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everything that is born.

Lu Shen pointed this out with a wicked sense of humor: "They saw all your actions in the two rooms in front, including taking a shower and sleeping."

"Xuanxuan don't listen to his nonsense!" Xu Han retorted, "We can only see the subtitles for these things: "xx". "

Xue Chijing said meaningfully: "If you say you see it, Mr. Lu is the one. He has been sneaking by Mr. Fu's side all the time. He probably saw everything, right?"

Lu Shen smiled and said nothing, all he cared about was Fu Zexuan's reaction, and Fu Zexuan still looked like he didn't care when the sky fell, so his expression didn't change, he just calmly called the four of them to sit on the sofa.

Lu Shen and Fu Zexuan took the lead in sitting face to face on two single sofas. Xue Chijing glanced at Yu Hengyun, pulled Xu Han to sit on the couch, and left Major General Yu to sit alone on the sofa.

The scene was quiet for a while, and no one spoke.

Xue Chijing couldn't stand a standoff the most. He rubbed his hair, leaned on the back of the sofa with his hands folded, and complained loudly on purpose: "Tsk, why are you always like this, are you really talking like a golden mouth?"

"Hey." Xu Han couldn't help laughing.

"Continue, there are still many things that have not been explained clearly before?"

Yu Hengyun has been paying attention to Fu Zexuan's side, so he easily caught Fu Zexuan's quick glance at him before speaking.

"Ah?" Somewhat puzzled, but Fu Zexuan had already started to explain, so he couldn't help but think about the meaning of this glance.

Fu Zexuan said it very simply, as if he directly used the previous theory to prevaricate them, but he couldn't find anything to refute——

Similar to blindfolding, in a dream, if you think that a certain person does not exist here, you will not be able to see this person's figure. Only when someone breaks through, you can remove the confusion and see his figure.

"I didn't say that, your explanation can be explained clearly in one sentence: "It's just because you are in this mountain", right? "Xue Chijing was speechless.

But Fu Zexuan admitted this clumsy explanation solemnly: "Almost."

After Yu Hengyun listened, he observed Xue Chijing and Xu Han's performance without any trace, and frowned.

It was so unusual, even though all three of them had memories from the dream, considering the environment they were in, it was not impossible for him to understand.

And thinking deeper, is the point that he has never understood. Why would he dream of the scene when he was awakened?

Thinking of this, his original mentality of long-term fishing collapsed, and he was eager to find out what Fu Zexuan was planning.

What do the previous seemingly illogical dreams indicate?

His probing eyes met Fu Zexuan's once again, and although there was a wave in those eyes, it was not the kind of emotion he expected.

Thinking of the phrase "like" that he heard not long ago, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes, as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and finally he was discouraged.

When these eyes saw him, there was no sense of joy, so how could it be like the young man kept saying that there was no joy in his heart?

But Yu Hengyun knew very well that he was different from young people. Although he approached purposefully at the beginning, after repeated temptations, he almost caught up with him in the process. His originally calm heart was stirred again and again, and then he gave birth to More probing.

His mood fluctuated with Fu Zexuan's actions, so he had already understood what this unique special meant, but he hadn't been able to understand the mood of the person he entrusted his mood to.

Fu Zexuan didn't understand Yu Hengyun's deep eyes, but he felt something different, and frowned to avoid his gaze.

Don't be impatient yet.Yu Hengyun is very confident in his patience, and he will know everything after all. Before reaching the end, the lion still has full patience, peeling off the prey's camouflage layer by layer.

He turned his eyes away from Fu Zexuan for a long time, looked at Lu Shen, and asked politely: "I have a question that needs your answer."

Lu Shen put the last cup of tea in front of him, sat back on the sofa and replied, "Excuse me."

"Why is your dream about Fu Zexuan's past?"

The other two became excited when they heard Yu Hengyun's question, and they all focused on listening to Lu Shen's answer.

But Lu Shen shook his head: "About this, I don't know myself... All I know is that I can let go of it now."

Yu Hengyun asked: "What are you relieved of?"

"Uh..." Lu Shen lowered his eyes and pursed his lips, wondering if he should tear his heart away and pour out all these disgraceful and dirty things for others to see.

But Fu Zexuan said suddenly: "You don't have to say it."

But the dream has such a magical power that turns all hesitation into courage.

Seeing that Lu Shen seemed to be about to say something, Fu Zexuan suddenly made a look, and Lu Shen shut up again and nodded slightly.

Before the three of Yu Hengyun could react, they disappeared into the space, leaving only Lu Shen and Fu Zexuan sitting opposite each other.

Xue Chijing sat up in shock, facing the soldier guarding the bed, and the other two were no exception.

"What's the situation? The bodyguard you hired, Major General, is quite powerful." Xu Han raised his eyebrows and looked at Yu Hengyun.

Yu Hengyun didn't say a word, he stood up and leaned against the wall with his arms folded, waiting silently.

The soldier closest to him went out, and soon followed the man in the snow-white military uniform.

Seeing the man's appearance clearly, Yu Hengyun rarely lost his composure, his pupils dilated in surprise: "Wen Ziyou, why is it you?"

Wen Ziyou swung all the soldiers back, only to meet Yu Hengyun who was surprised. He didn't understand why he had such an attitude: "Why can't it be me?"

Of course, Yu Hengyun couldn't say what he was surprised by, but when he thought of another person, he tentatively said, "Why didn't you follow..."

Wen Ziyou's expression, which was still radiant just now, suddenly became sad, but he couldn't help but wonder: "You asked this... Could it be possible to erase the memory after going in and waking up?"

Yu Hengyun pretended to understand suddenly: "Maybe I just woke up and my mind is still not clear."

Wen Ziyou's mood was visibly depressed, but he still noticed Fu Zexuan who hadn't woken up beside him: "What about him?"

The three of them didn't know, they didn't figure out anything yet, it was as if they were forced to go offline, and woke up after being kicked out of the dream by Lu Shen.

Xue Chijing tutted, "This is too bad."

Both Yu Hengyun and Xu Han knew what he meant, but it was not good to discuss the topic of "Even if Fu Zexuan wakes up, he will not be able to get any information" in front of Wen Ziyou.

But all three felt that things were far worse than that.

This dream ended too hastily, and they forced to leave before they could figure out anything.

And what's the matter, let those two talk alone?

Especially Yu Hengyun, thinking that there may be some ulterior secret between the two of them, and they have to be thrown out to be alone, the whole person is not well.

The author says:

Xuanxuan: You don't need to pick it up, I will show it to you myself.

Major General:? ?

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The next chapter, the next chapter must end this dream!

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[It turns out that I changed the name, so I said why I couldn’t find it, and I got fatter a little——]

[Changed the cover, thanks to my friends for making the cover! 】

[Today I am going to change the copywriting (I am not editing the copywriting, I wonder if I can attract a few cute readers? Although the content of the article is still not very attractive (frustrated.]

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60. Room 1404 ([-])

Right now, it's no secret.

After sending the three of them out of the dreamland, Lu Shen secretly looked at Fu Zexuan, who was calm on the face, and saw that he had no intention of speaking, so he took the initiative to provoke the topic: "It's the first time I've heard of sending people out of the dreamland directly." And this way.”

But except for some necessary topics, Fu Zexuan was not going to talk about other things with Lu Shen at all, so he still sat straight on the sofa, ignoring Lu Shen's tentative words.

Lu Shen's expression froze: "I thought you had something to say when you stayed here."

Fu Zexuan: "Yes."

He didn't seem to want to communicate at all, and Lu Shen was momentarily at a loss for words.

But a few hours ago, when the three of them hadn't reached this point, it was he who promised to listen to Fu Zexuan and throw them out of the dream.

Lu Shen glanced at Fu Zexuan's "nothing to say" refusal expression, thinking about what to ask.

It’s just what Fu Zexuan said back then——

"Throw them out of the dream and answer your questions."

He couldn't help but excuse Fu Zexuan himself. Fu Zexuan didn't say to answer "all" questions at all. It was because he just didn't want to fully open his mind to those few people, so he followed Fu Zexuan's request and only left them here to face each other. speechless.

At least he still wants to make a good impression in front of his superiors, regardless of whether he has any unreasonable thoughts about this high-ranking major general.

But maybe after all this targeting of Fu Zexuan, he won't get a good impression, right?

Thinking of the few scenes he saw in Fu Zexuan's room, Lu Shen couldn't help laughing at himself.

After thinking about it randomly, Lu Shen finally picked a topic and asked, "Why don't you want them to know what we said?"

Fu Zexuan stared at him for a few seconds, as if thinking whether to tell him or not.

"No way, you can't talk about this kind of question?" Lu Shen laughed.

Fu Zexuan shook his head, "It's the same as the answer to your sentence. It's not the time yet, so there's no need to say it yet."

Lu Shen was surprised that he understood the logic of his words: "Anyway, I don't remember anything when I get out of here?"

Fu Zexuan nodded.

"Haven't you ever been curious? Why don't you remember, obviously real dreams will have memories."

It was a rare opportunity to communicate with a ready-made excellent ELTT, Lu Shen asked curiously.

"After so many years of research in the research institute, there is no result at all?" Fu Zexuan asked rhetorically.

"Uh..." Lu Shen almost couldn't laugh.

If it is not linked to the research of the research institute, it is not necessary, but if it is related to the results of the research institute, Lu Shen always feels that something is wrong.

After much deliberation, Lu Shen felt that this was a sign of Fu Zexuan's unwillingness to answer, so he had to give up the discussion, and changed the topic with a smile: "Let's talk about other topics."

Seeing that Fu Zexuan agreed, Lu Shen was relieved for some reason, and quickly turned back to the topic related to this dream.

I don't know why Fu Zexuan's past is in my dream - this is half true and half false.

Lu Shen really didn't understand how Fu Zexuan's past appeared in his dream, but he knew the reason why this past appeared.

Long before the name of Fu Zexuan's Awakening Master came out, Lu Shen knew about him.But about where and from whom Fu Zexuan knew, Lu Shen didn't talk about it at all. He just began to explain the source of this dream very sincerely.

"Before I fell asleep, I might just be a little bit unwilling." To admit one's selfishness is not easy to say, but Lu Shen seemed to be talking about today's weather.

He said that he was very dissatisfied that the status he had gained through hard work in the past few years was squeezed out by another person in just one month.

Fu Zexuan couldn't understand: "But this..."

"Yes, it's just a false name." Lu Shen himself knew it very well.But to him, this fame and status, which in a sense represents vanity, can give him great satisfaction.

"Who doesn't like it? To win the praise of everyone, to be sought after by people who used to be high, and to be chased after them to accept commissions."

Not knowing what to think of, Lu Shen showed a satisfied smile: "Can't you understand?"

Fu Zexuan said: "It is impossible."

"That's because you haven't enjoyed this kind of pleasure yet."

Lu Shen paused for a moment, and then said: "After you solve the problem of my dream, you will be the most famous when you go out. People in the entire awakener industry regard you as a benchmark;

When people are looking for an awakening teacher, you will be the first thing that comes to mind, and you can even take the initiative to choose a client without caring about anyone's eyes. "

"Thinking about this treatment, do you think the future is bright?"

Fu Zexuan disagrees: "The SLAF virus will always be eradicated."

At that time, it will be the moment when all awakeners will lose their jobs collectively.

Lu Shen didn't take it seriously: "So far, there has been no breakthrough. Why worry about unemployment now?"

"So this is the source of my past appearing in your dream?" Fu Zexuan took a deep look at him, and then asked, "Because of jealousy?"

Lu Shen couldn't hear Fu Zexuan's cold tone, as if everything was out of his sight, and it wasn't worth making him feel any emotions.

Thinking of his own background, he said in a somewhat aggressive tone, "You don't understand at all."

"What do not you get?"

"Don't understand what? I don't understand how a person from my background would ridiculously seize every opportunity to climb up, like a thief, afraid that one day he would lose this kind of life that doesn't need to please others."

Lu Shen's calm voice seemed to contain a crazy storm, and he would be involved in the attack if he was not paying attention.

Fu Zexuan lowered his eyes, covering the calm dark sea in his eyes: "Indeed... I don't understand."

But it's not that he hasn't experienced anything that would cause negative emotions. On the contrary, he has experienced perhaps more than Lu Shen.

It's just that he has never understood the longing, greed, and jealousy that come with Lu Shen.

Lu Shen obviously thought of this too: "It's really wrong to involve you because of my selfish desires."

What he said was a bit out of place, but the next sentence explained what he wanted to say very well: "But through my observation of you before and the sentence you just said, I have a big doubt."

"After all this, why didn't you feel any resentment?"

……

Lu Shen thought of all the things that happened in these three rooms that are equivalent to the cave in the pot, that is, Fu Zexuan's past.

Inexplicably, he was sent to a stranger's home. Although Fu Zexuan chose to endure the subsequent violence, would ordinary people make such a choice?

At the same time as domestic violence, there is also violence from peers-although he only saw the scene where Fu Zexuan overthrew those people, but thinking deeply, before Fu Zexuan was able to control violence with violence, he was With what attitude to deal with all this?

Being blocked in an alleyway by a group of people with malicious intentions, every sentence of vulgar words stabbed in my heart like a knife, but I was powerless to hide in the corner of the wall, trying to protect my body, but I couldn't hide from the dense crowd. Punch and kick.

How not to hate?

How did the young Fu Zexuan bear such a double injury?Could such an encounter not even carve a mere scar in his heart?

Lu Shen suddenly realized why he had such doubts.

Because his own heart is already scarred.

He knew why he became a child adopted by Fu Zexuan in Room 1001, and why he lost his composure and said, "If you can't raise the child with all your heart, don't easily decide to adopt this child."

In fact, he doesn't have a lot of memories—the memory of being abandoned, and the most memory is just being in the orphanage.

Lu Shen always felt as if he was born knowing to please certain people. For example, in the orphanage, he knew that in order to obtain better welfare, he had to please his aunt. More food, more opportunities to be adopted.

After being adopted, he knew that in order not to be abandoned again, he must be well-behaved and sensible. Even though he felt that he would never be able to integrate into this family, he still showed great attachment to his parents, and acted in front of them as the person they expected. look like.

In this way, he is greedy for all the love given by others, and at the same time, he is deeply afraid of the disappearance of all these. He feels that his life is stolen.

He uses the role he plays to get the treatment that this character deserves in every story, but this is a story after all, not his.

That's why he clings desperately to everything around him, just for the possession of this moment, because no matter what it is, it will pass away from the fingers of these hands.

In room 1001, on that cold winter night, he lived in the darkness in the dirty dark alley.

Maybe this is the real him, who was born without favor and never cared about by anyone.

So he can't keep anything.

So he has resentment.

That's why I asked Fu Zexuan this question.

Why do you always keep company with darkness, but don't get dirty?

Why do you suffer alone without a trace of sorrow?

Why are you also not favored by God, I am struggling, but you can lightly not be bound by anything?

……

Fu Ze couldn't read the ups and downs of Lu Shen's psychological activities, but he faintly felt the mood behind Lu Shen's words.

What happened in the first two rooms was obviously related to Lu Shen, but it happened to be similar to his experience, so the mix became what was presented before.

Through Lu Shen's question, Fu Zexuan can probably understand what Lu Shen's knot is, so when he found out that his past was put in front of everyone as a good show, he didn't feel anything wrong.

He did not feel resentment towards these things as Lu Shen said, because he knew that all of these were the result of his own choices, and no matter what the result was, he had to bear the consequences.

Everything today, to this point, is his own choice.

But he's not without negative emotions...

Thinking of this, Fu Zexuan suddenly felt a sense of weightlessness, followed by an unbearable headache.

Suddenly, a man's appearance flashed in front of his eyes. The man lowered his cold eyes and looked at him condescendingly.

"hiss……"

Seeing Fu Zexuan holding his head with his hands, Lu Shen was startled: "What's wrong with you?"

Fu Zexuan didn't answer, but Lu Shen called his name a few times with concern.

Hearing someone calling his name, Fu Zexuan endured the pain and raised his head, his brows were tightly furrowed, his complexion was pale, and there was faint cold sweat breaking out from his temples, which made Lu Shen's eyebrows twitch.

"Would you like to lie down and rest?"

"It's okay..." Fu Zexuan gritted his teeth, "It will be... soon..."

Lu Shen was taken aback: Is this something you have experienced before?

But he still wanted to help Fu Zexuan to lie down on the couch next to him for a rest, but before he could pull Fu Zexuan up, Lu Shen stepped forward to help him, and the other side pulled away his hand.

Indeed, as Fu Zexuan said, it will be fine soon.

Fu Zexuan reached out and wiped his temples, and returned to his seat with a blank expression.

Seeing that he was fine, Lu Shen breathed a sigh of relief, sat back and asked curiously, "Is this an old problem?"

Fu Zexuan was silent.

Expecting that he would not get any reply, Lu Shen smiled slightly and said, "You have so many secrets."

Fu Zexuan looked at him for two seconds, lowered his head, his expression was uncertain, and looked back at Lu Shen's eyes, and the corners of his mouth were raised, softening his indifferent expression: "It will not be a secret soon."

"What does this mean?" Lu Shen was puzzled, "What are you going to do?"

Lu Shen couldn't figure out what was so special about his secret.

Fu Zexuan shook his head, and changed the subject bluntly: "I thought it could end right away."

"what?"

"You're jealous, so I showed you my past. But after you read it, you fell into a new emotion and couldn't get out."

"Show it?" Lu Shen was taken aback.

Fu Zexuan searched for a better statement in his mind, looked directly at Lu Shen and said, "Although I don't have any resentment, it's not that I don't have negative emotions."

"What do you think is the best solution?" Fu Zexuan asked.

"What's the best solution?"

"After experiencing such a thing, what is the best solution for the future life?"

"There is no optimal solution." Lu Shen muttered.

"Since there is no optimal solution, why do you ask me such a question? Am I the optimal solution without resentment?"

"how could I know."

Fu Zexuan thought about it again, and said as far as he could say: "If you don't feel resentment, it may not be as good as you imagine."

Lu Shen said stiffly, "I didn't agree either."

"But this is how you feel to me, because I have resentment, but I hate myself for this."

"I do not……"

"You don't like yourself." Fu Zexuan interrupted him, "Just like you don't like the four seasons you lived in."

Lu Shen was even more puzzled: "How do you know?"

Fu Zexuan didn't answer, but he silently read the answer in his heart——

Because, I am like you.

I also can't like the unchanging four seasons that I am living.

"Zi...Zi..."

"The red eagle is calling the wandering owl, please answer if you receive it. It's over."

Yu Hengyun glanced at the military mastermind that suddenly sounded. This channel has been silent for a while and hasn't sounded.

He lowered his eyes and watched the movement of his hand playing with the pen seriously, but he didn't press reply for a long time.

Seeing that there was no reply for a long time, the other side repeated it again.

Holding the pen and tapping his chin twice with the end, Yu Hengyun made a decision. He casually threw the pen on the table, pressed the reply button and said, "Got it, tell me."

"The target code Dust Star is approaching the coordinates (64,89), please instruct the next step. Finished."

"Repeat, the target code name Dust Star is approaching the coordinates (64,89), please instruct the next step. Finished."

Yu Hengyun was very familiar with this coordinate, he frowned, gritted his teeth and said, "Continue to wait for orders, it's over."

The other side was silent for a while, and then replied after a while: "Got it, it's over."

Fu Zexuan pushed open the hollow courtyard door and walked into this extremely familiar world.

The former home, the former fortress, the hotbed where dreams and nightmares coexisted.

Without thinking, the body automatically replaces the brain to navigate, and walks to the place engraved in the memory.

Pushing open the heavy door, it is the appearance in memory, but it is no longer the appearance in memory.

There were many rooms, and he passed rooms filled with whispers of memory.

He remembered who lived in which room and which bed he slept in.

Who looked at him with timid eyes, who raised his chin triumphantly, said some hurtful words that sound ridiculous now, and who raised his small fist arrogantly at him.

He remembered all these clearly.

Fu Zexuan thought, he never deliberately remembered these things, and he didn't even want to care about these bad things.

But these memories just existed in his mind, and nothing could remove them.

Take it out and savor it again, it will only be there, and nothing will change.

Finally came to the middle of the stairs.

Here he numbly went up and down countless times. Looking at it now, there is no need to make it old. The wooden floor mottled by various traces has best presented the appearance of the years.

Fu Zexuan stopped in front of the stairs, looked at it for a long time, and then took a step.

first floor...

second floor...

Turning around, he faced the white door he was most familiar with, which was now covered with dust, and he stood there looking at it for a long, long time, like a statue sealed in the world.

Then the statue walked slowly towards the door.

Push the door, close the door.

The night was shrouded, and he didn't need to turn on the lights to know where everything was.

So he walked to his destination with ease.

It is a flat tabletop, only a little fluorescent green flickering in the middle.

Fu Zexuan took out the star-shaped "candy" from the right trouser pocket, and placed it in the middle right. The obsidian's light was shining with the firefly green, and there was a concave arc between the two. , shining white-gold light.

These three completely different rays of light shone on Fu Zexuan's face together, and his cold-eyed demeanor was also blurred, revealing a somewhat charming color.

In this dark space, a low voice resounded, as if the wind was comforting travelers not to be impatient——

"Soon."

The author says:

Lu Shen: I don't want to lose face, do I?

Xuan Xuan:?

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Because I plan to end the first volume in this chapter, so the number of words is a bit too much...

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【This is stabbing Xuan Xuan's heart repeatedly】

【Drop update tonight】

[Resume update tonight]

[The update will be suspended until the 27th, and the update will resume on December 12th.Although it seems that no readers are reading it, I still ask for a fake. 】

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Book Two: The Abyss

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61. Chapter [-]

I will show you, the only truth.

Xu Han stared at the photo just taken out of Xu Deyuan's book in his hand, his eyes dim.

Because Xu Deyuan himself admitted that he had a relationship with the Inquisitors Organization, Xu Han went to check some various materials related to his father, and found out a lot of seemingly unrelated things.

But the person who helped him investigate said that it was not irrelevant, and just wanted to confirm the content of the photo with him.

That's why Xu Han took advantage of his father's absence and sneaked into the study to find the photo with the suspected mother's back, and prepared to take it.

Before taking action, Xu Han couldn't help but ask himself, is it necessary to do this?

He has been like this since he was born without his mother's company, and he should have gotten used to it for more than twenty years now.

There should be no such desire to explore.

When he was a child, Xu Han still had doubts and couldn't help asking his father why.However, Xu Deyuan will always remain silent about this.

Now Xu Han has been able to deal with this matter very freely, pretending to be confused while pretending to understand, playing the game of "If you don't tell me, I won't ask" with his father.

He has been here for so many years, so he always thought that he could face the problem of "no mother" calmly, at least he could no longer look forward to it.

But after discovering this photo, Xu Han realized that he couldn't read his own heart at all.

He is expecting.

Perhaps Xu Deyuan's silence has hidden meaning.

Maybe you can find the truth yourself.

Maybe he could... see the man.

Xu Han shook his head, putting aside the unrealistic fantasy.

When he thought about it again, it wasn't all unrealistic fantasy.

In Xu Han's memory, he has seen Xu Deyuan read this book several times.

Since this photo of Xu Deyuan is included in the book he often reads, it means that he will open this book and see this photo—or, he just opened the book just to see this photo?

Although Xu Han sometimes has doubts, is it really his mother and not some other photo of Bai Yueguang?

After all, according to Xu Deyuan's secretive attitude, he doubted this person's feelings for his mother.

Only this time, when Xu Han opened the book, there was another photo inside.

He was lost in thought with the photo in his arms.

The man in the photo was wearing a black suit and tie, with a straight face and a reluctant look.

The young woman standing behind him to the left had a red bow hair ornament on her head, her long dark brown hair was hanging down, and was frozen in the moment of fluttering in the wind.

She put her hands lightly on the young man's arms, poked her head out from his left side, and smiled brightly, her half-closed eyes were reminiscent of a sly fox.

like a girl.

The man's eyes are not facing the camera, but slightly to the left, maybe he himself is not aware of the tenderness and indulgence implied in it.

This undercurrent that neither of them seemed to know was faithfully recorded by the camera.

Xu Han caressed the man's face with his thumb.

He is very familiar with this face, and judging from the frozen face in the photo at that time, he can still vaguely see the similarities with today.

This is not his father Xu Deyuan, but another person he knows well.

But Xu Han couldn't tell who the woman in the photo was.

Although the long hair is very recognizable, the color and figure at this time are different from the back photo. Xu Han has reason to doubt it, but he can't be sure.

So where did this photo come from?

Why did Xu Deyuan have this photo?

He repeatedly looked at the photos of these two people, what's the point?

Thinking about it this way, many things are completely different from what Xu Han first knew, just like the results of his entrusted investigation.

He has always been vaguely suspicious of these, but now it seems that he was in a predicament from the beginning, but he was unwilling to break free.

Now Xu Han is already trying to solve this situation, the key is that he has to figure out what exactly Xu Deyuan is hiding about his life experience?

Of course, it is impossible to figure it out if you just stand here and think about it.

Xu Han pulled a strand of hair and caught it in the book before putting the book back on the bookcase.

Standing there staring at his father's desk, struggling for dozens of seconds, Xu Han finally did not move to turn over other things, but walked to the door, ready to go out.

At this moment, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and he suddenly remembered something he forgot before entering the study.

Xu Han hurriedly took out the communicator, dialed a communication to Fu Zexuan, and murmured: "You will be scolded, you will be scolded, right?"

Hearing the sound of the connection over there, Xu Han took a breath, summoned up his courage and said, "Hello, Xuanxuan? I just remembered to call you, don't..."

Before he finished speaking, Xu Han noticed an unusual movement on the opposite side, a loud noise came from the opposite side of the communicator, followed by a muffled sound.

"Hello?" Xu Han asked hurriedly.

He didn't answer, so he called a few more times: "Hello, Xuanxuan? Fu Zexuan?"

Silence was restored over there, Xu Han could only hear his own breathing, and he could also faintly hear the sound of rubbing something, which was hardly audible if he didn't concentrate on listening.

"What happened?"

At this moment, Fu Zexuan replied, his voice seemed a little muffled: "It's okay."

Xu Han didn't believe it: "Is this all right? I'll come to you right now!"

"No, it's just..." Fu Zexuan closed his eyes, put his finger on his forehead, and pressed his temple with his thumb: "It's just that I didn't wake up."

"Didn't wake up?" Xu Han recalled the bang just now, and had a vague guess: "Could it be... fell off the bed?"

Fu Zexuan opened his eyes in surprise, confirmed his state, and was sitting on the ground, but he didn't deny Xu Han's random guess, just let him hold such thoughts.

Feeling that the dizziness and pain disappeared, Fu Zexuan stood up staggeringly, and said to Xu Han: "It's okay anyway, I still have something to do, so I hang up."

Xu Han, who was still laughing on the other side, hurriedly stopped when he heard the words, and asked with a smile in his words: "What do you need to ask Mr. Fu Zexuan to do on purpose?"

Fu Zexuan looked at the palm of his left hand, clenched his fist and returned to the original place. He went back and forth several times before he said as if he didn't care: "It's a little thing."

Fu Zexuan had been standing in front of this door for nearly 10 minutes.

His expression still seems to be indifferent as usual, but he is not as calm as he appears on the surface, which can be seen from the movement of the young man's thumb and index finger rubbing lightly.

And if the three people who entered Lu Shen's dream with Fu Zexuan were here, they would definitely find that this is the apartment in the snow.

At this moment, the door of room 1405 next door opened, and the resident inside came out and closed the door. When passing by Fu Zexuan, he couldn't help but stop and talk to him: "Are you looking for the owner of this room?"

Fu Zexuan turned his head slightly to look at him, and nodded his head slightly.

"This family didn't live here a few years ago."

Fu Zexuan said without any surprise: "I know."

Maybe he thought Fu Zexuan's reaction was a bit strange, the man showed a strange expression, shrugged and left.

Fu Zexuan left him a sentence of "thank you", then sighed, identified his identity and entered the room.

A few years before this person said, the right to use this room had been handed over to him, but he rarely came here to see it.

The reason is simple, he just doesn't want to.

He was not as Lu Shen guessed, able to face all the previous experiences calmly;

What's more, this place that wasn't even considered home made him realize very clearly that he couldn't go back to the past.

What Fu Zexuan said to Lu Shen before, "It's not that there will be no negative emotions" is not a lie.

He hated it and eventually ran away from it.

Although at that time, he never expected that he would eventually embark on the current path.

Thinking of these, Fu Zexuan felt even more uncomfortable.Usually he would not think about these things, but as soon as he entered this room, relevant memories emerged involuntarily