record, and chatted. They had a tacit understanding, and neither of them took the initiative to mention the date of parting.

The happy days passed by quickly, and the day when he was about to leave was windy. Ever since he knew that Xu Chenyu was leaving, Ji Songlin couldn't sleep well. He still woke up very early today, and looked at his watch, it was only five o'clock.

Unable to fall asleep, Ji Songlin twitched his feet and hands and lifted the quilt. When he got up, he pressed a shallow kiss on Xu Chenyu's eyebrows.

Xu Chenyu likes to eat his plain noodles. Ji Songlin went to the vegetable market, bought fresh vegetables and a crucian carp, and specially added an extra fried egg for him. A bowl of plain noodles, a bowl of fish soup, and two fried eggs.

Ji Songlin added some balsamic vinegar to his bowl of plain noodles: "I packed your luggage for you. Laos belongs to the tropics and has a lot of rainy seasons. I thought you wouldn't use an umbrella, so I packed a raincoat for you and put it on the third floor." There are also some medicines to repel mosquitoes, cold medicines, oh, and medicines to reduce fire... When you go out, you should pay more attention to your body, you should eat and sleep, try not to stay up late, and send whatever you need Give me the message, and I'll send it to you..."

No matter what Ji Songlin said, Xu Chenyu replied "OK."

The fragrant plain noodles lost their taste in his mouth, like chewing wax. Xu Chenyu poked the noodles with his chopsticks, and the parting atmosphere became more and more intense. He wanted to ease it, and said: "The office is far away from the courtyard. If you Don't go back if you work overtime too late, come to sleep with me."

Ji Songlin nodded, and took the fried eggs in his bowl to Xu Chenyu: "Hurry up, I'll take you to the airport later."

The car was running on the highway, Ji Songlin looked at the watch on the screen and calculated how slow he could drive, the speed was already lower than 59 yards.

Ji Songlin held the steering wheel with one hand, and held Xu Chenyu with the other, interlocking his fingers tightly together.

There are thousands of words in his chest, but he can't say a word, Xu Chenyu is reluctant to look at Ji Songlin, he is afraid that he will be a deserter at the last moment, so he purses his lips tightly and shifts his gaze out of the car window.

This is the first time for Xu Chenyu to see the expressway leading to the airport clearly. In the early spring morning, the cold wind was blowing. Evergreen trees were planted on both sides of the road, and the green branches were trimmed very neatly. It is full of bright red winter jasmine, and the petals are swaying in the wind.

The car was parked in the underground parking lot. Ji Songlin was dragging a black suitcase with his left hand, and Xu Chenyu was holding his hand with his right hand. The two walked up the elevator one after the other. There was a young couple standing in front of them. On his shoulder, he whispered something like he was reluctant to let him go.

After changing the ticket and checking the luggage, we have to go through the security check ahead, and there are still 45 minutes.The airport broadcast announced the flight that was about to take off. In the crowd, the two stood facing each other. Ji Songlin had never faced such a parting, so he didn't know what to say.

Xu Chenyu was wearing a denim jacket. His hair was cut short and his forehead was smooth. His skin was still almost transparent. The denim jacket on his body exuded the fragrance of ebony from the inside out. He took it away on purpose. , On days when he can't touch it, he can still smell Ji Songlin's coat.

It was Xu Chenyu who spoke first: "It's still cold in early spring, you should put on some clothes."

Ji Songlin nodded.

"Take good care of grandma."

Ji Songlin nodded.

"If you're free, go see my mother for me."

Ji Songlin looked at him and nodded.

"Oh, and there's no time for Jiang Xiuyuan and Zheng Xiaoxiao's wedding. Please help me wrap him a big red envelope and wish them a happy wedding."

Ji Songlin pursed his lips, but still nodded.

The spring breeze messed up Ji Songlin's hair, and his shirt collar was half turned out. Xu Chenyu raised his hand to smooth it out for him. The road ahead is uncertain, and the world is full of vicissitudes. For others, there is one less "Xu Chenyu" Police officer, there are tens of thousands of 'Officer Xu', but Ji Songlin only has one Xu Chenyu.At the moment of parting, Xu Chenyu suddenly felt guilty, Mingming Ji Songlin was so reluctant, but he didn't say a word of reluctance.

Xu Chenyu really wanted to touch Ji Songlin's face, so he raised his hand in the air, and held back: "Do you have anything else to tell me?"

Ji Songlin turned sideways, took Xu Chenyu's hand, and clenched it quietly. There were ten thousand words in his mind, but he just couldn't say them out. He had too much restlessness and anxiety for the person in front of him. Even felt that love could not express his feelings.

Because of this encounter, his weedy heart was full of vitality. For the first time, he discovered that there was a more joyful existence in the world than music, and he woke up from the chaos.

"no yet?"

Ji Songlin replied immediately: "Yes!"

Xu Chenyu glanced at his watch: "There are still four and ten minutes."

Ji Songlin desperately searched for vocabulary, trying to connect the tens of thousands of ups and downs in his stomach, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak, he could only look at Xu Chenyu over and over again, as if he missed a glance.

"There are still 39 minutes." Xu Chenyu gritted his teeth and resisted the urge to hug him fiercely.

Ji Songlin licked his lips, and looked a little silly: "Oh, yes, I also packed a down jacket for you, you can wear it when the weather changes."

Hey, this man...

Xu Chenyu touched the tip of his nose and said with a smile, "Nothing else?"

Ji Songlin didn't answer.

Xu Chenyu moved his fingertips and let go of Ji Songlin's hand a little: "If not, then I'll go through the security check..."

The moment he turned around, Ji Songlin moved his arms back and pulled Xu Chenyu a little closer. He smelled Xu Chenyu's unique smell and heard his heartbeat. He bent down, amidst the surging heart tide, He gave him a very shallow hug, and a little bit of strength was useless.

"My hero," Ji Songlin approached Xu Chenyu's ear, and said the words from the bottom of his heart: "I'll wait for you to come back."

In their last night together, there was no lingering lingering death, no goodbyes at the airport, Ji Songlin just hugged him gently and told him, I'll wait for you.

The announcement sounded: "Ladies and gentlemen, passengers on flight CA937, please board the plane at gate 7 as soon as possible."

Putting the boarding pass and ID card into Xu Chenyu's palm, Ji Songlin took two steps back and waved at him: "Go, be safe."

Xu Chenyu stood still, he wrinkled his boarding pass, raised his eyes and said softly, "You go first."

"why?"

Xu Chenyu twitched the corners of his mouth and said seriously: "I don't want you to watch me go, so you go first."

"I'm also reluctant, but let me watch you go." Ji Songlin blushed hopelessly, but still put on a big smile and waved to him.

The loud radio broadcast again: "Passengers on flight CA937, Mr. Xu Chenyu, please board the plane at gate 7 as soon as possible..."

"Hurry up, or you won't be able to catch up with the flight—" Ji Songlin's words were interrupted by a sideways kiss, which was a very short kiss, the lips and cheeks were almost separated by touching, and he could hear clearly when it was sent into the pinna Chu: "Wait for me to come back!"

Xu Chenyu grabbed his ID card and boarding pass, took two steps back, turned around and ran into the crowd.

Looking at his running back in the misty wind, Ji Songlin couldn't help but take a step forward. At that moment, the noisy crowd around him went away, and the loud radio sound faded away. In his world, there was only that little Qing Ying who was running farther and farther away. .

The moment he was about to pass through the security gate, sourness welled up in his eyes, Xu Chenyu sniffed, he stopped, turned around, straightened his collar, and looked at Ji Songlin from a distance, his back straightened like a sunburst tree Xu Chenyu made a very standard military salute: "Salute."

Xu Chenyu's originally blurred figure disappeared around the corner, but Ji Songlin raised his chin and smiled slowly.

He looked again at the security gate with a huge crowd, it was just a different age, he could afford to wait.