Evernight Morning Star

I can't see through it, like the clouds that have been floating in the sky for many years are exhausted, and they have found a place to stay and finally perched.

This made Xu Han gratified. When he saw the young man quietly appearing in front of the bar at the bar tonight, he didn't worry much about the two of them.

He never thought that he could bring any substantive help to the people who came to him for consultation. People came to him looking for an answer with nothing but a vague and unformed belief in their hearts.

What he can do is to identify that belief, to sweep away the dust and dirt on the correct path of belief, and to let people soberly move towards the established and undecided future.

Xu Han didn't try to wake Fu Zexuan up, but just suggested: "You don't have to think so much like before, and don't worry about whether what you are doing is right or wrong. You just have to enjoy it. Someone will always take care of you in the end."

Without Yu Hengyun and him.

Fu Zexuan still failed to learn to rely on, and this is also because the time for him to rely on was too short, and no one said such righteous words to him.

As Xu Han spoke, he felt that he was not suitable for sensationalism, so he held a glass of wine and pretended to drive people away.

"Okay, go back and enjoy the high-quality service of the lieutenant general. I still have VIP customers to receive."

Fu Zexuan was taken aback for a moment, and what he thought for a moment was "Xu Han still has VIP customers who are more noble than him"?

"Why, are we going to drive away our honorable VVVVIP customer, Mr. Fu?"

Turning his head in the direction of the familiar frivolous accent, it turned out that the person who came was Xue Chijing in a bartender uniform.

I saw him put down the plate in his hand and sit on the bar chair next to Fu Zexuan gracefully, without any consciousness of working.

I don't know whether Xue Chijing loves this bar or the bar with Xu Han. After he escaped from Fu Zexuan's dream mission, he took the bar as his residence.

In the name of wanting to invest, he often comes to inspect future properties, but every day he suffers from Xu Han's frequent eye contact but rejection of his invitation.

Fu Zexuan got up to leave, not wanting to disturb the harmonious atmosphere that the two had probably cultivated from a dream, and he was still thinking of the key word "enjoyment" given by Xu Han.

Passing through the light and shadow bar, and crossing the spiral staircase in a few steps, Yu Hengyun is leaning on the stairwell closest to the door. Hearing that he is familiar with the pace of the soft music, he turns his head dreamily. The expression is not real, but the ending sound There is a clear smile in the light tone.

"On Christmas Eve, why are you willing to leave me alone?"

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110. The Unpredictable White Season Belonging to Lovers ([-])

"I, my glory, and my love all belong to you."

Fu Zexuan is not celebrating Christmas.No, it should be said that there was never someone who made him willingly hand over his spare time for Christmas.

Xu Han wants to invite him to the Christmas party every year, but he also knows very well in his heart that this iceberg cannot be invited.

In these trivial matters, Fu Zexuan always has some stereotypes.He doesn't think these festivals belong to him.

Whether it's the idea that he never wants to drag down those normal people who can live a stable life with his own body, or the descriptions and image pictures of these festivals he read from the knowledge base of the chip, he feels that he is not worthy of having such a Warm and happy.

He should be together with the cold wind of this deep winter, moored to the end of the world without looking back, and just disappeared.

But now, the cold wind blew the broken hair on Fu Zexuan's forehead, and he remembered the deep-rooted thoughts from a long time ago, that the ending of apologizing at the cost of his own disappearance had already been resisted in his heart.

Fu Zexuan has never understood this wonderful feeling, but he has succumbed to it.

He walked towards Yu Hengyun who stretched out his hands on the steps. He clasped his hands in the cold winter, warming each other to the heart, touching the cocoons of each other's fingers or palms, rubbing lightly, and palpitations like electric shock.

This is a festive week full of surprises. A big, red, sweet and crisp apple was taken out of Yu Hengyun's simple pocket, which opened up a dreamy week that seemed to squeeze out sweet honey.

Putting the apples in their pockets and warming them up, they held hands and walked on the peaceful streets on Christmas Eve. The smiles on the faces of people in reality were sincere, and they also clamored to put their hands in each other's pockets, and they would also be held Put it in front of your heart, feel Yu Hengyun's heartbeat that was never calm, and look up to see his tenderness like drowning in the sea.

The street lights are brilliant, the white houses are green and the trees are shining, and the cabinets are shining in the beautiful lanterns. They blend into the flowing crowd, but their hearts only belong to each other.

Everything is so similar to that night ten years ago, still noisy and lively, but so different.

Fu Zexuan recalled that he could not get out of the street at night, he was at a loss for the noisy world, and even felt blocked.

The hand that once stretched out in the long black river has been lost, but he no longer needs to look for it ignorantly and stumbled forward. The generous and strong hand beside him has always been there, from the beginning to the end, accompanying him through the night and coming to the world .

He won't let go.This impulse drove Fu Zexuan to tighten his hand, causing the owner of the warm right hand to look inquiringly.

This kind of words were still hard for Fu Zexuan to express, but he felt that he should be honest, so he didn't express his love, looked at the other party seriously and made an oath: "Don't leave."

The noisy noises around did not prevent Yu Hengyun from hearing the light promise clearly. The warm current flowed through his heart. He spoke softly and solemnly, allowing the vibration of the promise to be felt by the owner of the other hand from his chest to his whole body. Said: "Yes."

This is far from over.

There are also arrangements for Christmas Day on the second day.They felt the tenderness like the first snow falling in the snow season-themed aquarium, and in the dreamy atmosphere of the planetarium, they aroused the common memories of each other under the starry sky. Under the starry sky, Yu Hengyun kissed him lightly on the forehead.

Abandoning the winter amusement park project, Yu Hengyun made up for him with a light show, looking at each other's soft faces frequently in the interstellar fantasy space of blue and white, and they exchanged a brief kiss on the lips for the first time in full view.

The most surprising thing was the second day when the snow fell, a huge Christmas tree miraculously appeared in the living room of the home, covered with Christmas stockings, and each Christmas stocking contained a secret map leading to a gift.

A total of 24 pictures are the innocence that Yu Hengyun wanted to fill for Fu Zexuan.

From birth to now, Yu Hengyun could not make up for the care that Fu Zexuan had lost, but told him with a gift that he wanted to hug every little boy who could only curl up in a corner and hug him tightly late at night.

Yu Hengyun imagined that in the past years, if Fu Zexuan asked for something, what kind of wish he would make to Santa Claus, what kind of gift he wanted to have, and thus there were Christmas gifts scattered everywhere.

He even put his innocence into a Christmas stocking, and handed over all the innocence buried in his childhood from ignorance to sensibleness to Fu Zexuan.

Toys, dolls, clothes, musical instruments...Yu Hengyun led Fu Zexuan to find them one by one, and in each store, he picked up gifts that Yu Hengyun had bought long ago.

On the one hand, it looks like the elders are leading the children happily to buy Christmas gifts in the store. On the other hand, Fu Zexuan is still tightly held by Yu Hengyun, smiling tacitly at the shop assistants in every store.

Under these unkind but very cordial gazes and greetings, Fu Zexuan's face was already familiar, and he buried himself lower and lower unconsciously.

But he didn't intend to let go of the hands they held tightly. Instead, he held them tightly, and his palms were about to sweat.

Both of them didn't like to ask more questions, but Yu Hengyun's attitude was more enthusiastic in comparison. Along the way, he asked Fu Zexuan several times if he was cold, if he wanted to rest, and what to eat and drink.

Fu Zexuan shook his head one by one. He didn't comment on the presents brought to him.

But I am eagerly looking forward to the next place, and I don't want to interrupt the adventure of the two alone with other things.

In his heart, he was quite surprised and novel about these gifts, and some of them were very favorite.

Like the first gift, a piece of candy-filled chocolate, and a family photo of Yu Shunuo's family after he was born in the Christmas stocking. In the photo, Yu Shunuo is innocent and cute, and Yu Hengyun also smiles naturally. A handsome face since childhood is easily attracted. Fu Zexuan's full attention.

The third gift, a whole box of fruit-flavored nutrient solution, was only a lot more than the variety of nutrient solution he secretly drank back then.

The four-year-old encyclopedia was accompanied by a photo of a young boy with clean shaved hair. That year's Christmas was a huge overturn for the Yu family.

Since then, the innocence of Yu Hengyun's childhood has gradually disappeared, but he still wants to maintain this purity in his gift to Fu Zexuan.

There is also the ninth gift, Yu Hengyun took him to the former supermarket to look for orange soda, the supermarket is still located in the same place, the dealers of orange soda have changed one after another, the packaging taste has long been different from before, only the same The brand witnessed the encounter between the two 15 years ago.

This is just an episode of the ninth gift. The real gift is a clay sculpture. One little doll is carrying the other with difficulty. The eyes of the little doll on the back are half closed, and the corner of the mouth of the doll with its head on the back is showing a gentle smile. .

For the two of them, this is a very special memory, realized by Yu Hengyun in this special way, leaving a unique trace of existence in the real world.

In addition, the 10-year-old wanted to provide him with the real estate certificate of the shelter, the 15-year-old Yu Hengyun's farewell letter before going to the battlefield, the 16-year-old music book and a precious cello, the 18-year-old hug and sleeping pillow, The 19-year-old holding hands and kissing, wishing him happiness and peace of mind were conveyed to him very strongly in the gift and between the lips and teeth.

It is worth mentioning that since the gift when he was nine years old, every Christmas stocking with a route map hidden in it was wrapped with a small pink star-shaped candy. Fu Zexuan recognized it, and it was undoubtedly from him. Every Christmas after sending Yu Shunuo home, he would use various methods to send such a box of candies to Yu's family.

If it is said that such candy was only hidden in the Christmas stocking when he was nine years old, Fu Zexuan can still comfort himself that it is a souvenir.

But starting from this gift, there is such a candy in every Christmas stocking, but the candy wrapper he intentionally left in Yu Hengyun's hand was blue.Yu Hengyun was clearly expressing something in this way.

what is it then?The two each carried gifts and put them in the back seat of the car. After sitting in their own seats, Fu Zexuan tilted his head to observe Yu Hengyun's expression at the moment.

Beneath the peaceful exterior, is the jealousy over uninterrupted candy?So I want to snatch the candy from Yu Shunuo and put it in the Christmas stocking.

Obviously, as long as you ask him for it, you can get a full stocking of star Christmas candy, or even fill up a full 24 Christmas stockings.

After Yu Hengyun started the car, he tilted his head and smiled at the eyes that he never looked away: "There is one last gift."

"Too much." This was not a complaint, Fu Zexuan was just surprised.

Yu Hengyun shook his head and said "it's not too much", but he didn't say the big words out of his mouth, he just asked: "Are you happy?"

In terms of happiness alone, of course, Fu Zexuan replied: "I have been happy these two days. You have been preparing for a long time... You have worked hard."

This is an affirmative sentence, and it is also a comforting answer, but Yu Hengyun sighed slightly, without Fu Zexuan noticing, he stretched out his hand to caress the fine hair on the top of his lover's head in the co-pilot.

Answering "no hard work", he drove to the final destination of the day.

These should be regarded as the No.20 five gifts. Somehow, Fu Zexuan felt that they should be different from the previous gifts, thinking that he was distracted by Yu Hengyun's question again.

"Are you tired from walking?" The two seemed to seldom exchange such pleasantries.

Even if they spend their free time together recently, they are busy with their own business, ask each other's opinions on key issues, and get along well.

Speaking of this, Fu Zexuan was still puzzled, where did Yu Hengyun spend so much time preparing these gifts and itinerary.

Fu Zexuan shook his head, and asked softly, "You don't need to pay too much attention to me, did you take a long leave of absence?"

After spending so much energy, Fu Zexuan would rather he not spend a lot of time on himself than to work so hard. After all, work matters are enough for Yu Hengyun to worry about.

In fact, Yu Hengyun was planning to leave all the leave that he had never asked for in the past so many years to Fu Zexuan. Hearing him say this, he felt a little uncomfortable for a moment. He even felt that he had too little time with his lover. Don't pay too much attention to him?

How is this possible?Yu Hengyun wanted to take a good look at the person on the co-pilot who caught his attention all the time, to find evidence of Fu Zexuan's words against his will at the moment, thought about it and gave up.

Because Yu Hengyun didn't answer, the quiet and somewhat awkward atmosphere returned to the car.

After Fu Zexuan finished saying that, he suddenly realized that it seemed too far-fetched between lovers, so he felt even more embarrassed.

Yu Hengyun quickly caught a glimpse of his right thumb restrainedly rubbing the knuckles of his index finger, and smiled mysteriously: "Are you looking forward to it? The last gift."

Yes, Fu Zexuan nodded hesitantly, still caring about what he just said.

Yu Hengyun didn't think about alleviating his emotions anymore, it's better to say that it's better to keep a little nervous.

The two chatted about some interesting things that happened to others recently, and soon reached the last place, which was Yu Hengyun's house.

Seeing the destination, Fu Zexuan opened his eyes in a daze, unfastened his seat belt and got out of the car under Yu Hengyun's gaze.

After parking the car, Yu Hengyun carried all the presents and followed him leisurely, opened the door, and there was a concise guidance sign to move forward at the entrance, with the words on it in Yu Hengyun's familiar handwriting.

Fu Zexuan turned his head to look at Yu Hengyun's expression, still feeling surprised, the two went in together, and he didn't know when he instructed others to come to the house to complete all the arrangements.

Then Fu Zexuan walked forward through the living room following the guide board, and after going around the huge Christmas tree twice, Yu Hengyun's figure disappeared.

Fu Zexuan's heart skipped a beat, and Fu Zexuan felt even more anticipation. He licked his lower lip a little nervously, and continued to follow the signs on the white background to go upstairs. After picking up his steps, he realized that all the muscles in his body were tightened, and he looked too stiff.

After going upstairs, the guide board took Fu Zexuan around in every room, but he didn't see Yu Hengyun's figure, and he didn't even hear the sound of him sneaking in and out of a certain room.

On the other hand, Fu Zexuan, every time he turned out of a room, he would have a red rose and several documents in his hands. His complexion was already fair, and it complemented the bright red petals. It was really as moving as walking out of a painting.

From the vase on the bedside table in the master bedroom, in front of the mirror in the cloakroom, above the documents in the study, and on the black and white keys of the piano in the piano room, Fu Zexuan took down roses that symbolized love one by one.

Going back to the first floor, the white beds of the two secondary bedrooms and the picture frames in the reception room are also the same.

Walking to the dining room, Fu Zexuan's footsteps paused, ten empty plates were placed on the table in the shape of some low-quality hearts, a bottle of red wine and two wine glasses were abruptly placed in the middle, and roses were placed horizontally on the table.

A romantic dinner has already been booked. Fu Zexuan has the existing roses and documents around his left hand, and takes the roses with his right hand. After this dinner, he returns to the living room with the last instructions, and takes down the roses that only appeared on the sofa this time. There are nine flowers.

When leaning over, a breath of cool air blew across the back of the neck, telling Fu Zexuan that someone was coming in such a mischievous way, adding to the shudder.

Turning around and putting the rose in his arms, even though he knew that Yu Hengyun had come behind him, Fu Zexuan was still shocked.

Yu Hengyun had changed out of the casual attire that he could only wear during vacation, and he was wearing the white clothes that had accompanied him for many years in the military. The white background is even more eye-catching, and the brighter colors are the bright red rose that he holds tightly in his right hand, and the bright golden square box that he holds in his left.

A pair of resolute eyes that read through the turmoil and tranquility were piercing, staring at Fu Zexuan as if he was afraid of escaping, without moving, his eyes were cautiously nervous.

The two stood in front of the sofa and looked at each other for a long time, but no one spoke, and their hearts were pounding out of their chests.

It is surprise and excitement, but also nervousness.The words rolled and rolled in his throat, choked for a long time and dared not speak.

Yu Hengyun had prepared and rehearsed anyway, but at this moment, he was a little timid, and felt that he didn't need to say too much.

But if he didn't say it clearly, he didn't know if Fu Zexuan could understand it.Surrounded by tender red flowers, this person is more lovely and beautiful than anything else in his heart. If he cannot take good care of him, he will be more fragile and easy to wither than petals.

To his lover, both words and actions are important, Yu Hengyun no longer hesitated, lowered his eyebrows slightly, and spoke in a sincere and soft tone.

Fu Zexuan couldn't see anything else in his eyes, he only looked at Yu Hengyun brightly, and occasionally tried his best to hide his emotions better, but the relative distance between the two, their unsteady breathing, nothing could be hidden.

"Originally... these gifts that are added every year are intended to be given to you as birthday presents, but I don't know if you remember, the day we first met, you sent Yu Shunuo back That day at home happened to be Christmas Day."

How can you not remember?Even though Fu Zexuan didn't know it before, the day Wu Zele agreed with him to send Yu Shunuo home happened to be exactly the fifth year since the girl disappeared. In the countless memories and calculations in the future, he has long engraved this day deeply in his heart .

Yu Hengyun's words are far from over: "Although this festival does not belong to China, I always think it belongs to the innocence of every age group. When you pray, put a new blank Christmas stocking next to the pillow, Going to sleep expectantly, and Santa Claus driving his reindeer to bring you your very own gift should be a joy to behold."

"Your appearance is like a surprise gift that fell from the sky. One layer is wrapped in another. I keep looking forward to it. I look forward to being able to tear down to the innermost layer. I was deceived and disappointed by a layer of outer packaging, but this gift will never hurt me."

"I never extravagantly expected how valuable this gift is or how helpful it will be to me. Even if it brings me trouble, I will be happy with it. The existence of the gift itself is a miracle that makes me sigh."

"My greatest wish is nothing more than to see the true face of the gift, and to accompany it, so that I will not be crazy about it."

Yu Hengyun licked his lips, and the light in his eyes became even brighter: "So I decided to open it to the innermost layer, and wanted to keep the gift by my side forever. Do you agree, Mr. Fu Zexuan?"

He pronounced the three words "Fu Zexuan" solemnly and slowly. The owner of the name felt his heart fluttering when he heard the voice that was not affectionate but made him dizzy. Her mouth and face became bitter, but she also wanted to give Yu Hengyun a beautiful smile.

To no avail, Fu Zexuan grabbed the seam of his trousers and turned his eyes away.

"Look at me, okay?" The blushing voice continued, such a low voice request.

Too gentle, so gentle that Fu Zexuan couldn't bear it, nor could he refuse.His face was blushing, his gaze wandered slowly up, and seeing Yu Hengyun's shy expression and the corners of his mouth that could not help but twitch, he couldn't help but plucked up the courage to look at him reluctantly.

"Are you okay...Zexuan?" Naturally, Yu Hengyun used the endearing title.

Fu Zexuan felt that he enjoyed this moment very much. When these words filled his heart, he no longer felt afraid, nor did he want to shrink back. He couldn't think too much in his mind, and his heart dominated the direction.

All the feelings that Yu Hengyun brought to him when the two got along were fused together at this moment. Fu Zexuan stepped forward, smiled and gave him a kiss, and returned to the spot with sparkling eyes: "Well, the gift is agreed." .”

Yu Hengyun was so cute that his heart was about to jump out, he suppressed further thoughts, he opened the golden box in his hand, it looked like a golden medal, knelt down on one knee, and dedicated his merits and love to his lover in a gesture of surrender .

Fu Zexuan was dumbfounded, and looked at Yu Hengyun's left chest. There were indeed five medals hanging on it. He carefully identified the medal left in Yu Hengyun's hand, and after recognizing it, he got an affirmative answer from Yu Hengyun's smile and nod.

It was exactly what Fu Zexuan got from watching the commemorative award ceremony in a square in a foreign country four years ago.

In the middle of the golden medal is a pattern of sunshine shining on the earth, symbolizing the great contributions made by soldiers to global peace.

Fu Zexuan shook his head, reached out to pick up the rose but refused to take the medal, but Yu Hengyun held his hand when he took the rose, bowed his head and kissed him, which made Fu Zexuan look down at his pious action with emotion.

Unexpectedly, Yu Hengyun then took advantage of the opportunity to get up slightly and squatted down, raised his head to hold Fu Zexuan's lips, pressed his head and kissed him so dizzy that the documents and roses were scattered all over the floor.

Catching Fu Zexuan's limp body and standing up straight, Yu Hengyun lowered his eyes, stroked the medal that had been pinned on Fu Zexuan's left chest by chance, and laughed softly, meeting Fu Zexuan's eyes full of dissatisfaction.

There is no deterrence, but it is still extremely cute. Yu Hengyun kissed the tip of his nose and said: "It belongs to us, but me, my glory and love, all belong to you."

Leaning over to clean up the things scattered on the ground, and handing them back to Fu Zexuan, Yu Hengyun took out a small box from his pocket under Fu Zexuan's increasingly surprised eyes, and opened it. It was a pair of very simple silver rings. Above is the star cutout in the stripes.

"At that time, I gave you all the agreed wealth, shouldn't I put a certificate on it?"

Although Yu Hengyun said joking words, the look he gave was not the same thing, which was a little strange.

Fu Zexuan stretched out his hand and looked at him seriously, but his palms were spread out flat.Yu Hengyun couldn't help laughing, and helped him put the things on the sofa, pulled his left hand in front of him and turned it over, and gently put on the ring that belonged to Fu Zexuan.

The impulse in Fu Zexuan's heart caused his eyes to turn red, and he opened his mouth and said, "Is that right that day..."

Yu Hengyun took his hand and kissed him again, blocked back the words of apology, reluctantly left his lips, and gently asked: "Whatever you want to do—whatever, tell me, I will accompany you, always you."

Fu Zexuan's heart trembled, knowing that this was a begging for what happened half a month ago. He seemed to understand why Yu Hengyun was angry, and also understood that his behavior was called "anger" and the guilt after making a mistake.

Then, following Fu Zexuan's example, Yu Hengyun stretched out his left hand in front of him, and watched him turn his hand around with a smile on his face, took the ring and put it on his ring finger.

Then, like countless lovers, they exchanged kisses and spent every day in the future together.

Although Yu Hengyun tolerates him more now, Fu Zexuan believes that he will also learn not to care too much.

They will have a happy wedding planned together, and every festival that will never be absent.

They enjoyed the New Year's fireworks for Fu Zexuan together, interlocking their fingers in the short-lived fireworks, cherishing every minute and every second that is precious for each other.

Tolerate each other, hug each other, laugh, kiss, and mingle.

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