transient stability

I looked at him for a while with a puzzled face.

Lin Qiu patted my face, "Why, isn't the intermission period bad? You're not afraid of taking medicine now."

"What are you afraid of, anyway, you are watching. Sometimes I feel that the manic period is very cool." That kind of state made me chase after him. I would never think about it in normal times, and I will probably have a crush on him for the rest of my life.

"..." Lin Qiu hugged me and listened to my feelings during the manic period.

I sat on his lap, "Don't worry, even if you become manic, those idiots outside are not one ten thousandth as good-looking as you."

"Fool?"

"The kind of Zhang Yun." I added, bowed my head and kissed Lin Qiu's lips, "With you around, I won't miss others. You are the best mood stabilizer."

"Do you have desires for me?" Lin Qiu's question became more and more explicit, and this interrogation seemed to be swearing.I obviously felt the speed of the car was accelerating, and I probably wanted to drive us out of the car early.

Sitting on him, I felt that the space in the car was narrow, so I moved to the chair and lay on his lap, "Aren't you asking nonsense, doctor?"

Lin Qiu moved his hand to the back of my neck and pressed my cervical spine, which was quite comfortable. "At that time, I felt that only you were not a fool and could become my object."

Lin Qiu smiled, but I didn't understand what this smile meant. "Are you laughing at me stupid?"

"No, I sometimes have those thoughts of yours."

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"Do you think everyone else is a fool?" Sure enough...he is the same kind as Jiang Ziyan, and so is Lin Qiu.I had the illusion because of my mania. They both have a sense of superiority since they were young, right?Jiang Ziyan often looks disgusted towards others. "My brother often got into fights because of this when he was young, and others always thought he looked down on people."

"Ziyan's true temperament."

"Is that you pretending?"... When did he and Jiang Ziyan become so familiar?

"No, it's just not necessary. It would be a waste of my time to anger people."

The speed of the car increased again, and I leaned against Lin Qiu's waist as soon as I accelerated.Probably the driver felt that there were two abnormal ones, and he couldn't listen anymore.

"Wouldn't it be a waste of time to be with me?"

"No, I like it." I couldn't resist Lin Qiu's love talk, so I added, "I'm very happy with you, and I want to be with you forever..."

A sudden stop.Lin Qiu hugged me and put his long legs against the front seat, so he didn't let me get out.I could clearly see the displeasure on his face.

"Speeding three times, braking once, and if you still want good reviews, please concentrate on driving. Incompetence and rage will only affect your work."

My doctor turned out to be so handsome when he got serious.The driver didn't speak and continued to drive.It was the first time that I felt outsiders' dislike of homosexuality. If I had changed it before, I would have beaten someone, but now that I am being hugged by Lin Qiu, I don't bother to care about him at all, and I am even a little happy that someone is protecting him.

"Are you feeling uncomfortable?" Lin Qiu asked, running his hands along my hair.I put my arms around his neck and pulled myself up.In order to go back safely, it's better not to anger the driver. "I want to get out of the car."

I pulled Lin Qiu out of the car, and it was still three kilometers away from my residence.He was a little puzzled, and I said, "If the driver gets upset and drives to the opposite lane, then we are not in danger? We should stop taking this kind of car."

Lin Qiu smiled, "How can there be so many people who don't want to live? They watch too much news."

"Who knows! He couldn't control his feet just now. Now I don't want to have any accidents, and I want to live with you." There is a stone bridge in front, I dragged him to the bridge, and lay on the railing Look at the river below, "Can I go down here?"

"I can go down." Lin Qiu looked at the river, "Do you want to go down to play?"

"Well, why don't you go down and have a look?"

Lin Qiu took my hand and agreed.There is a path beside the bridge to go down. It is a dirt path stepped on by people, and there are all kinds of weeds growing around it.I was born with a little shadow on this kind of road, and I was worried about falling if the slope was too steep.I couldn't keep up with Lin Qiu's speed, so I let him go first.He looked at the road, and went down in a few steps, leaving me alone on it to dawdle slowly.

"Shi'an, come down, I'll follow you."

Lin Qiu, who turned around and waited for me, made people feel a little embarrassed.My face became hot, and I followed his example and ran down.

"I don't want you to pick it up." Lin Qiu still put his arms around me, preventing me from rushing forward.

"It's okay if you don't pick me up." I said.

"Well, of course, I want to take the opportunity to hug you."

I didn't think he was great before, but now I think he is very popular because he is too good at talking. I only have this skill when I am hypomanic.

"Are you comfortable?" I struggled out of his arms, held him with my left hand, and walked with him to the shallows by the river.

Lin Qiu looked at the river, his quiet profile was like a painting.The camera in my mind pressed the shutter dozens of times and remembered his expression.Originally, the sculpture in the school had no idea of ​​who to make, but now I want to make it look like him.Lin Qiu fully meets my expectations of beauty, so she shouldn't be angry if she becomes my model.

"Hey, can I make your sculpture?" I asked Lin Qiu, and if Liu Feng needed to make his face model, first authorize myself.

"You can do whatever you want." Lin Qiu smiled at me, "A lot of people will see it?"

"Hmm... probably? Do you mind?" I think that there is a high probability that there will be a buyer after the competition, and it should be sold. It is better to tell him the truth. If I disagree, then my enthusiasm for doing this will be reduced by half. . "It's easy to sell..."

"..." Lin Qiu picked up my face and rubbed it a few times, "Sell me?"

"Ha...haha, that's right. You look... so good, what's the point of selling it... Reasonable use of resources." I was rubbed by him so that I couldn't speak clearly, wondering if he would be angry?

Sure enough, Lin Qiu said, "There is a condition."

"Say what you say." I escaped from his claws, found a big rock to sit on, and stretched out my hand to signal Lin Qiu to sit beside him.

"You have to sell it with me." Lin Qiu sat on the rock with his long legs hanging to one side, and I stared at him for a while.

...he had seen my sketchbook and guessed what I was going to do.

"Okay, okay." Originally, I didn't want to be myself. It's really embarrassing for the contestants to make their own faces into sculptures.Isn't this blatantly announced to the public? This is no different from going naked on the street.

"Are you going to school when you go back?"

"Yeah. Isn't it a waste to buy so much mud and not make it? It's all money." I said this vulgar reason very confidently, and I even quarreled with Jiang Ziyan because of the money.

"how much?"

"There are hundreds." For me who is poor, hundreds of dollars cannot be wasted.

"It's a huge sum of money." Lin Qiu smiled, "I'd better go back and finish it, I'm looking forward to it."