transient stability

Lin Qiu was diagonally across from me, and I lay flat on the sofa, not worried about him coming over at all.I glanced at him and realized he was looking my way. "You don't watch TV, is the TV in the living room a decoration?" Speaking of which, I haven't seen him turn on the TV since I've been here for so long.

"It's nothing interesting. It's better to look at the case than to look at that."

"........."

Is his entertainment learning? ? ? …………

"Then you still sit with me."

"You are more interesting than the case." Lin Qiu's eyes drooped, and I actually thought he was a little embarrassed? "Besides, it's not suitable for me to use my brain more...of course, it also includes various physical activities."

"..." Don't use your brains with me?So is this a good time to sit with me?I snorted and focused on my phone.After flipping through a few answers casually, my calm heart became subtle again, and I looked at Lin Qiu intentionally or unintentionally.

Seeing Lin Qiu standing up, I felt like shit, and quickly turned off the app.I stuffed the phone under my buttocks, and innocently winked at Lin Qiu who was standing beside me.

"Do you want to do something bad?" Lin Qiu sat on the edge of the sofa and asked me with a smile.

"Nothing. Why are you studying medicine? Just because it's fun?"

Lin Qiu stopped smiling for a moment.My heart skipped a beat, did I say the wrong thing?

"No." Lin Qiu's face became a little uncomfortable. He must have some reason not to say anything.After waiting for a while, he opened his mouth: "My mother was diagnosed with glioma when I was ten years old."

Lin Qiu suddenly reached out and hugged me, putting his head on my shoulder.I hugged him back and said, "Afterwards, was it cured? So you became a surgeon?" I remember when I was in the hospital, Lin Qiu said that his parents were in his hometown, so he didn't call back.

"No." Lin Qiu fell silent after finishing speaking, and I was suddenly stunned. What did he mean by saying no?After a few minutes, Lin Qiu still didn't move, I only heard him breathing a little louder. "She had an operation back then, and I thought that after I learned this, maybe she would have a solution."

"..." What happened next?I didn't dare to ask, I just heard him say quietly: "I didn't catch up with her, and her illness relapsed after three years."

I remember that Lin Qiu started college at the age of 13, the year he was just admitted to medical school?

"My mother couldn't see clearly after that, and she didn't even know I was in front of her. Later, my dad took her to see the sea." Lin Qiu said for a while and stopped for a while, I couldn't see his expression, and felt him take a deep breath Take a breath.

"I know that he actually didn't want my mother to be in too much pain, and he didn't want to be in too much pain. They... just left together." Lin Qiu said it very simply, and I felt a little depressed. "Shi'an, this is hereditary."

"..." I tightened my hands, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Do you still dare to be with me?"

I put my hand on his back and whispered in his ear, "Why don't you dare, I dare to die with you, have you forgotten?"

"fool."

Did my behavior at that time remind him of his parents? ... "...Aren't you afraid of me?"

"Don't be afraid. If one day I am like my mother and you are like my father, I will be very happy." Lin Qiu took my right hand and pressed it on his wound, "The wound is about the same size, isn't it a match?"

I took out my hands and cupped his face, Lin Qiu's eyes were a little red, I thought he wanted to cry.

"You said you want to see my parents, so let's go back and have a look together."

"Okay." I hugged Lin Qiu, and for the first time felt that he was just an ordinary person.

When my brother arrived, I had coaxed Lin Qiu to bed to rest.Seeing my unhappy face, Jiang Ziyan became nervous and wanted to question Lin Qiu.I told him that I wanted to see Lin Qiu's parents. After hearing this, Jiang Ziyan was rarely silent and agreed to me.

"I'll be back in two or three days. If you're worried, just call me." I hugged Jiang Ziyan and leaned on his shoulder for a while. "Brother, it turns out that normal people would do the same thing as me."

"Maybe, don't think about it. He didn't treat you as a patient."

Hearing Jiang Ziyan comfort me, "Tell mom that I will follow him for the rest of my life."

"Mom doesn't mind that." Jiang Ziyan rubbed the back of my head, "Or she wouldn't have thrown you into Court A."

"what?"

"She knew that Lin Qiu was a man."

I grabbed Jiang Ziyan's arm, "Speak clearly." Why does it sound like they are hiding something from me?

"Huh? I mean, Mom is very open-minded. She won't mind having an extra doctor in the family. She should be very happy."

"Really?" I cheered up, "Are the test questions you did before still available, pass them on to me."

"Why? What if you can't achieve [-]%? Don't be hit."

"I didn't do it, I want to see which one is better, Lin Qiu or you."

"..." Jiang Ziyan obviously didn't expect it, and pinched my face, "It's long gone."

I looked at him suspiciously, thinking that he was afraid of losing face to Lin Qiu.But he is one of the National Thousand Talents Plan, how could my mother be so proud of losing?The look in Jiang Ziyan's eyes revealed his thoughts.Does he find it boring? ...Or did he think Lin Qiu couldn't do the test?

"I think you are too idle, and you are in good condition."

"Brother, I took a set of photos these two days, do you see it?"

"Look."

I pulled Jiang Ziyan to the sofa and handed him the phone to flip through.After Jiang Ziyan finished flipping through, he sent the folder to himself.

"... What are you doing?"

"You don't just let Lin Qiu watch it alone, of course I want to." He said it as a matter of course, "I am your brother. I have always washed you since you were a child. I haven't seen anything."

"..." I heard Lin Qiu's bedroom door slam, and he came out.Isn't he sleeping?

Lin Qiu nodded at Jiang Ziyan, "Tomorrow, I'll take him back to have a look, so as to relax."

"Shi'an told me, you guys go. Are you okay?" Jiang Ziyan didn't care about me, and asked Lin Qiu carefully.There is an illusion that the two of them are CPs, and they look more and more alike.Suddenly wanted to kick Jiang Ziyan away to protect Lin Qiu.

"The recovery is quite good, and it should be almost the same in a few more days."

"Hurry up, I don't need to rush you."

………… What code words are they talking about? I can’t understand what they are speaking in Mandarin? ? ?Jiang Ziyan glanced at me suddenly, and the bird language of an unknown country popped out of his mouth, and asked Lin Qiu a word.Lin Qiu was taken aback for a moment, cut off his words, and replied calmly.It sounds like a minor language to me, but I don't know what it is.These two have an affair, don't let me know what they said?

After listening to them talking for a while, I felt uncomfortable, "What are you talking about?"

Jiang Ziyan said: "Didn't you want to test his IQ? Let me see how many languages ​​he can speak." Then he really changed one, this time I recognized it was Japanese.Lin Qiu was still able to answer, and laughed while looking at me.

...... Two bastards, bullying I don't understand. "I'm going to bed." I left the two of them and went to the bedroom, locked the door and got into bed.There was still temperature in the bed, I pulled up the quilt to wrap myself up, it smelled of Lin Qiu's clothes inside.

When I was about to fall asleep in a daze, Lin Qiu opened the door and came in, and hugged me on the bed.

"Shi'an, are you asleep?"

"What are you doing, let's talk."

"Ziyan has gone back."

Name changed? ? ?I got my head out of the bed, "It's so intimate, you two have adultery."