Evernight Morning Star
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The cover of meaning, he sees himself too clearly.
Although he saw it clearly, he chose the way of evasion without hesitation;
It was clear that he approached on his own initiative, and retreated again and again.
After all, he was not prepared to face the consequences of the success of the plan at all, so he approached Yu Hengyun, but he was not prepared to get in touch too deeply.
And his budding emotions were not enough to support him to change his plan again.
But he forgot that the reason why he changed his plan for the first time was the so-called "shallow friendship" with Yu Hengyun.
At this point, Fu Zexuan stopped thinking about it.
He got up, took out a thick book from the bookcase, and carried him up to the attic.In the attic, he first looked through his scattered manuscripts of the plan, carefully sorted out the ins and outs of the plan, and then turned his attention to the music history that would accompany him through the next long night.
But in the dark night that Fu Zexuan never noticed, Yu Hengyun was sitting in the car, all expressions were hidden in the darkness, only the tiny flames approaching his mouth from time to time could light up his eyes, like a lion lying on the grass wagging its tail in the afternoon, carelessly With his eyes fixed on the small prey that was scurrying in the grass, Yu Hengyun smoked a cigarette and looked at the dark windows on the top two floors, wondering what he was thinking.
The communicator is still on the screen of receiving messages, and there is still a business report on it: "The Huo family's daughter is sleeping."
This is not the entrustment that Yu Hengyun is currently considering first.
Huo Qinglian had indeed fallen asleep, and he was really surprised when he received this message not long ago, because in Yu Hengyun's heart, he never thought that Huo Qinglian was such a weak-willed person.
But no matter how impossible it is, he still needs to take on the responsibility of finding a suitable awakener for Huo Qinglian. Of course, from the current point of view, Fu Zexuan is the best choice, but before that, he still needs to help another person borrow Fu Zexuan. one time.
This person is related to the former Wen Ziyou, and also to his stepmother Ji Yanru.
Ji Xiangzhi, the only son of the Ji family, was one of his childhood playmates. He served in the military with him, but two years after the virus broke out, he suddenly fell into a deep sleep.
This is unfortunate news for the Ji family, because for a long time so far, they haven't found an awakener who can match Ji Xiangzhi, and the more they can't find it, the more impatient they will be.
Later, the Ji family was about to give up. Even so, Ji Xiangzhi's life signs have not declined, so the Ji family just turned their efforts to find the awakener to the bright side.
In addition to the Ji family, there is another person who is constantly working on finding the awakener, and at the same time urging the research progress on the SLAF virus—Wen Ziyou, who has a deep admiration for Ji Xiangzhi.
During that time, Yu Hengyun had also been sharing research information with Wen Ziyou, and when the plan was completed, he first considered including Wen Ziyou in the plan.
Until... Wen Ziyou fell into a deep sleep.
This is also the point that Yu Hengyun couldn't understand.Obviously Wen Ziyou had fallen into a deep sleep, and he didn't get the news that this person woke up. Why did he see Wen Ziyou again after he came out of Lu Shen's dream.
When he asked Wen Ziyou, he got an unfathomable smile.
Until the next day, he tried to get some relevant information from Wen Ziyou again, but learned that Wen Ziyou had fallen asleep.
Just at this time, the lights on the top floor came on, Yu Hengyun was not surprised, just put out the cigarette on the spot, waited for a while, slowly took out the communicator and dialed a communication.
The communication was quickly connected, and the voice from the young man was a bit impersonal: "What's the matter?"
Yu Hengyun said with a smile, "Are you awake?"
As soon as his voice fell, there was a sound from the communicator, followed by rhythmic footsteps.
Yu Hengyun counted the sound of footsteps, and when he counted the 43 steps predicted in his mind, the sound of footsteps just stopped. As he expected, Fu Zexuan should have appeared in front of the window at this time.
There was a light breathing sound from the communicator, and the two breathed one after another. After a few minutes of silence, Yu Hengyun heard the voice on the opposite side ask softly, "Why are you waiting below?"
This was an unexpected reaction, and Yu Hengyun laughed out loud: "I'm afraid you won't agree."
Yu Hengyun has always been such a measured person, he knows when to take by force, and knows how to advance and retreat, so he always gives people the feeling that advance and retreat are appropriate and just right.
But you must know that under Yu Hengyun's proper operation, as long as he wants to get it, there is nothing he hasn't got.
Of course, the human heart is not something that can be easily swayed.
But he has already captured the irregular heart rhythm of the other party, and also captured the uniqueness that the other party has set on him.
Why doesn't this make him confident?
Sure enough, Fu Zexuan softly said "Come on", his voice was still a little hoarse.
Yu Hengyun noticed this unusual situation, and asked with concern: "Is your throat uncomfortable?"
Fu Zexuan stroked his Adam's apple with his hands, and said, "It's a little bit."
"Is this the first time you've had so much alcohol?"
Fu Zexuan affirmed his question.
Yu Hengyun thought of the situation of "alcohol allergy", so he asked him if he had rashes on his hands.
Fu Zexuan picked up his sleeves and saw scattered red dots on both arms, so he looked back at the invisible car downstairs and answered yes.
"Don't talk yet." Yu Hengyun said in a commanding tone, "Maybe your throat is still a little swollen, I'll go buy some medicine for you."
Fu Zexuan immediately wanted to refuse: "No need, just rest."
Yu Hengyun didn't want him to get what he wanted. Everything he said was not to seek Fu Zexuan's consent, but an order, so he continued: "I still said to rest, what time is it now? What are you doing?"
"I've always been like this."
Yu Hengyun didn't take it seriously: "No matter what you have been doing, now, stop talking and lie down on the bed...on the sofa to rest."
Under Yu Hengyun's persistent attitude, Fu Zexuan responded honestly, went to the sofa and lay down.
"Cover the quilt."
So Fu Zexuan put on the quilt honestly: "And then?"
"I told you to stop talking." Yu Hengyun said in a deep voice, "Close your eyes and wait for me to come over."
Fu Zexuan closed his eyes, listened to the footsteps on the other side of the communicator, and involuntarily began to imagine Yu Hengyun walking through the street.
It was already late at night, and the lights on the street were going to be extinguished one by one, and Yu Hengyun came to his home again with a little chill in his back and forth.
At this point, Fu Zexuan opened his eyes again, and Yu Hengyun felt it surprisingly, and asked him, "Why did you open your eyes?"
"You don't know my password."
Yu Hengyun also remembered this, and smiled, as if saying to Fu Zexuan, "Look, this person is also stupid."
As he walked, Yu Hengyun followed his will and said, "Say it."
"045324." Fu Zexuan's voice was soft, as if he was shy about what he said.
Yu Hengyun thought about the meaning of this string of numbers, and laughed again. What he said now was a little teasing: "Does this string of numbers have any meaning?"
Fu Zexuan quickly denied: "No."
The other party refused to let him go so quickly: "Really?"
Fu Zexuan didn't reply, closed his eyes and ignored him.
After Yu Hengyun finished laughing, he stopped teasing him, and said in a gentle voice: "I'll come right after I buy the medicine, hang up the communication first, and you rest first."
Having said that, Fu Zexuan heard that he hadn't hung up the phone, and his steady footsteps were continuously transmitted to Fu Zexuan's ears through the communicator, which inexplicably reassured him.
Thinking that the rejection defense he had just built was destroyed in less than half an hour, Fu Zexuan began to feel annoyed, so he kept telling himself "only this night".
Fu Zexuan originally thought that he would not be able to fall asleep, but following the sound of footsteps on the opposite side, it was not pleasant or even a bit noisy, but he kept showing corresponding images in his mind, as if he knew where Yu Hengyun should go at this moment The location, what he was doing, what he was doing for him.
Then he fell into the deep sea.
It is a deep sea of one person, extremely lonely.
Bitter-cold, leaving no room for pain.
Because even going deep into this unknown deep sea, he would not lose consciousness, so Fu Zexuan always hated going to sleep.
However, as a human body, he must get enough rest, and in order to maintain sufficient mental power, he had to go to sleep.
Even though he knew it was useless, Fu Zexuan still stubbornly chose to sleep in a relatively warm day, just because he had the opportunity to be exposed to the sun during the day;
As for the location, I chose the sofa on the second floor that can be illuminated by the sun.
So it's not like everyone else thinks, the dark night reminds him of bad things.
Everything has nothing to do with the night, but the abyss, the forbidden abyss hidden under the deep sea.
And he was at the bottom of the deep sea, imprisoned by multiple chains, with nowhere to hide and no escape.
He was trying his best to escape, using all possible means to escape, that's why he planned all this, with the help of Yu Hengyun's hand to achieve his goal, in the end everything was settled, and he could truly be freed.
He didn't want to be tied down with anyone, but he was tied down by human feelings again and again.
……
Fu Zexuan was awakened softly by Yu Hengyun. When he escaped from the deep sea, he still had heart palpitations and mixed feelings that could not be ignored.
Seeing Fu Zexuan looking at him with complicated eyes, but actually with the emptiness of just waking up, Yu Hengyun asked amusedly, "Why do you look at me like that?"
Fu Zexuan shook his head and stretched out his hand to ask him for something.
Yu Hengyun understood, handed him the medicine and water together, stared at him and swallowed the medicine with the water.
After he reacted a little bit, Yu Hengyun no longer hesitated, and asked directly: "Talk for a while?"
Fu Zexuan "Gulu" swallowed a big mouthful of water, nodded slightly, and agreed.Looking around, he pointed downstairs: "Go downstairs."
Yu Hengyun readily agreed: "Okay."
He only wanted to seek a definite answer from Fu Zexuan, not "possible", but "certain".
If what Yu Hengyun guessed was true, he knew that Fu Zexuan would never disagree.
So since the result is fixed, regarding the process of reaching the result, Yu Hengyun thought, he should be able to play freely within this limit, right?
So as soon as he sat down in the lounge, he asked, "Is there anything special about the recent awakenings?"
"These recent orders?" Fu Zexuan pretended not to understand.
"It started with me."
Fu Zexuan naturally didn't say anything, just shook his head.
"Is there any problem with such intensive entrustment?" This is Yu Hengyun's sincere greeting.
Fu Zexuan met Yu Hengyun's eyes directly, and there was nothing in the eyes that Yu Hengyun could understand.
As if he felt it was boring, he looked away again, and said nonchalantly: "No problem."
Yu Hengyun nodded slowly: "This means, can I give another commission?"
"What commission?"
But Yu Hengyun was not in a hurry to tell the content of the commission, but just changed the subject: "Why are you so active in taking orders?"
Fu Zexuan stared at him for a long time, and still came up with the same reason to reply him: "A few people who have been taken in are sleeping, so I stopped by to find out the origin of the SLAF virus."
That's it, that's why Yu Hengyun told Xu Han that "the boy forgot that he was carrying a treasure".
He didn't know whether Fu Zexuan really forgot or pretended to forget, because his so-called "several people who took in" died long ago.
Long before finding Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun's planning team had searched through Fu Zexuan's family background, but all the information that could be found was concentrated in the period from when he entered the Wei family to before he was 18 years old.
This means that Fu Zexuan's information is hidden by some people, and it is still information that even the military cannot find.
According to the available information, after Fu Zexuan left the Wei family, he had contact with the Wei family sisters Wei Zixi and Wei Huaiming once.
After the outbreak of the virus, the specific situation is not clear, but according to the data, the whole family of the Wei family was infected with the SLAF virus, and all of them died in the end.
The owner of the piano shop who took Fu Zexuan in later was not infected by the SLAF virus, so all the "people who took Fu Zexuan in" could only be members of the Wei family.
This is very clear to anyone, Fu Zexuan may have helped them, but the result was unsuccessful.
But this is not justified at all, because judging from Fu Zexuan's performance in the ELTT industry so far, no matter how bad it is, it will not cause all members of the Wei family to be killed by the SLAF virus.
But now, Fu Zexuan told him that he still thought that all members of the Wei family were still sleeping, rather than dead, which made Yu Hengyun very puzzled.
He had to think, was it Fu Zexuan's release, or he really didn't know about it - from the beginning to the end.
Before, Yu Hengyun thought that Fu Zexuan was probably pretending, but now the situation made him a little confused: what kind of situation is Fu Zexuan in?
So he suddenly realized that his strategy all along might no longer work——
He can no longer have the idea that he can figure out everything by Fu Zexuan's side, but should be more active in guiding and finding out the truth about the SLAF virus.
Fu Zexuan has the key to unlock the truth in his body, but he has been covering it up intentionally or unintentionally.
And what Yu Hengyun has to do is to find the key from Fu Zexuan, and then find the treasure chest that hides the truth.
And the bearer of the treasure and the key will help him, because he has done so from the beginning.
The author says:
Major General: This is not right.
Xuanxuan: This is very reasonable.
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I'm thinking about whether there are too many inner descriptions recently, and many points involving key information are in the inner drama.
——I don’t know if I will be very impatient QAQ——
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71. Fear
Until now, he finally met the biggest obstacle to this plan.
After thinking about all this clearly, Yu Hengyun told Fu Zexuan about his commission: "Ji Xiangzhi, have you heard of it?"
"I've heard of it." Fu Zexuan didn't answer more, but just answered Yu Hengyun's question.
Yu Hengyun nodded: "I heard that someone came to you for him before, but you refused?"
"Yes."
Yu Hengyun asked as if teasing: "I came to look for the same answer?"
Fu Zexuan said frankly: "Yes."
The calm look on his face made Yu Hengyun close his eyes, sinking the anxiety that came from nowhere, and reconfirmed: "There is really no way, have you visited him before?"
"I haven't seen it." Fu Zexuan looked stubborn, "But there is no way."
Then he added in his heart: It's not time yet.
Of course Yu Hengyun couldn't hear his inner voice, but when he thought of Ji Xiangzhi lying on the bed, he never showed signs of waking up in the past few years. I also often run around for this, constantly looking for capable awakeners from home and abroad, but never succeed.
But Fu Zexuan was clearly capable, but he didn't even try at the beginning, so he asserted that it was impossible.
Of course, Yu Hengyun didn't want to rely on the special treatment given to him by Fu Zexuan and make too many demands on him.
It's just that he didn't understand, since Fu Zexuan knew that he was eavesdropping, shouldn't he take the initiative to show specialness to himself after saying "like"?
It shouldn't be the same cold look, pretending that nothing has been said, and even disdain for pretense.
Who's favorite would be like this?He didn't even want to take another look, and kept backing away when he pressed on.
Thinking about it this way, why did Fu Zexuan say such confusing words?
Is it just to lure him to think more, what good is this for Fu Zexuan?
Why not tell him everything?As long as Fu Zexuan is willing to speak out, Yu Hengyun thinks he can solve everything for him.
Every time he thought about Fu Zexuan's attitude, Yu Hengyun couldn't help thinking like this, and the matter involving Ji Xiangzhi made him a little more anxious.
Coupled with Fu Zexuan's unmoved appearance, Yu Hengyun felt an unknown anger in his heart at this moment.
Obviously, he was so dependent when he was in the bar, but he also said the word "Aheng" naturally, and he didn't refuse his kiss later, why can he still put on an unshakable attitude now? look like?
Is it only his heart that is wavering?He was induced by Fu Zexuan's behavior, and he kept having various thoughts in his mind. Is this the effect Fu Zexuan wanted?
"Then if you want such an effect, why don't you make it more obvious and let me be more swayed by you. After all, I have already been brushed enough by you."
Yu Hengyun kept thinking like this in the silence between the two, and the look in Fu Zexuan's eyes gradually became vicious——
If you really like it, how can you be unwavering?
After so many contacts, Yu Hengyun looked at Fu Zexuan's unflinching indifference, and became more and more sure of his inner thoughts, and asked in a deep voice, "Really?"
"Yes." Fu Zexuan affirmed again, without any impatient appearance, but he was unwilling to continue the conversation: "If you just want to confirm these, it should be enough."
After all, he got up and was about to leave the lounge, regardless of whether Yu Hengyun wanted to leave.
But Yu Hengyun was not sure, he hadn't gotten a satisfactory result yet, so he made a move that surprised Fu Zexuan.
When Fu Zexuan was about to go out, he quickly reached out and took Fu Zexuan's hand: "I didn't say you could go."
The moment they touched Fu Zexuan's hand, both of them trembled in their hearts. Fu Zexuan lowered his head and met Yu Hengyun's fiery eyes.
But Yu Hengyun didn't let go. Seeing that his expression was slightly cracked, an irresistible enthusiasm surged up in his heart. Taking advantage of Fu Zexuan's unpreparedness, he pulled him to the sofa where he was sitting, and got up by himself. The left leg stood on the ground, and the right knee knelt between Fu Zexuan's knees, supporting him under his body.
Fu Zexuan's eyes blurred, and he was already leaning against the back of the sofa behind him, a little soft, but a little oppressed and uncomfortable due to the force.
Seeing his frown, Yu Hengyun smiled, leaned closer and asked, "What, are you uncomfortable?"
Fu Zexuan shook his head and wanted to retreat, but there was no way to retreat. Yu Hengyun noticed his evasive movements and pressed closer.
Obviously it was a few seconds of movement, but to Fu Zexuan, it looked like a slowed down shot. Yu Hengyun's aggressive face was slowly enlarged in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help swallowing.
This sounded like encouragement to Yu Hengyun, he laughed, and hit Fu Zexuan's chin with his forehead, bursts of low muffled laughter resonated with Fu Zexuan's body.
This strange touch made Fu Zexuan feel a surge of enthusiasm, and finally hearing Yu Hengyun's low laugh, his face was already blushing deeply.
Yu Hengyun had laughed enough before raising his head, seeing the blush on Fu Zexuan's face that couldn't go away, he suddenly understood it.
He was indeed too uncertain about Fu Zexuan's thoughts, so he kept having various doubts.
But even though Fu Zexuan retreated again and again, he was always special to him.
Active approach, information revealed intentionally or unintentionally, tacit intimacy, and now, the obvious shyness. His family's password "045324" is related to Yu Hengyun.
0453, 453 years of the star calendar, the year Ah Heng and Le Ze met.
24. The positions of a and h in the nine keys, if Yu Hengyun guessed correctly, represent the word Ah Heng.
Even if it wasn't love, he was always remembered by Fu Zexuan.
Just thinking about this, Yu Hengyun felt his body and mind filled with joy.
Just now he wanted to intimidate Fu Zexuan even more fiercely, but now Yu Hengyun's heart has softened, and he pays attention to the young man under him.
Because of too long time, Fu Zexuan, who was leaning on the sofa with his head up, turned his head away due to shyness, but his face was already red to the base of his ears, adding a charming beauty to his pale skin, telling Yu Hengyun to take a low breath, bit his lip and exhale slowly. Only then did he barely calm down the anger in his heart.
But he felt that it was not enough, it was not enough, Yu Hengyun wanted more than this.
Licking his back teeth, Yu Hengyun's right cheek bulged slightly, and his mouth moved immediately. Seeing Fu Zexuan's neck exposed in front of him because he raised his eyebrows, he frowned and resisted the urge to lean over and grab it.
Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, Fu Zexuan couldn't help but turned his head to check his situation, just in time to see Yu Hengyun tilting his head forbearance.
Yu Hengyun knew that he was looking at him, closed his eyes, looked at him again, showed a successful smile, leaned over to his ear, exhaled slowly, and whispered into his ear: "I've been fooled. "
His behavior was too naive, but it hit Fu Zexuan's weakness, and successfully made Fu Zexuan's body weak, not to mention his face turned red again.
But Yu Hengyun didn't plan to do anything. Even though Fu Zexuan's attitude made him want to move, he couldn't do anything before the two of them confirmed their relationship. Among them, he needed to add the feeling of cherishing Fu Zexuan.
So he just changed his tone, lowered his voice with the words he intended to use as a threat, deliberately made his already hoarse voice more thick, and whispered in Fu Zexuan's ear: "Everyone has come this far Now, what are you still playing to retreat?"
Fu Zexuan moved unnaturally, but was held down by Yu Hengyun, maintaining this posture, feeling the breath of a man that cannot be ignored, as well as his intentional or unintentional breathing.
He clenched his lower lip, not wanting Yu Hengyun to notice his wavering expression, but the blush on his face would have exposed him long ago.
Yu Hengyun didn't pay attention to his expression at the moment, but pressed Fu Zexuan, and then said the following question with a touch of lingering: "Are you afraid, huh?"
This speaks to Fu Zexuan's mood at the moment.He was indeed afraid, the plan went too smoothly, and Yu Hengyun was willing to join the network, but as the leader, he couldn't bear to hurt him because of this trust mixed with purpose.
He had been staring at Yu Hengyun for a long time, just to confirm all the looks in his eyes, but in his opinion, everything about Yu Hengyun had never been faked, which made Fu Zexuan hesitate.
If Yu Hengyun's trust was all a pretense and he hadn't treated him with a trace of sincerity, Fu Zexuan would still be able to deceive him without any burden.
But now he can't.
Maybe he couldn't do it in the first place.
He had many choices, but he chose Yu Hengyun among so many people.He didn't need to get close, and put himself out of all plans, but he softly took the other three into the plan.
He can hide everything until the end, until the problem is perfectly solved, but he guides Yu Hengyun to be the hero.
Fu Zexuan did it for Yu Hengyun, a fact that he himself could not deny no matter what.
And gradually, in deceiving Yu Hengyun, he gave up his heart, which he couldn't deceive himself at all.
Because Yu Hengyun never cheated, he just confirmed over and over again, accepted his deception frankly, followed his pace obediently, one dream after another came to the present.
So he was afraid, afraid of hurting such an honest Yu Hengyun.
Because in his plan, he had to hurt such a sincere person.
Thinking of this, he recalled the mood when he accepted Yu Hengyun's kiss.
Excited, unbelievable, shy, cautious, desperate... There is no retreat, only acceptance.
So much so that after that kiss ended, he couldn't help being afraid, such a sinking will only make him refuse to let go.
In the end, because he valued this kiss too much, Fu Zexuan hated himself who would hurt Yu Hengyun.
He wanted to use Yu Hengyun and use his trust in him to hurt him, so he was hesitating and afraid.
This is Fu Zexuan's extremely contradictory mood, because he can't give up the plan, and this is his only sustenance after leaving that person.
Fu Zexuan wrote draft after draft of plans day and night, selected characters, and selected time, just to solve the knot that had troubled him for many years.
Then he can run toward the end without guilt.
But until now, he finally met the biggest obstacle to this plan.
It is the key point of this plan, and it is also the point where he can't make a choice.
Yu Hengyun didn't expect that the words he just used to provoke Fu Zexuan would cause him such a big reaction.
He could feel Fu Zexuan's thin body trembling slightly, and the blush on his face faded almost instantly, replaced by a more transparent paleness than usual.
This made Yu Hengyun's heart twitch.
What he should pay attention to is that Fu Zexuan's unknown secret seems to hold the key to unlock everything, which shows that Fu Zexuan himself has had an unusual experience, and it is most likely to scare him.
Yu Hengyun scolded himself inwardly, then abandoned all principles in a blink of an eye, leaned over and hugged this thin body tightly, and softly comforted Fu Zexuan's ear: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid... I'm here."
Fu Zexuan didn't feel anything at first, but as soon as this warm embrace fell, he couldn't hold back the tears that swirled in his eyes.
He doesn't feel that he is a fragile person. He has never shed tears for what Fu Zexuan has experienced so far, but is just lost and sad. What he experienced in Wei's house and on campus, he even just endured it in a daze. Then he stood up and fought back vigorously.
He never shed tears, even if it was that person's neglect and abandonment, he just accepted it calmly, lived his own life, and told that person his answer in his own way.
But why, when Yu Hengyun fell into this embrace, he wanted to cry?
Just like after that kiss, Yu Hengyun left, he thought it was only this one time, there will be no more in the future, after the tenderness at this moment, there will only be scars left.In the end, all of Yu Hengyun's trust will be wiped out.
As soon as he thought of this, there was heat in his eye sockets, and then uncontrollably, water droplets fell down.
Feeling his trembling, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes and kissed Fu Zexuan's neck, stroked his hair gently, and kept saying "don't be afraid" to him.
It continued like this until Fu Zexuan calmed down, Yu Hengyun kissed the side of his neck again, and stood up to see Fu Zexuan's situation at this time.
Fu Zexuan turned his face in embarrassment, but Yu Hengyun stubbornly straightened his face, wiped his right cheek, and gently scraped his nose when he left.
This made Fu Zexuan's eyes widen in surprise.
And Yu Hengyun, because he saw too many expressions that he would not normally see, he felt a secret sense of satisfaction in his heart. He wanted to get closer, but he didn't know what he thought of and stopped. He just raised the corner of his mouth and said with a smile: " Are you still afraid now?"
Fu Zexuan understood what he meant. When Yu Hengyun comforted him again and again just now, he kept repeating "I am here" in his ear. He didn't think there was anything before, but now that he thinks about it, he was once again caught by the person that cannot be ignored. His face was reddened by the breath.
Seeing him blushing again, Yu Hengyun was at a loss. He was about to say something, but Fu Zexuan, who was blushing, preempted him: "Take it."
Yu Hengyun was stunned, he understood that he was talking about entrustment, and he didn't understand why Fu Zexuan suddenly changed his mind, but because of the too intimate contact just now, he still couldn't help teasing: "Do you just want to ask me for a hug?"
Fu Zexuan didn't speak, the blush on his face didn't dissipate for a long time, this tacit attitude caused Yu Hengyun's heart to set off a wave of madness, he stretched out his tongue and moistened his lips, and smiled easily, and then the smile on his face widened.
If Xue Chijing was present and saw the expressions of the two of them, he would definitely reprimand them for being stunned.
The two young people who liked each other just looked at each other with shy and silly expressions.
But Fu Zexuan couldn't bear to tell him to laugh anymore, under Yu Hengyun's scorching gaze, he stammered: "Look, watch the sunrise?"
Yu Hengyun didn't realize that this was an invitation, but of course he readily agreed after realizing it.
There is a balcony in the second bedroom of the room. When Fu Zexuan walked here and saw the night outside, he realized that this is not an ordinary time, and there are at least three hours before sunrise.
"Sleep here and rest...?" Fu Zexuan seemed not used to this kind of question, but hesitatingly added the interrogative word "do" softly at the end.
Yu Hengyun refused calmly: "Don't forget my profession."
Only then did Fu Zexuan realize that this person might be able to stay up all night better than him, so he calmly sat down at the table on the balcony.
Yu Hengyun saw that there was a chair-style swing on the balcony, and pointed: "Where are you sitting?"
Fu Zexuan shook his head. Seeing that Yu Hengyun seemed not satisfied with the answer, he added: "A child who likes swings, but has never been here."
Hearing this answer, Yu Hengyun felt as if he had connected with his sister who liked swings, but he walked up to Fu Zexuan and sat down without asking any questions.
But obviously, even if Fu Zexuan didn't sit on the swing, this arrangement would be very emotional.
A balcony, a small western-style dining table, vases, and teapots seemed to be out of tune with Fu Zexuan's appearance.
After some hesitation, Yu Hengyun decided to investigate: "It seems that you often sit here to watch the sunrise?"
Fu Zexuan nodded, just staring at the night outside the balcony.
It's reasonable to think about it. Fu Zexuan is a night owl who sleeps during the day and comes out at night. It's not surprising that he often watches the sunrise, but this is not what Yu Hengyun wanted to ask, so he praised: "The layout of this balcony is good."
Fu Zexuan also imitated him and pointed to the swing, saying: "This is more suitable for the occasion."
Yu Hengyun laughed and stopped asking.
Instead, Fu Zexuan asked, "What about you?"
Yu Hengyun was puzzled: "Me?"
"Do you like sunrise?"
This is not a simple question, it is rare to reveal Fu Zexuan's preferences.Since the question is asked like this, Fu Zexuan certainly likes the sunrise, otherwise he would not often sit alone on the balcony watching the sun rise.
Thinking of this scene, Yu Hengyun felt like a kitten scratched his heart. He felt a little lonely, but also had a clear sense of beauty.
But his answer was still different from Fu Zexuan's after all, he replied: "I don't like it." Fu Zexuan nodded knowingly and didn't ask anything.
Yu Hengyun planned to say more, he said slowly: "I don't like sunrise, I prefer watching stars."
Fu Zexuan turned his head to look at him when he heard the words, and met Yu Hengyun's starry eyes, which were as bright as an unattainable dream of infinity, and it was also a light that he would never be able to reach.
He lost his mind in the light.
In a trance, I heard Yu Hengyun's voice sounding from the far side: "Just like the two of us, or more comfortably lying on a flat place, counting stars, looking for constellations, telling stories about the past and present of each star, and thinking about each star. The origin and annihilation of stars."
And then he goes back to that moment too.
It was the little Le Ze, pointing to the stars in the sky, whispering to his Ah Heng, all the memories in his mind——
The story of each star from ancient to modern, told him the birth of each star, and the destruction that will eventually lead to a certain moment and illuminate the universe.
The author says:
Xuanxuan: Don't accept the commission.
Major General: Come and hug Brother Yun.
Xu Han: Dog boy, I don't have eyes to see.
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In fact, Xuanxuan is really a fragile and contradictory boy,
And though the major general felt his emotion,
But because of Xuanxuan's uncertain attitude, he has been probing and doubting,
Then this chapter is very happy to write all of these,
And the departure of the major general is actually a silent guardianship,
That's why Xuanxuan accidentally put the wolf into the house after he knew about it!
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The next chapter is about to enter the final dream, this is a big dream,
It is expected that chapter [-] will end and the truth will be revealed!
Then go to volume three.
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72. Chaotic Dreamland ([-])
If there is no hope of life, how can there be
Although he saw it clearly, he chose the way of evasion without hesitation;
It was clear that he approached on his own initiative, and retreated again and again.
After all, he was not prepared to face the consequences of the success of the plan at all, so he approached Yu Hengyun, but he was not prepared to get in touch too deeply.
And his budding emotions were not enough to support him to change his plan again.
But he forgot that the reason why he changed his plan for the first time was the so-called "shallow friendship" with Yu Hengyun.
At this point, Fu Zexuan stopped thinking about it.
He got up, took out a thick book from the bookcase, and carried him up to the attic.In the attic, he first looked through his scattered manuscripts of the plan, carefully sorted out the ins and outs of the plan, and then turned his attention to the music history that would accompany him through the next long night.
But in the dark night that Fu Zexuan never noticed, Yu Hengyun was sitting in the car, all expressions were hidden in the darkness, only the tiny flames approaching his mouth from time to time could light up his eyes, like a lion lying on the grass wagging its tail in the afternoon, carelessly With his eyes fixed on the small prey that was scurrying in the grass, Yu Hengyun smoked a cigarette and looked at the dark windows on the top two floors, wondering what he was thinking.
The communicator is still on the screen of receiving messages, and there is still a business report on it: "The Huo family's daughter is sleeping."
This is not the entrustment that Yu Hengyun is currently considering first.
Huo Qinglian had indeed fallen asleep, and he was really surprised when he received this message not long ago, because in Yu Hengyun's heart, he never thought that Huo Qinglian was such a weak-willed person.
But no matter how impossible it is, he still needs to take on the responsibility of finding a suitable awakener for Huo Qinglian. Of course, from the current point of view, Fu Zexuan is the best choice, but before that, he still needs to help another person borrow Fu Zexuan. one time.
This person is related to the former Wen Ziyou, and also to his stepmother Ji Yanru.
Ji Xiangzhi, the only son of the Ji family, was one of his childhood playmates. He served in the military with him, but two years after the virus broke out, he suddenly fell into a deep sleep.
This is unfortunate news for the Ji family, because for a long time so far, they haven't found an awakener who can match Ji Xiangzhi, and the more they can't find it, the more impatient they will be.
Later, the Ji family was about to give up. Even so, Ji Xiangzhi's life signs have not declined, so the Ji family just turned their efforts to find the awakener to the bright side.
In addition to the Ji family, there is another person who is constantly working on finding the awakener, and at the same time urging the research progress on the SLAF virus—Wen Ziyou, who has a deep admiration for Ji Xiangzhi.
During that time, Yu Hengyun had also been sharing research information with Wen Ziyou, and when the plan was completed, he first considered including Wen Ziyou in the plan.
Until... Wen Ziyou fell into a deep sleep.
This is also the point that Yu Hengyun couldn't understand.Obviously Wen Ziyou had fallen into a deep sleep, and he didn't get the news that this person woke up. Why did he see Wen Ziyou again after he came out of Lu Shen's dream.
When he asked Wen Ziyou, he got an unfathomable smile.
Until the next day, he tried to get some relevant information from Wen Ziyou again, but learned that Wen Ziyou had fallen asleep.
Just at this time, the lights on the top floor came on, Yu Hengyun was not surprised, just put out the cigarette on the spot, waited for a while, slowly took out the communicator and dialed a communication.
The communication was quickly connected, and the voice from the young man was a bit impersonal: "What's the matter?"
Yu Hengyun said with a smile, "Are you awake?"
As soon as his voice fell, there was a sound from the communicator, followed by rhythmic footsteps.
Yu Hengyun counted the sound of footsteps, and when he counted the 43 steps predicted in his mind, the sound of footsteps just stopped. As he expected, Fu Zexuan should have appeared in front of the window at this time.
There was a light breathing sound from the communicator, and the two breathed one after another. After a few minutes of silence, Yu Hengyun heard the voice on the opposite side ask softly, "Why are you waiting below?"
This was an unexpected reaction, and Yu Hengyun laughed out loud: "I'm afraid you won't agree."
Yu Hengyun has always been such a measured person, he knows when to take by force, and knows how to advance and retreat, so he always gives people the feeling that advance and retreat are appropriate and just right.
But you must know that under Yu Hengyun's proper operation, as long as he wants to get it, there is nothing he hasn't got.
Of course, the human heart is not something that can be easily swayed.
But he has already captured the irregular heart rhythm of the other party, and also captured the uniqueness that the other party has set on him.
Why doesn't this make him confident?
Sure enough, Fu Zexuan softly said "Come on", his voice was still a little hoarse.
Yu Hengyun noticed this unusual situation, and asked with concern: "Is your throat uncomfortable?"
Fu Zexuan stroked his Adam's apple with his hands, and said, "It's a little bit."
"Is this the first time you've had so much alcohol?"
Fu Zexuan affirmed his question.
Yu Hengyun thought of the situation of "alcohol allergy", so he asked him if he had rashes on his hands.
Fu Zexuan picked up his sleeves and saw scattered red dots on both arms, so he looked back at the invisible car downstairs and answered yes.
"Don't talk yet." Yu Hengyun said in a commanding tone, "Maybe your throat is still a little swollen, I'll go buy some medicine for you."
Fu Zexuan immediately wanted to refuse: "No need, just rest."
Yu Hengyun didn't want him to get what he wanted. Everything he said was not to seek Fu Zexuan's consent, but an order, so he continued: "I still said to rest, what time is it now? What are you doing?"
"I've always been like this."
Yu Hengyun didn't take it seriously: "No matter what you have been doing, now, stop talking and lie down on the bed...on the sofa to rest."
Under Yu Hengyun's persistent attitude, Fu Zexuan responded honestly, went to the sofa and lay down.
"Cover the quilt."
So Fu Zexuan put on the quilt honestly: "And then?"
"I told you to stop talking." Yu Hengyun said in a deep voice, "Close your eyes and wait for me to come over."
Fu Zexuan closed his eyes, listened to the footsteps on the other side of the communicator, and involuntarily began to imagine Yu Hengyun walking through the street.
It was already late at night, and the lights on the street were going to be extinguished one by one, and Yu Hengyun came to his home again with a little chill in his back and forth.
At this point, Fu Zexuan opened his eyes again, and Yu Hengyun felt it surprisingly, and asked him, "Why did you open your eyes?"
"You don't know my password."
Yu Hengyun also remembered this, and smiled, as if saying to Fu Zexuan, "Look, this person is also stupid."
As he walked, Yu Hengyun followed his will and said, "Say it."
"045324." Fu Zexuan's voice was soft, as if he was shy about what he said.
Yu Hengyun thought about the meaning of this string of numbers, and laughed again. What he said now was a little teasing: "Does this string of numbers have any meaning?"
Fu Zexuan quickly denied: "No."
The other party refused to let him go so quickly: "Really?"
Fu Zexuan didn't reply, closed his eyes and ignored him.
After Yu Hengyun finished laughing, he stopped teasing him, and said in a gentle voice: "I'll come right after I buy the medicine, hang up the communication first, and you rest first."
Having said that, Fu Zexuan heard that he hadn't hung up the phone, and his steady footsteps were continuously transmitted to Fu Zexuan's ears through the communicator, which inexplicably reassured him.
Thinking that the rejection defense he had just built was destroyed in less than half an hour, Fu Zexuan began to feel annoyed, so he kept telling himself "only this night".
Fu Zexuan originally thought that he would not be able to fall asleep, but following the sound of footsteps on the opposite side, it was not pleasant or even a bit noisy, but he kept showing corresponding images in his mind, as if he knew where Yu Hengyun should go at this moment The location, what he was doing, what he was doing for him.
Then he fell into the deep sea.
It is a deep sea of one person, extremely lonely.
Bitter-cold, leaving no room for pain.
Because even going deep into this unknown deep sea, he would not lose consciousness, so Fu Zexuan always hated going to sleep.
However, as a human body, he must get enough rest, and in order to maintain sufficient mental power, he had to go to sleep.
Even though he knew it was useless, Fu Zexuan still stubbornly chose to sleep in a relatively warm day, just because he had the opportunity to be exposed to the sun during the day;
As for the location, I chose the sofa on the second floor that can be illuminated by the sun.
So it's not like everyone else thinks, the dark night reminds him of bad things.
Everything has nothing to do with the night, but the abyss, the forbidden abyss hidden under the deep sea.
And he was at the bottom of the deep sea, imprisoned by multiple chains, with nowhere to hide and no escape.
He was trying his best to escape, using all possible means to escape, that's why he planned all this, with the help of Yu Hengyun's hand to achieve his goal, in the end everything was settled, and he could truly be freed.
He didn't want to be tied down with anyone, but he was tied down by human feelings again and again.
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Fu Zexuan was awakened softly by Yu Hengyun. When he escaped from the deep sea, he still had heart palpitations and mixed feelings that could not be ignored.
Seeing Fu Zexuan looking at him with complicated eyes, but actually with the emptiness of just waking up, Yu Hengyun asked amusedly, "Why do you look at me like that?"
Fu Zexuan shook his head and stretched out his hand to ask him for something.
Yu Hengyun understood, handed him the medicine and water together, stared at him and swallowed the medicine with the water.
After he reacted a little bit, Yu Hengyun no longer hesitated, and asked directly: "Talk for a while?"
Fu Zexuan "Gulu" swallowed a big mouthful of water, nodded slightly, and agreed.Looking around, he pointed downstairs: "Go downstairs."
Yu Hengyun readily agreed: "Okay."
He only wanted to seek a definite answer from Fu Zexuan, not "possible", but "certain".
If what Yu Hengyun guessed was true, he knew that Fu Zexuan would never disagree.
So since the result is fixed, regarding the process of reaching the result, Yu Hengyun thought, he should be able to play freely within this limit, right?
So as soon as he sat down in the lounge, he asked, "Is there anything special about the recent awakenings?"
"These recent orders?" Fu Zexuan pretended not to understand.
"It started with me."
Fu Zexuan naturally didn't say anything, just shook his head.
"Is there any problem with such intensive entrustment?" This is Yu Hengyun's sincere greeting.
Fu Zexuan met Yu Hengyun's eyes directly, and there was nothing in the eyes that Yu Hengyun could understand.
As if he felt it was boring, he looked away again, and said nonchalantly: "No problem."
Yu Hengyun nodded slowly: "This means, can I give another commission?"
"What commission?"
But Yu Hengyun was not in a hurry to tell the content of the commission, but just changed the subject: "Why are you so active in taking orders?"
Fu Zexuan stared at him for a long time, and still came up with the same reason to reply him: "A few people who have been taken in are sleeping, so I stopped by to find out the origin of the SLAF virus."
That's it, that's why Yu Hengyun told Xu Han that "the boy forgot that he was carrying a treasure".
He didn't know whether Fu Zexuan really forgot or pretended to forget, because his so-called "several people who took in" died long ago.
Long before finding Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun's planning team had searched through Fu Zexuan's family background, but all the information that could be found was concentrated in the period from when he entered the Wei family to before he was 18 years old.
This means that Fu Zexuan's information is hidden by some people, and it is still information that even the military cannot find.
According to the available information, after Fu Zexuan left the Wei family, he had contact with the Wei family sisters Wei Zixi and Wei Huaiming once.
After the outbreak of the virus, the specific situation is not clear, but according to the data, the whole family of the Wei family was infected with the SLAF virus, and all of them died in the end.
The owner of the piano shop who took Fu Zexuan in later was not infected by the SLAF virus, so all the "people who took Fu Zexuan in" could only be members of the Wei family.
This is very clear to anyone, Fu Zexuan may have helped them, but the result was unsuccessful.
But this is not justified at all, because judging from Fu Zexuan's performance in the ELTT industry so far, no matter how bad it is, it will not cause all members of the Wei family to be killed by the SLAF virus.
But now, Fu Zexuan told him that he still thought that all members of the Wei family were still sleeping, rather than dead, which made Yu Hengyun very puzzled.
He had to think, was it Fu Zexuan's release, or he really didn't know about it - from the beginning to the end.
Before, Yu Hengyun thought that Fu Zexuan was probably pretending, but now the situation made him a little confused: what kind of situation is Fu Zexuan in?
So he suddenly realized that his strategy all along might no longer work——
He can no longer have the idea that he can figure out everything by Fu Zexuan's side, but should be more active in guiding and finding out the truth about the SLAF virus.
Fu Zexuan has the key to unlock the truth in his body, but he has been covering it up intentionally or unintentionally.
And what Yu Hengyun has to do is to find the key from Fu Zexuan, and then find the treasure chest that hides the truth.
And the bearer of the treasure and the key will help him, because he has done so from the beginning.
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Major General: This is not right.
Xuanxuan: This is very reasonable.
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I'm thinking about whether there are too many inner descriptions recently, and many points involving key information are in the inner drama.
——I don’t know if I will be very impatient QAQ——
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71. Fear
Until now, he finally met the biggest obstacle to this plan.
After thinking about all this clearly, Yu Hengyun told Fu Zexuan about his commission: "Ji Xiangzhi, have you heard of it?"
"I've heard of it." Fu Zexuan didn't answer more, but just answered Yu Hengyun's question.
Yu Hengyun nodded: "I heard that someone came to you for him before, but you refused?"
"Yes."
Yu Hengyun asked as if teasing: "I came to look for the same answer?"
Fu Zexuan said frankly: "Yes."
The calm look on his face made Yu Hengyun close his eyes, sinking the anxiety that came from nowhere, and reconfirmed: "There is really no way, have you visited him before?"
"I haven't seen it." Fu Zexuan looked stubborn, "But there is no way."
Then he added in his heart: It's not time yet.
Of course Yu Hengyun couldn't hear his inner voice, but when he thought of Ji Xiangzhi lying on the bed, he never showed signs of waking up in the past few years. I also often run around for this, constantly looking for capable awakeners from home and abroad, but never succeed.
But Fu Zexuan was clearly capable, but he didn't even try at the beginning, so he asserted that it was impossible.
Of course, Yu Hengyun didn't want to rely on the special treatment given to him by Fu Zexuan and make too many demands on him.
It's just that he didn't understand, since Fu Zexuan knew that he was eavesdropping, shouldn't he take the initiative to show specialness to himself after saying "like"?
It shouldn't be the same cold look, pretending that nothing has been said, and even disdain for pretense.
Who's favorite would be like this?He didn't even want to take another look, and kept backing away when he pressed on.
Thinking about it this way, why did Fu Zexuan say such confusing words?
Is it just to lure him to think more, what good is this for Fu Zexuan?
Why not tell him everything?As long as Fu Zexuan is willing to speak out, Yu Hengyun thinks he can solve everything for him.
Every time he thought about Fu Zexuan's attitude, Yu Hengyun couldn't help thinking like this, and the matter involving Ji Xiangzhi made him a little more anxious.
Coupled with Fu Zexuan's unmoved appearance, Yu Hengyun felt an unknown anger in his heart at this moment.
Obviously, he was so dependent when he was in the bar, but he also said the word "Aheng" naturally, and he didn't refuse his kiss later, why can he still put on an unshakable attitude now? look like?
Is it only his heart that is wavering?He was induced by Fu Zexuan's behavior, and he kept having various thoughts in his mind. Is this the effect Fu Zexuan wanted?
"Then if you want such an effect, why don't you make it more obvious and let me be more swayed by you. After all, I have already been brushed enough by you."
Yu Hengyun kept thinking like this in the silence between the two, and the look in Fu Zexuan's eyes gradually became vicious——
If you really like it, how can you be unwavering?
After so many contacts, Yu Hengyun looked at Fu Zexuan's unflinching indifference, and became more and more sure of his inner thoughts, and asked in a deep voice, "Really?"
"Yes." Fu Zexuan affirmed again, without any impatient appearance, but he was unwilling to continue the conversation: "If you just want to confirm these, it should be enough."
After all, he got up and was about to leave the lounge, regardless of whether Yu Hengyun wanted to leave.
But Yu Hengyun was not sure, he hadn't gotten a satisfactory result yet, so he made a move that surprised Fu Zexuan.
When Fu Zexuan was about to go out, he quickly reached out and took Fu Zexuan's hand: "I didn't say you could go."
The moment they touched Fu Zexuan's hand, both of them trembled in their hearts. Fu Zexuan lowered his head and met Yu Hengyun's fiery eyes.
But Yu Hengyun didn't let go. Seeing that his expression was slightly cracked, an irresistible enthusiasm surged up in his heart. Taking advantage of Fu Zexuan's unpreparedness, he pulled him to the sofa where he was sitting, and got up by himself. The left leg stood on the ground, and the right knee knelt between Fu Zexuan's knees, supporting him under his body.
Fu Zexuan's eyes blurred, and he was already leaning against the back of the sofa behind him, a little soft, but a little oppressed and uncomfortable due to the force.
Seeing his frown, Yu Hengyun smiled, leaned closer and asked, "What, are you uncomfortable?"
Fu Zexuan shook his head and wanted to retreat, but there was no way to retreat. Yu Hengyun noticed his evasive movements and pressed closer.
Obviously it was a few seconds of movement, but to Fu Zexuan, it looked like a slowed down shot. Yu Hengyun's aggressive face was slowly enlarged in front of his eyes, and he couldn't help swallowing.
This sounded like encouragement to Yu Hengyun, he laughed, and hit Fu Zexuan's chin with his forehead, bursts of low muffled laughter resonated with Fu Zexuan's body.
This strange touch made Fu Zexuan feel a surge of enthusiasm, and finally hearing Yu Hengyun's low laugh, his face was already blushing deeply.
Yu Hengyun had laughed enough before raising his head, seeing the blush on Fu Zexuan's face that couldn't go away, he suddenly understood it.
He was indeed too uncertain about Fu Zexuan's thoughts, so he kept having various doubts.
But even though Fu Zexuan retreated again and again, he was always special to him.
Active approach, information revealed intentionally or unintentionally, tacit intimacy, and now, the obvious shyness. His family's password "045324" is related to Yu Hengyun.
0453, 453 years of the star calendar, the year Ah Heng and Le Ze met.
24. The positions of a and h in the nine keys, if Yu Hengyun guessed correctly, represent the word Ah Heng.
Even if it wasn't love, he was always remembered by Fu Zexuan.
Just thinking about this, Yu Hengyun felt his body and mind filled with joy.
Just now he wanted to intimidate Fu Zexuan even more fiercely, but now Yu Hengyun's heart has softened, and he pays attention to the young man under him.
Because of too long time, Fu Zexuan, who was leaning on the sofa with his head up, turned his head away due to shyness, but his face was already red to the base of his ears, adding a charming beauty to his pale skin, telling Yu Hengyun to take a low breath, bit his lip and exhale slowly. Only then did he barely calm down the anger in his heart.
But he felt that it was not enough, it was not enough, Yu Hengyun wanted more than this.
Licking his back teeth, Yu Hengyun's right cheek bulged slightly, and his mouth moved immediately. Seeing Fu Zexuan's neck exposed in front of him because he raised his eyebrows, he frowned and resisted the urge to lean over and grab it.
Seeing that he hadn't moved for a long time, Fu Zexuan couldn't help but turned his head to check his situation, just in time to see Yu Hengyun tilting his head forbearance.
Yu Hengyun knew that he was looking at him, closed his eyes, looked at him again, showed a successful smile, leaned over to his ear, exhaled slowly, and whispered into his ear: "I've been fooled. "
His behavior was too naive, but it hit Fu Zexuan's weakness, and successfully made Fu Zexuan's body weak, not to mention his face turned red again.
But Yu Hengyun didn't plan to do anything. Even though Fu Zexuan's attitude made him want to move, he couldn't do anything before the two of them confirmed their relationship. Among them, he needed to add the feeling of cherishing Fu Zexuan.
So he just changed his tone, lowered his voice with the words he intended to use as a threat, deliberately made his already hoarse voice more thick, and whispered in Fu Zexuan's ear: "Everyone has come this far Now, what are you still playing to retreat?"
Fu Zexuan moved unnaturally, but was held down by Yu Hengyun, maintaining this posture, feeling the breath of a man that cannot be ignored, as well as his intentional or unintentional breathing.
He clenched his lower lip, not wanting Yu Hengyun to notice his wavering expression, but the blush on his face would have exposed him long ago.
Yu Hengyun didn't pay attention to his expression at the moment, but pressed Fu Zexuan, and then said the following question with a touch of lingering: "Are you afraid, huh?"
This speaks to Fu Zexuan's mood at the moment.He was indeed afraid, the plan went too smoothly, and Yu Hengyun was willing to join the network, but as the leader, he couldn't bear to hurt him because of this trust mixed with purpose.
He had been staring at Yu Hengyun for a long time, just to confirm all the looks in his eyes, but in his opinion, everything about Yu Hengyun had never been faked, which made Fu Zexuan hesitate.
If Yu Hengyun's trust was all a pretense and he hadn't treated him with a trace of sincerity, Fu Zexuan would still be able to deceive him without any burden.
But now he can't.
Maybe he couldn't do it in the first place.
He had many choices, but he chose Yu Hengyun among so many people.He didn't need to get close, and put himself out of all plans, but he softly took the other three into the plan.
He can hide everything until the end, until the problem is perfectly solved, but he guides Yu Hengyun to be the hero.
Fu Zexuan did it for Yu Hengyun, a fact that he himself could not deny no matter what.
And gradually, in deceiving Yu Hengyun, he gave up his heart, which he couldn't deceive himself at all.
Because Yu Hengyun never cheated, he just confirmed over and over again, accepted his deception frankly, followed his pace obediently, one dream after another came to the present.
So he was afraid, afraid of hurting such an honest Yu Hengyun.
Because in his plan, he had to hurt such a sincere person.
Thinking of this, he recalled the mood when he accepted Yu Hengyun's kiss.
Excited, unbelievable, shy, cautious, desperate... There is no retreat, only acceptance.
So much so that after that kiss ended, he couldn't help being afraid, such a sinking will only make him refuse to let go.
In the end, because he valued this kiss too much, Fu Zexuan hated himself who would hurt Yu Hengyun.
He wanted to use Yu Hengyun and use his trust in him to hurt him, so he was hesitating and afraid.
This is Fu Zexuan's extremely contradictory mood, because he can't give up the plan, and this is his only sustenance after leaving that person.
Fu Zexuan wrote draft after draft of plans day and night, selected characters, and selected time, just to solve the knot that had troubled him for many years.
Then he can run toward the end without guilt.
But until now, he finally met the biggest obstacle to this plan.
It is the key point of this plan, and it is also the point where he can't make a choice.
Yu Hengyun didn't expect that the words he just used to provoke Fu Zexuan would cause him such a big reaction.
He could feel Fu Zexuan's thin body trembling slightly, and the blush on his face faded almost instantly, replaced by a more transparent paleness than usual.
This made Yu Hengyun's heart twitch.
What he should pay attention to is that Fu Zexuan's unknown secret seems to hold the key to unlock everything, which shows that Fu Zexuan himself has had an unusual experience, and it is most likely to scare him.
Yu Hengyun scolded himself inwardly, then abandoned all principles in a blink of an eye, leaned over and hugged this thin body tightly, and softly comforted Fu Zexuan's ear: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid... I'm here."
Fu Zexuan didn't feel anything at first, but as soon as this warm embrace fell, he couldn't hold back the tears that swirled in his eyes.
He doesn't feel that he is a fragile person. He has never shed tears for what Fu Zexuan has experienced so far, but is just lost and sad. What he experienced in Wei's house and on campus, he even just endured it in a daze. Then he stood up and fought back vigorously.
He never shed tears, even if it was that person's neglect and abandonment, he just accepted it calmly, lived his own life, and told that person his answer in his own way.
But why, when Yu Hengyun fell into this embrace, he wanted to cry?
Just like after that kiss, Yu Hengyun left, he thought it was only this one time, there will be no more in the future, after the tenderness at this moment, there will only be scars left.In the end, all of Yu Hengyun's trust will be wiped out.
As soon as he thought of this, there was heat in his eye sockets, and then uncontrollably, water droplets fell down.
Feeling his trembling, Yu Hengyun closed his eyes and kissed Fu Zexuan's neck, stroked his hair gently, and kept saying "don't be afraid" to him.
It continued like this until Fu Zexuan calmed down, Yu Hengyun kissed the side of his neck again, and stood up to see Fu Zexuan's situation at this time.
Fu Zexuan turned his face in embarrassment, but Yu Hengyun stubbornly straightened his face, wiped his right cheek, and gently scraped his nose when he left.
This made Fu Zexuan's eyes widen in surprise.
And Yu Hengyun, because he saw too many expressions that he would not normally see, he felt a secret sense of satisfaction in his heart. He wanted to get closer, but he didn't know what he thought of and stopped. He just raised the corner of his mouth and said with a smile: " Are you still afraid now?"
Fu Zexuan understood what he meant. When Yu Hengyun comforted him again and again just now, he kept repeating "I am here" in his ear. He didn't think there was anything before, but now that he thinks about it, he was once again caught by the person that cannot be ignored. His face was reddened by the breath.
Seeing him blushing again, Yu Hengyun was at a loss. He was about to say something, but Fu Zexuan, who was blushing, preempted him: "Take it."
Yu Hengyun was stunned, he understood that he was talking about entrustment, and he didn't understand why Fu Zexuan suddenly changed his mind, but because of the too intimate contact just now, he still couldn't help teasing: "Do you just want to ask me for a hug?"
Fu Zexuan didn't speak, the blush on his face didn't dissipate for a long time, this tacit attitude caused Yu Hengyun's heart to set off a wave of madness, he stretched out his tongue and moistened his lips, and smiled easily, and then the smile on his face widened.
If Xue Chijing was present and saw the expressions of the two of them, he would definitely reprimand them for being stunned.
The two young people who liked each other just looked at each other with shy and silly expressions.
But Fu Zexuan couldn't bear to tell him to laugh anymore, under Yu Hengyun's scorching gaze, he stammered: "Look, watch the sunrise?"
Yu Hengyun didn't realize that this was an invitation, but of course he readily agreed after realizing it.
There is a balcony in the second bedroom of the room. When Fu Zexuan walked here and saw the night outside, he realized that this is not an ordinary time, and there are at least three hours before sunrise.
"Sleep here and rest...?" Fu Zexuan seemed not used to this kind of question, but hesitatingly added the interrogative word "do" softly at the end.
Yu Hengyun refused calmly: "Don't forget my profession."
Only then did Fu Zexuan realize that this person might be able to stay up all night better than him, so he calmly sat down at the table on the balcony.
Yu Hengyun saw that there was a chair-style swing on the balcony, and pointed: "Where are you sitting?"
Fu Zexuan shook his head. Seeing that Yu Hengyun seemed not satisfied with the answer, he added: "A child who likes swings, but has never been here."
Hearing this answer, Yu Hengyun felt as if he had connected with his sister who liked swings, but he walked up to Fu Zexuan and sat down without asking any questions.
But obviously, even if Fu Zexuan didn't sit on the swing, this arrangement would be very emotional.
A balcony, a small western-style dining table, vases, and teapots seemed to be out of tune with Fu Zexuan's appearance.
After some hesitation, Yu Hengyun decided to investigate: "It seems that you often sit here to watch the sunrise?"
Fu Zexuan nodded, just staring at the night outside the balcony.
It's reasonable to think about it. Fu Zexuan is a night owl who sleeps during the day and comes out at night. It's not surprising that he often watches the sunrise, but this is not what Yu Hengyun wanted to ask, so he praised: "The layout of this balcony is good."
Fu Zexuan also imitated him and pointed to the swing, saying: "This is more suitable for the occasion."
Yu Hengyun laughed and stopped asking.
Instead, Fu Zexuan asked, "What about you?"
Yu Hengyun was puzzled: "Me?"
"Do you like sunrise?"
This is not a simple question, it is rare to reveal Fu Zexuan's preferences.Since the question is asked like this, Fu Zexuan certainly likes the sunrise, otherwise he would not often sit alone on the balcony watching the sun rise.
Thinking of this scene, Yu Hengyun felt like a kitten scratched his heart. He felt a little lonely, but also had a clear sense of beauty.
But his answer was still different from Fu Zexuan's after all, he replied: "I don't like it." Fu Zexuan nodded knowingly and didn't ask anything.
Yu Hengyun planned to say more, he said slowly: "I don't like sunrise, I prefer watching stars."
Fu Zexuan turned his head to look at him when he heard the words, and met Yu Hengyun's starry eyes, which were as bright as an unattainable dream of infinity, and it was also a light that he would never be able to reach.
He lost his mind in the light.
In a trance, I heard Yu Hengyun's voice sounding from the far side: "Just like the two of us, or more comfortably lying on a flat place, counting stars, looking for constellations, telling stories about the past and present of each star, and thinking about each star. The origin and annihilation of stars."
And then he goes back to that moment too.
It was the little Le Ze, pointing to the stars in the sky, whispering to his Ah Heng, all the memories in his mind——
The story of each star from ancient to modern, told him the birth of each star, and the destruction that will eventually lead to a certain moment and illuminate the universe.
The author says:
Xuanxuan: Don't accept the commission.
Major General: Come and hug Brother Yun.
Xu Han: Dog boy, I don't have eyes to see.
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In fact, Xuanxuan is really a fragile and contradictory boy,
And though the major general felt his emotion,
But because of Xuanxuan's uncertain attitude, he has been probing and doubting,
Then this chapter is very happy to write all of these,
And the departure of the major general is actually a silent guardianship,
That's why Xuanxuan accidentally put the wolf into the house after he knew about it!
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The next chapter is about to enter the final dream, this is a big dream,
It is expected that chapter [-] will end and the truth will be revealed!
Then go to volume three.
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