Evernight Morning Star
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Sit until the dark hour.
The final result was unexpected.
"I heard them say that novices are always lucky." Yu Hengyun joked, "It seems that there is some truth to this."
All Yu Hengyun caught were small fish, and the larger ones were only half the size of a hand. On the other hand, the novice Fu Zexuan, several difficult-to-catch fish bit his hook and were pulled up and put into the net bag.
"It is indeed a matter of luck." Fu Zexuan agreed.
Although fishing also pays attention to the selection of the location, the type of fishing rod, and the skill of throwing the rod, the type and quantity of fish that can be caught depends on luck after all.
It's enough for at least two of you to have fun.In the harmonious afternoon, all small thoughts drifted away with the intermittent rhythm of the river pushing against the shore, and the rest was full of peace.
As the sky darkened, when the two finished their rods and were about to go to dinner, a group of people came down from the nearby bridge across the river. There were two people at the head. The person walking on the right with the fish bag turned his head and smiled at the person on the left. He said something, and when he turned his face to look at the road, the gentle and indifferent smile on his face came into view, and the curvature of the corner of his mouth was perfect.
It was Zhong Sude's friend Lu Shen.
The middle-aged man on Lu Shen's left was unsmiling. After saying goodbye to Lu Shen, he left the team and walked towards Fu Zexuan and Yu Hengyun. The people standing farther away on the bridge were discussing something, and Lu Shen turned his head and whispered something to them. , Watching the figure of the middle-aged man disappear into the forest path, he called the people behind him to get off the bridge.
That's when the accident happened.
The East District, which had never been shaken before, unexpectedly began to sway violently at this time, and Fu Zexuan, who was standing by the river, could not stand firmly because he had no place to hold on to.
Yu Hengyun tried to catch Fu Zexuan, helped him stand up and stayed in another place, but before he could catch him, Fu Zexuan fell into the river due to his unstable center of gravity.
It swayed so badly that Yu Hengyun also rushed forward and fell into the river because of the force of the forerunner when he caught Fu Zexuan.
Before falling into the water, he caught a glimpse of several people on the bridge falling in the posture of catching something upwards.
But the shock didn't last long. Yu Hengyun felt the force that made him involuntarily bump up and down suddenly disappear, the ringing in his ears stopped, and the symptoms of dizziness suddenly disappeared.
Drilling out of the water suddenly, Yu Hengyun looked around and saw that several people had surfaced one after another. Because of the close distance, he could easily see their faces clearly. The person directly under the bridge was Lu Shen, and the others were very strange.
But no matter whether it was near or far away, he didn't see a figure similar to Fu Zexuan.
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34. Zhong Sude's dream ([-])
no big deal.
Foam, dark blue, afterimage, darkness.
Noisy, grinning, waving, indifference, silence.
Far better than all darkness and suffocation.
The sun shone in, and in the darkness, it seemed like warm-colored bubbles crowded and twisted in the field of vision.
Unkind words suddenly burst into my ears.
……
"You can't even resist, it's really boring."
"Seeing him bowing his head and not speaking makes him irritable."
"It's just a seed without a father and no mother, bah! Why are you pretending to be noble!"
"Hey, look at his appearance, it seems that he has received "care" from other places. "
"You! It's you, come here, what grade is it? What's your name?"
……
"Do you really want to leave?"
"I'm sorry I couldn't help you all this time."
"What's the point of saying that now."
"But it's like you took my place and suffered such unfair treatment for me, but I didn't do anything."
"It's none of your business."
"Even if I am the truest witness?"
"Yes, watching but doing nothing, it's better not to have witnessed it."
"Sorry……"
"You go, if you don't go, they and Huai Ming should come back."
"Thank you."
"Don't say this kind of thank you to indirect perpetrators who look on indifferently."
"I'm not thankful for this."
It's the kindness you showed at the last moment, the approach you tried, and your sincere gratitude for the kindness even if you couldn't forgive it.
Even so, it doesn't make any sense anymore.
……
"Is there really no other way?"
"Feel sorry."
"It's not necessary, and I shouldn't force you to repay people like us."
"Return? At most, it provides a corner to avoid."
"I didn't expect you to be so aggressive."
"This kind of thing also has to be divided into objects, whether it is worth it or not."
"Really? But I tried to protect you."
"Protection? No, you didn't. Euphemistic defenses lead to worse results. Even seemingly submissive is a terrible accomplice."
"Then you haven't sought any asylum?"
"Yes, so no one has the right to reason with anyone."
"Is there really no room for turning back?"
"It's not that you can't turn around, it's that you can't do anything."
"Well, I'm sorry to bother you, but thank you for your willingness to see me."
……
"Starting today, you will..."
"Hey, what's your name anyway?"
"Big brother."
"Le Ze."
"Say it, what's your name?"
"Fu Zexuan."
The voices of many people calling his name overlapped, and he could distinguish the character of each voice and the emotion contained in the tone.
The last sound is not only sound, but also accompanied by the corresponding picture.
In the dark night, the two people facing each other across the road, each other's hidden thoughts, the turmoil of emotions that the dark waves can't cover, the tall and straight figure of the man, and his face with unknown expression.
Then came the obscure low thoughts.
—Are you from the black abyss, or from the stars? ①
——Can it illuminate the cloudy and dark sky? ②
——Good luck, sleeping lonely traveler, sleep here without tears, joy or sorrow.
……
There is no grotesque, let alone colorful.
The darkness is deep, like a sincere invitation from the other side.
But there was no call from the end, no gravity.Fu Zexuan fought against the virtual image, gritted his teeth to drive away the phantom, and suddenly opened his eyes.
The stimulating feeling came from the orbit, surrounded by warm green water, passing by his side.
Silky touch.
It is he who is sinking.
But in the far distance in his field of vision, there is a bright light on the other side, which makes people feel tired and unwilling to move. It seems that enough cold water has been poured into his body, which is completely different from the warm touch that wraps him.
——Is it best if you just indulge like this?
His eyes were closed due to unbearable stimulation, and the irritation in his throat made him unable to breathe, and his consciousness gradually became blurred.
In a trance, I saw a black shadow jumping out from the side. Is it still a phantom this time?
Forget it, so what if it is a phantom, just another wishful dream.
Fu Zexuan weakly coughed a few times, opened his eyes, the scene in front of him was extraordinarily shining, dazzling to the point of dazzling.All the crystal dust covered with light, like a newborn world, is so beautiful.
Suddenly.
It was still a very strange environment, and he wanted to get up, but was driven to lie down again by the weakness of his limbs.
"woke up?"
There was still cool water swaying by my ears, and I heard a voice coming from the interlayer membrane, but I didn't realize whose voice it was for a while.
Yu Hengyun's figure appeared on the upper left, and it also seemed to have a layer of light.
He narrowed his eyes and replied, "Yeah."
The voice was weak, and Fu Zexuan couldn't help coughing after he finished speaking.
"It seems that he can't swim." Yu Hengyun helped him sit up, and patted his back lightly: "Fortunately, there is no major problem."
After recovering, Fu Zexuan asked, "You rescued me?"
"I haven't seen you for a long time after the earthquake. I was afraid that something happened, so I went down to look for it. I happened to meet you. I sank unconsciously."
He said it easily, but Fu Zexuan had mixed feelings in his heart.
It's not a phantom, it's the person who broke the water to rescue him, it's the peaceful order that breaks into the stability and chaos, it's hard to guard against for a while, planning an unexpected new limit, including him in it.
Tell him that even if you don't have your life on your hands, you can go to the swamp without hesitation, drag him into the shallows, and lead him to escape the limited fate.
"Thank you, Yu Hengyun." Fu Zexuan thanked him hoarsely, very solemnly.
"It's okay." At the same time, he shook his head and asked, "Can you get up and go?"
"it should be OK."
With Yu Hengyun's support, although Fu Zexuan was a little weak in limbs, he barely stood up and walked a few steps.
He and Yu Hengyun sat on the single sofa across the tea table and asked, "What time is it now? Where are we?"
"According to it, it took about ten hours to get you ashore yesterday, and it is early morning." Yu Hengyun was refreshed, but suddenly sneezed, and he replied, "We are staying in the hotel area in the forest of the resort."
Fu Zexuan nodded and asked him: "What happened yesterday, didn't you take a hot shower and change your clothes in time?"
"It's nothing." He looked indifferent, but the slight frown did not hide from Fu Zexuan's eyes.
"what happened?"
Yu Hengyun lightly brought up this topic: "I just saved a few more people, it's nothing, but you were in a coma until just now, let me summarize the findings so far for you."
"I'll talk about this later, there's plenty of time." Fu Zexuan insisted, "I'm more interested in yesterday's incident. Did anyone save people with you yesterday?"
"Have."
Fu Zexuan, who had just woken up, had a particularly aggressive personality. Since Yu Hengyun rescued him, he has also spoken more, at least when questioning him.
"Some words make you frown, because too many people have been saved?" He asked, "I don't think you are the kind of person who thinks this kind of trouble."
"Is it not possible?" Yu Hengyun asked back, but he refused to bow his head.
"can."
Yu Hengyun choked, and surrendered to the young man who inexplicably showed another side at this time: "I say it is."
It's not a big deal, it's just that he feels unhappy because of his disagreement with some people.
Yesterday after saving Fu Zexuan ashore, Yu Hengyun confirmed that although he was unconscious, he was still breathing. He entrusted him to a stranger who had just swam up from the water on the shore, and called for those who still had the energy to go into the water to rescue him.
However, these people are obviously different from his previous partners who lived and died together. Although a few people responded with a hesitant attitude, the few people headed by Lu Shen reluctantly rejected him, saying that they have no obligation to serve others. Life is responsible.
They can't force obedience, and they're polite, which is often the most irritating attitude.
Under their leadership, the few remaining people who were still hesitating also made up their minds to reject Yu Hengyun's call.
Knowing that he couldn't control other people's settled thoughts, Yu Hengyun walked towards the calm river alone without saying a word, and brought up several people who were swimming in the water with his own strength.
"Did they help in the end?"
"I finally helped." Yu Hengyun said in a deep voice, still a little unhappy when talking about this matter.
"You can't expect everyone to have the same sense of justice and empathy as you do."
"Can't ask for it?" Hearing Fu Zexuan's words, he felt uncomfortable, and retorted: "Isn't it because of so many people who don't ask for it that there are so many people like them?"
"Or are you the same as them?" Looking at Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun suddenly realized what kind of mistake he had made, and took a deep breath to apologize: "I'm sorry, it was my slip of the tongue..."
Fu Zexuan interrupted his apology: "That's right, as you said, I am just like them."
His words did not contain any grievances or anger, but just stated an established fact, calm and unreasonable.
Just not objective.
"That was not what I meant……"
The eagerness to justify this sentence was suppressed by Fu Zexuan's strength——
"That's what I mean." After finishing speaking, he quickly changed the subject, no longer discussing whether this was intentional or unintentional, false or true: "What do you mean by "discoveries so far"? "
Bypassed by his own words, Yu Hengyun had to follow Fu Zexuan's topic to divert his attention.
"Because of the sudden earthquake, I haven't had time to tell you. The person who walked next to Lu Shen yesterday, who do you think is it?" Yu Hengyun made a fool of himself.
Fu Zexuan shook his head.
"It's Fang Yuan."
Fu Zexuan was surprised: "How do they know each other? Research institute?"
"Almost. Fang Yuan's current status in the research institute is the leader of the newly established elite group."
"Where's Lu Shen?"
"Probably his current team member." Fu Zexuan asked thoughtfully, "You don't know either?"
"Ah."
Mr. Fu Zexuan suspected that Yu Hengyun had something to hide from Mengwai's research institute, but he just asked casually, and asked Yu Hengyun to continue talking about his findings.
"Also, you should have noticed before that they have followed us here."
"Yes." On the unnamed plant island before, he suddenly turned around and found the sneaky figures of them: "But I didn't see them from behind, and I can't be sure it's them."
"I knew it all the time, but I wondered if it was called by Zhong Sude, so I let them follow."
"Could it be that he followed you from the beginning?"
"Perhaps." Regarding this, Yu Hengyun actually began to be vague.
So inviting him out to play is also because you want to attract a few people?Fu Zexuan did not ask this sentence, but readily accepted Yu Hengyun's explanation.
"Did you find anything?" Fu Zexuan adjusted his mentality and returned to his usual high-profile tone.
"That's not true, but Fang Yuan and we live in the same resort hotel."
"Really?" Fu Zexuan replied lightly, "It's not any information worth caring about."
"I don't think so." The two had more disagreements today, and Yu Hengyun seriously retorted: "The violent shock yesterday, isn't it a sign that the dream is not stable again?"
"maybe."
Hearing his ambiguous words being uttered by the other party again, Yu Hengyun touched his knuckles in embarrassment, and then stroked his nose and said: "Since it is the owner of the dream who has indulged thoughts again, and the person involved in the incident, which was one of the keys to interpreting the dream before, should be able to send Use it."
Fu Zexuan didn't respond, but frowned, his eyes seemed to be on the flower arrangement on the coffee table.
Just when he didn't know how to refute Yu Hengyun's idea, the communicator rang, and it was a very familiar piece of music.
Yu Hengyun shrugged, waved the communicator to Fu Zexuan, and picked it up.
"Hello? Yes, it's me."
Even in a quiet environment, I couldn't hear what the person on the other side of the communicator was saying, only subtle specific words and extremely small sounds came to my ears.
"Okay, very welcome."
After hanging up the communicator, Yu Hengyun sighed regretfully: "It's only been a while, and my theory has been refuted."
"how?"
"It was Zhong Sude just now, who wanted to visit the two of us and tell us something important."
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①From "Ode to Beauty", written by Charles Baudelaire, translated by Guo Hongan.
②From "Incurable", written by Charles Baudelaire, translated by Guo Hongan.
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small theater:
Major General: Can you swim? Why did you bring a hero to save the beauty?
Xuanxuan: Yes.
Major General: Then you did it on purpose?
Xuanxuan: What intention?
Major General: Don't play dumb!Didn't you deliberately pretend to be drowning and let me rescue you!
Xuanxuan: This is really not the case.
Major General: I don't believe it, you have to pretend!
Xuan Xuan:?
【Behind the scenes】
Xu Han: When will I be able to play? I have been offline for too long and I am too tired.
Jing Chi: Then what am I?Heartbroken?
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Missed the appointment and started the busiest period of life QAQ.
But still won't get stuck!Next, we will coordinate the time well.
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【I thought they were really traveling in other people's dreams...】
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35. Zhong Sude's dream ([-])
Fake, so don't indulge.
After Yu Hengyun finished explaining the purpose of Zhong Sude's call, the atmosphere in the room suddenly froze.
Fu Zexuan was quite used to such a quiet scene.
But because of Yu Hengyun's unintentional slip of the tongue before, he is quite uncomfortable now.
He opened his mouth to speak in order to liven up the atmosphere, but Fu Zexuan asked a question before him, which made him a little lucky. If he wanted to say something purely for the sake of brightening the atmosphere, he didn't know if the content of the conversation would be so embarrassing. develop.
"Where and when?"
"This afternoon, we can go to Ling Tea House together after dinner."
"Well, please lead the way." It was another place that Fu Zexuan didn't know.
After everything was explained, Yu Hengyun also knew that it would be inconvenient to stay for a long time, so he bid farewell to Fu Ze: "Then I will clean up first."
"Ah."
After Yu Hengyun returned to his room, Fu Zexuan finally shifted his attention away from him, and carefully looked at his indoor environment.
The overall color is warm, and the space is supported by a combination of white and light brown, which is reflected in various small items, simple and warm.
Apart from the simple hotel essentials, the most eye-catching thing is the view from the floor-to-ceiling windows opposite the bed.
The floor-to-ceiling windows wrap the room in a slight arc, and the outside does not directly lead to the sky, but a unique small space on the other side.
From the inside of the room, you can clearly see the outside. The outer ring is surrounded by floor-to-ceiling windows. A square table and a pair of chairs are placed in a unique small world, and there is a large open space next to it.
Fu Zexuan opened the sliding door in the middle and entered the balcony, only to find that the glass was one-way, and the scene inside could not be seen from the outside, and there was a mirror wall near the open space.
It is suitable to dance in front of the mirror in this open place with the back facing the boundless sea.
The scenery outside the window is undoubtedly magnificent and shocking. Looking from a high place, everything is spared no effort to show, but it is so unreal that you have to reach out your hand to touch the delicate outline like a carved model, and then touch the glass to know the insurmountable boundary in front of you.
In the distance is the mouth of the sea, which is vast and boundless.
The high-level vision overlaps with the broad vision, making it more and more unreal.
But no matter when Fu Zexuan was never addicted, even though there was a moment of shock, he quickly pulled away, looked away, and walked out of this cubicle suitable for meditation.
But at this time, a scene that shocked him more than the outside scenery appeared before his eyes.
I don't know why I didn't notice the change of the clothes on my body before. I didn't realize that the clothes on my body had been changed until I accidentally caught a glimpse of the normal clothes he wore yesterday hanging on the clothesline after entering the door.
Thinking of Yu Hengyun talking to him just now with a normal face, Fu Zexuan frowned, went straight to the bathroom and closed the door, waited a few seconds before opening the door with an even worse expression.
The result of the self-examination is that the whole body is completely new, from the inside to the outside, and nothing belongs to him.
Although Yu Hengyun's arrangements were appropriate and thoughtful, but thinking of being rescued yesterday, he didn't know what kind of first aid measures were given;
Then, because I was completely soaked, all the clothes on my body were changed, and they were thrown into the dry cleaning room of the hotel for dry cleaning.
Every time Fu Zexuan thought of something, the corresponding picture appeared in his mind, and his heart sank accordingly.
This caused Yu Hengyun to be confronted with a cold face for no reason after he came to him—it was usually cold enough, but now he directly adopted the policy of ignoring him.
"Is everything packed?" Seeing Fu Zexuan walking out of the room with the bag, Yu Hengyun came up to him and closed the door for him, walking side by side on the corridor, and asked sideways.
no answer.
"what happened?"
What really happened, Fu Zexuan answered secretly, suddenly realized that he almost blurted the answer, and only focused on the road ahead.
Yu Hengyun didn't understand why Fu Zexuan's sudden change of attitude came from, but he found that he looked abnormal, respecting his emotions and not speaking.
Until the two arrived at Heling Tea House, they didn't communicate any more when they entered the box.
Zhong Sude, who was sitting behind the tea table, saw the two people coming, nodded at them, poured two cups of tea while they were seated, and pushed them in front of them.
"I'm sorry I didn't meet with you directly before." He looks like a middle-aged man in his forties now, looking refreshed: "I hope this meeting can prove my sincerity."
Without waiting for the two to react, he began to speak directly.
Previously, when Yu Hengyun went to the National Research Institute, he was led away by the researcher to visit the institute for free, and once again observed the familiar scenery he had seen countless times. Now Zhong Sude also apologized and explained to him.
As the two of them knew, it was a peaceful time after the virus was eradicated. Zhong Sude was too eager to see such a time, so he chose to wait and see the development of things without hesitation.
Fang Yuan appeared in the laboratory at a similar age, forgave him for what he did back then, and became his deputy;
Both Qing Yawen and Zhong Jinwei lost their memories of half-collapsed dreams and lived carefree lives.
His wife is a secretary, and his son is a member of the Geophysics Laboratory of the laboratory. All the previous stains have been washed away, without any worries, and a perfect life unfolds in a dream.
"So you were addicted to the previous earthquake?" Fu Zexuan asked.
Zhong Sude heard this question, but quickly shook his head and denied it: "This is why I came to you: I want to explain that although there is no basis, I know that the earthquake was definitely not caused by my inner weakness."
Yu Hengyun on the side asked in a low voice: "Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure, but there's no proof either."
Seeing Zhong Sude's expression didn't seem to be lying, Fu Zexuan changed it and asked something else: "Are you very clear that you have no attachment to this dream?"
"It can't be said that there is no attachment at all, but I gave the members of the elite group a vacation and asked them to follow the two of you, so that I can keep abreast of your attitude."
"After coming out of the research institute?" Yu Hengyun said.
"Yes, I know they can't fool you major general, so I know you should be able to roughly guess what I'm thinking."
"Indeed." Fu Zexuan said calmly, "It turns out that although you are not completely trapped in the dream, you are still lingering."
Yu Hengyun heard this and retorted: "Then who is not like this? Every person who has fallen into the dream captured by the SLAP virus and never died has fought against the virus with strength and tried his best to maintain the balance of the dream. Sleepers who are trying to escape, do you want to deliberately condemn their yearning for beauty?"
"Trying to escape?" Fu Zexuan repeated the words used by Yu Hengyun disapprovingly, saying: "The people who tried to escape are still sleeping, but those who really succeeded in escaping became awakeners early on, standing in the sleepers' dreams to help them. "Trying to escape". "
"So you want to condemn me? I successfully escaped from the dream. As an awakener who wakes up from sleep, I don't have any longing for beauty?"
The atmosphere became tense in an instant, and no one opened their mouths to refute.
Yu Hengyun was in a state of confusion, blaming himself for being anxious every time he heard Fu Zexuan's words, and then causing a confrontation with the appearance of condemnation, and Fu Zexuan always responded calmly to this, as if the water had frozen and could not stir up any movement, even if he cast a trigger The stones of war just flipped on both sides and could not penetrate the ice layer.
The more he didn't get any response, the more anxious Yu Hengyun became. Such a cycle is incomprehensible.
But if he understood Fu Zexuan's expression when he came out of the room just now, which was not consistent with anger, calm, joy, or sadness, the subtle emotional change called shyness, he would not think so anymore.
Hearing that the two started arguing about their own problems, Zhong Sude sighed in the silence and apologized again in the atmosphere where the two were not giving in to each other: "Please don't justify or argue about my fault."
"As the young man said, it was my inner attachment rather than the desire to escape from the dream that kept me here and failed to wake up."
Yu Hengyun cast a deep gaze at Fu Zexuan, and then nodded at Zhong Sude.
"It's really troublesome both of you, you entered my dream, and you still haven't been able to solve it after traveling through a dream."
Zhong Sude bowed slightly and bowed his head to the two: "But I really can't think of any other way to leave. If I want to resist this dream, it seems that I can't meet the most fundamental expectation of this peaceful life."
After he finished speaking, he raised his head, looked at the two of them with earnest eyes, and asked eagerly: "But I can't understand it, the major general himself is not a professional awakener, and the person next to the major general must be an awakener, so how do you do it?" What made the two of them enter my dream? Is it because of all the new results of the research!"
Yu Hengyun replied: "It can be said that you entered your dream with him because he has just entered a project and needs to be monitored."
"That's it." Not a completely affirmative answer, but Zhong Sude accepted the explanation naturally: "Although I feel sorry, I really have no way to change this deadlocked situation. The two of you are here today to find a solution." method, I know very well that staying like this is not a good idea.”
Fu Zexuan thought about it, and came to a conclusion without much effort: "According to your current thinking, it will be very easy to get out of the dream."
"Then why am I?" Still here.
"Even if it's real, it's fake after all, and people are not exactly the same as the people you get along with in reality."
Fu Zexuan calmly analyzed, "The things you expect, the difficulties you hope to overcome, are naturally obtained and resolved as you wish here."
"Yes."
Zhong Sude looks back on the journey from before to now——
The result of the theft was being framed, the result of the wife's distrust was the disappointment of his character, the son's consistent trust and his growth as he expected.
Now that the virus has been eradicated, Fang has forgiven him, his wife and children live a stable life, and their work and life are full and happy.
Perfectly fit all his imagination of life.
"Can people in real life be as simple and direct as in dreams?"
"No." Shaking his head honestly, Zhong Sude replied: "In reality, they are never frank, and they misunderstand each other, which is why it became a mess."
"Smooth sailing in the dream, everything goes well, isn't such a perfect life too false?" Fu Zexuan asked the question again.
"Yes, it's false, but it's too satisfying, so I don't want to give up such a dream life."
The topic guidance was not complete enough, Yu Hengyun suddenly understood what Fu Zexuan wanted to prove through these words, took over his words, and helped him explain Zhong Sude: "While living the life you dreamed of, you have thought about an important question ?"
He was taken aback: "What?"
"If they were people who met in reality, would they make choices according to the route in the dream that eventually led to the life you dreamed of?"
"This is again..." Zhong Sude frowned incomprehensibly, and asked suspiciously, "What do you mean?"
Yu Hengyun pointed to Fu Zexuan to explain this point: "Different choices will lead to different event results. People's choices leading to the road you want are one of countless choices, and the choices leading to the final result of reality are one of countless choices. , all these causal connections, can people's choices be completely equal?"
"It means that in reality, with their personalities, they may not necessarily make a choice like a dream, and in the end it will not lead to the result I want most, right?"
Seeing that he understood, the two nodded in unison.
"Then isn't it like being in a parallel world, where the dream determines the optimal outcome and instructs people to make choices leading to this outcome?"
Yu Hengyun pondered: "It can be understood in this way."
"But isn't this similar to the fact that the dream has self-awareness and controls the people in it?"
"It cannot be said that the dream itself originates from the deep consciousness of human beings, and is ultimately influenced by you."
"Then if certain conditions are met, I can even control my dreams."
"The conditions are unknown, and it has never been realized." Fu Zexuan commented.
"That's right." Zhong Sude smiled bitterly, "Sorry for asking so many irrelevant questions."
"No."
"I already understand the central idea you want to explain to me. People in dreams are different from reality after all. Dreams turn insincerity into frankness, simplify everything, and then achieve the desired effect, making people addicted and escaping from reality."
"But I also understand that under the surface of happiness I see now, there are countless hidden dangers. If I am not willing to change, I will eventually go to the point of destruction."
Zhong Sude stood up and bowed deeply to the two of them: "Let's bother you, and I won't always wait or expect the people around me to change and tolerate, at least I have to change myself to cater to their love my trust."
"What about Fang Yuan?" Fu Zexuan asked him suddenly.
"Fang Yuan's forgiveness is not so important nowadays. I also have a guilty conscience. I don't expect any forgiveness, but I don't know that he is still safe now."
"I really want to see him again and apologize in person." He said with a relieved smile, "Probably because I was in a dream, so I dare to say anything, and I can do it again at any opportunity."
"You can do it all over again in reality."
Hearing Fu Zexuan's comfort, the other two looked at him in surprise.
Zhong Sude closed his eyes and inhaled, sighed heavily: "Yes, only they will give me a chance to start again."
Finally understanding this truth, Zhong Sude was able to break free from the shackles in his heart, and at the same time escape from the predicament imposed by the dream.
"I hope they won't be so disappointed in me."
Such a sigh left behind disappears with the deconstruction of the dream.
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The day before yesterday, I completely refurbished the copywriting. Compared with the previous content, it all focuses on summarizing what this article wants to express.
But my writing skills are still lacking. To be honest, it is still far from the desired effect.
After reading this, I hope you like this article... At least I can read a small point that can resonate in it, and I am very satisfied!
Although there are still very few readers, every time I eagerly click through, from the increase in clicks and favorites in each chapter, I feel that there are still a few little angels who have been watching my scum!I hope my words have not failed you so far.
There is still some time before the ending, and the subsequent development has already been conceived, and I hope it will be an unexpected direction for you.
I used to be very concerned about not being able to apply for a visa, whether the writing did not conform to the general trend, whether the writing style was poor, and whether the content was too plain.
Now I have decided to simply write it down like this, without applying for a visa, and update it slowly.
If someone is watching it and maybe, maybe a little like it, that's enough for me.
But I still think: if more people see it, if more people like my characters and world construction, it will be great haha.
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Talking too much today?Some time ago, I didn’t find that the nutrient solution had risen. I found it by accident when I checked the mobile app a few days ago. I don’t know if it’s the little angel who commented last time?
Because it has been more than seven days, I can't thank you with one click, so I will thank you here-[If it is a misunderstanding, just pretend that I didn't post this text (fall)]
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【Dreams are indeed more interesting than reality-(The end result of each dream is very warm, if there is something exciting, it will be more fun--)】
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36. Remember?do not remember?
Since it all happened in a dream, let's leave no trace like a dream.
Qing Yawen, Zhong Jinwei, mother and son were sent away, and they stayed in the treatment room.
"Are you here today?" Fu Zexuan asked.
Seeing that the young man still looked calm, Yu Hengyun felt very uncomfortable. After thinking for a while, he made up his mind and said, "Before..."
"Before?"
"Twice impulsive and indiscriminate accusations, I'm sorry." Yu Hengyun sincerely looked into Fu Zexuan's eyes and apologized.
But Fu Zexuan did not respond to his apology, but instead asked: "What do you mean by the two accusations?"
"You didn't keep the memory in the dream?"
"Should I keep it?" Fu Zexuan looked back at him with a calm expression
The final result was unexpected.
"I heard them say that novices are always lucky." Yu Hengyun joked, "It seems that there is some truth to this."
All Yu Hengyun caught were small fish, and the larger ones were only half the size of a hand. On the other hand, the novice Fu Zexuan, several difficult-to-catch fish bit his hook and were pulled up and put into the net bag.
"It is indeed a matter of luck." Fu Zexuan agreed.
Although fishing also pays attention to the selection of the location, the type of fishing rod, and the skill of throwing the rod, the type and quantity of fish that can be caught depends on luck after all.
It's enough for at least two of you to have fun.In the harmonious afternoon, all small thoughts drifted away with the intermittent rhythm of the river pushing against the shore, and the rest was full of peace.
As the sky darkened, when the two finished their rods and were about to go to dinner, a group of people came down from the nearby bridge across the river. There were two people at the head. The person walking on the right with the fish bag turned his head and smiled at the person on the left. He said something, and when he turned his face to look at the road, the gentle and indifferent smile on his face came into view, and the curvature of the corner of his mouth was perfect.
It was Zhong Sude's friend Lu Shen.
The middle-aged man on Lu Shen's left was unsmiling. After saying goodbye to Lu Shen, he left the team and walked towards Fu Zexuan and Yu Hengyun. The people standing farther away on the bridge were discussing something, and Lu Shen turned his head and whispered something to them. , Watching the figure of the middle-aged man disappear into the forest path, he called the people behind him to get off the bridge.
That's when the accident happened.
The East District, which had never been shaken before, unexpectedly began to sway violently at this time, and Fu Zexuan, who was standing by the river, could not stand firmly because he had no place to hold on to.
Yu Hengyun tried to catch Fu Zexuan, helped him stand up and stayed in another place, but before he could catch him, Fu Zexuan fell into the river due to his unstable center of gravity.
It swayed so badly that Yu Hengyun also rushed forward and fell into the river because of the force of the forerunner when he caught Fu Zexuan.
Before falling into the water, he caught a glimpse of several people on the bridge falling in the posture of catching something upwards.
But the shock didn't last long. Yu Hengyun felt the force that made him involuntarily bump up and down suddenly disappear, the ringing in his ears stopped, and the symptoms of dizziness suddenly disappeared.
Drilling out of the water suddenly, Yu Hengyun looked around and saw that several people had surfaced one after another. Because of the close distance, he could easily see their faces clearly. The person directly under the bridge was Lu Shen, and the others were very strange.
But no matter whether it was near or far away, he didn't see a figure similar to Fu Zexuan.
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These three days are so busy that there is no time code word/m(__)m;
After that, it may not be possible to update daily, but it should not exceed three days!Then I will work hard to save the manuscript——
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34. Zhong Sude's dream ([-])
no big deal.
Foam, dark blue, afterimage, darkness.
Noisy, grinning, waving, indifference, silence.
Far better than all darkness and suffocation.
The sun shone in, and in the darkness, it seemed like warm-colored bubbles crowded and twisted in the field of vision.
Unkind words suddenly burst into my ears.
……
"You can't even resist, it's really boring."
"Seeing him bowing his head and not speaking makes him irritable."
"It's just a seed without a father and no mother, bah! Why are you pretending to be noble!"
"Hey, look at his appearance, it seems that he has received "care" from other places. "
"You! It's you, come here, what grade is it? What's your name?"
……
"Do you really want to leave?"
"I'm sorry I couldn't help you all this time."
"What's the point of saying that now."
"But it's like you took my place and suffered such unfair treatment for me, but I didn't do anything."
"It's none of your business."
"Even if I am the truest witness?"
"Yes, watching but doing nothing, it's better not to have witnessed it."
"Sorry……"
"You go, if you don't go, they and Huai Ming should come back."
"Thank you."
"Don't say this kind of thank you to indirect perpetrators who look on indifferently."
"I'm not thankful for this."
It's the kindness you showed at the last moment, the approach you tried, and your sincere gratitude for the kindness even if you couldn't forgive it.
Even so, it doesn't make any sense anymore.
……
"Is there really no other way?"
"Feel sorry."
"It's not necessary, and I shouldn't force you to repay people like us."
"Return? At most, it provides a corner to avoid."
"I didn't expect you to be so aggressive."
"This kind of thing also has to be divided into objects, whether it is worth it or not."
"Really? But I tried to protect you."
"Protection? No, you didn't. Euphemistic defenses lead to worse results. Even seemingly submissive is a terrible accomplice."
"Then you haven't sought any asylum?"
"Yes, so no one has the right to reason with anyone."
"Is there really no room for turning back?"
"It's not that you can't turn around, it's that you can't do anything."
"Well, I'm sorry to bother you, but thank you for your willingness to see me."
……
"Starting today, you will..."
"Hey, what's your name anyway?"
"Big brother."
"Le Ze."
"Say it, what's your name?"
"Fu Zexuan."
The voices of many people calling his name overlapped, and he could distinguish the character of each voice and the emotion contained in the tone.
The last sound is not only sound, but also accompanied by the corresponding picture.
In the dark night, the two people facing each other across the road, each other's hidden thoughts, the turmoil of emotions that the dark waves can't cover, the tall and straight figure of the man, and his face with unknown expression.
Then came the obscure low thoughts.
—Are you from the black abyss, or from the stars? ①
——Can it illuminate the cloudy and dark sky? ②
——Good luck, sleeping lonely traveler, sleep here without tears, joy or sorrow.
……
There is no grotesque, let alone colorful.
The darkness is deep, like a sincere invitation from the other side.
But there was no call from the end, no gravity.Fu Zexuan fought against the virtual image, gritted his teeth to drive away the phantom, and suddenly opened his eyes.
The stimulating feeling came from the orbit, surrounded by warm green water, passing by his side.
Silky touch.
It is he who is sinking.
But in the far distance in his field of vision, there is a bright light on the other side, which makes people feel tired and unwilling to move. It seems that enough cold water has been poured into his body, which is completely different from the warm touch that wraps him.
——Is it best if you just indulge like this?
His eyes were closed due to unbearable stimulation, and the irritation in his throat made him unable to breathe, and his consciousness gradually became blurred.
In a trance, I saw a black shadow jumping out from the side. Is it still a phantom this time?
Forget it, so what if it is a phantom, just another wishful dream.
Fu Zexuan weakly coughed a few times, opened his eyes, the scene in front of him was extraordinarily shining, dazzling to the point of dazzling.All the crystal dust covered with light, like a newborn world, is so beautiful.
Suddenly.
It was still a very strange environment, and he wanted to get up, but was driven to lie down again by the weakness of his limbs.
"woke up?"
There was still cool water swaying by my ears, and I heard a voice coming from the interlayer membrane, but I didn't realize whose voice it was for a while.
Yu Hengyun's figure appeared on the upper left, and it also seemed to have a layer of light.
He narrowed his eyes and replied, "Yeah."
The voice was weak, and Fu Zexuan couldn't help coughing after he finished speaking.
"It seems that he can't swim." Yu Hengyun helped him sit up, and patted his back lightly: "Fortunately, there is no major problem."
After recovering, Fu Zexuan asked, "You rescued me?"
"I haven't seen you for a long time after the earthquake. I was afraid that something happened, so I went down to look for it. I happened to meet you. I sank unconsciously."
He said it easily, but Fu Zexuan had mixed feelings in his heart.
It's not a phantom, it's the person who broke the water to rescue him, it's the peaceful order that breaks into the stability and chaos, it's hard to guard against for a while, planning an unexpected new limit, including him in it.
Tell him that even if you don't have your life on your hands, you can go to the swamp without hesitation, drag him into the shallows, and lead him to escape the limited fate.
"Thank you, Yu Hengyun." Fu Zexuan thanked him hoarsely, very solemnly.
"It's okay." At the same time, he shook his head and asked, "Can you get up and go?"
"it should be OK."
With Yu Hengyun's support, although Fu Zexuan was a little weak in limbs, he barely stood up and walked a few steps.
He and Yu Hengyun sat on the single sofa across the tea table and asked, "What time is it now? Where are we?"
"According to it, it took about ten hours to get you ashore yesterday, and it is early morning." Yu Hengyun was refreshed, but suddenly sneezed, and he replied, "We are staying in the hotel area in the forest of the resort."
Fu Zexuan nodded and asked him: "What happened yesterday, didn't you take a hot shower and change your clothes in time?"
"It's nothing." He looked indifferent, but the slight frown did not hide from Fu Zexuan's eyes.
"what happened?"
Yu Hengyun lightly brought up this topic: "I just saved a few more people, it's nothing, but you were in a coma until just now, let me summarize the findings so far for you."
"I'll talk about this later, there's plenty of time." Fu Zexuan insisted, "I'm more interested in yesterday's incident. Did anyone save people with you yesterday?"
"Have."
Fu Zexuan, who had just woken up, had a particularly aggressive personality. Since Yu Hengyun rescued him, he has also spoken more, at least when questioning him.
"Some words make you frown, because too many people have been saved?" He asked, "I don't think you are the kind of person who thinks this kind of trouble."
"Is it not possible?" Yu Hengyun asked back, but he refused to bow his head.
"can."
Yu Hengyun choked, and surrendered to the young man who inexplicably showed another side at this time: "I say it is."
It's not a big deal, it's just that he feels unhappy because of his disagreement with some people.
Yesterday after saving Fu Zexuan ashore, Yu Hengyun confirmed that although he was unconscious, he was still breathing. He entrusted him to a stranger who had just swam up from the water on the shore, and called for those who still had the energy to go into the water to rescue him.
However, these people are obviously different from his previous partners who lived and died together. Although a few people responded with a hesitant attitude, the few people headed by Lu Shen reluctantly rejected him, saying that they have no obligation to serve others. Life is responsible.
They can't force obedience, and they're polite, which is often the most irritating attitude.
Under their leadership, the few remaining people who were still hesitating also made up their minds to reject Yu Hengyun's call.
Knowing that he couldn't control other people's settled thoughts, Yu Hengyun walked towards the calm river alone without saying a word, and brought up several people who were swimming in the water with his own strength.
"Did they help in the end?"
"I finally helped." Yu Hengyun said in a deep voice, still a little unhappy when talking about this matter.
"You can't expect everyone to have the same sense of justice and empathy as you do."
"Can't ask for it?" Hearing Fu Zexuan's words, he felt uncomfortable, and retorted: "Isn't it because of so many people who don't ask for it that there are so many people like them?"
"Or are you the same as them?" Looking at Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun suddenly realized what kind of mistake he had made, and took a deep breath to apologize: "I'm sorry, it was my slip of the tongue..."
Fu Zexuan interrupted his apology: "That's right, as you said, I am just like them."
His words did not contain any grievances or anger, but just stated an established fact, calm and unreasonable.
Just not objective.
"That was not what I meant……"
The eagerness to justify this sentence was suppressed by Fu Zexuan's strength——
"That's what I mean." After finishing speaking, he quickly changed the subject, no longer discussing whether this was intentional or unintentional, false or true: "What do you mean by "discoveries so far"? "
Bypassed by his own words, Yu Hengyun had to follow Fu Zexuan's topic to divert his attention.
"Because of the sudden earthquake, I haven't had time to tell you. The person who walked next to Lu Shen yesterday, who do you think is it?" Yu Hengyun made a fool of himself.
Fu Zexuan shook his head.
"It's Fang Yuan."
Fu Zexuan was surprised: "How do they know each other? Research institute?"
"Almost. Fang Yuan's current status in the research institute is the leader of the newly established elite group."
"Where's Lu Shen?"
"Probably his current team member." Fu Zexuan asked thoughtfully, "You don't know either?"
"Ah."
Mr. Fu Zexuan suspected that Yu Hengyun had something to hide from Mengwai's research institute, but he just asked casually, and asked Yu Hengyun to continue talking about his findings.
"Also, you should have noticed before that they have followed us here."
"Yes." On the unnamed plant island before, he suddenly turned around and found the sneaky figures of them: "But I didn't see them from behind, and I can't be sure it's them."
"I knew it all the time, but I wondered if it was called by Zhong Sude, so I let them follow."
"Could it be that he followed you from the beginning?"
"Perhaps." Regarding this, Yu Hengyun actually began to be vague.
So inviting him out to play is also because you want to attract a few people?Fu Zexuan did not ask this sentence, but readily accepted Yu Hengyun's explanation.
"Did you find anything?" Fu Zexuan adjusted his mentality and returned to his usual high-profile tone.
"That's not true, but Fang Yuan and we live in the same resort hotel."
"Really?" Fu Zexuan replied lightly, "It's not any information worth caring about."
"I don't think so." The two had more disagreements today, and Yu Hengyun seriously retorted: "The violent shock yesterday, isn't it a sign that the dream is not stable again?"
"maybe."
Hearing his ambiguous words being uttered by the other party again, Yu Hengyun touched his knuckles in embarrassment, and then stroked his nose and said: "Since it is the owner of the dream who has indulged thoughts again, and the person involved in the incident, which was one of the keys to interpreting the dream before, should be able to send Use it."
Fu Zexuan didn't respond, but frowned, his eyes seemed to be on the flower arrangement on the coffee table.
Just when he didn't know how to refute Yu Hengyun's idea, the communicator rang, and it was a very familiar piece of music.
Yu Hengyun shrugged, waved the communicator to Fu Zexuan, and picked it up.
"Hello? Yes, it's me."
Even in a quiet environment, I couldn't hear what the person on the other side of the communicator was saying, only subtle specific words and extremely small sounds came to my ears.
"Okay, very welcome."
After hanging up the communicator, Yu Hengyun sighed regretfully: "It's only been a while, and my theory has been refuted."
"how?"
"It was Zhong Sude just now, who wanted to visit the two of us and tell us something important."
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①From "Ode to Beauty", written by Charles Baudelaire, translated by Guo Hongan.
②From "Incurable", written by Charles Baudelaire, translated by Guo Hongan.
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small theater:
Major General: Can you swim? Why did you bring a hero to save the beauty?
Xuanxuan: Yes.
Major General: Then you did it on purpose?
Xuanxuan: What intention?
Major General: Don't play dumb!Didn't you deliberately pretend to be drowning and let me rescue you!
Xuanxuan: This is really not the case.
Major General: I don't believe it, you have to pretend!
Xuan Xuan:?
【Behind the scenes】
Xu Han: When will I be able to play? I have been offline for too long and I am too tired.
Jing Chi: Then what am I?Heartbroken?
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Missed the appointment and started the busiest period of life QAQ.
But still won't get stuck!Next, we will coordinate the time well.
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35. Zhong Sude's dream ([-])
Fake, so don't indulge.
After Yu Hengyun finished explaining the purpose of Zhong Sude's call, the atmosphere in the room suddenly froze.
Fu Zexuan was quite used to such a quiet scene.
But because of Yu Hengyun's unintentional slip of the tongue before, he is quite uncomfortable now.
He opened his mouth to speak in order to liven up the atmosphere, but Fu Zexuan asked a question before him, which made him a little lucky. If he wanted to say something purely for the sake of brightening the atmosphere, he didn't know if the content of the conversation would be so embarrassing. develop.
"Where and when?"
"This afternoon, we can go to Ling Tea House together after dinner."
"Well, please lead the way." It was another place that Fu Zexuan didn't know.
After everything was explained, Yu Hengyun also knew that it would be inconvenient to stay for a long time, so he bid farewell to Fu Ze: "Then I will clean up first."
"Ah."
After Yu Hengyun returned to his room, Fu Zexuan finally shifted his attention away from him, and carefully looked at his indoor environment.
The overall color is warm, and the space is supported by a combination of white and light brown, which is reflected in various small items, simple and warm.
Apart from the simple hotel essentials, the most eye-catching thing is the view from the floor-to-ceiling windows opposite the bed.
The floor-to-ceiling windows wrap the room in a slight arc, and the outside does not directly lead to the sky, but a unique small space on the other side.
From the inside of the room, you can clearly see the outside. The outer ring is surrounded by floor-to-ceiling windows. A square table and a pair of chairs are placed in a unique small world, and there is a large open space next to it.
Fu Zexuan opened the sliding door in the middle and entered the balcony, only to find that the glass was one-way, and the scene inside could not be seen from the outside, and there was a mirror wall near the open space.
It is suitable to dance in front of the mirror in this open place with the back facing the boundless sea.
The scenery outside the window is undoubtedly magnificent and shocking. Looking from a high place, everything is spared no effort to show, but it is so unreal that you have to reach out your hand to touch the delicate outline like a carved model, and then touch the glass to know the insurmountable boundary in front of you.
In the distance is the mouth of the sea, which is vast and boundless.
The high-level vision overlaps with the broad vision, making it more and more unreal.
But no matter when Fu Zexuan was never addicted, even though there was a moment of shock, he quickly pulled away, looked away, and walked out of this cubicle suitable for meditation.
But at this time, a scene that shocked him more than the outside scenery appeared before his eyes.
I don't know why I didn't notice the change of the clothes on my body before. I didn't realize that the clothes on my body had been changed until I accidentally caught a glimpse of the normal clothes he wore yesterday hanging on the clothesline after entering the door.
Thinking of Yu Hengyun talking to him just now with a normal face, Fu Zexuan frowned, went straight to the bathroom and closed the door, waited a few seconds before opening the door with an even worse expression.
The result of the self-examination is that the whole body is completely new, from the inside to the outside, and nothing belongs to him.
Although Yu Hengyun's arrangements were appropriate and thoughtful, but thinking of being rescued yesterday, he didn't know what kind of first aid measures were given;
Then, because I was completely soaked, all the clothes on my body were changed, and they were thrown into the dry cleaning room of the hotel for dry cleaning.
Every time Fu Zexuan thought of something, the corresponding picture appeared in his mind, and his heart sank accordingly.
This caused Yu Hengyun to be confronted with a cold face for no reason after he came to him—it was usually cold enough, but now he directly adopted the policy of ignoring him.
"Is everything packed?" Seeing Fu Zexuan walking out of the room with the bag, Yu Hengyun came up to him and closed the door for him, walking side by side on the corridor, and asked sideways.
no answer.
"what happened?"
What really happened, Fu Zexuan answered secretly, suddenly realized that he almost blurted the answer, and only focused on the road ahead.
Yu Hengyun didn't understand why Fu Zexuan's sudden change of attitude came from, but he found that he looked abnormal, respecting his emotions and not speaking.
Until the two arrived at Heling Tea House, they didn't communicate any more when they entered the box.
Zhong Sude, who was sitting behind the tea table, saw the two people coming, nodded at them, poured two cups of tea while they were seated, and pushed them in front of them.
"I'm sorry I didn't meet with you directly before." He looks like a middle-aged man in his forties now, looking refreshed: "I hope this meeting can prove my sincerity."
Without waiting for the two to react, he began to speak directly.
Previously, when Yu Hengyun went to the National Research Institute, he was led away by the researcher to visit the institute for free, and once again observed the familiar scenery he had seen countless times. Now Zhong Sude also apologized and explained to him.
As the two of them knew, it was a peaceful time after the virus was eradicated. Zhong Sude was too eager to see such a time, so he chose to wait and see the development of things without hesitation.
Fang Yuan appeared in the laboratory at a similar age, forgave him for what he did back then, and became his deputy;
Both Qing Yawen and Zhong Jinwei lost their memories of half-collapsed dreams and lived carefree lives.
His wife is a secretary, and his son is a member of the Geophysics Laboratory of the laboratory. All the previous stains have been washed away, without any worries, and a perfect life unfolds in a dream.
"So you were addicted to the previous earthquake?" Fu Zexuan asked.
Zhong Sude heard this question, but quickly shook his head and denied it: "This is why I came to you: I want to explain that although there is no basis, I know that the earthquake was definitely not caused by my inner weakness."
Yu Hengyun on the side asked in a low voice: "Are you sure?"
"Yes, I'm sure, but there's no proof either."
Seeing Zhong Sude's expression didn't seem to be lying, Fu Zexuan changed it and asked something else: "Are you very clear that you have no attachment to this dream?"
"It can't be said that there is no attachment at all, but I gave the members of the elite group a vacation and asked them to follow the two of you, so that I can keep abreast of your attitude."
"After coming out of the research institute?" Yu Hengyun said.
"Yes, I know they can't fool you major general, so I know you should be able to roughly guess what I'm thinking."
"Indeed." Fu Zexuan said calmly, "It turns out that although you are not completely trapped in the dream, you are still lingering."
Yu Hengyun heard this and retorted: "Then who is not like this? Every person who has fallen into the dream captured by the SLAP virus and never died has fought against the virus with strength and tried his best to maintain the balance of the dream. Sleepers who are trying to escape, do you want to deliberately condemn their yearning for beauty?"
"Trying to escape?" Fu Zexuan repeated the words used by Yu Hengyun disapprovingly, saying: "The people who tried to escape are still sleeping, but those who really succeeded in escaping became awakeners early on, standing in the sleepers' dreams to help them. "Trying to escape". "
"So you want to condemn me? I successfully escaped from the dream. As an awakener who wakes up from sleep, I don't have any longing for beauty?"
The atmosphere became tense in an instant, and no one opened their mouths to refute.
Yu Hengyun was in a state of confusion, blaming himself for being anxious every time he heard Fu Zexuan's words, and then causing a confrontation with the appearance of condemnation, and Fu Zexuan always responded calmly to this, as if the water had frozen and could not stir up any movement, even if he cast a trigger The stones of war just flipped on both sides and could not penetrate the ice layer.
The more he didn't get any response, the more anxious Yu Hengyun became. Such a cycle is incomprehensible.
But if he understood Fu Zexuan's expression when he came out of the room just now, which was not consistent with anger, calm, joy, or sadness, the subtle emotional change called shyness, he would not think so anymore.
Hearing that the two started arguing about their own problems, Zhong Sude sighed in the silence and apologized again in the atmosphere where the two were not giving in to each other: "Please don't justify or argue about my fault."
"As the young man said, it was my inner attachment rather than the desire to escape from the dream that kept me here and failed to wake up."
Yu Hengyun cast a deep gaze at Fu Zexuan, and then nodded at Zhong Sude.
"It's really troublesome both of you, you entered my dream, and you still haven't been able to solve it after traveling through a dream."
Zhong Sude bowed slightly and bowed his head to the two: "But I really can't think of any other way to leave. If I want to resist this dream, it seems that I can't meet the most fundamental expectation of this peaceful life."
After he finished speaking, he raised his head, looked at the two of them with earnest eyes, and asked eagerly: "But I can't understand it, the major general himself is not a professional awakener, and the person next to the major general must be an awakener, so how do you do it?" What made the two of them enter my dream? Is it because of all the new results of the research!"
Yu Hengyun replied: "It can be said that you entered your dream with him because he has just entered a project and needs to be monitored."
"That's it." Not a completely affirmative answer, but Zhong Sude accepted the explanation naturally: "Although I feel sorry, I really have no way to change this deadlocked situation. The two of you are here today to find a solution." method, I know very well that staying like this is not a good idea.”
Fu Zexuan thought about it, and came to a conclusion without much effort: "According to your current thinking, it will be very easy to get out of the dream."
"Then why am I?" Still here.
"Even if it's real, it's fake after all, and people are not exactly the same as the people you get along with in reality."
Fu Zexuan calmly analyzed, "The things you expect, the difficulties you hope to overcome, are naturally obtained and resolved as you wish here."
"Yes."
Zhong Sude looks back on the journey from before to now——
The result of the theft was being framed, the result of the wife's distrust was the disappointment of his character, the son's consistent trust and his growth as he expected.
Now that the virus has been eradicated, Fang has forgiven him, his wife and children live a stable life, and their work and life are full and happy.
Perfectly fit all his imagination of life.
"Can people in real life be as simple and direct as in dreams?"
"No." Shaking his head honestly, Zhong Sude replied: "In reality, they are never frank, and they misunderstand each other, which is why it became a mess."
"Smooth sailing in the dream, everything goes well, isn't such a perfect life too false?" Fu Zexuan asked the question again.
"Yes, it's false, but it's too satisfying, so I don't want to give up such a dream life."
The topic guidance was not complete enough, Yu Hengyun suddenly understood what Fu Zexuan wanted to prove through these words, took over his words, and helped him explain Zhong Sude: "While living the life you dreamed of, you have thought about an important question ?"
He was taken aback: "What?"
"If they were people who met in reality, would they make choices according to the route in the dream that eventually led to the life you dreamed of?"
"This is again..." Zhong Sude frowned incomprehensibly, and asked suspiciously, "What do you mean?"
Yu Hengyun pointed to Fu Zexuan to explain this point: "Different choices will lead to different event results. People's choices leading to the road you want are one of countless choices, and the choices leading to the final result of reality are one of countless choices. , all these causal connections, can people's choices be completely equal?"
"It means that in reality, with their personalities, they may not necessarily make a choice like a dream, and in the end it will not lead to the result I want most, right?"
Seeing that he understood, the two nodded in unison.
"Then isn't it like being in a parallel world, where the dream determines the optimal outcome and instructs people to make choices leading to this outcome?"
Yu Hengyun pondered: "It can be understood in this way."
"But isn't this similar to the fact that the dream has self-awareness and controls the people in it?"
"It cannot be said that the dream itself originates from the deep consciousness of human beings, and is ultimately influenced by you."
"Then if certain conditions are met, I can even control my dreams."
"The conditions are unknown, and it has never been realized." Fu Zexuan commented.
"That's right." Zhong Sude smiled bitterly, "Sorry for asking so many irrelevant questions."
"No."
"I already understand the central idea you want to explain to me. People in dreams are different from reality after all. Dreams turn insincerity into frankness, simplify everything, and then achieve the desired effect, making people addicted and escaping from reality."
"But I also understand that under the surface of happiness I see now, there are countless hidden dangers. If I am not willing to change, I will eventually go to the point of destruction."
Zhong Sude stood up and bowed deeply to the two of them: "Let's bother you, and I won't always wait or expect the people around me to change and tolerate, at least I have to change myself to cater to their love my trust."
"What about Fang Yuan?" Fu Zexuan asked him suddenly.
"Fang Yuan's forgiveness is not so important nowadays. I also have a guilty conscience. I don't expect any forgiveness, but I don't know that he is still safe now."
"I really want to see him again and apologize in person." He said with a relieved smile, "Probably because I was in a dream, so I dare to say anything, and I can do it again at any opportunity."
"You can do it all over again in reality."
Hearing Fu Zexuan's comfort, the other two looked at him in surprise.
Zhong Sude closed his eyes and inhaled, sighed heavily: "Yes, only they will give me a chance to start again."
Finally understanding this truth, Zhong Sude was able to break free from the shackles in his heart, and at the same time escape from the predicament imposed by the dream.
"I hope they won't be so disappointed in me."
Such a sigh left behind disappears with the deconstruction of the dream.
The author says:
The day before yesterday, I completely refurbished the copywriting. Compared with the previous content, it all focuses on summarizing what this article wants to express.
But my writing skills are still lacking. To be honest, it is still far from the desired effect.
After reading this, I hope you like this article... At least I can read a small point that can resonate in it, and I am very satisfied!
Although there are still very few readers, every time I eagerly click through, from the increase in clicks and favorites in each chapter, I feel that there are still a few little angels who have been watching my scum!I hope my words have not failed you so far.
There is still some time before the ending, and the subsequent development has already been conceived, and I hope it will be an unexpected direction for you.
I used to be very concerned about not being able to apply for a visa, whether the writing did not conform to the general trend, whether the writing style was poor, and whether the content was too plain.
Now I have decided to simply write it down like this, without applying for a visa, and update it slowly.
If someone is watching it and maybe, maybe a little like it, that's enough for me.
But I still think: if more people see it, if more people like my characters and world construction, it will be great haha.
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Talking too much today?Some time ago, I didn’t find that the nutrient solution had risen. I found it by accident when I checked the mobile app a few days ago. I don’t know if it’s the little angel who commented last time?
Because it has been more than seven days, I can't thank you with one click, so I will thank you here-[If it is a misunderstanding, just pretend that I didn't post this text (fall)]
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【Dreams are indeed more interesting than reality-(The end result of each dream is very warm, if there is something exciting, it will be more fun--)】
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36. Remember?do not remember?
Since it all happened in a dream, let's leave no trace like a dream.
Qing Yawen, Zhong Jinwei, mother and son were sent away, and they stayed in the treatment room.
"Are you here today?" Fu Zexuan asked.
Seeing that the young man still looked calm, Yu Hengyun felt very uncomfortable. After thinking for a while, he made up his mind and said, "Before..."
"Before?"
"Twice impulsive and indiscriminate accusations, I'm sorry." Yu Hengyun sincerely looked into Fu Zexuan's eyes and apologized.
But Fu Zexuan did not respond to his apology, but instead asked: "What do you mean by the two accusations?"
"You didn't keep the memory in the dream?"
"Should I keep it?" Fu Zexuan looked back at him with a calm expression
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