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In the 460th year of the star calendar, Fu Zexuan was 16 years old, and he was in a period when he had just gained relative freedom but was not controlled by anyone—although it cannot be said to be free now—
He was penniless at the time, and he wanted to follow the flow of people wherever he went, but he followed him to this fork in the road by mistake.
Apart from his cello skills, he doesn’t have any other means of earning a living. Standing in front of Xingzao Piano Store, he hesitated for a long time: whether he should make a living from music, whether he can successfully apply for a job as a minor, and even I have thought about the future development of my life as a personal music teacher.
Finally, he stepped into the door of the piano store, and since then his attitude towards music and even his life have changed.
After stepping into the piano store and learning about his intentions, Wu Youxing readily expressed his willingness to listen to him play a song.
After the end, there was no trace of a smile on his face. When he met Fu Zexuan's confused eyes, his expression softened, and he said, "If you don't know where to go, just bring music with you. You won't lose your way even in the ends of the world."
Fu Zexuan was grateful to Wu Youxing, the owner of the piano shop.Wu Youxing heard that he played the piano with no skill but no emotion, and pointed out the hesitation in his piano sound. For this reason, he handed over a compass to point the way for Fu Zexuan, and solved the problems in life for him.
This made Fu Zexuan decide to take music as his life partner in the future. This guide is the extradition of "D", without him there would be no "D".
During the 16 years from the age of 24 to the age of 8, Fu Zexuan has been registered in the Xingzao Piano Store. For the first four years, it was Wu Youxing’s personal resume. From the age of 18, he traveled abroad until the age of 20. He participated in some international competitions and won good rankings. , After returning to China, he hung up his resume.
After returning to China, he played it again for Wu Youxing, but Wu Youxing still said that he could not hear the emotion from his piano sound.
Fu Zexuan has never cared about this evaluation, as long as everything brought by his skills can sustain his livelihood, he does not need more emotions to support the repertoire he plays.
The more important point is that he can't hear the difference between his own piano sound and what Wu Youxing called "the emotional piano sound".
Even so, he can still feel that his own piano sound cannot be integrated with the cello of "Yong Ye".That's why he never used this violin.
Aside from this point, Wu Youxing brought too much positive influence to Fu Zexuan, so that when he knew Wu Youxing's original intention to help him later, he couldn't turn around and leave decisively.
And now, he stands in front of 24-year-old Wu Youxing with a 28-year-old posture. What will the young and energetic Wu Youxing say to him?
Is it "Bring the music together", is it "Any song without emotion is soulless", or "I don't need you"?
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?Hushan Experimental Middle School: Guidance 27. Zhong Sude's dream ([-]), in which this middle school and the northern commercial center once appeared, and other things.
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Fu Zexuan: A musician with no emotion.
Xu Han: I don’t believe in anything, just believe in my family’s Xuanxuan.
Xue Chijing: Fu Zexuan is the chief culprit who made me cold, and I will continue to work hard to hate him in the future.
Fu Zexuan: I am not only the culprit of your cold silence.
Xue Chijing:? ?That should be more thank you.
Yu Hengyun: The sense of existence is decreasing day by day.
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47. Room 1001 ([-])
It was all just a single thought, but I watched everything change.
"Welcome." The waiter at the front desk greeted, "Do you want to buy a musical instrument or learn a musical instrument?"
"Look for Wu Youxing."
Seeing Fu Zexuan's casual appearance as if he had entered his own place, the waiter was taken aback and told him to wait a while, then called him and said, "Please wait a moment, he will come right away."
Fu Zexuan nodded in understanding, and sat on the bench to observe the decoration of the piano store. Sure enough, it has not changed since then.
He couldn't help but imagine Wu Youxing's 28-year-old appearance.Then I thought of the way this man used to raise his legs and beat him while eating melon seeds.
That was the day he returned from his travels and played a song "Shang" for Wu Youxing.
"It's okay this time, what are you thinking about playing the piano?"
"you."
"I'm so charming?" Wu Youxing raised his left and right hands to look at both sides, and said, "Isn't this a big and thin pole?"
"You are hateful." Fu Zexuan dialed three notes in turn from high to low, trying to create a sense of humor with his words.
Wu Youxing shook his finger: "You said it was a hateful mood, how could I hear the feeling of being sentimental and lingering from it?"
After finishing speaking, he saw Fu Zexuan moved his body 180 degrees, turned his back to him and began to play the cello, he couldn't help laughing: "Don't be angry, I'm joking."
Seeing that Fu Zexuan still ignored him, he coaxed him to show Fu Zexuan his collection.This aroused Fu Zexuan's interest, so he moved his body back to face Wu Youxing.This action of his made Wu Youxing couldn't help laughing again.
With a smile on his face, Wu Youxing got up and walked behind Fu Zexuan, put his shoulders on his shoulders and asked him to turn right [-] degrees to face the wall on the right, then walked to the corner of the wall next to the door, and put his left middle finger on the sensor. The door didn't open. This wall opens a thin layer like a sensor door from the middle, revealing an exhibition room inside.
Really echoing Wu Youxing's proud "treasure", Fu Zexuan asked, "Is it all yours?"
"Yes." Wu Youxing turned on the lights in the exhibition room, and the scene inside seemed crystal clear and unreal.
The exhibition cabinets embedded in the walls on three sides are interlaced with various musical instruments of Eastern and Western orchestras. In the middle of the exhibition room is a crystal piano placed on a spacious round platform. People feel that the scene is shocking enough.
Fu Zexuan is not clear about the brands and prices of all the instruments in it, but this does not affect his appreciation of their shapes and designs, which achieve the most exquisite sound effects with a minimalist design.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's amazed gaze, Wu Youxing flaunted, "It cost me a lot of money."
"A lot of money?" It should be more than a lot of money.
"Yes, so I have only installed and repaired once in more than ten years, and changed the front desk once, and now I can only sit here and listen to you playing the piano."
"Uh..." Not wanting to hear what Wu Youxing's hurtful mouth said to him, Fu Zexuan picked up the cello and prepared to put it back in the bag, and took it away, but Wu Youxing stopped him.
"Don't, don't, just sit here and wait."
Wu Youxing hurriedly pushed Fu Zexuan back to the chair, opened the door of the exhibition room and got in. After a while, he came out with a cello, which seemed to be similar to an ordinary cello in terms of appearance and structure.
"Come on, try."
After receiving the cello and matching bow from Wu Youxing, Fu Zexuan tightened the bow hair while observing the bow body of the bow. The fibers that make the bow body stretched impeccably straight. The cello was returned to Wu Youxing.
"What are you doing?" Although Wu Youxing asked, he still knew Fu Zexuan's request in his heart. He took the piano and took some time to tune it for Fu Zexuan to start trying the piano.
Fu Zexuan simply played a minor tune and put the head of the piano on his shoulders.
"Don't try again?"
"My qin's sound can't blend with this qin." Fu Zexuan shook his head and handed the qin back, but Wu Youxing refused, saying that he would give him the qin.
"I'm not for it."
"No, you're the best fit."
"You heard it too." Fu Zexuan frowned, unwilling to accept it, but Wu Youxing insisted on giving him the piano and was unwilling to charge a penny, which made Fu Zexuan puzzled.
From the very beginning when I heard a piece of music, I decided to recruit him, taught him, helped him, and gave without asking for anything in return. I have never seen a charitable person like Wu Youxing.Fu Zexuan then asked him why, but got an answer that was beyond sloppy.
"Entrusted by others."
It's that person, that's why he said that he will never be truly free, and no matter how he walks, he will brand that person's mark on every step he takes.
Seeing that Fu Zexuan's expression was a little off, Wu Youxing hurriedly explained, "I want to give the piano myself. This is my junior brother's most proud work. I entrusted me to find someone who is destined. The musical instruments in the exhibition cabinet are all incomplete. So I would rather entrust it to my bosom friend than let it enjoy loneliness without hearing it.”
It is completely perfunctory to be entrusted by others, and Wu Youxing's attitude towards him is indeed beyond reproach.
"Musical instruments are born to be played." As soon as Fu Zexuan's expression softened, Wu Youxing struck while the iron was hot, and said sincerely: "Although you feel that you can't fit this piano now, when you find yourself, you will definitely find this "Yong Ye" "The sound of truth. "
Fu Zexuan finally accepted the cello named "Yong Ye", because he was threatened "If you don't accept it, throw it in the warehouse." This piano, but I have never touched this piano again, and it is also dusty.
But he and Wu Youxing were still estranged in the end, and they could never return to the original way of getting along as both relatives and friends.
In the end, nothing was worth a single thought, and he couldn't let go of his prejudice.
It took a long time to reminisce about the past, but Wu Youxing has not yet appeared, which is more like his style.Fu Zexuan raised his eyes and met the curious eyes of the front desk clerk.
Seeing Fu Zexuan looked over, the front desk clerk smiled back, walked over and sat next to him in a graceful manner, and asked, "What do you want Wu Youxing to do?"
"Apply for a private tutor."
The waiter asked him if he knew the situation of Xingzuo Piano Store, Fu Zexuan nodded.
In order to make profits, most piano shops offer so-called musical instrument teaching courses while selling musical instruments. In fact, the standard in any aspect is not high, especially some of them have no qualifications for musical instrument teaching.
The difference between Xingsuo is that it is only in the business of selling musical instruments under the name of a piano store, and cooperates with first-class musical instrument brands to monopolize sales.
The musical instrument teaching part is the Star Music Art Training Center opened by Wu Youxing’s teacher, the famous cellist Feng Yu. employment relationship.
The training center is just one floor away from here, and it is only for children's preschool music training until they get the amateur music qualification certificate.
Speaking of which, it was thanks to Wu Youxing that Fu Zexuan was able to work in this institution before.
The waiter was about to say something more, when a hearty question came from the back door leading to the studio from the front desk: "Xiao Xia, who asked me to come, could it be that you missed me and just found a reason to trick me?"
It turned out that this was Xiao Xia, Fu Zexuan remembered an anecdote he had heard in the past.
Here "Xiao Xia" stood up and argued with Wu Youxing with a displeased face: "How many times have you said this? It's Xiao Wu, not Xiao Xia!"
Previously in the piano store, Fu Zexuan heard Xiao Xia, a waiter more than ten years later, say that when Xiao Wu was still working in the piano store, Wu Youxing always called her by the wrong surname and insisted on calling her "Xiao Xia".
Later, it was replaced by Xiao Xia as the receptionist. When Wu Youxing called her for the first time, she missed "Xiao Wu" once, but according to Xiao Xia, "I seemed to see him smile bitterly, and he never called her by my name again."
He didn't know what to say then, and he doesn't know now.But Fu Zexuan could see the aloof atmosphere between the two, the playful quarrel that they knew each other well.The meaningless words you say and me say, but you also enjoy it.
Fu Zexuan watched from the side, ready to wait for their quarrel to finish before making a sound to remind him of his existence.
Xiao Wu suddenly realized that he had forgotten the presence of the visitor, and said angrily: "I won't quarrel with you, someone is looking for it."
Following Xiao Wu's gaze and introducing hand, Wu Youxing looked towards Fu Zexuan.
"You are so tall and handsome." Wu Youxing looked him up and down, and was surprised: "Why are you holding a child?"
Not knowing how to explain, Fu Zexuan simply nodded, indicating that he was indeed bringing a child with him.
Seeing this, Xiao Wu asked suspiciously, "I thought you knew him?"
"Have I introduced you before I want to get to know you?" Wu Youxing said bluntly, "So, what can you do with me?"
"I forgot to tell you, I'm here to apply for the job." Xiao Wu interjected beside him.
"So, you are here to apply for the front desk job? Then Xiao Wu, you let him come in to grab your job?"
"I'm here to apply for a personal trainer!" Xiao Wu punched him, and was about to go to the front desk to continue standing, but was stopped by Wu Youxing: "What are you doing, talk about something quickly."
"This." Wu Youxing stretched out his index finger and carefully pointed at the baby in Fu Zexuan's arms, causing Xiao Wu to roll his eyes again: "I'll leave it to you."
Xiao Wu carefully took the baby from Fu Zexuan's hand. Seeing his chubby face, he couldn't help reaching out to touch him, but he didn't see him crying, so he couldn't help laughing: "It's so cute."
"Come with me." Wu Youxing turned around and walked to the door where he came and went, Fu Zexuan followed him without hesitation.
I only heard Xiao Wu muttering from behind: "I'm so relieved to give it to others, maybe I picked it up."
Wu Youxing snorted, apparently hearing this too.The two of them walked through two nested rooms and came to the back door of the third room. Wu Youxing took out the keys in his pocket and looked back at Fu Zexuan: "What musician? You came to apply for the job without bringing any instrument?"
"Cello." Fu Zexuan followed Wu Youxing through the glass path between the two buildings and entered the training center, without answering his other question.
Wu Youxing first took him into an empty piano room, went to the musical instrument room and randomly picked a piano for him to use: "Just play a solo."
It's still the same as before, regardless of qualifications, level, and no need to take any materials to prove yourself. It only takes one piece of music to recognize this person, but Fu Zexuan only has time for this piece of music.
When it comes to cello solo, the first thing that comes to mind of any cellist must be Bach's unaccompanied cello suites.
Fu Zexuan loves Gavotte 1012 & 1 and Gigue from the sixth suite of Op. 2, but he is not going to play these two pieces. Although Gigue is very suitable for expressing his bowing skills, it is the one that best expresses him. The repertoire is undoubtedly another choice.
Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and draw the first note from the bow.
BMV1011, Suite No. [-], Sarabande in C minor.
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The development of this chapter was originally expected to be faster. It was good for Wu Youxing to show his face, but he added a lot of scenes while writing, and suddenly added something inappropriate to the original rhythm hahaha.
If you little angels have any suggestions or guesses about the plot, you can discuss it in the comment area!
Thanks for supporting and reading!Some people read, bookmark, and comment on the article is the motivation for me to write the article haha——
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Wu Youxing: He obviously likes bright and brilliant repertoires, but insists on using darkness to express himself, what a kid.
Xuanxuan: I just like it, you don't care about me, let you not cherish Xiao Wu, and you will regret it when he disappears.
Wu Youxing: It's so strange, why should I cherish myself, and I must know when I'm gone.
Xuanxuan: ...
Wu Youxing: So what do you want to play the piano?
Xuanxuan: What does it matter to you?
Q: Xuanxuan your character design is about to collapse.
Xuanxuan: ... [Quickly shut up]
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48. Room 1001 ([-])
Why follow the rules of the game.
Walking alone in a single tone, hovering in the dance music, gloomy like the depression and despair of not seeing any twilight in the lonely night, but also praying to find a comfort in this bleakness, so complaining.
The composition is simple to the extreme, and the emotion that crosses the scale. After the end of the song, Fu Zexuan couldn't get out of the artistic conception of the song for a long time.
Wu Youxing closed his eyes even more, frowning, and didn't say a word for a long time.Fu Zexuan knew that this was a sign that he was still immersed in the music, and was just waiting for him to savor the aftertaste and give an answer.
"Okay, you can stay here." Wu Youxing came out of his emotions, and said nothing, only expressing that he agreed with Fu Zexuan's staying.
Nodding, Fu Zexuan returned the piano to Wu Youxing, and got his question: "You don't ask anything?"
"Ask what?" Fu Zexuan looked at him expressionlessly.
Wu Youxing shook his head: "How long have you been learning the piano?"
"In 19 years, I didn't practice much in some years."
Wu Youxing seems to have completed the task of routine inquiry, not caring about the content of the answer: "What are your requirements?"
"No resume, no piano, no housing." Fu Zexuan answered honestly.
"Okay, I'll arrange it for you." Wu Youxing nodded.
"What about you?"
Wu Youxing was obviously stunned, and asked back: "What me?"
"Your question and request."
Fu Zexuan blinked, and seeing Wu Youxing blinked too, his face that had been cold before was tense, and his expression finally eased.
Seeing this, Wu Youxing smiled, raised his zygomatic muscles on Fu Zexuan's cheeks with both hands, and squeezed out an unnatural smile for him: "That's right! How can a young man not have any vitality."
Fu Zexuan knocked off his hand and insisted on asking: "Answer."
Wu Youxing restrained his smile, thought for a while and said, "Just play me a song every day."
"Uh..." This request was too simple, and Fu Zexuan added another condition: "The rent will be deducted from the salary."
Wu Youxing waved his hands: "No need, the appearance fee for a song is not enough to pay the rent? I still think it's too little."
It's hard for Wu Youxing to value him so much, and Fu Zexuan couldn't say anything more: "Thank you."
"Just don't forget your promise." Obviously obsessed with listening to Fu Zexuan every day, Wu Youxing reminded him again.
"it is good."
"Settle down first, and then we'll talk about everything else." Wu Youxing helped Fu Zexuan put the piano away, walked out and signaled, "Let's go, I'll show you the house."
Wu Youxing didn't ask him anything about his origin and qualifications. Fu Zexuan pursed his lips, followed Wu Youxing and walked back to the piano shop, thanked Xiao Wu, and went to see the rented house with Wu Youxing with the baby in his arms.
The destination is on the top floor of the piano store building, which is the room that Fu Zexuan chose himself after being picked up by Wu Youxing at the age of 16. He spent two years here until he lived in Guanhaiyuan when he became an adult.
Wu Youxing opened the door of the room and asked him to go in and take a look. He went in and walked around as he said. The furniture inside was covered with dust sheets, but the size and layout of the furniture were completely familiar, except for the placement of a few small objects. different.
Fu Zexuan felt that this room probably hadn't been changed much since it was just renovated until he moved in, which made him feel very kind.
"It's just a utility room. You can live in it and it will make you more popular." Wu Youxing leaned against the door with his arms folded and asked with a nonchalant expression, "How is it? Are you satisfied?"
Turning around and standing still, Fu Zexuan nodded, and once again received Wu Youxing's favor, he still felt the same gratitude after many years, but he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say any more words of gratitude.
Wu Youxing glanced at him: "Can you handle the rest by yourself?"
"Ah."
"Then I'll go first." This meant that he didn't want to hear any more words of thanks, and Wu Youxing just left room for Fu Zexuan.
Standing at the door and watching Wu Youxing leave, Fu Zexuan said abruptly to the air, "What do you want to say?"
There was no answer, which showed that Lu Shen didn't want to negotiate with him for the time being. Fu Zexuan sighed softly and began to tidy up the house.
Daily necessities and baby products need to be prepared separately, but this is undoubtedly another problem.
After tidying up the house, Fu Zexuan went downstairs to throw out the trash, walking in the corridor still thinking about whether he should raise this issue with Wu Youxing with a shy face.
After walking a few steps, there was the sound of heavy footsteps and the rubbing of plastic bags in the corridor.
In a blink of an eye, I ran into two people each carrying several large bags. The person in front was wearing a black jacket, and the person behind was wearing a suit and tie.
When they saw Fu Zexuan, they immediately stopped and asked, "Excuse me, is this Mr. Fu?"
"Ah."
"The delivery you ordered, will it be brought up for you?" asked the delivery man in the black jacket.
"Come up." Fu Zexuan took the garbage back and put it outside the door, and brought the four big bags back to the house.
After sending the delivery man away, he squatted down and looked through the four bags of things, which were daily necessities that he was still struggling with how to get them.
The person in the back seemed to be someone who worked for Wu Youxing, put down several bags in different packages, straightened his waist and said respectfully: "Young Master asked me to bring a few sets of clothes."
Fu Zexuan thanked Wu Youxing for his thoughtfulness, and sent the man back to the room before he could finally relax.
With Wu Youxing's generous support to the sympathetic musicians, Fu Zexuan's life is finally on the right track.
Live in the room on the top floor at the corner, do a job that can support two people, and temporarily provide supplies for two people to live a comfortable life.
In this way, Fu Zexuan's arduous journey of upbringing began stumblingly.
17 years later.
These 17 years outside the screen are really like a movie. When the screen goes black, four white characters slowly appear.The three people who were staring at the screen sighed for a while.
But for Fu Zexuan, these 17 years have been spent in real terms.
Although he has spent 17 years here, Fu Zexuan never forgot that this is a dreamland. One is that there is no spring here;
One is that his appearance has never changed. In contrast, Lu Shen has been growing.
During this growing process, Fu Zexuan's job was just to pay.In the beginning, I had to take Lu Shen to work and asked Xiao Wu to take care of him. Later, when Lu Shen was a little older, he was put in kindergarten and school, and he was never cared about.
In terms of material, Fu Zexuan will buy him what he should have, and he will send him to learn as long as Lu Shen is interested in the courses.
The only thing missing is the love of family.Fu Zexuan didn't want to treat Lu Shen like his family, so he didn't stay with Lu Shen if he could. He tried to hand him over to various teachers, and he often went out to see no one for a long time.To sum it up, Fu Zexuan and Lu Shen had very few conversations in these years.
This kind of attitude and behavior is not uncommonly criticized by Xiao Wu. He often nags with Fu Zexuan, and he doesn't take care of him when he has a child. Why did he decide to give birth to him in the first place.
There is no denying Xiao Wu's words such as "giving birth to him" and "making up his mind to raise a child", but Fu Zexuan still has his own reasons for not getting too close to Lu Shen.
The temptation when he came to this room for the first time did not get any response, but he believed that Lu Shen knew everything, including the fact that he was in a dream, and even everything the four of them experienced in this dream.
So Fu Zexuan doesn't think that the insignificant love of 17 years can shake the root of this dream.
This is just a high-sounding reason, the fundamental reason is that Fu Zexuan does not want to show him love.
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"Why did it take so long with him?" This was a question that the three people outside the screen were very concerned about, and Xu Han asked it first.
Xue Chijing's snacks were almost eaten, he patted his hands full of debris, shrugged and said, "I don't know."
The two of them had the same feeling. Not long after entering the dreamland this time, Yu Hengyun's performance was a little off. He walked alone in the dark silently, and his breath was relaxed the moment he saw the screen. He kept looking at the screen in a muffled voice without giving any instructions.
They don't need to talk about this, Yu Hengyun himself knows that he is just barely maintaining his usual state, and he is more powerless in his heart than not being able to participate.
The entire space has been inspected by them, and there is no exit to the outside world, which clearly shows the meaning of "isolation".And this screen is not as good as Xue Chijing's whimsy, it can't lead to the opposite side.
As for whether there is a hole in the sky behind the display, they don't have the courage to verify it.Yes, does this export make sense;
If not, the gain outweighs the loss.So up to now, the three of them are still sitting on the sofa watching the screen with their own thoughts, and it is conceivable whether they are sitting safely or not.
……
Why it took so long, Fu Zexuan always knew in his mind, the decision of the end point has always been in Lu Shen's hands.
If Lu Shen didn't open his mouth, he could only spend his time here, not knowing the reason for the dream.
Tomorrow is Lu Shen's adult birthday.He said it was his birthday, but Fu Zexuan took the day he picked up Lu Shen as his birthday.
As the only time to celebrate Lu Shen's birthday, Fu Zexuan prepared a big "surprise" for him this time.
He told Lu Shen that he would take him out, but he didn't ask anything, and followed Fu Zexuan out without hesitation.Before halfway through the journey, Lu Shen suddenly showed curiosity about the purpose of the trip.
"Where are you taking me?" Lu Shen asked suddenly while still looking straight ahead.
Fu Zexuan glanced at him, but didn't answer.
"Why do you have to walk, isn't it good to take a car?"
"I never cared about me before, what are you doing all of a sudden this time?"
Fu Zexuan still didn't answer, but walked slowly and quietly, listening to Lu Shen ask him questions one by one.
The chaotic footsteps of the two suddenly became monotonous and rhythmic. It was Lu Shen who stopped and asked, "Don't you know how to answer?"
Fu Zexuan also stopped: "I'll be there soon."
In fact, his plan is very obvious. If he deliberately creates a conflict to let Lu Shen join, even if he knows that this is Fu Zexuan's intention, he will be willing to be involved.
Because in Fu Zexuan's view, being forced to adopt Lu Shen must have made Lu Shen very proud.
No matter who it is, they would not be willing to adopt a strange baby they met on the road, but Lu Shen wanted to put this fact in front of Fu Zexuan and let him choose. In order to solve this dream, Fu Zexuan had to follow Lu Shen's design to the end. It wasn't until after everything Lu Shen had arranged that he could find the source of Lu Shen's dream.
Or not found at all.
As a result, after adopting Lu Shen, Fu Zexuan no longer acted according to the script, and now he is even more unreasonable. He wants to take Lu Shen to an unknown destination. Of course, Lu Shen's mood will no longer be calm. With his words, Lu Shen must be very eager to ask Fu Zexuan's plan.
"You've always been like this, never willing to show up in front of me, and only pay for all the expenses. Since you have adopted children, why do you treat them with such an attitude?
If you can't raise your child with all your heart, don't decide to adopt the child lightly. Everyone should understand such a simple truth, right? "Lu Shen no longer concealed anything, and asked Fu Zexuan's back.
Fu Zexuan heard from the questioning that Lu Shen was particularly sensitive to the way of raising children.
But now is obviously not the best time to discuss this issue, so he turned around and answered lightly: "I was not the one who lied in the first place."
Then he looked at Lu Shen indifferently, and said, "If you want to know where to go, I can tell you." Lu Shen remained silent, neither asking nor answering.
"Isn't it strange that you haven't seen spring in so many years?"
"I'm used to it." Before answering, Lu Shen visibly hesitated: "It has something to do with you bringing me out?"
"Well. I will take you to see Chunjing before you turn 18." Fu Zexuan replied.
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Wu Youxing: Raising children is really tiring.
Xiao Wu: Are you sure you are raising a child?
Fu Zexuan: Raising children is really tiring.
Lu Shen: It's as if you really raised it.
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Thanks for reading...I've been wondering if Xiao Wu doesn't deserve to have a name hahaha!
The next chapter ends with room 1001... probably?
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49. Room 1101 ([-])
Beyond cognition, everything is possible.
Hearing Fu Zexuan say such impossible words in a flat tone, Lu Shen sneered: "Impossible."
"It is indeed impossible."
Lu Shen frowned: "Then..."
"Within your cognition." Fu Zexuan added.
Hearing this, Lu Shen looked seriously into Fu Zexuan's eyes, trying to find something different, but he could only see a deep sea without waves.
"It's not far away." Fu Zexuan turned around and took the lead to continue walking forward. Lu Shen could only follow suit and didn't ask any questions.
March, which should have been the season of prime spring, is still in the transition from winter to summer in this dream.
The eye-catching scenery is covered with a layer of cold color, as if glowing with ice blue light, and the pedestrians on the street are all wrapped in a thick coat, looking in a hurry.
Walking through the crowd, came to the park and the lake, even in this season, there are many people playing and laughing in the park, but the atmosphere of lively fusion is far away from them.
When passing through the dense woods, the scene is gradually different, and the feeling changes from cold to warm in an instant, as if the invisible color in the air changes from inorganic blue to green.
Going further in, a large open space appeared, and the lake ended at the foot of the mountain here.The pleasant light cherry color on the mountain wiped away the dullness in the eyes.
Seeing this scene, Lu Shen's complexion became serious, and he lost his previous stupefied temperament, and returned to the look Fu Zexuan had when he first saw him.
Standing on the open space, Fu Zexuan looked around the surrounding environment. There were egrets flying over the lake, intermittent emerald green around the lake, and the smeared cherry blossoms on the mountain bloomed with new colors, like a dream and a painting.
Lu Shen also looked at the surrounding environment like Fu Zexuan did, but it obviously couldn't attract his attention. Compared with the beautiful scenery, he cared more about what Fu Zexuan said: "Is this something you said that is beyond my cognition?"
"Ah."
"All the places I don't know have not been affected, and there are still four seasons, right?"
"Yes." Fu Zexuan pointed to the ground under his feet, "This should be the only place in China."
I don't know what Lu Shen was thinking, and his expression was calm. After a while, he shook his head lightly and said with a smile, "I lost."
As soon as he finished speaking, Fu Zexuan continued: "You didn't lose."
Lu Shen's design was to trap him in room 1001, and possibly every room after that.
In this room, what tried to keep him was warmth and gratitude, which happened to be not the emotions that Fu Zexuan would believe.
"I underestimated you." Lu Shen admitted.
"It can't be called underestimation." I didn't expect him to have such a temperament.
Lu Shen laughed lightly, as if mocking himself: "Yes, I didn't expect that."
Then, without leaving any gaps, he fixed his eyes on Fu Zexuan, and declared to Fu Zexuan with absolute certainty: "It won't be like this next time."
Unexpectedly, Fu Zexuan nodded to him.
Seeing his fearless appearance, Lu Shen smiled even more cheerfully. With the glowing green light all over his body, the light blurred on his smiling face, making him look a little weird.
And Fu Zexuan watched Lu Shen's figure disappear in the light, and then the light gradually became stronger, engulfing the whole world and dying around him, and he returned to the darkness, the same scene as when he just entered Lu Shen's dream, I don't know when, Where will there be light, there is only endless waiting.
Fu Zexuan moved his steps, and saw the light cherry-colored scene just now, this time it was close to him.
Witnessing the wonderful moment of the first spring cherry blossoms, the eyes extend to the end of the cherry blossom scene, which is a door surrounded by flowers.
When he came to the door, Fu Zexuan opened it without hesitation and walked out, and the door slammed shut behind him.
He went back to room 1001.
The sky outside the corridor is still snowing, and it is falling on the ground, but there is no pile of snow anywhere, which adds a lot to the feeling of fantasy and unreality.
He dug out the left trouser pocket, and as expected, he found another piece of jammed paper in it, and the text was written in the same way as before.
"Gentleness exists in the world, it does not belong to me. Even though I abandoned it, I never gave up the hope of life."
"The origin that was abandoned, together with Gaia, is immortal."
At first glance, these three sentences are too ambiguous, and there are many words that can be regarded as key points.
Tenderness, the world, me, abandonment (abandonment), origin, life, hope.
Having learned from the first experience, this time Fu Zexuan only
In the 460th year of the star calendar, Fu Zexuan was 16 years old, and he was in a period when he had just gained relative freedom but was not controlled by anyone—although it cannot be said to be free now—
He was penniless at the time, and he wanted to follow the flow of people wherever he went, but he followed him to this fork in the road by mistake.
Apart from his cello skills, he doesn’t have any other means of earning a living. Standing in front of Xingzao Piano Store, he hesitated for a long time: whether he should make a living from music, whether he can successfully apply for a job as a minor, and even I have thought about the future development of my life as a personal music teacher.
Finally, he stepped into the door of the piano store, and since then his attitude towards music and even his life have changed.
After stepping into the piano store and learning about his intentions, Wu Youxing readily expressed his willingness to listen to him play a song.
After the end, there was no trace of a smile on his face. When he met Fu Zexuan's confused eyes, his expression softened, and he said, "If you don't know where to go, just bring music with you. You won't lose your way even in the ends of the world."
Fu Zexuan was grateful to Wu Youxing, the owner of the piano shop.Wu Youxing heard that he played the piano with no skill but no emotion, and pointed out the hesitation in his piano sound. For this reason, he handed over a compass to point the way for Fu Zexuan, and solved the problems in life for him.
This made Fu Zexuan decide to take music as his life partner in the future. This guide is the extradition of "D", without him there would be no "D".
During the 16 years from the age of 24 to the age of 8, Fu Zexuan has been registered in the Xingzao Piano Store. For the first four years, it was Wu Youxing’s personal resume. From the age of 18, he traveled abroad until the age of 20. He participated in some international competitions and won good rankings. , After returning to China, he hung up his resume.
After returning to China, he played it again for Wu Youxing, but Wu Youxing still said that he could not hear the emotion from his piano sound.
Fu Zexuan has never cared about this evaluation, as long as everything brought by his skills can sustain his livelihood, he does not need more emotions to support the repertoire he plays.
The more important point is that he can't hear the difference between his own piano sound and what Wu Youxing called "the emotional piano sound".
Even so, he can still feel that his own piano sound cannot be integrated with the cello of "Yong Ye".That's why he never used this violin.
Aside from this point, Wu Youxing brought too much positive influence to Fu Zexuan, so that when he knew Wu Youxing's original intention to help him later, he couldn't turn around and leave decisively.
And now, he stands in front of 24-year-old Wu Youxing with a 28-year-old posture. What will the young and energetic Wu Youxing say to him?
Is it "Bring the music together", is it "Any song without emotion is soulless", or "I don't need you"?
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?Hushan Experimental Middle School: Guidance 27. Zhong Sude's dream ([-]), in which this middle school and the northern commercial center once appeared, and other things.
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Fu Zexuan: A musician with no emotion.
Xu Han: I don’t believe in anything, just believe in my family’s Xuanxuan.
Xue Chijing: Fu Zexuan is the chief culprit who made me cold, and I will continue to work hard to hate him in the future.
Fu Zexuan: I am not only the culprit of your cold silence.
Xue Chijing:? ?That should be more thank you.
Yu Hengyun: The sense of existence is decreasing day by day.
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47. Room 1001 ([-])
It was all just a single thought, but I watched everything change.
"Welcome." The waiter at the front desk greeted, "Do you want to buy a musical instrument or learn a musical instrument?"
"Look for Wu Youxing."
Seeing Fu Zexuan's casual appearance as if he had entered his own place, the waiter was taken aback and told him to wait a while, then called him and said, "Please wait a moment, he will come right away."
Fu Zexuan nodded in understanding, and sat on the bench to observe the decoration of the piano store. Sure enough, it has not changed since then.
He couldn't help but imagine Wu Youxing's 28-year-old appearance.Then I thought of the way this man used to raise his legs and beat him while eating melon seeds.
That was the day he returned from his travels and played a song "Shang" for Wu Youxing.
"It's okay this time, what are you thinking about playing the piano?"
"you."
"I'm so charming?" Wu Youxing raised his left and right hands to look at both sides, and said, "Isn't this a big and thin pole?"
"You are hateful." Fu Zexuan dialed three notes in turn from high to low, trying to create a sense of humor with his words.
Wu Youxing shook his finger: "You said it was a hateful mood, how could I hear the feeling of being sentimental and lingering from it?"
After finishing speaking, he saw Fu Zexuan moved his body 180 degrees, turned his back to him and began to play the cello, he couldn't help laughing: "Don't be angry, I'm joking."
Seeing that Fu Zexuan still ignored him, he coaxed him to show Fu Zexuan his collection.This aroused Fu Zexuan's interest, so he moved his body back to face Wu Youxing.This action of his made Wu Youxing couldn't help laughing again.
With a smile on his face, Wu Youxing got up and walked behind Fu Zexuan, put his shoulders on his shoulders and asked him to turn right [-] degrees to face the wall on the right, then walked to the corner of the wall next to the door, and put his left middle finger on the sensor. The door didn't open. This wall opens a thin layer like a sensor door from the middle, revealing an exhibition room inside.
Really echoing Wu Youxing's proud "treasure", Fu Zexuan asked, "Is it all yours?"
"Yes." Wu Youxing turned on the lights in the exhibition room, and the scene inside seemed crystal clear and unreal.
The exhibition cabinets embedded in the walls on three sides are interlaced with various musical instruments of Eastern and Western orchestras. In the middle of the exhibition room is a crystal piano placed on a spacious round platform. People feel that the scene is shocking enough.
Fu Zexuan is not clear about the brands and prices of all the instruments in it, but this does not affect his appreciation of their shapes and designs, which achieve the most exquisite sound effects with a minimalist design.
Seeing Fu Zexuan's amazed gaze, Wu Youxing flaunted, "It cost me a lot of money."
"A lot of money?" It should be more than a lot of money.
"Yes, so I have only installed and repaired once in more than ten years, and changed the front desk once, and now I can only sit here and listen to you playing the piano."
"Uh..." Not wanting to hear what Wu Youxing's hurtful mouth said to him, Fu Zexuan picked up the cello and prepared to put it back in the bag, and took it away, but Wu Youxing stopped him.
"Don't, don't, just sit here and wait."
Wu Youxing hurriedly pushed Fu Zexuan back to the chair, opened the door of the exhibition room and got in. After a while, he came out with a cello, which seemed to be similar to an ordinary cello in terms of appearance and structure.
"Come on, try."
After receiving the cello and matching bow from Wu Youxing, Fu Zexuan tightened the bow hair while observing the bow body of the bow. The fibers that make the bow body stretched impeccably straight. The cello was returned to Wu Youxing.
"What are you doing?" Although Wu Youxing asked, he still knew Fu Zexuan's request in his heart. He took the piano and took some time to tune it for Fu Zexuan to start trying the piano.
Fu Zexuan simply played a minor tune and put the head of the piano on his shoulders.
"Don't try again?"
"My qin's sound can't blend with this qin." Fu Zexuan shook his head and handed the qin back, but Wu Youxing refused, saying that he would give him the qin.
"I'm not for it."
"No, you're the best fit."
"You heard it too." Fu Zexuan frowned, unwilling to accept it, but Wu Youxing insisted on giving him the piano and was unwilling to charge a penny, which made Fu Zexuan puzzled.
From the very beginning when I heard a piece of music, I decided to recruit him, taught him, helped him, and gave without asking for anything in return. I have never seen a charitable person like Wu Youxing.Fu Zexuan then asked him why, but got an answer that was beyond sloppy.
"Entrusted by others."
It's that person, that's why he said that he will never be truly free, and no matter how he walks, he will brand that person's mark on every step he takes.
Seeing that Fu Zexuan's expression was a little off, Wu Youxing hurriedly explained, "I want to give the piano myself. This is my junior brother's most proud work. I entrusted me to find someone who is destined. The musical instruments in the exhibition cabinet are all incomplete. So I would rather entrust it to my bosom friend than let it enjoy loneliness without hearing it.”
It is completely perfunctory to be entrusted by others, and Wu Youxing's attitude towards him is indeed beyond reproach.
"Musical instruments are born to be played." As soon as Fu Zexuan's expression softened, Wu Youxing struck while the iron was hot, and said sincerely: "Although you feel that you can't fit this piano now, when you find yourself, you will definitely find this "Yong Ye" "The sound of truth. "
Fu Zexuan finally accepted the cello named "Yong Ye", because he was threatened "If you don't accept it, throw it in the warehouse." This piano, but I have never touched this piano again, and it is also dusty.
But he and Wu Youxing were still estranged in the end, and they could never return to the original way of getting along as both relatives and friends.
In the end, nothing was worth a single thought, and he couldn't let go of his prejudice.
It took a long time to reminisce about the past, but Wu Youxing has not yet appeared, which is more like his style.Fu Zexuan raised his eyes and met the curious eyes of the front desk clerk.
Seeing Fu Zexuan looked over, the front desk clerk smiled back, walked over and sat next to him in a graceful manner, and asked, "What do you want Wu Youxing to do?"
"Apply for a private tutor."
The waiter asked him if he knew the situation of Xingzuo Piano Store, Fu Zexuan nodded.
In order to make profits, most piano shops offer so-called musical instrument teaching courses while selling musical instruments. In fact, the standard in any aspect is not high, especially some of them have no qualifications for musical instrument teaching.
The difference between Xingsuo is that it is only in the business of selling musical instruments under the name of a piano store, and cooperates with first-class musical instrument brands to monopolize sales.
The musical instrument teaching part is the Star Music Art Training Center opened by Wu Youxing’s teacher, the famous cellist Feng Yu. employment relationship.
The training center is just one floor away from here, and it is only for children's preschool music training until they get the amateur music qualification certificate.
Speaking of which, it was thanks to Wu Youxing that Fu Zexuan was able to work in this institution before.
The waiter was about to say something more, when a hearty question came from the back door leading to the studio from the front desk: "Xiao Xia, who asked me to come, could it be that you missed me and just found a reason to trick me?"
It turned out that this was Xiao Xia, Fu Zexuan remembered an anecdote he had heard in the past.
Here "Xiao Xia" stood up and argued with Wu Youxing with a displeased face: "How many times have you said this? It's Xiao Wu, not Xiao Xia!"
Previously in the piano store, Fu Zexuan heard Xiao Xia, a waiter more than ten years later, say that when Xiao Wu was still working in the piano store, Wu Youxing always called her by the wrong surname and insisted on calling her "Xiao Xia".
Later, it was replaced by Xiao Xia as the receptionist. When Wu Youxing called her for the first time, she missed "Xiao Wu" once, but according to Xiao Xia, "I seemed to see him smile bitterly, and he never called her by my name again."
He didn't know what to say then, and he doesn't know now.But Fu Zexuan could see the aloof atmosphere between the two, the playful quarrel that they knew each other well.The meaningless words you say and me say, but you also enjoy it.
Fu Zexuan watched from the side, ready to wait for their quarrel to finish before making a sound to remind him of his existence.
Xiao Wu suddenly realized that he had forgotten the presence of the visitor, and said angrily: "I won't quarrel with you, someone is looking for it."
Following Xiao Wu's gaze and introducing hand, Wu Youxing looked towards Fu Zexuan.
"You are so tall and handsome." Wu Youxing looked him up and down, and was surprised: "Why are you holding a child?"
Not knowing how to explain, Fu Zexuan simply nodded, indicating that he was indeed bringing a child with him.
Seeing this, Xiao Wu asked suspiciously, "I thought you knew him?"
"Have I introduced you before I want to get to know you?" Wu Youxing said bluntly, "So, what can you do with me?"
"I forgot to tell you, I'm here to apply for the job." Xiao Wu interjected beside him.
"So, you are here to apply for the front desk job? Then Xiao Wu, you let him come in to grab your job?"
"I'm here to apply for a personal trainer!" Xiao Wu punched him, and was about to go to the front desk to continue standing, but was stopped by Wu Youxing: "What are you doing, talk about something quickly."
"This." Wu Youxing stretched out his index finger and carefully pointed at the baby in Fu Zexuan's arms, causing Xiao Wu to roll his eyes again: "I'll leave it to you."
Xiao Wu carefully took the baby from Fu Zexuan's hand. Seeing his chubby face, he couldn't help reaching out to touch him, but he didn't see him crying, so he couldn't help laughing: "It's so cute."
"Come with me." Wu Youxing turned around and walked to the door where he came and went, Fu Zexuan followed him without hesitation.
I only heard Xiao Wu muttering from behind: "I'm so relieved to give it to others, maybe I picked it up."
Wu Youxing snorted, apparently hearing this too.The two of them walked through two nested rooms and came to the back door of the third room. Wu Youxing took out the keys in his pocket and looked back at Fu Zexuan: "What musician? You came to apply for the job without bringing any instrument?"
"Cello." Fu Zexuan followed Wu Youxing through the glass path between the two buildings and entered the training center, without answering his other question.
Wu Youxing first took him into an empty piano room, went to the musical instrument room and randomly picked a piano for him to use: "Just play a solo."
It's still the same as before, regardless of qualifications, level, and no need to take any materials to prove yourself. It only takes one piece of music to recognize this person, but Fu Zexuan only has time for this piece of music.
When it comes to cello solo, the first thing that comes to mind of any cellist must be Bach's unaccompanied cello suites.
Fu Zexuan loves Gavotte 1012 & 1 and Gigue from the sixth suite of Op. 2, but he is not going to play these two pieces. Although Gigue is very suitable for expressing his bowing skills, it is the one that best expresses him. The repertoire is undoubtedly another choice.
Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and draw the first note from the bow.
BMV1011, Suite No. [-], Sarabande in C minor.
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The development of this chapter was originally expected to be faster. It was good for Wu Youxing to show his face, but he added a lot of scenes while writing, and suddenly added something inappropriate to the original rhythm hahaha.
If you little angels have any suggestions or guesses about the plot, you can discuss it in the comment area!
Thanks for supporting and reading!Some people read, bookmark, and comment on the article is the motivation for me to write the article haha——
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Wu Youxing: He obviously likes bright and brilliant repertoires, but insists on using darkness to express himself, what a kid.
Xuanxuan: I just like it, you don't care about me, let you not cherish Xiao Wu, and you will regret it when he disappears.
Wu Youxing: It's so strange, why should I cherish myself, and I must know when I'm gone.
Xuanxuan: ...
Wu Youxing: So what do you want to play the piano?
Xuanxuan: What does it matter to you?
Q: Xuanxuan your character design is about to collapse.
Xuanxuan: ... [Quickly shut up]
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48. Room 1001 ([-])
Why follow the rules of the game.
Walking alone in a single tone, hovering in the dance music, gloomy like the depression and despair of not seeing any twilight in the lonely night, but also praying to find a comfort in this bleakness, so complaining.
The composition is simple to the extreme, and the emotion that crosses the scale. After the end of the song, Fu Zexuan couldn't get out of the artistic conception of the song for a long time.
Wu Youxing closed his eyes even more, frowning, and didn't say a word for a long time.Fu Zexuan knew that this was a sign that he was still immersed in the music, and was just waiting for him to savor the aftertaste and give an answer.
"Okay, you can stay here." Wu Youxing came out of his emotions, and said nothing, only expressing that he agreed with Fu Zexuan's staying.
Nodding, Fu Zexuan returned the piano to Wu Youxing, and got his question: "You don't ask anything?"
"Ask what?" Fu Zexuan looked at him expressionlessly.
Wu Youxing shook his head: "How long have you been learning the piano?"
"In 19 years, I didn't practice much in some years."
Wu Youxing seems to have completed the task of routine inquiry, not caring about the content of the answer: "What are your requirements?"
"No resume, no piano, no housing." Fu Zexuan answered honestly.
"Okay, I'll arrange it for you." Wu Youxing nodded.
"What about you?"
Wu Youxing was obviously stunned, and asked back: "What me?"
"Your question and request."
Fu Zexuan blinked, and seeing Wu Youxing blinked too, his face that had been cold before was tense, and his expression finally eased.
Seeing this, Wu Youxing smiled, raised his zygomatic muscles on Fu Zexuan's cheeks with both hands, and squeezed out an unnatural smile for him: "That's right! How can a young man not have any vitality."
Fu Zexuan knocked off his hand and insisted on asking: "Answer."
Wu Youxing restrained his smile, thought for a while and said, "Just play me a song every day."
"Uh..." This request was too simple, and Fu Zexuan added another condition: "The rent will be deducted from the salary."
Wu Youxing waved his hands: "No need, the appearance fee for a song is not enough to pay the rent? I still think it's too little."
It's hard for Wu Youxing to value him so much, and Fu Zexuan couldn't say anything more: "Thank you."
"Just don't forget your promise." Obviously obsessed with listening to Fu Zexuan every day, Wu Youxing reminded him again.
"it is good."
"Settle down first, and then we'll talk about everything else." Wu Youxing helped Fu Zexuan put the piano away, walked out and signaled, "Let's go, I'll show you the house."
Wu Youxing didn't ask him anything about his origin and qualifications. Fu Zexuan pursed his lips, followed Wu Youxing and walked back to the piano shop, thanked Xiao Wu, and went to see the rented house with Wu Youxing with the baby in his arms.
The destination is on the top floor of the piano store building, which is the room that Fu Zexuan chose himself after being picked up by Wu Youxing at the age of 16. He spent two years here until he lived in Guanhaiyuan when he became an adult.
Wu Youxing opened the door of the room and asked him to go in and take a look. He went in and walked around as he said. The furniture inside was covered with dust sheets, but the size and layout of the furniture were completely familiar, except for the placement of a few small objects. different.
Fu Zexuan felt that this room probably hadn't been changed much since it was just renovated until he moved in, which made him feel very kind.
"It's just a utility room. You can live in it and it will make you more popular." Wu Youxing leaned against the door with his arms folded and asked with a nonchalant expression, "How is it? Are you satisfied?"
Turning around and standing still, Fu Zexuan nodded, and once again received Wu Youxing's favor, he still felt the same gratitude after many years, but he opened his mouth, but he couldn't say any more words of gratitude.
Wu Youxing glanced at him: "Can you handle the rest by yourself?"
"Ah."
"Then I'll go first." This meant that he didn't want to hear any more words of thanks, and Wu Youxing just left room for Fu Zexuan.
Standing at the door and watching Wu Youxing leave, Fu Zexuan said abruptly to the air, "What do you want to say?"
There was no answer, which showed that Lu Shen didn't want to negotiate with him for the time being. Fu Zexuan sighed softly and began to tidy up the house.
Daily necessities and baby products need to be prepared separately, but this is undoubtedly another problem.
After tidying up the house, Fu Zexuan went downstairs to throw out the trash, walking in the corridor still thinking about whether he should raise this issue with Wu Youxing with a shy face.
After walking a few steps, there was the sound of heavy footsteps and the rubbing of plastic bags in the corridor.
In a blink of an eye, I ran into two people each carrying several large bags. The person in front was wearing a black jacket, and the person behind was wearing a suit and tie.
When they saw Fu Zexuan, they immediately stopped and asked, "Excuse me, is this Mr. Fu?"
"Ah."
"The delivery you ordered, will it be brought up for you?" asked the delivery man in the black jacket.
"Come up." Fu Zexuan took the garbage back and put it outside the door, and brought the four big bags back to the house.
After sending the delivery man away, he squatted down and looked through the four bags of things, which were daily necessities that he was still struggling with how to get them.
The person in the back seemed to be someone who worked for Wu Youxing, put down several bags in different packages, straightened his waist and said respectfully: "Young Master asked me to bring a few sets of clothes."
Fu Zexuan thanked Wu Youxing for his thoughtfulness, and sent the man back to the room before he could finally relax.
With Wu Youxing's generous support to the sympathetic musicians, Fu Zexuan's life is finally on the right track.
Live in the room on the top floor at the corner, do a job that can support two people, and temporarily provide supplies for two people to live a comfortable life.
In this way, Fu Zexuan's arduous journey of upbringing began stumblingly.
17 years later.
These 17 years outside the screen are really like a movie. When the screen goes black, four white characters slowly appear.The three people who were staring at the screen sighed for a while.
But for Fu Zexuan, these 17 years have been spent in real terms.
Although he has spent 17 years here, Fu Zexuan never forgot that this is a dreamland. One is that there is no spring here;
One is that his appearance has never changed. In contrast, Lu Shen has been growing.
During this growing process, Fu Zexuan's job was just to pay.In the beginning, I had to take Lu Shen to work and asked Xiao Wu to take care of him. Later, when Lu Shen was a little older, he was put in kindergarten and school, and he was never cared about.
In terms of material, Fu Zexuan will buy him what he should have, and he will send him to learn as long as Lu Shen is interested in the courses.
The only thing missing is the love of family.Fu Zexuan didn't want to treat Lu Shen like his family, so he didn't stay with Lu Shen if he could. He tried to hand him over to various teachers, and he often went out to see no one for a long time.To sum it up, Fu Zexuan and Lu Shen had very few conversations in these years.
This kind of attitude and behavior is not uncommonly criticized by Xiao Wu. He often nags with Fu Zexuan, and he doesn't take care of him when he has a child. Why did he decide to give birth to him in the first place.
There is no denying Xiao Wu's words such as "giving birth to him" and "making up his mind to raise a child", but Fu Zexuan still has his own reasons for not getting too close to Lu Shen.
The temptation when he came to this room for the first time did not get any response, but he believed that Lu Shen knew everything, including the fact that he was in a dream, and even everything the four of them experienced in this dream.
So Fu Zexuan doesn't think that the insignificant love of 17 years can shake the root of this dream.
This is just a high-sounding reason, the fundamental reason is that Fu Zexuan does not want to show him love.
……
"Why did it take so long with him?" This was a question that the three people outside the screen were very concerned about, and Xu Han asked it first.
Xue Chijing's snacks were almost eaten, he patted his hands full of debris, shrugged and said, "I don't know."
The two of them had the same feeling. Not long after entering the dreamland this time, Yu Hengyun's performance was a little off. He walked alone in the dark silently, and his breath was relaxed the moment he saw the screen. He kept looking at the screen in a muffled voice without giving any instructions.
They don't need to talk about this, Yu Hengyun himself knows that he is just barely maintaining his usual state, and he is more powerless in his heart than not being able to participate.
The entire space has been inspected by them, and there is no exit to the outside world, which clearly shows the meaning of "isolation".And this screen is not as good as Xue Chijing's whimsy, it can't lead to the opposite side.
As for whether there is a hole in the sky behind the display, they don't have the courage to verify it.Yes, does this export make sense;
If not, the gain outweighs the loss.So up to now, the three of them are still sitting on the sofa watching the screen with their own thoughts, and it is conceivable whether they are sitting safely or not.
……
Why it took so long, Fu Zexuan always knew in his mind, the decision of the end point has always been in Lu Shen's hands.
If Lu Shen didn't open his mouth, he could only spend his time here, not knowing the reason for the dream.
Tomorrow is Lu Shen's adult birthday.He said it was his birthday, but Fu Zexuan took the day he picked up Lu Shen as his birthday.
As the only time to celebrate Lu Shen's birthday, Fu Zexuan prepared a big "surprise" for him this time.
He told Lu Shen that he would take him out, but he didn't ask anything, and followed Fu Zexuan out without hesitation.Before halfway through the journey, Lu Shen suddenly showed curiosity about the purpose of the trip.
"Where are you taking me?" Lu Shen asked suddenly while still looking straight ahead.
Fu Zexuan glanced at him, but didn't answer.
"Why do you have to walk, isn't it good to take a car?"
"I never cared about me before, what are you doing all of a sudden this time?"
Fu Zexuan still didn't answer, but walked slowly and quietly, listening to Lu Shen ask him questions one by one.
The chaotic footsteps of the two suddenly became monotonous and rhythmic. It was Lu Shen who stopped and asked, "Don't you know how to answer?"
Fu Zexuan also stopped: "I'll be there soon."
In fact, his plan is very obvious. If he deliberately creates a conflict to let Lu Shen join, even if he knows that this is Fu Zexuan's intention, he will be willing to be involved.
Because in Fu Zexuan's view, being forced to adopt Lu Shen must have made Lu Shen very proud.
No matter who it is, they would not be willing to adopt a strange baby they met on the road, but Lu Shen wanted to put this fact in front of Fu Zexuan and let him choose. In order to solve this dream, Fu Zexuan had to follow Lu Shen's design to the end. It wasn't until after everything Lu Shen had arranged that he could find the source of Lu Shen's dream.
Or not found at all.
As a result, after adopting Lu Shen, Fu Zexuan no longer acted according to the script, and now he is even more unreasonable. He wants to take Lu Shen to an unknown destination. Of course, Lu Shen's mood will no longer be calm. With his words, Lu Shen must be very eager to ask Fu Zexuan's plan.
"You've always been like this, never willing to show up in front of me, and only pay for all the expenses. Since you have adopted children, why do you treat them with such an attitude?
If you can't raise your child with all your heart, don't decide to adopt the child lightly. Everyone should understand such a simple truth, right? "Lu Shen no longer concealed anything, and asked Fu Zexuan's back.
Fu Zexuan heard from the questioning that Lu Shen was particularly sensitive to the way of raising children.
But now is obviously not the best time to discuss this issue, so he turned around and answered lightly: "I was not the one who lied in the first place."
Then he looked at Lu Shen indifferently, and said, "If you want to know where to go, I can tell you." Lu Shen remained silent, neither asking nor answering.
"Isn't it strange that you haven't seen spring in so many years?"
"I'm used to it." Before answering, Lu Shen visibly hesitated: "It has something to do with you bringing me out?"
"Well. I will take you to see Chunjing before you turn 18." Fu Zexuan replied.
The author says:
Wu Youxing: Raising children is really tiring.
Xiao Wu: Are you sure you are raising a child?
Fu Zexuan: Raising children is really tiring.
Lu Shen: It's as if you really raised it.
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Thanks for reading...I've been wondering if Xiao Wu doesn't deserve to have a name hahaha!
The next chapter ends with room 1001... probably?
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49. Room 1101 ([-])
Beyond cognition, everything is possible.
Hearing Fu Zexuan say such impossible words in a flat tone, Lu Shen sneered: "Impossible."
"It is indeed impossible."
Lu Shen frowned: "Then..."
"Within your cognition." Fu Zexuan added.
Hearing this, Lu Shen looked seriously into Fu Zexuan's eyes, trying to find something different, but he could only see a deep sea without waves.
"It's not far away." Fu Zexuan turned around and took the lead to continue walking forward. Lu Shen could only follow suit and didn't ask any questions.
March, which should have been the season of prime spring, is still in the transition from winter to summer in this dream.
The eye-catching scenery is covered with a layer of cold color, as if glowing with ice blue light, and the pedestrians on the street are all wrapped in a thick coat, looking in a hurry.
Walking through the crowd, came to the park and the lake, even in this season, there are many people playing and laughing in the park, but the atmosphere of lively fusion is far away from them.
When passing through the dense woods, the scene is gradually different, and the feeling changes from cold to warm in an instant, as if the invisible color in the air changes from inorganic blue to green.
Going further in, a large open space appeared, and the lake ended at the foot of the mountain here.The pleasant light cherry color on the mountain wiped away the dullness in the eyes.
Seeing this scene, Lu Shen's complexion became serious, and he lost his previous stupefied temperament, and returned to the look Fu Zexuan had when he first saw him.
Standing on the open space, Fu Zexuan looked around the surrounding environment. There were egrets flying over the lake, intermittent emerald green around the lake, and the smeared cherry blossoms on the mountain bloomed with new colors, like a dream and a painting.
Lu Shen also looked at the surrounding environment like Fu Zexuan did, but it obviously couldn't attract his attention. Compared with the beautiful scenery, he cared more about what Fu Zexuan said: "Is this something you said that is beyond my cognition?"
"Ah."
"All the places I don't know have not been affected, and there are still four seasons, right?"
"Yes." Fu Zexuan pointed to the ground under his feet, "This should be the only place in China."
I don't know what Lu Shen was thinking, and his expression was calm. After a while, he shook his head lightly and said with a smile, "I lost."
As soon as he finished speaking, Fu Zexuan continued: "You didn't lose."
Lu Shen's design was to trap him in room 1001, and possibly every room after that.
In this room, what tried to keep him was warmth and gratitude, which happened to be not the emotions that Fu Zexuan would believe.
"I underestimated you." Lu Shen admitted.
"It can't be called underestimation." I didn't expect him to have such a temperament.
Lu Shen laughed lightly, as if mocking himself: "Yes, I didn't expect that."
Then, without leaving any gaps, he fixed his eyes on Fu Zexuan, and declared to Fu Zexuan with absolute certainty: "It won't be like this next time."
Unexpectedly, Fu Zexuan nodded to him.
Seeing his fearless appearance, Lu Shen smiled even more cheerfully. With the glowing green light all over his body, the light blurred on his smiling face, making him look a little weird.
And Fu Zexuan watched Lu Shen's figure disappear in the light, and then the light gradually became stronger, engulfing the whole world and dying around him, and he returned to the darkness, the same scene as when he just entered Lu Shen's dream, I don't know when, Where will there be light, there is only endless waiting.
Fu Zexuan moved his steps, and saw the light cherry-colored scene just now, this time it was close to him.
Witnessing the wonderful moment of the first spring cherry blossoms, the eyes extend to the end of the cherry blossom scene, which is a door surrounded by flowers.
When he came to the door, Fu Zexuan opened it without hesitation and walked out, and the door slammed shut behind him.
He went back to room 1001.
The sky outside the corridor is still snowing, and it is falling on the ground, but there is no pile of snow anywhere, which adds a lot to the feeling of fantasy and unreality.
He dug out the left trouser pocket, and as expected, he found another piece of jammed paper in it, and the text was written in the same way as before.
"Gentleness exists in the world, it does not belong to me. Even though I abandoned it, I never gave up the hope of life."
"The origin that was abandoned, together with Gaia, is immortal."
At first glance, these three sentences are too ambiguous, and there are many words that can be regarded as key points.
Tenderness, the world, me, abandonment (abandonment), origin, life, hope.
Having learned from the first experience, this time Fu Zexuan only
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