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This important task was handed over to the 3103 team, which has not yet been defeated.
Yu Hengyun knew that of course the enemy would not let the ordnance base be short-lived, and according to the consistent fighting style of the Namotians and the analysis of the opponent's general's personality, this task must be difficult to return to.
And this is only the first time they have explored the base after locking the location of the ordnance factory. In order to avoid being detected by the enemy, they did not send any manpower or detectors to investigate.
But their trip is with the life and death of the entire planet, and the entire team did not flinch, and all members led the way.
But what they encountered turned out to be the enemy's most elite group of dead soldiers, as many as nearly 300 people, and the leader was Toks, the top general of the Namo star army.
As for the 3103 team, there are only 13 people.
Yu Hengyun was unable to recall that day anymore, his memory was full of blood.
They haven't obtained the blueprint of the base yet, so they don't know anything about the base situation.
After several days of observation, the team entered the base.
At first everything went well, but when Beifeng sneaked into the base, he touched the mechanism by mistake. The 13 members of the team were separated, trapped in a secret room disguised as a corridor, and fought against the endless stream of dead soldiers.
Tox is too confident. If he made a complete secret room, he might be able to hold back the pace of the 3103 team;
But he underestimated the strength of the team, and added an externally controlled heater in the room, trying to turn the secret room into a steamer, and let the team members die in torment. Little did he know that this was the most familiar combat environment of the 3103 team .
Even though the dead men were difficult to deal with, the team members rushed out from the dead men's siege and escaped from the secret room with injuries.
Everyone split up, Yu Hengjun led You Xiao and others to attract Tox's firepower, and the other team members went to complete the corresponding tasks.
It was in this scuffle with Tox that Yu Hengyun was attacked by a laser from an unknown source, and You Ou paid his life for it.
All members of Team 3103 were furious and fought bloody battles when You Owl was killed in battle. In the end, 3 team members died in exchange for the perfect success of the mission.
After returning to the headquarters on the day the mission was over, and reporting the situation to the headquarters, Yu Hengyun fell into a deep sleep.
……
When he woke up again, he was facing Beifeng's face. His face was full of excitement and joy, his eyes were rolling around, and he looked like he was thinking about something.
Yu Hengyun didn't think about it, but asked, "Why am I here?"
Beifeng deliberately concealed it, and felt guilty when he heard his question without any emotion, but he still asserted his confidence and replied as instructed: "The war is urgent, and the headquarters will not let anyone go."
His thoughts were written all over his face. Yu Hengyun was more familiar with his expression after spending a long time with him in the team, so he said to him unhurriedly: "Why lie to me? As long as I want, no one can tell a lie. "
Beifeng's expression faltered for a moment, and he quickly suppressed him again.He didn't understand why the headquarters didn't allow their team members to conceal this, but he still obeyed the order and calmly defended: "I didn't lie."
Not convincing at all.Yu Hengyun also understood the reason why Beifeng didn't let go, but he had a move that could pry Beifeng away better than the orders of his superiors, so he said leisurely: "It seems that I haven't greeted Beirou for a long time, how is she doing recently?"
Beifeng was already familiar with this move, but it really worked. He wanted to cry, but begged for mercy: "Stop, captain, this is a death order, I really can't say it."
Yu Hengyun only needs this sentence.
Seeing that he was satisfied, Beifeng breathed a sigh of relief, and turned curious: "Captain, why do you think..."
"It's just intuition."
Beifeng thought of the meaning behind this. Yu Hengyun meant that there was no awakener in the army who was suitable for him. It sounded too confident, but Beifeng felt that this was Yu Hengyun.
Indeed, the army urgently called awakeners to wake up Yu Hengyun, but none of them succeeded.
In the end, under the coordination of all parties, the suggestion of recruiting high-level awakeners was abandoned, and Yu Hengyun was sent home.After the awakening was successful, he was sent back to the army immediately.
With Beifeng's mind, he never thought that this order was to protect the awakener and prevent Yu Hengyun from knowing the existence and location of the awakener.
But arranging Beifeng at the place where he woke up seemed suspicious, as if deliberately concealing it, but told him in this way that the headquarters was concealing the identity of the awakening division.
Beifeng didn't have these twists and turns in his heart. He blindly believed the captain's explanation and didn't ask any more questions. Then he remembered the reason why he was waiting here, and shared with the captain with bright eyes: "Captain, there is good news."
Stop thinking, Yu Hengyun looked at him: "Huh?"
"You transferred the headquarters!"
Yu Hengyun's brows were instantly frowned, seeing that he was a little unhappy, Bei Feng blinked twice, puzzled and said, "Why, isn't this good news, Captain?"
Shaking his head slightly, Yu Hengyun frowned in thought, this is indeed good news in any way, his military rank has risen accordingly, and his goal of entering the headquarters has also been achieved.
But he didn't expect it to be so fast, it's just... he still wants to drag the 3103 team forward along the way.
Not to mention, such a promotion is tantamount to stepping on the corpse of a partner to climb up.
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[I just found out that the flag was down.There are about [-] chapters left in the main text, I... try my best to finish it in March. 】
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77. The dream of chaos ([-])
For the umpteenth time since waking up from a deep sleep, an inexplicable sense of familiarity struck;
The final personnel transfer was beyond Yu Hengyun's expectations. He was still the captain and commander of Team 3103, but the other members of the team were promoted and assigned to other teams. Team 3103 was only called up again when necessary to perform special tasks.
After this mission, Yu Hengyun devoted himself to the battle, creating myths in the headquarters time and time again.
Seeing through Namoxing's tricks again and again, personally leading the team to break through the hidden strongholds of Namoxing by surprise, commanding the troops to completely defeat Namoxing's defense line in the decisive battle, Yu Hengyun is indispensable in the excellent finishing work.
He was called to participate in the war for eight years, and he was successively promoted from lieutenant to senior colonel. After the war, he was promoted to the youngest major general in China at the award ceremony.
Standing on the stage of the awards and commendation meeting, countless lights were turned on, and the moment when the words of commendation sounded in the auditorium was clearly right in front of him, but Yu Hengyun felt that there was a long distance from this moment.
For the umpteenth time since waking up from a deep sleep, an inexplicable sense of familiarity struck, as if all of this was taken for granted.
The dikes against the torrent are unbreakable, and there is not a single weak outlet.
The white mouse goes around in the maze, but there is no beginning and end at all.
Yu Hengyun was trapped in the past, ignorant of his situation, his memory was incomplete, and he replayed the deleted past in the maze.
But a completely closed dam is not a long-term solution after all. When the torrent gathers, its power will eventually destroy the dam and find freedom.
After the award ceremony was over, Yu Hengyun, who had been restless for a long time, was finally able to relax.
As soon as I got home, a subtle sense of disharmony hit my face. Before I put down my luggage and didn't have time to check carefully, a communication came in.
It's Mr. Yu.
The old man had gray temples, a straight body, and stared at his grandson with piercing eyes from the opposite side of the communicator.
Yu Hengyun saluted the old man with a military salute. Seeing that the old man was ready for battle, he started to report on his military work with a blank expression.
At this moment, he really didn't figure out what the old man was thinking. Seeing the old man winking to the side, and a soft voice said a few words, Yu Hengyun recognized the voice, it was someone who often complained Clever ghost, after she finished speaking, there was a rustling sound accompanied by very slight footsteps going away.
Yu Hengyun remained unmoved, and reported to the old man in the same tone that had no emotional fluctuations before.
When dealing with work reports, Mr. Yu was never sloppy. He listened carefully to his grandson's report and self-reflection, strictly discussed with him ideological issues, and guided him where he still needed to be. He waved to the side and continued to stare at his grandson strangely. , nor does it mean to turn off the communication.
Yu Hengyun didn't understand either, so he looked at his grandfather without timidity, until there was a sound of deliberately dragging footsteps, and finally stopped beside Mr. Yu. What's the point of looking at it, everyone can't understand the style."
Her posture was really indecent, her tone was too casual, and Yu Hengyun opened his mouth to reprimand, but Mr. Yu had always stood by Yu Shunuo's side. Seeing his expression froze, Mr. Yu coughed casually, It directly blocked the reprimand words that the grandson was about to say.
Yu Hengyun also knew that the old man had always doted on his granddaughter, and under the protection of such a grandfather, Yu Shunuo could be said to be lawless.
So he followed Mr. Yu's suggestion and shut up, waiting to see Yu Shunuo continue to be a demon.
If Yu Shunuo knew what her brother was thinking, she would definitely be wronged. She didn't encourage the old man to turn off the communication, but just encouraged the old man to call the communication.
Ever since Yu Hengyun woke up from a deep sleep, the family could only learn about his situation from the news broadcast. His parents also asked Mr. Yu if he could get some information from the military based on his identity, but the old man scolded them with a dark face. After a pause, he said, "What time is it? I still can't tell which is more important between the private affairs of the family and the survival of the family and the country?"
Yu Xiu and Ji Yanru also understood the old man's psychology, but in the end it was because they were so worried that there were no grand entertainment activities at home in the past few years. On the surface, everyone seemed to be living as usual, but Yu Shunuo sensed Ji Yanru's worry, and Yu Xiu and Yu Although the old man still looked calm, his face was more tense than before.
Until now, Mr. Yu has always maintained his attitude and refused to speak. Until yesterday, when he saw the broadcast of the awarding ceremony, Yu Shunuo caught a glimpse of his grandfather's expression for a moment, and felt a little funny in his heart.
After watching the broadcast of the award ceremony, the status of the elders in the family changed, and there was a sense of excitement that could not wait. Yu Shunuo guessed that they thought that Yu Hengyun would come back the next day, so Ji Yanru prepared a lot of food and life with great fanfare. supplies.
As a result, today, there is no sign of his brother coming back at all. Seeing that Mr. Yu's face was dark, Yu Shunuo hurriedly went up to pretend to be sad: "Brother said he would bring me something back, but there has been no news, but I was not careful before. It made him angry, and I was afraid that he would not answer my message. So... Grandpa, can you use yours to call my brother?"
Mr. Yu was furious: I have to break my promise to my granddaughter!Immediately, a call came to Yu Hengyun's place. Seeing that the call was connected, Yu Shunuo immediately slipped aside to give the space to his grandfather and grandson.
The old man didn't know what she meant, but he just refused to express his miss to his grandson.
This is what happened before Yu Hengyun received the communication, and Yu Shunuo saw that the two had been deadlocked after reporting their work, sighed and rushed back, leaned in front of the communicator and joked: "Who is it?" , ran home without saying a word, without saying a word?"
As she spoke, she gave Yu Hengyun a wink of her left eye.
Hearing what his sister said, Yu Hengyun immediately understood that he might have misunderstood what the old man meant——
Although the old man seemed quite satisfied with his work report, it was clear that the communication he had received had other purposes.
He explained to Mr. Yu that he would return to live in the old house in a few days, and ended the communication. Yu Hengyun focused on the decoration of the house.
In fact, if it was normal, Yu Hengyun would definitely go back to the old house first, but when deciding on the itinerary, he had an inexplicable premonition that made him decide to go back to his house in Ueno Island first.
Sure enough, the sense of disobedience upon entering the door confirmed Yu Hengyun's premonition.
This sense of incongruity comes from the furnishings in the house. Compared with the furnishings in his memory before he left, his personal items, books in the study, and kitchen utensils all have slight deviations, and there is even an aura that does not belong to him on the clothes.
All this shows that someone once lived here.
Even more obviously, there is a copy of "Military Cryptography" in the study room that is turned upside down, with the spine of the book facing inward.
Yu Hengyun frowned deeply, not because he was repulsed by the fact that someone broke into his house, but because he felt that the breath belonging to others was no stranger to him.
And he didn't have the slightest memory of this breath in his mind.
This is as inexplicable as the sense of familiarity that repeatedly emerges in his heart, it appears without warning, and there is no relevant thread at all.
But Yu Hengyun knew that the origin of all this started after he was awakened. Although the superior seemed to deliberately conceal the relevant information at the time, he already had an idea, so he decided to start investigating from this point.
This investigation lasted for a year, during which Yu Hengyun used many methods, but did not find even a single clue.
The comrades in the army were only ordered not to say that he was sent to the new earth to wake up, and the rest did not know.
I only know that the army's orders were issued in the form of documents from the field headquarters at that time. At that time, only two officers in the field headquarters had the authority to issue orders for the entire army, one surnamed Shen and the other surnamed Wu.
At this point, Yu Hengyun didn't want to go any further. He checked all this not for work needs, but to satisfy his own heart. He couldn't convince himself to use means to get information.
Yu Hengyun turned to ask Yu Shunuo, the only one in the family who could speak out, but she shook her head and kept her mouth shut.
Yu Hengyun felt that such a stalemate was absurd, and subconsciously told him that it shouldn't be like this, and he would not find any clues.
But in this year, even the sense of familiarity in his heart gradually disappeared, replaced by the feeling that something was missing around him.
It was as if someone was supposed to come to him but didn't show up on time.
And he, Yu Hengyun, should have more important things to do, but he is just doing his daily work in the army, looking for the source of his inner familiarity in his spare time.
So much so that now I have to go to a boring banquet, Yu Hengyun stood straight by the window, watching the night darken and the distant lights gradually rise, thinking with a blank face.
"Brother, are you alright?" Yu Shunuo probed his head and saw that he hadn't changed his attire, and the banquet dress was still hanging on the wall, and he didn't want to answer her voice, so he had no choice but to prolong his voice and remind him: " elder brother."
Only then did Yu Hengyun turn to look at her, without saying a word, the expression on his face seemed to say, "What's the matter?"
Yu Shunuo felt that there was something wrong with Yu Hengyun. It was like this when he came back a year ago. He used to talk to him about things, but he still had a few words.
So Yu Shunuo didn't urge him anymore, and wanted to take this opportunity to ask: "Brother, do you have something on your mind, or are you suffering... are you sick?"
She said it tactfully. She wanted to ask if she was hurting her heart, but she thought maybe her brother knew it in his own mind, so he just asked veiledly.
Yu Hengyun didn't care much: "It's fine."
Yu Shunuo really wanted to say directly, "You don't look like it's okay", but she once went to a psychiatrist for consultation because of this, and this doesn't look like a manifestation of PTSD.Instead, the doctor asked her to care more, saying that her brother might just have something on his mind.
But she tried many times to have a heart-to-heart talk with Yu Hengyun, only to find that if Yu Hengyun didn't want to talk, she couldn't ask.
Yu Shunuo had no choice but to put on his usual face again, urging him to hurry up: "Hurry up, don't wait until your party is late."
Anyway, there is a person named "Ji" in the family, so it's not good to be late.
Yu Hengyun just nodded, still looking reticent.
Yu Shunuo ordered to leave, leaving the space to Yu Hengyun alone, and Yu Hengyun changed into his dress neatly, and arrived at Ji's house with the family car.
The banquet was not grand, just invited some frequent people, mainly to celebrate Ji Xiangzhi who was promoted to military rank.
Yu Xiu brought his wife, children and Ji's family members to greet him.
The old man of the Ji family has only two daughters. Ji Yanru is the eldest sister, and his younger sister is Ji Heru. She is married to the second son of the Xue family, Xue Mohe.
After saying hello to his grandfather and several uncles, Yu Shunuo went to communicate with his partners.
Yu Hengyun was sitting at the table, with an aura of not being close to strangers, which made all the men and women who wanted to strike up a conversation retreat.
Even if he came forward boldly and courageously, he was defeated by his indifferent and flat eyes.
The reason Yu Hengyun agreed to come to this banquet was because Ji Xiangzhi said he wanted to surprise him.He didn't expect any surprises, but he didn't meet Ji Xiangzhi for a long time and was just going to see how he was doing recently.
The last time he and Ji Xiang met was at the beginning of the war. The two were summoned to the battlefield in the same batch and separated not long after. They met him, but the two never met.
I don't know what kind of face he has been tempered by the war.
But the protagonist of the banquet he was waiting for, Ji Xiangzhi, never showed up, and he didn't arrive until Yu Hengyun sat at the table and waited for another twenty minutes.
It turned out that he was upstairs, and there was someone following him when he came down.
Seeing the two figures coming together, the guests made a fuss, either laughing or whispering.
Yu Hengyun froze suddenly, his pupils shrank, and then suddenly enlarged. The blood seemed to have completely cooled down at this moment, and rushed to the heart again.
Obviously the person next to Ji Xiangzhi was wearing simple casual clothes, but his mind automatically projected the appearance of this person wearing a white military uniform, which perfectly matched this figure.
Sitting in the hall where the toasts were staggered, Yu Hengyun once again felt the sense of distance that he felt at the award ceremony.
He looked down at the rim of the cup that had been cracked by him, put the cup down lightly, then looked up at the two figures who greeted the crowd, watched the two smiling and talking, and walked towards him.
This is clearly the real world, but it seems to be beckoning to him at the border of illusion.
For the first time, Yu Hengyun realized that he seemed to have lost something very important.
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You lost your object.
78. The dream of chaos ([-])
If it is something he believes, then go all out to do it.
Ji Xiangzhi came over with someone, pretending to be cool and raised his chin to the people beside him, but he couldn't hide the complacency and happiness in the corners of his eyes when he introduced Yu Hengyun: "My partner, Wen Ziyou, let's get to know each other?"
The war seems to have sculpted Ji Xiangzhi's face, making his face more angular, but the biggest change is his eyes, the eye sockets are deeper, and the eyes are sharper, but when introducing the people beside him , the whole face softened, and when the eyes met the other party's gaze, they became more affectionate.
Wen Ziyou listened attentively to Ji Xiangzhi introducing Yu Hengyun to him, and nodded politely to Yu Hengyun, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Yu Hengyun also nodded slightly in return, but thought absurdly in his heart that it shouldn't be like this.
"I also took him to say hello to other people, wait for me, talk back." After Ji Xiangzhi told him, he was going to take Wen Ziyou to show off with other friends.
Yu Hengyun watched the two of them off in silence, but heard Wen Ziyou sigh to Ji Xiangzhi in a low voice when they left: "Everything is like a dream tonight."
Ji Xiangzhi spoke to him: "It's been so long, do you still feel that our relationship is like a dream?"
Wen Ziyou only shook his head slightly, took Ji Xiangzhi's hand, and looked sideways at him. From the angle Yu Hengyun looked at, he could see the corners of his lips curled up. Yu Hengyun was keenly aware that Wen Ziyou's sideways glance was for him.
But Yu Hengyun couldn't tell for a moment whether Wen Ziyou was looking at him or behind him.
Behind him is the balcony, and the French windows are half-covered by curtains. Yu Hengyun sat at the table for a while, took a cigarette from his pocket, walked to the balcony, and looked around. The night outside was nothing special. He leaned against the guardrail and looked into the house, lit a cigarette, and took in all the movements at the banquet. The colorful scene in the house was even more illusory amidst the smog.
Not long after, Wen Ziyou came to the balcony alone as he expected, but he just asked Yu Hengyun for a cigarette and lit it, leaning on the guardrail and watching the room with him, without saying a word.
Looking at Ji Xiangzhi in the room, I don't know how many times he looked at the balcony intentionally or unintentionally, Wen Ziyou suddenly sneered inexplicably, and said something completely different in content and tone in a cold tone: "I feel very happy now, And you?"
His expression and words are two extremes, with a smile on his face, but it is no better than a crying face, like a lie repeated to convince himself, knowing that he can't lie to himself, or speaking stereotyped deceitful words .
Yu Hengyun just smoked in silence, without saying a word.
Wen Ziyou answered by himself: "It looks good, it's no different from the last time we met."
"As far as I know, we should have never seen each other."
Yu Hengyun's low-pitched voice was a little hoarse. Wen Ziyou was taken aback when he heard his words were determined, and turned his head slightly to the left, looking down to the left as if he was thinking.
After a while he smiled, and nodded with a comprehended expression: "Yes, we haven't met, maybe I confused your elder brother with you, sorry."
Yu Hengyun didn't quite believe what he said, but still shook his head to express that it was okay, put out the cigarette and gave Wen Ziyou a vague look, and left the balcony without saying goodbye, as if the two just met on the balcony, and parted ways after a few pleasantries. .
Walking slowly into the room, the bustle is still there, Yu Hengyun felt something in his heart, turned back to look at Wen Ziyou who was still stuck on the balcony, the lights in the room were like a dream, dazzling like the sun, but did not illuminate the expression of the person hidden in the darkness, Even he couldn't see Wen Ziyou's expression clearly, he could only vaguely discern that he lowered his head slightly like a statue, and the red light between his fingers did not move.
As if feeling his sight, Wen Ziyou slightly raised his head to look at him, and smiled again, opening and closing his lips, as if saying something to him, or just opening his lips but not saying anything.
Yu Hengyun didn't see clearly, but he should have been able to.
He closed his eyes slightly, turned around, walked to the table just now and sat down, no longer paying attention to the movement on the balcony, just waiting for Ji Xiangzhi's "return chat" that he didn't know when it would be fulfilled.
But Ji Xiangzhi obviously didn't forget, seeing Yu Hengyun coming into the hall, he dragged Wen Ziyou to see him when he had time.
Yu Hengyun caught a glimpse of the hands of the two of them who hadn't let go, and said leisurely: "This is 'surprise'? "
Ji Xiangzhi didn't think there was anything wrong: "Yeah, your best cousin, I have a major life event in the future, isn't it a surprise?"
Yu Hengyun looked at Wen Ziyou, who was sipping a cocktail, and asked, "When did you meet?"
"It's very early." Ji Xiangzhi paused, and patted his head: "Look at me, he is the deskmate I told you about who doesn't answer me."
When he said that, Yu Hengyun also remembered it.When he was in high school, Ji Xiangzhi mentioned his deskmate to him, and Ren Ji Xiangzhi ignored whatever he started to talk to, and he put on a posture of a flower in the high mountains all day long, but he talked to others normally, and even laughed at Yanyan, Seeing his obvious reluctance to deal with him, Ji Xiangzhi wisely stopped making fun of himself.
Originally, if it was just like this, Yu Hengyun wouldn't have a deep memory of this incident.
But some time after this incident, Ji Xiangzhi mentioned to him what happened in school again.
Inexplicably, there are breakfast and lunch boxes on his table every day, and they come in different patterns every day.As a result, I asked my classmates around me, but none of them knew.
But Rong Su, who was in the same class as Ji Xiangzhi, noticed it and told Yu Hengyun that he saw that it was made by Ji Xiangzhi's deskmate. Every morning, he came to the classroom long in advance and stuffed meals and snacks into Ji Xiangzhi's desk.
Yu Hengyun was silent after hearing this, Ji Xiangzhi has always been carefree and has no other bad habits, except that he likes to eat.
He asked Ji Xiangzhi how to deal with the inexplicable meals and snacks, his eyes lit up, and he said as a matter of course: "I ate it, I tried it, it was very delicious!"
Yu Hengyun didn't think that this tablemate had any bad intentions, at most it was just to grab Ji Xiangzhi's stomach, so he just asked Rong Su to pay more attention.
Not long after, Rong Su told him that Ji Xiangzhi's tablemate was not simple, and that he was "too aggressive" in his words, and that he did everything with a purpose, which was not suitable for Ji Xiangzhi.
Yu Hengyun didn't intend to intervene, but one day a few months later, Ji Xiangzhi suddenly called and asked him if he could help with the aftermath.
Without saying a word, Yu Hengyun rushed to the police station, found out what happened, and asked someone to bring Ji Xiangzhi out.
The cause of the incident turned out to be that Ji Xiangzhi's tablemate was being bullied. Ji Xiangzhi saw it when he passed by, and injured everyone in a rage.
"Where's the person?" Yu Hengyun looked at Ji Xiangzhi calmly, and saw the dodge in his eyes.
"Someone sent him back first."
The person was very protective, thinking about it, Yu Hengyun became concerned, and asked again: "You know that, right?"
Ji Xiangzhi nodded, then shook his head.
"What do you mean, explain clearly."
Yu Hengyun is considered to be Ji Xiangzhi's cousin, and has always held a high status in Ji Xiangzhi's heart. Originally, Yu Hengyun had received military training since he was a child, and his aura was a bit overwhelming. When he became fierce, Ji Xiangzhi would dare to defy him, hesitating Said he was guessing.
"And, and I was, I was..."
Seeing Ji Xiangzhi hesitated to speak, Yu Hengyun shouted at him: "Look up at me."
Ji Xiangzhi trembled, raised his head, tried to speak up a few times, but was discouraged.He didn't understand, it was just telling the truth, why it was so difficult to say it.
He looked like a timid little animal, and Yu Hengyun's serious expression could hardly be maintained. He asked deliberately, "You like him, don't you?"
Ji Xiangzhi's expression was startled, and she immediately wanted to deny it: "No..."
Yu Hengyun narrowed his eyes slightly: "Answer after thinking about it."
His attitude made it clear that he wanted to force Ji Xiangzhi to speak out, but Ji Xiangzhi didn't think that Yu Hengyun had any bad intentions at all, so he shouted out in a hurry: "Yes, yes, I have fallen in love with him a long time ago!"
The corner of Yu Hengyun's mouth twitched, and he said: "Then you have the nerve to call me to deal with the aftermath?"
"Ah?" Ji Xiangzhi didn't understand what he meant, and was dumbfounded again.
"If you don't think carefully before doing something, and don't do it thoroughly after doing it, you still want to protect others?" Throwing down these words lightly, Yu Hengyun strode away.
Now Ji Xiangzhi understood that Yu Hengyun was scolding him for being overconfident, so he couldn't help being dumbfounded: "But you are still underage, brother Yu..."
But since then, Yu Hengyun thought that the two would have a good relationship, but he didn't hear any news after that. Instead, Ji Xiangzhi took the initiative to explain to him with a smile: "He's gone."
There is no more text.
Seeing Yu Hengyun thoughtful, Ji Xiangzhi smiled and asked, "Have you remembered?"
Yu Hengyun: "Well, it's hard not to be impressed."
Ji Xiangzhi knew that brother Yu was embarrassing himself again, so he slapped haha, afraid that Yu Hengyun would tell more about his mental journey when he was young, so he changed the subject in an attempt to cover up: "Don't talk about this, brother Yu, how about you? "
But Ji Xiangzhi's "cold" partner didn't intend to let him go: "Don't change the subject, I still want to know how you mentioned me to Brother Yu at that time."
Then there was another Ji Xiangzhi behavior appreciation meeting.
On the night when he returned home from the banquet, Yu Hengyun had a dream.
In the dream, there was a piece of pure blackness where you couldn't see your fingers, only a low and weak sobbing sound intermittently.
Yu Hengyun clearly felt that his consciousness existed in this body, but he could not control this body at all.He had no choice but to walk forward with this self-moving body, his eyesight a little low.
The whimpering in his ear became more and more clear, it was in front of him, he thought, and then he arrived, a faint blue light made Yu Hengyun catch the boy's figure at a glance.
The boy curled up against the corner of the wall, leaning his head on his knees, his shoulders shrugging with the sound of sniffling.
He was so focused on crying that he didn't notice Yu Hengyun's arrival.
"What's the matter with you?" When the body spoke, Yu Hengyun was startled, he would not admit his mistake, it was his voice when he was a child.
The boy in front of him stopped crying, he quickly raised his head, was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly hiccupped, and quickly buried his head in his knees.
It was the moment when he raised his head briefly, Yu Hengyun saw the boy's face clearly, and he felt that sense of familiarity again, but how could this happen?Why did he feel familiar with a little boy in his dream?
Because it was a dream?
The boy didn't answer him, but kept his head buried.
This body stretched out its small hand, as if it was going to touch the little boy in front of it. After a wave of fluctuations, the boy's figure disappeared and the light went out.
Through this small hand with scars, Yu Hengyun confirmed that he was on his own body when he was a child.
Seeing that the boy was gone, little Yu Hengyun deliberately shouted loudly: "You are crying and avoiding me, why!"
Yu Hengyun was a little dumbfounded for a moment. According to Xiao Yu Hengyun's question, it is estimated that he would never get an answer from the other party in his life.
The boy did not respond.Little Yu Hengyun was not discouraged, and started looking for the boy in the dark. The boy was not crying, and he couldn't even hear the sound of puffing or hiccupping. He just searched aimlessly in the darkness of an unknown area.
I don't know how long it has passed, but little Yu Hengyun has never given up on the thought of giving up, and has been tirelessly searching for it.
Yu Hengyun didn't know why the little him wanted to search so persistently for a boy who didn't know the truth. Just because the boy was crying, did he have to find him to comfort him?
But he didn't want to tell the boy to give up. No one can change his mind, and neither can he. If it's something he believes, then go all out to do it.
I don't know if it was a fluke or deliberate, but after a long search for Yu Hengyun, the young and middle-aged, he finally stumbled upon something, and threw himself into a cold embrace.
The water-blue light bloomed again, and this time, this beautiful water-color light filled the entire space.
It's too cold, this is the common thought of the two "Yu Hengyun". Feeling a small hand pushing on his chest, the little Yu Hengyun deliberately pressed down his body, put his hands on the boy's shoulders, and gave him a bear hug. Their cheeks were pressed tightly together.
The boy struggled to escape, but he couldn't match Yu Hengyun's strength, and was pinned down tightly.
But the body is gradually warming up due to such a tight hug, the boy recognized this, and said sullenly: "Release."
"Not loose." Little Yu Hengyun chuckled and hugged him even tighter. His breath tickled the boy's ears. He turned to the left to avoid it.
Sensing his movement, Xiao Yu Hengyun turned his head to the right to look at him, but his lips brushed against the boy's ear, and the boy naturally struggled for a while.
Little Yu Hengyun didn't realize the reason for the boy's struggle, so he freed up one hand and turned the boy's face over to carefully confirm his expression.
There were still question marks in Yu Hengyun's heart, and half of his pale face suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. There was a little blush on his cheeks, which was probably caused by the intense struggle and warming up just now. The end of his eyes was red, obviously from crying hard .
Little Yu Hengyun let go of his hand, got up and half-kneeled in front of the boy, looked at the boy who was sitting up on the ground, and suddenly asked seriously: "Are you scared?"
The boy was about to shake his head, but little Yu Hengyun didn't need his answer at all, and rushed forward to hug the boy, and whispered in his ear: "Don't be afraid, look, I'm here."
Then his dream awoke.
It was already early morning, and the sun was shining on his face, Yu Hengyun narrowed his eyes comfortably.
The ear communicator beeps a few times, indicating that a message has been delivered.Yu Hengyun stretched out his strong arms from under the quilt, picked up the communicator on the bedside table and clicked on the message.
From an unfamiliar communication number: [Gift, no thanks. 】
What followed was a message displayed as a recording file. After clicking on it and listening to another voice besides Wen Ziyou, Yu Hengyun sat up suddenly, his pupils were full of incredulous expressions.
The voice was as clear as the gurgling stream, but the tone of voice was as cold as the first snow falling, a few flakes fell on the palm of the hand and melted away without a trace, but it was cold to the bottom of my heart.
The author says:
Wen Ziyou: You may not believe it, but there are people behind you.
79. The dream of chaos ([-])
But as soon as the sun appeared, his morning star disappeared.
Bathed in the morning sun, this is like a clear spring
Yu Hengyun knew that of course the enemy would not let the ordnance base be short-lived, and according to the consistent fighting style of the Namotians and the analysis of the opponent's general's personality, this task must be difficult to return to.
And this is only the first time they have explored the base after locking the location of the ordnance factory. In order to avoid being detected by the enemy, they did not send any manpower or detectors to investigate.
But their trip is with the life and death of the entire planet, and the entire team did not flinch, and all members led the way.
But what they encountered turned out to be the enemy's most elite group of dead soldiers, as many as nearly 300 people, and the leader was Toks, the top general of the Namo star army.
As for the 3103 team, there are only 13 people.
Yu Hengyun was unable to recall that day anymore, his memory was full of blood.
They haven't obtained the blueprint of the base yet, so they don't know anything about the base situation.
After several days of observation, the team entered the base.
At first everything went well, but when Beifeng sneaked into the base, he touched the mechanism by mistake. The 13 members of the team were separated, trapped in a secret room disguised as a corridor, and fought against the endless stream of dead soldiers.
Tox is too confident. If he made a complete secret room, he might be able to hold back the pace of the 3103 team;
But he underestimated the strength of the team, and added an externally controlled heater in the room, trying to turn the secret room into a steamer, and let the team members die in torment. Little did he know that this was the most familiar combat environment of the 3103 team .
Even though the dead men were difficult to deal with, the team members rushed out from the dead men's siege and escaped from the secret room with injuries.
Everyone split up, Yu Hengjun led You Xiao and others to attract Tox's firepower, and the other team members went to complete the corresponding tasks.
It was in this scuffle with Tox that Yu Hengyun was attacked by a laser from an unknown source, and You Ou paid his life for it.
All members of Team 3103 were furious and fought bloody battles when You Owl was killed in battle. In the end, 3 team members died in exchange for the perfect success of the mission.
After returning to the headquarters on the day the mission was over, and reporting the situation to the headquarters, Yu Hengyun fell into a deep sleep.
……
When he woke up again, he was facing Beifeng's face. His face was full of excitement and joy, his eyes were rolling around, and he looked like he was thinking about something.
Yu Hengyun didn't think about it, but asked, "Why am I here?"
Beifeng deliberately concealed it, and felt guilty when he heard his question without any emotion, but he still asserted his confidence and replied as instructed: "The war is urgent, and the headquarters will not let anyone go."
His thoughts were written all over his face. Yu Hengyun was more familiar with his expression after spending a long time with him in the team, so he said to him unhurriedly: "Why lie to me? As long as I want, no one can tell a lie. "
Beifeng's expression faltered for a moment, and he quickly suppressed him again.He didn't understand why the headquarters didn't allow their team members to conceal this, but he still obeyed the order and calmly defended: "I didn't lie."
Not convincing at all.Yu Hengyun also understood the reason why Beifeng didn't let go, but he had a move that could pry Beifeng away better than the orders of his superiors, so he said leisurely: "It seems that I haven't greeted Beirou for a long time, how is she doing recently?"
Beifeng was already familiar with this move, but it really worked. He wanted to cry, but begged for mercy: "Stop, captain, this is a death order, I really can't say it."
Yu Hengyun only needs this sentence.
Seeing that he was satisfied, Beifeng breathed a sigh of relief, and turned curious: "Captain, why do you think..."
"It's just intuition."
Beifeng thought of the meaning behind this. Yu Hengyun meant that there was no awakener in the army who was suitable for him. It sounded too confident, but Beifeng felt that this was Yu Hengyun.
Indeed, the army urgently called awakeners to wake up Yu Hengyun, but none of them succeeded.
In the end, under the coordination of all parties, the suggestion of recruiting high-level awakeners was abandoned, and Yu Hengyun was sent home.After the awakening was successful, he was sent back to the army immediately.
With Beifeng's mind, he never thought that this order was to protect the awakener and prevent Yu Hengyun from knowing the existence and location of the awakener.
But arranging Beifeng at the place where he woke up seemed suspicious, as if deliberately concealing it, but told him in this way that the headquarters was concealing the identity of the awakening division.
Beifeng didn't have these twists and turns in his heart. He blindly believed the captain's explanation and didn't ask any more questions. Then he remembered the reason why he was waiting here, and shared with the captain with bright eyes: "Captain, there is good news."
Stop thinking, Yu Hengyun looked at him: "Huh?"
"You transferred the headquarters!"
Yu Hengyun's brows were instantly frowned, seeing that he was a little unhappy, Bei Feng blinked twice, puzzled and said, "Why, isn't this good news, Captain?"
Shaking his head slightly, Yu Hengyun frowned in thought, this is indeed good news in any way, his military rank has risen accordingly, and his goal of entering the headquarters has also been achieved.
But he didn't expect it to be so fast, it's just... he still wants to drag the 3103 team forward along the way.
Not to mention, such a promotion is tantamount to stepping on the corpse of a partner to climb up.
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[I just found out that the flag was down.There are about [-] chapters left in the main text, I... try my best to finish it in March. 】
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77. The dream of chaos ([-])
For the umpteenth time since waking up from a deep sleep, an inexplicable sense of familiarity struck;
The final personnel transfer was beyond Yu Hengyun's expectations. He was still the captain and commander of Team 3103, but the other members of the team were promoted and assigned to other teams. Team 3103 was only called up again when necessary to perform special tasks.
After this mission, Yu Hengyun devoted himself to the battle, creating myths in the headquarters time and time again.
Seeing through Namoxing's tricks again and again, personally leading the team to break through the hidden strongholds of Namoxing by surprise, commanding the troops to completely defeat Namoxing's defense line in the decisive battle, Yu Hengyun is indispensable in the excellent finishing work.
He was called to participate in the war for eight years, and he was successively promoted from lieutenant to senior colonel. After the war, he was promoted to the youngest major general in China at the award ceremony.
Standing on the stage of the awards and commendation meeting, countless lights were turned on, and the moment when the words of commendation sounded in the auditorium was clearly right in front of him, but Yu Hengyun felt that there was a long distance from this moment.
For the umpteenth time since waking up from a deep sleep, an inexplicable sense of familiarity struck, as if all of this was taken for granted.
The dikes against the torrent are unbreakable, and there is not a single weak outlet.
The white mouse goes around in the maze, but there is no beginning and end at all.
Yu Hengyun was trapped in the past, ignorant of his situation, his memory was incomplete, and he replayed the deleted past in the maze.
But a completely closed dam is not a long-term solution after all. When the torrent gathers, its power will eventually destroy the dam and find freedom.
After the award ceremony was over, Yu Hengyun, who had been restless for a long time, was finally able to relax.
As soon as I got home, a subtle sense of disharmony hit my face. Before I put down my luggage and didn't have time to check carefully, a communication came in.
It's Mr. Yu.
The old man had gray temples, a straight body, and stared at his grandson with piercing eyes from the opposite side of the communicator.
Yu Hengyun saluted the old man with a military salute. Seeing that the old man was ready for battle, he started to report on his military work with a blank expression.
At this moment, he really didn't figure out what the old man was thinking. Seeing the old man winking to the side, and a soft voice said a few words, Yu Hengyun recognized the voice, it was someone who often complained Clever ghost, after she finished speaking, there was a rustling sound accompanied by very slight footsteps going away.
Yu Hengyun remained unmoved, and reported to the old man in the same tone that had no emotional fluctuations before.
When dealing with work reports, Mr. Yu was never sloppy. He listened carefully to his grandson's report and self-reflection, strictly discussed with him ideological issues, and guided him where he still needed to be. He waved to the side and continued to stare at his grandson strangely. , nor does it mean to turn off the communication.
Yu Hengyun didn't understand either, so he looked at his grandfather without timidity, until there was a sound of deliberately dragging footsteps, and finally stopped beside Mr. Yu. What's the point of looking at it, everyone can't understand the style."
Her posture was really indecent, her tone was too casual, and Yu Hengyun opened his mouth to reprimand, but Mr. Yu had always stood by Yu Shunuo's side. Seeing his expression froze, Mr. Yu coughed casually, It directly blocked the reprimand words that the grandson was about to say.
Yu Hengyun also knew that the old man had always doted on his granddaughter, and under the protection of such a grandfather, Yu Shunuo could be said to be lawless.
So he followed Mr. Yu's suggestion and shut up, waiting to see Yu Shunuo continue to be a demon.
If Yu Shunuo knew what her brother was thinking, she would definitely be wronged. She didn't encourage the old man to turn off the communication, but just encouraged the old man to call the communication.
Ever since Yu Hengyun woke up from a deep sleep, the family could only learn about his situation from the news broadcast. His parents also asked Mr. Yu if he could get some information from the military based on his identity, but the old man scolded them with a dark face. After a pause, he said, "What time is it? I still can't tell which is more important between the private affairs of the family and the survival of the family and the country?"
Yu Xiu and Ji Yanru also understood the old man's psychology, but in the end it was because they were so worried that there were no grand entertainment activities at home in the past few years. On the surface, everyone seemed to be living as usual, but Yu Shunuo sensed Ji Yanru's worry, and Yu Xiu and Yu Although the old man still looked calm, his face was more tense than before.
Until now, Mr. Yu has always maintained his attitude and refused to speak. Until yesterday, when he saw the broadcast of the awarding ceremony, Yu Shunuo caught a glimpse of his grandfather's expression for a moment, and felt a little funny in his heart.
After watching the broadcast of the award ceremony, the status of the elders in the family changed, and there was a sense of excitement that could not wait. Yu Shunuo guessed that they thought that Yu Hengyun would come back the next day, so Ji Yanru prepared a lot of food and life with great fanfare. supplies.
As a result, today, there is no sign of his brother coming back at all. Seeing that Mr. Yu's face was dark, Yu Shunuo hurriedly went up to pretend to be sad: "Brother said he would bring me something back, but there has been no news, but I was not careful before. It made him angry, and I was afraid that he would not answer my message. So... Grandpa, can you use yours to call my brother?"
Mr. Yu was furious: I have to break my promise to my granddaughter!Immediately, a call came to Yu Hengyun's place. Seeing that the call was connected, Yu Shunuo immediately slipped aside to give the space to his grandfather and grandson.
The old man didn't know what she meant, but he just refused to express his miss to his grandson.
This is what happened before Yu Hengyun received the communication, and Yu Shunuo saw that the two had been deadlocked after reporting their work, sighed and rushed back, leaned in front of the communicator and joked: "Who is it?" , ran home without saying a word, without saying a word?"
As she spoke, she gave Yu Hengyun a wink of her left eye.
Hearing what his sister said, Yu Hengyun immediately understood that he might have misunderstood what the old man meant——
Although the old man seemed quite satisfied with his work report, it was clear that the communication he had received had other purposes.
He explained to Mr. Yu that he would return to live in the old house in a few days, and ended the communication. Yu Hengyun focused on the decoration of the house.
In fact, if it was normal, Yu Hengyun would definitely go back to the old house first, but when deciding on the itinerary, he had an inexplicable premonition that made him decide to go back to his house in Ueno Island first.
Sure enough, the sense of disobedience upon entering the door confirmed Yu Hengyun's premonition.
This sense of incongruity comes from the furnishings in the house. Compared with the furnishings in his memory before he left, his personal items, books in the study, and kitchen utensils all have slight deviations, and there is even an aura that does not belong to him on the clothes.
All this shows that someone once lived here.
Even more obviously, there is a copy of "Military Cryptography" in the study room that is turned upside down, with the spine of the book facing inward.
Yu Hengyun frowned deeply, not because he was repulsed by the fact that someone broke into his house, but because he felt that the breath belonging to others was no stranger to him.
And he didn't have the slightest memory of this breath in his mind.
This is as inexplicable as the sense of familiarity that repeatedly emerges in his heart, it appears without warning, and there is no relevant thread at all.
But Yu Hengyun knew that the origin of all this started after he was awakened. Although the superior seemed to deliberately conceal the relevant information at the time, he already had an idea, so he decided to start investigating from this point.
This investigation lasted for a year, during which Yu Hengyun used many methods, but did not find even a single clue.
The comrades in the army were only ordered not to say that he was sent to the new earth to wake up, and the rest did not know.
I only know that the army's orders were issued in the form of documents from the field headquarters at that time. At that time, only two officers in the field headquarters had the authority to issue orders for the entire army, one surnamed Shen and the other surnamed Wu.
At this point, Yu Hengyun didn't want to go any further. He checked all this not for work needs, but to satisfy his own heart. He couldn't convince himself to use means to get information.
Yu Hengyun turned to ask Yu Shunuo, the only one in the family who could speak out, but she shook her head and kept her mouth shut.
Yu Hengyun felt that such a stalemate was absurd, and subconsciously told him that it shouldn't be like this, and he would not find any clues.
But in this year, even the sense of familiarity in his heart gradually disappeared, replaced by the feeling that something was missing around him.
It was as if someone was supposed to come to him but didn't show up on time.
And he, Yu Hengyun, should have more important things to do, but he is just doing his daily work in the army, looking for the source of his inner familiarity in his spare time.
So much so that now I have to go to a boring banquet, Yu Hengyun stood straight by the window, watching the night darken and the distant lights gradually rise, thinking with a blank face.
"Brother, are you alright?" Yu Shunuo probed his head and saw that he hadn't changed his attire, and the banquet dress was still hanging on the wall, and he didn't want to answer her voice, so he had no choice but to prolong his voice and remind him: " elder brother."
Only then did Yu Hengyun turn to look at her, without saying a word, the expression on his face seemed to say, "What's the matter?"
Yu Shunuo felt that there was something wrong with Yu Hengyun. It was like this when he came back a year ago. He used to talk to him about things, but he still had a few words.
So Yu Shunuo didn't urge him anymore, and wanted to take this opportunity to ask: "Brother, do you have something on your mind, or are you suffering... are you sick?"
She said it tactfully. She wanted to ask if she was hurting her heart, but she thought maybe her brother knew it in his own mind, so he just asked veiledly.
Yu Hengyun didn't care much: "It's fine."
Yu Shunuo really wanted to say directly, "You don't look like it's okay", but she once went to a psychiatrist for consultation because of this, and this doesn't look like a manifestation of PTSD.Instead, the doctor asked her to care more, saying that her brother might just have something on his mind.
But she tried many times to have a heart-to-heart talk with Yu Hengyun, only to find that if Yu Hengyun didn't want to talk, she couldn't ask.
Yu Shunuo had no choice but to put on his usual face again, urging him to hurry up: "Hurry up, don't wait until your party is late."
Anyway, there is a person named "Ji" in the family, so it's not good to be late.
Yu Hengyun just nodded, still looking reticent.
Yu Shunuo ordered to leave, leaving the space to Yu Hengyun alone, and Yu Hengyun changed into his dress neatly, and arrived at Ji's house with the family car.
The banquet was not grand, just invited some frequent people, mainly to celebrate Ji Xiangzhi who was promoted to military rank.
Yu Xiu brought his wife, children and Ji's family members to greet him.
The old man of the Ji family has only two daughters. Ji Yanru is the eldest sister, and his younger sister is Ji Heru. She is married to the second son of the Xue family, Xue Mohe.
After saying hello to his grandfather and several uncles, Yu Shunuo went to communicate with his partners.
Yu Hengyun was sitting at the table, with an aura of not being close to strangers, which made all the men and women who wanted to strike up a conversation retreat.
Even if he came forward boldly and courageously, he was defeated by his indifferent and flat eyes.
The reason Yu Hengyun agreed to come to this banquet was because Ji Xiangzhi said he wanted to surprise him.He didn't expect any surprises, but he didn't meet Ji Xiangzhi for a long time and was just going to see how he was doing recently.
The last time he and Ji Xiang met was at the beginning of the war. The two were summoned to the battlefield in the same batch and separated not long after. They met him, but the two never met.
I don't know what kind of face he has been tempered by the war.
But the protagonist of the banquet he was waiting for, Ji Xiangzhi, never showed up, and he didn't arrive until Yu Hengyun sat at the table and waited for another twenty minutes.
It turned out that he was upstairs, and there was someone following him when he came down.
Seeing the two figures coming together, the guests made a fuss, either laughing or whispering.
Yu Hengyun froze suddenly, his pupils shrank, and then suddenly enlarged. The blood seemed to have completely cooled down at this moment, and rushed to the heart again.
Obviously the person next to Ji Xiangzhi was wearing simple casual clothes, but his mind automatically projected the appearance of this person wearing a white military uniform, which perfectly matched this figure.
Sitting in the hall where the toasts were staggered, Yu Hengyun once again felt the sense of distance that he felt at the award ceremony.
He looked down at the rim of the cup that had been cracked by him, put the cup down lightly, then looked up at the two figures who greeted the crowd, watched the two smiling and talking, and walked towards him.
This is clearly the real world, but it seems to be beckoning to him at the border of illusion.
For the first time, Yu Hengyun realized that he seemed to have lost something very important.
The author says:
You lost your object.
78. The dream of chaos ([-])
If it is something he believes, then go all out to do it.
Ji Xiangzhi came over with someone, pretending to be cool and raised his chin to the people beside him, but he couldn't hide the complacency and happiness in the corners of his eyes when he introduced Yu Hengyun: "My partner, Wen Ziyou, let's get to know each other?"
The war seems to have sculpted Ji Xiangzhi's face, making his face more angular, but the biggest change is his eyes, the eye sockets are deeper, and the eyes are sharper, but when introducing the people beside him , the whole face softened, and when the eyes met the other party's gaze, they became more affectionate.
Wen Ziyou listened attentively to Ji Xiangzhi introducing Yu Hengyun to him, and nodded politely to Yu Hengyun, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.
Yu Hengyun also nodded slightly in return, but thought absurdly in his heart that it shouldn't be like this.
"I also took him to say hello to other people, wait for me, talk back." After Ji Xiangzhi told him, he was going to take Wen Ziyou to show off with other friends.
Yu Hengyun watched the two of them off in silence, but heard Wen Ziyou sigh to Ji Xiangzhi in a low voice when they left: "Everything is like a dream tonight."
Ji Xiangzhi spoke to him: "It's been so long, do you still feel that our relationship is like a dream?"
Wen Ziyou only shook his head slightly, took Ji Xiangzhi's hand, and looked sideways at him. From the angle Yu Hengyun looked at, he could see the corners of his lips curled up. Yu Hengyun was keenly aware that Wen Ziyou's sideways glance was for him.
But Yu Hengyun couldn't tell for a moment whether Wen Ziyou was looking at him or behind him.
Behind him is the balcony, and the French windows are half-covered by curtains. Yu Hengyun sat at the table for a while, took a cigarette from his pocket, walked to the balcony, and looked around. The night outside was nothing special. He leaned against the guardrail and looked into the house, lit a cigarette, and took in all the movements at the banquet. The colorful scene in the house was even more illusory amidst the smog.
Not long after, Wen Ziyou came to the balcony alone as he expected, but he just asked Yu Hengyun for a cigarette and lit it, leaning on the guardrail and watching the room with him, without saying a word.
Looking at Ji Xiangzhi in the room, I don't know how many times he looked at the balcony intentionally or unintentionally, Wen Ziyou suddenly sneered inexplicably, and said something completely different in content and tone in a cold tone: "I feel very happy now, And you?"
His expression and words are two extremes, with a smile on his face, but it is no better than a crying face, like a lie repeated to convince himself, knowing that he can't lie to himself, or speaking stereotyped deceitful words .
Yu Hengyun just smoked in silence, without saying a word.
Wen Ziyou answered by himself: "It looks good, it's no different from the last time we met."
"As far as I know, we should have never seen each other."
Yu Hengyun's low-pitched voice was a little hoarse. Wen Ziyou was taken aback when he heard his words were determined, and turned his head slightly to the left, looking down to the left as if he was thinking.
After a while he smiled, and nodded with a comprehended expression: "Yes, we haven't met, maybe I confused your elder brother with you, sorry."
Yu Hengyun didn't quite believe what he said, but still shook his head to express that it was okay, put out the cigarette and gave Wen Ziyou a vague look, and left the balcony without saying goodbye, as if the two just met on the balcony, and parted ways after a few pleasantries. .
Walking slowly into the room, the bustle is still there, Yu Hengyun felt something in his heart, turned back to look at Wen Ziyou who was still stuck on the balcony, the lights in the room were like a dream, dazzling like the sun, but did not illuminate the expression of the person hidden in the darkness, Even he couldn't see Wen Ziyou's expression clearly, he could only vaguely discern that he lowered his head slightly like a statue, and the red light between his fingers did not move.
As if feeling his sight, Wen Ziyou slightly raised his head to look at him, and smiled again, opening and closing his lips, as if saying something to him, or just opening his lips but not saying anything.
Yu Hengyun didn't see clearly, but he should have been able to.
He closed his eyes slightly, turned around, walked to the table just now and sat down, no longer paying attention to the movement on the balcony, just waiting for Ji Xiangzhi's "return chat" that he didn't know when it would be fulfilled.
But Ji Xiangzhi obviously didn't forget, seeing Yu Hengyun coming into the hall, he dragged Wen Ziyou to see him when he had time.
Yu Hengyun caught a glimpse of the hands of the two of them who hadn't let go, and said leisurely: "This is 'surprise'? "
Ji Xiangzhi didn't think there was anything wrong: "Yeah, your best cousin, I have a major life event in the future, isn't it a surprise?"
Yu Hengyun looked at Wen Ziyou, who was sipping a cocktail, and asked, "When did you meet?"
"It's very early." Ji Xiangzhi paused, and patted his head: "Look at me, he is the deskmate I told you about who doesn't answer me."
When he said that, Yu Hengyun also remembered it.When he was in high school, Ji Xiangzhi mentioned his deskmate to him, and Ren Ji Xiangzhi ignored whatever he started to talk to, and he put on a posture of a flower in the high mountains all day long, but he talked to others normally, and even laughed at Yanyan, Seeing his obvious reluctance to deal with him, Ji Xiangzhi wisely stopped making fun of himself.
Originally, if it was just like this, Yu Hengyun wouldn't have a deep memory of this incident.
But some time after this incident, Ji Xiangzhi mentioned to him what happened in school again.
Inexplicably, there are breakfast and lunch boxes on his table every day, and they come in different patterns every day.As a result, I asked my classmates around me, but none of them knew.
But Rong Su, who was in the same class as Ji Xiangzhi, noticed it and told Yu Hengyun that he saw that it was made by Ji Xiangzhi's deskmate. Every morning, he came to the classroom long in advance and stuffed meals and snacks into Ji Xiangzhi's desk.
Yu Hengyun was silent after hearing this, Ji Xiangzhi has always been carefree and has no other bad habits, except that he likes to eat.
He asked Ji Xiangzhi how to deal with the inexplicable meals and snacks, his eyes lit up, and he said as a matter of course: "I ate it, I tried it, it was very delicious!"
Yu Hengyun didn't think that this tablemate had any bad intentions, at most it was just to grab Ji Xiangzhi's stomach, so he just asked Rong Su to pay more attention.
Not long after, Rong Su told him that Ji Xiangzhi's tablemate was not simple, and that he was "too aggressive" in his words, and that he did everything with a purpose, which was not suitable for Ji Xiangzhi.
Yu Hengyun didn't intend to intervene, but one day a few months later, Ji Xiangzhi suddenly called and asked him if he could help with the aftermath.
Without saying a word, Yu Hengyun rushed to the police station, found out what happened, and asked someone to bring Ji Xiangzhi out.
The cause of the incident turned out to be that Ji Xiangzhi's tablemate was being bullied. Ji Xiangzhi saw it when he passed by, and injured everyone in a rage.
"Where's the person?" Yu Hengyun looked at Ji Xiangzhi calmly, and saw the dodge in his eyes.
"Someone sent him back first."
The person was very protective, thinking about it, Yu Hengyun became concerned, and asked again: "You know that, right?"
Ji Xiangzhi nodded, then shook his head.
"What do you mean, explain clearly."
Yu Hengyun is considered to be Ji Xiangzhi's cousin, and has always held a high status in Ji Xiangzhi's heart. Originally, Yu Hengyun had received military training since he was a child, and his aura was a bit overwhelming. When he became fierce, Ji Xiangzhi would dare to defy him, hesitating Said he was guessing.
"And, and I was, I was..."
Seeing Ji Xiangzhi hesitated to speak, Yu Hengyun shouted at him: "Look up at me."
Ji Xiangzhi trembled, raised his head, tried to speak up a few times, but was discouraged.He didn't understand, it was just telling the truth, why it was so difficult to say it.
He looked like a timid little animal, and Yu Hengyun's serious expression could hardly be maintained. He asked deliberately, "You like him, don't you?"
Ji Xiangzhi's expression was startled, and she immediately wanted to deny it: "No..."
Yu Hengyun narrowed his eyes slightly: "Answer after thinking about it."
His attitude made it clear that he wanted to force Ji Xiangzhi to speak out, but Ji Xiangzhi didn't think that Yu Hengyun had any bad intentions at all, so he shouted out in a hurry: "Yes, yes, I have fallen in love with him a long time ago!"
The corner of Yu Hengyun's mouth twitched, and he said: "Then you have the nerve to call me to deal with the aftermath?"
"Ah?" Ji Xiangzhi didn't understand what he meant, and was dumbfounded again.
"If you don't think carefully before doing something, and don't do it thoroughly after doing it, you still want to protect others?" Throwing down these words lightly, Yu Hengyun strode away.
Now Ji Xiangzhi understood that Yu Hengyun was scolding him for being overconfident, so he couldn't help being dumbfounded: "But you are still underage, brother Yu..."
But since then, Yu Hengyun thought that the two would have a good relationship, but he didn't hear any news after that. Instead, Ji Xiangzhi took the initiative to explain to him with a smile: "He's gone."
There is no more text.
Seeing Yu Hengyun thoughtful, Ji Xiangzhi smiled and asked, "Have you remembered?"
Yu Hengyun: "Well, it's hard not to be impressed."
Ji Xiangzhi knew that brother Yu was embarrassing himself again, so he slapped haha, afraid that Yu Hengyun would tell more about his mental journey when he was young, so he changed the subject in an attempt to cover up: "Don't talk about this, brother Yu, how about you? "
But Ji Xiangzhi's "cold" partner didn't intend to let him go: "Don't change the subject, I still want to know how you mentioned me to Brother Yu at that time."
Then there was another Ji Xiangzhi behavior appreciation meeting.
On the night when he returned home from the banquet, Yu Hengyun had a dream.
In the dream, there was a piece of pure blackness where you couldn't see your fingers, only a low and weak sobbing sound intermittently.
Yu Hengyun clearly felt that his consciousness existed in this body, but he could not control this body at all.He had no choice but to walk forward with this self-moving body, his eyesight a little low.
The whimpering in his ear became more and more clear, it was in front of him, he thought, and then he arrived, a faint blue light made Yu Hengyun catch the boy's figure at a glance.
The boy curled up against the corner of the wall, leaning his head on his knees, his shoulders shrugging with the sound of sniffling.
He was so focused on crying that he didn't notice Yu Hengyun's arrival.
"What's the matter with you?" When the body spoke, Yu Hengyun was startled, he would not admit his mistake, it was his voice when he was a child.
The boy in front of him stopped crying, he quickly raised his head, was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly hiccupped, and quickly buried his head in his knees.
It was the moment when he raised his head briefly, Yu Hengyun saw the boy's face clearly, and he felt that sense of familiarity again, but how could this happen?Why did he feel familiar with a little boy in his dream?
Because it was a dream?
The boy didn't answer him, but kept his head buried.
This body stretched out its small hand, as if it was going to touch the little boy in front of it. After a wave of fluctuations, the boy's figure disappeared and the light went out.
Through this small hand with scars, Yu Hengyun confirmed that he was on his own body when he was a child.
Seeing that the boy was gone, little Yu Hengyun deliberately shouted loudly: "You are crying and avoiding me, why!"
Yu Hengyun was a little dumbfounded for a moment. According to Xiao Yu Hengyun's question, it is estimated that he would never get an answer from the other party in his life.
The boy did not respond.Little Yu Hengyun was not discouraged, and started looking for the boy in the dark. The boy was not crying, and he couldn't even hear the sound of puffing or hiccupping. He just searched aimlessly in the darkness of an unknown area.
I don't know how long it has passed, but little Yu Hengyun has never given up on the thought of giving up, and has been tirelessly searching for it.
Yu Hengyun didn't know why the little him wanted to search so persistently for a boy who didn't know the truth. Just because the boy was crying, did he have to find him to comfort him?
But he didn't want to tell the boy to give up. No one can change his mind, and neither can he. If it's something he believes, then go all out to do it.
I don't know if it was a fluke or deliberate, but after a long search for Yu Hengyun, the young and middle-aged, he finally stumbled upon something, and threw himself into a cold embrace.
The water-blue light bloomed again, and this time, this beautiful water-color light filled the entire space.
It's too cold, this is the common thought of the two "Yu Hengyun". Feeling a small hand pushing on his chest, the little Yu Hengyun deliberately pressed down his body, put his hands on the boy's shoulders, and gave him a bear hug. Their cheeks were pressed tightly together.
The boy struggled to escape, but he couldn't match Yu Hengyun's strength, and was pinned down tightly.
But the body is gradually warming up due to such a tight hug, the boy recognized this, and said sullenly: "Release."
"Not loose." Little Yu Hengyun chuckled and hugged him even tighter. His breath tickled the boy's ears. He turned to the left to avoid it.
Sensing his movement, Xiao Yu Hengyun turned his head to the right to look at him, but his lips brushed against the boy's ear, and the boy naturally struggled for a while.
Little Yu Hengyun didn't realize the reason for the boy's struggle, so he freed up one hand and turned the boy's face over to carefully confirm his expression.
There were still question marks in Yu Hengyun's heart, and half of his pale face suddenly appeared in front of his eyes. There was a little blush on his cheeks, which was probably caused by the intense struggle and warming up just now. The end of his eyes was red, obviously from crying hard .
Little Yu Hengyun let go of his hand, got up and half-kneeled in front of the boy, looked at the boy who was sitting up on the ground, and suddenly asked seriously: "Are you scared?"
The boy was about to shake his head, but little Yu Hengyun didn't need his answer at all, and rushed forward to hug the boy, and whispered in his ear: "Don't be afraid, look, I'm here."
Then his dream awoke.
It was already early morning, and the sun was shining on his face, Yu Hengyun narrowed his eyes comfortably.
The ear communicator beeps a few times, indicating that a message has been delivered.Yu Hengyun stretched out his strong arms from under the quilt, picked up the communicator on the bedside table and clicked on the message.
From an unfamiliar communication number: [Gift, no thanks. 】
What followed was a message displayed as a recording file. After clicking on it and listening to another voice besides Wen Ziyou, Yu Hengyun sat up suddenly, his pupils were full of incredulous expressions.
The voice was as clear as the gurgling stream, but the tone of voice was as cold as the first snow falling, a few flakes fell on the palm of the hand and melted away without a trace, but it was cold to the bottom of my heart.
The author says:
Wen Ziyou: You may not believe it, but there are people behind you.
79. The dream of chaos ([-])
But as soon as the sun appeared, his morning star disappeared.
Bathed in the morning sun, this is like a clear spring
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