transient stability

Dr. Lin: Is there something wrong?

………So indifferent, why can’t I add it if I have nothing to do?I thought about it and wrote "Sister Lin" to him.

Me: Are you still angry?

Sister Lin: No.

I feel very good when I see this name.

Me: Then why didn't you come today?And let Wang Wenrui see a doctor for me?

Sister Lin: Doctor Wang sees that you have no problem.

Me: I don't want him to watch!

Sister Lin: I have something to do.

Me: I don't care, I just want you to see it.I also said give me a cat?So you don't want to talk to me?

I didn't know how he would respond, my heart was pounding, there was no movement from Lin Qiu for a long time, I pulled out the charging cable and ran to sit by the floor glass.After staring at the phone for 10 minutes, Lin Qiu finally returned.

Sister Lin: Be more obedient, I am not in Hospital A.

Me: where have you been?

Sister Lin: Three thousand kilometers away from you.

I wondered if this is the radius of the earth?Where did he fly to?

Me: Aid Asia, Africa and Latin America?

Lin Qiu smiled, but remained silent again.I suddenly thought of asking Zhou Xinyu a question, and asked Lin Qiu again.

Me: Do you have a girlfriend?

Sister Lin: ...

Me: Where's your boyfriend?

Sister Lin: No.

So is Lin Qiu a straight man?I'm a little uncertain.It will never be the same as me, regardless of gender, as long as it grows in my aesthetics.

Me: Have you ever had a partner before?

Sister Lin: Why, have you changed careers to be a matchmaker?

Me: Don't change the subject, is there any?

Sister Lin: ...

Lin Qiu typed a string of ellipsis and disappeared.I went to the nurse station and asked Zhou Xinyu, "When will Lin Qiu come back from a business trip?"

Zhou Xinyu was memorizing something, without looking up, "One week."

"It's been a long time..." I sighed and asked her again, "How old is Lin Qiu?"

After Zhou Xinyu finished writing the note in her hand, she raised her head and said, "Guess."

"25."

Zhou Xinyu smiled and said, "Even if he looks young, you are too outrageous. Do you know how old a normal person needs to be a director?"

I shook my head, how could I know this.

"It's also 37." She blinked mischievously, "So I'll let you guess."

"..." Could Lin Qiu be older than Wang Wenrui?I'm just blind?Can the person I want to chase be my father?

"Sister, stop playing with me." I'm sure Zhou Xinyu is teasing me, Lin Qiu is older than Wang Wenrui, so she still has that idea?

Zhou Xinyu couldn't stop laughing: "Director Lin just passed his 29th birthday, and he is the youngest department director in the city."

"..." The youngest is also nine years older than me.I unlocked my phone and started looking through his circle of friends. I wanted to know everything about him.I scrolled down one by one, Lin Qiu doesn't like to post on Moments, there are so few things.I found a photo from three years ago. It was Lin Qiu kicking his legs in a black-collared Taoist uniform. His hair was tied into a high ponytail, hanging in the air. He was slightly sideways, with his long legs split into a straight line.I silently pressed storage, and it was stored on the phone.He added a sentence next to the photo, five paragraphs √.

Scrolling forward, there is a group photo, which seems to be taken at the seaside on vacation. Lin Qiu is on the beach, wearing only a pair of swimming trunks, with a shoulder to shoulder with a man I have never seen before. Wang Wenrui and Wang Wenrui are also in the photo. A few familiar faces at the nurse's station.There was no Zhou Xinyu in this photo, maybe she hadn't come to the hospital at that time.

I suddenly blushed when I saw him without clothes on, and my heart beat violently.This is different from my own thinking about painting, this is what he really looks like.

But who is the man next to him? ...I suddenly became sour, why is he so close to others?Did he have it before?I looked back at the man: his facial features are very delicate, the right corner of his mouth is higher when he smiles, and the evil charm and intelligence are perfectly blended.He is only a little shorter than Lin Qiu, and should be taller than me. He is also good enough to be my model.If it wasn't for Lin Qiu standing beside him, I would still be staring at him.

My self-esteem was thwarted, and I was suddenly unhappy.Lin Qiu is 29, why am I so naive and think he has no past?A person like him would be chased wherever he went, so how could he have no one?If this person is his boyfriend and he is gone now, do I still have hope?I look different from the person in the photo, I'm not that crazy, will he still have a crush on me?

I thought too much, my head felt a little uncomfortable, and I leaned against the wall and felt bored.Not long after, a little girl came over. She used to like to wear red skirts, but today she was dressed in white for some reason. "what's on your mind?"

I don't think her eyes are scary anymore, I stared at her face weakly, "I miss my wife."

"Who is your wife?" The little girl blinked her big eyes.

"you guess."

She smiled mysteriously, and leaned close to my ear, "I saw you drawing Dr. Lin."

Some people say that a lunatic is actually very smart, but sometimes he thinks too much about things and gets into a dead end and gets sick.I wondered about my current situation, and looked at her and didn't think there was anything wrong.

I laughed too, and said to her, "Keep it secret."

"Okay." The girl sat next to me and whispered, "Yesterday I saw a group of people were killed here, their heads were chopped off."

"What's your name?" I asked her.

"Li Tong."

No wonder she likes red so much, she probably loves fantasy too much.

"Tonight, those people will come back, brother, don't go out." Li Tong whispered in my ear.

Lin Qiu also said that I suffer from hypochondria, will I be like her in the end?I nodded to her and said hello, and she handed me an origami crane made of colored paper, "This one can drive away ghosts, you take it with you."

I took it and looked at it, it was just an ordinary paper crane, but I couldn't bear to say anything, I put it in my pocket, "Thank you."

Seeing that I accepted it, Li Tong smiled and walked away.

I was bored and wanted to talk to Lin Qiu, so I opened WeChat.

Me: Can you speak to me, Dr. Lin?

I raised my head and leaned against the glass. I didn't expect Lin Qiu to answer me, and he wouldn't answer me either. It seemed that I had nothing to do.

Five minutes later, my phone rang and I picked it up.

Sister Lin: (voice message) What do you want to say?

……… I listened to it three times, and felt that my ears were pregnant, as if he said it close to my ear.I bit my lower lip and laughed, looking at the phone and thinking about what to say for a long time.

Me: (voice message) I miss you, what should I do?

I loosened my hand and sent it, looked at the message and pressed play.Listening to my own voice, it was too provocative, so I quickly pressed the withdraw button. ……… I don’t know if Lin Qiu heard it, but my head was a little sweaty, thinking about what I should do if he ignored me after playing like this.

I was relieved to see "You retracted a message" on the screen.

I started trying to say something again, and 5 minutes later I got another message.

Sister Lin: (Voice message) I'll be back in a week.

…………? ? ? ! ! !

What?I haven't sent it yet, why did he come back?Did he hear the last one? "I'll be back in a week" is that I miss him?My mind was in a knot, and I couldn't reason normally. I just thought about what I just said.he knows?He understands what I mean?He returned?

I rushed back to the bedroom suddenly, climbed onto the bed, pulled the curtains tightly, and pressed the voice button.

Me: (voice message) Did you hear that?

Sister Lin: Yes.Why are you panting?

For some reason, Lin Qiu switched back to the text and didn't speak again. My ears felt a little hot when I saw his reply.

I leaned against the wall, put my feet on the railing, and pressed the voice to speak halfway, then deleted it, and switched to typing.

Me: Just ran back to the dormitory, are you like this?

Sister Lin: How about me?

Me: Nothing else to say?

Sister Lin: What do you want to hear?

...He kicked the ball back to me?

Me: Yes, just pretend to be stupid.

Sister Lin: (voice message)

The other party retracted a message.

Before I could hear it, what did he withdraw?

Me: what did you say?

Sister Lin: I’ve said everything I need to say, can you blame me for not hearing it?

I:…………

Lin Qiu is such a bastard, to repay him so quickly?

Sister Lin: Didn't you withdraw it just now?

I:…………

Me: Fuck you, Lin Qiu, I like you.

Sister Lin: Don't swear.

Me: You are looking for the wrong point!convex

Sister Lin: Shi'an, get out of the hospital quickly.

me: what? ? ?

Sister Lin: Hurry up and leave the hospital.

Me: As if I could leave the hospital by myself!

Lin Qiucun must be angry with me, obviously he can let me out of the hospital, what does it mean to let me out of the hospital?

Sister Lin: I have to go to work.

me: hello? !

Lin Qiu, a coward, ran away after hearing this and didn't express his opinion. I waited for a long time and didn't see him reply again. I want to withdraw the sentence "I like you", but the time limit has expired.He left a dark history with him... I hugged the pillow and buried my face in it.

In the middle of the night, I heard movement in the corridor, and it was a bit scary. I remembered the paper crane that Li Tong gave me, which was still lying in my pocket and hadn't been taken out.Is there really something?